I fall in love for the female lead
Chapter 48
Do you know what happens when you say that?
Lin Jianshen ran in the backstage passage, and everyone he met looked at him and behind him with surprised eyes.
He knew that Zhan Yunye was chasing him, he knew that his identity had been exposed, and he knew that there was no room for excuse now.
He knew it all, but he couldn't stop to face it, not only out of guilt for cheating Zhan Yunye, but also for Lin Wanwan.
Why didn't he figure it out, the male and female protagonists are the male and female protagonists, and they will be inextricably linked no matter what. The reason why he was selected by the game company to participate in offline activities is to let them meet. Zhan Yunye moved to this campus, too. In order to let them meet, this clothing exhibition is even more for them to meet.
If only Zhan Yunye appeared here, Lin Jianshen wouldn't think too much about it, but he came with his brother, and that brother must not ask about the return date.The contact in the game let Lin Jianshen know that the boss's family is rich and involved in many industries, and he came here today in a suit and leather shoes, it must not be a whim, so what could it be?
Lin Jianshen knew without thinking that he was invited here as a representative of the company.If everything can go smoothly according to the original plot, Zhan Yunye and Lin Wanwan met here, and with Zhan Yunye's relationship, Gui Boss will probably take care of the girl his younger brother likes, and maybe even give her Coveted opportunities of every kind.
If everything goes smoothly, even if she can't go abroad for exchange, Lin Wanwan will have a good career development.
It's a pity that all of this didn't go according to plan, because of his intrusion, the "Zaozao" that Zhan Yunye knew and fell in love with became him, not Lin Wanwan, the heroine, who snatched Lin Wanwan away. s future.
He knew how hard Lin Wanwan worked for the cause she loved, but these efforts were about to come to naught because of him, and he couldn't face Lin Wanwan.
The two people who couldn't face each other were close at hand, and Lin Jianshen was almost suffocated by the sense of guilt. He was at a loss and had no choice but to run away.
I don't know how long I ran, and I don't know where I went. The surrounding environment became unfamiliar, and even the passers-by disappeared. Only the footsteps behind me kept chasing after me.
Don't chase, don't chase, don't chase!
Lin Jianshen prayed secretly, but it didn't work. The person behind him was still following him. Finally, at a corner, Zhan Yunye grabbed him by the wrist. At the same time, due to inertia, they slammed into the wall together.
Lin Jianshen closed his eyes, but the expected pain did not strike, a big hand rested on his shoulder, blocking the impact between him and the wall, and at the same time, a muffled groan rang in his ear.
He opened his eyes, Zhan Yunye frowned slightly.
"Are you okay?" he asked subconsciously.
"It's okay." Zhan Yunye stretched his brows and eyes, lowered his head and asked him, "What about you?"
"I'm fine." Lin Jianshen said in a low voice. He was almost embraced by the other party. Although he knew it was to save him, this position still made him feel very uncomfortable.
He moved his body awkwardly, so Zhan Yunye knowingly let him go.
Although he was loosened, Lin Jianshen did not get complete freedom. Zhan Yunye stood in front of him, with a wall behind him, and he had no way to retreat.
Lin Jianshen smiled wryly, how could he expect to escape by running away, what should be faced will eventually be faced.
"I..." Lin Jianshen tried to speak, but after saying a word, he couldn't say anything. What should he say to get everything back on the right track and make everyone happy?
Zhan Yunye watched him bit his lip uneasily, and said softly, "Morning..."
Hearing these two words, Lin Jianshen froze, and immediately shook his head in denial: "I'm not Zaozao!"
His emotions were visibly agitated, Zhan Yunye grabbed his shoulders and tried to comfort him: "Morning, calm down