you are sick, i have medicine

When Yi Ouhua was thinking about this, Dongling was thousands of miles away.

Qi Qi came out of the bathroom after going to the toilet, raised his eyes and unconsciously glanced at the corridor, there were many students chatting on the phone in the corridor, but Hua Xiaofeng and his ex-girlfriend were gone.

Qi Qi didn't think too much, fetched water and went back to the study room in the library.

In the self-study room, when Qi Qi entered, Hua Xiaofeng was quietly sitting on his own seat playing with his mobile phone, while Liang Xingyu was reading a book, everything seemed to be as harmonious as every time before, no different, quite normal.

Qi Qi raised his eyes and glanced at Hua Xiaofeng without saying anything, put down his water glass and sat down on his seat to read a book, but Hua Xiaofeng couldn't help but look at Qi Qi a few more times, as if he wanted to see Qi Qi from Qi Qi's eyes. Did Qi hear or see anything, but Qi Qi's expression was always calm and natural, and he couldn't see anything at all.

Hua Xiaofeng sighed a little discouraged. In fact, he already knew that it was impossible to see something from Qi Qi's eyes or face, so he shouldn't have such hopes for Qi Qi.

But even if Qi Qi sees or hears something, he sees it and hears it. He is not particularly worried, because Qi Qi is not a big-mouthed person. Even if he sees and hears something, he sees and hears it. .

So Hua Xiaofeng was not worried at all, he looked up at Qi Qi for a few times, then looked away, then turned his face to glance at Liang Xingyu who was sitting next to him, then lowered his head and concentrated on playing his game.

In fact, when Hua Xiaofeng raised his head and looked at Qi Qi for the first time, Qi Qi had already noticed Hua Xiaofeng's gaze, but Qi Qi chose to lower his head and pretend that he didn't see anything.

Because in his subconscious mind, he thinks that the relationship between the same sex is more awkward, just like the fact that he likes Yi Ouhua, he doesn't particularly want other people to know, including roommates Hua Xiaofeng and Liang Xingyu , so Qi Qi thought that Hua Xiaofeng might not want him to know his thoughts.

So Qi Qi chose to lower his head and pretended not to know anything.

But what he didn't know was that Hua Xiaofeng didn't care whether others knew or not. He only cared about Liang Xingyu's thoughts. He was afraid that Liang Xingyu would hate him and ignore him after he found out. That's why he didn't say the word like. I don't want the fact that I like Liang Xingyu to spread.

But obviously, Qi Qi is not a big mouthed person, so he is not worried at all.

What should I do, the game is playing at a high level.

Hua Xiaofeng was fine, but Qi Qi was competing with himself in his heart.

Yi Ouhua, who hadn't appeared in Qi Qi's mind for a long time, also appeared in Qi Qi's mind without warning at this time, but this time was different from any other time in the past. People, besides Yi Ouhua and Yao Yao, the two of them were talking and laughing in Qi Qi's mind, they were both talented and beautiful, and they were designed by nature, and the picture looked very warm and beautiful.

I don't know what Yi Ouhua said, Yao Yao smiled very happily, her big eyes were completely squinted together and narrowed into a gap.If he hadn't paid attention to his image in front of Yi Ouhua, Qi Qi felt that Yao Yao might have laughed and lie on the table.

I don't know what Yi Ouhua said, Yao Yao smiled so happily.

Why is it that Yi Ouhua always keeps a straight face when he is with him, as if he owes him millions or tens of millions, let alone jokes, it is very difficult to speak with a gentle voice matter.

It seems that the saying that opposite sexes attract is not unreasonable.

only……

However, Qi Qi raised his eyes to look at Hua Xiaofeng, Liang Xingyu, and the appearance of Hua Xiaofeng and Liang Xingyu. Although they are both men and the same sex, the atmosphere between them is very good. Many heterosexual couples may not have such a tacit understanding between them.

Maybe... Yi Ouhua is not the right person he was destined to be?

Qi Qi thought so.

It's not impossible, after all, there are not many people in this world whose first love is their marriage partner.

What's more, Qi Qi is not really his first love, at most it can only be regarded as a secret love.

However, as long as he thinks that Yi Ouhua's future life has nothing to do with him, and thinks that Yi Ouhua will live with someone else in the future, even if this person is Yao Yao or his niece, Qi Qi still feels sad.

A kind of sadness that can't be said.

Therefore, Qi Qi especially wants to know how Hua Xiaofeng, who also likes men, will think about this situation, and whether he will just silently bury this shady feeling deep in his heart and let it rot in the bottom of his heart like himself. ; I still don't care about other people's eyes as before.

It's just that some things don't happen overnight, just like this matter, although Qi Qi really wants to know Hua Xiaofeng's thoughts, but judging from the current situation, he can't see anything at all.

No matter what Qi Qi was thinking, it was only Qi Qi's thinking, and it had nothing to do with Hua Xiaofeng.

And with Hua Xiaofeng's character, it's really hard to say, after all, he used to be able to exchange girlfriends casually relying on his pretty face and straightforward personality, so it's naturally possible to tell the matter now.

Even if you don't say it, it is possible to do it directly and let everyone know.

but……

Qi Qi is not sure if this is really okay?After all, the world is not so tolerant of same-sex love.

And not to mention other people, what about their respective parents?

Will the family agree?

What if you disagree?

All kinds of problems... Although Qi Qi likes Yi Ouhua very much, he likes Yi Ouhua very much.It hurts when I see Yi Ouhua with others, and I can't help crying when I think of Yi Ouhua who will live with others in the future and has nothing to do with me, but... He lived with Yi Ouhua, and Qi Qi felt that he didn't have the courage either.

In addition to gossip, there are also elderly parents at home.

Qi Qi has always known that he is not brave, and he also knows that with his own personality, he will probably bury his liking for Yi Ouhua deeply in his heart in the future, and he will follow his parents' advice to marry a pretty good girl, and then have a baby. A lovely child, and then...maybe live like this for the rest of my life.

It's just that before this, before living this... life, Qi Qi still had a little bit of expectation for Yi Ouhua.

Although he didn't say anything, although he has been avoiding, but... But if Yi Ouhua took the initiative, it is not impossible, but...

Perhaps, everything is just a beautiful misunderstanding, because I think too much.

Maybe Yi Ouhua misunderstood the person and recognized himself as someone else. Otherwise, why would he push himself away suddenly at that time, why would he look at him with such cold and sharp eyes, and why would he leave like running away.

Then we don't see each other anymore.

Qi Qi still remembers that before that incident, Yi Ouhua would call himself from time to time, asking himself what he was doing and whether he should go to training, he would often come to his home, even if he had nothing to do but work, he would come to his home with a notebook Work.

But... But after that incident, Yi Ouhua rarely called Qi Qi, let alone went to work at Qi Qi's house, that was even more impossible.

The two of them really wanted to return to their original appearance. When they met in school, they would greet the teacher and ask the teacher if they were good to meet, so they had no relationship. The ordinary relationship between teachers and students could not be normal.

Sometimes Qi Qi even wondered, if what he gave Yi Ouhua was the key instead of recording Yi Ouhua's handprint into his door lock, would Yi Ouhua throw the key to himself?

Qi Qi thought this way, and after thinking about it a lot, he felt that it was very possible, so on a sunny day when Yi Ouhua was away from home, Qi Qi went to Yi Ouhua's house and gave Yi Ouhua to him. I sent the key back to Yi Ouhua's home.

Then he took back a few changes of clothes that he left at Yi Ouhua's house.

And then... nothing more.

Ashes to ashes to ashes, everything between them was broken because of a sudden kiss.

Qi Qi thought so.

But Yi Ouhua didn't think so at that time. At that time, Yi Ouhua just felt that when Qi Qi was about to go berserk, he couldn't kill Qi Qi, and he no longer had the qualifications to monitor Qi Qi.

So he submitted an application to the World Association for the Suppression of Berserkers and actively asked for someone else to monitor Qi Qi.

Because he no longer had a work relationship, and because the World Association for the Suppression of Berserkers happened to be busy, Yi Ouhua didn't look for Qi Qi again.Until later, one night Yi Ouhua came home and found that Qi Qi's things in the house were gone, and he found a key and a piece of paper on the table.

Yi Ouhua still remembers what was written on the paper: "Teacher, thank you these days. But recently I have some things that I will not go to the training hall for training, and I will not come to the teacher's place at night. I will take all my things away. Yes, the key is also placed on the desk in the study, and the teacher will put it away when he sees it. Finally, I would like to thank the teacher again for her guidance these days. My strength has improved very quickly, much faster than many years ago. I Very happy, so thank you teacher again."

Finally, I drew a big ugly smiley face.

Yi Ouhua thought that look was very naive, but Yi Ouhua didn't say anything, but just paused to digest the fact that Qi Qi didn't train with him at night.

And it just so happened that the list of his application to the World Association for the Suppression of Berserkers came out, so Yi Ouhua easily accepted this fact.

——Accepted that Qi Qi would not go to the training hall at night, and accepted the fact that Qi Qi left the key at home.

After that, I almost didn't go to the training hall again.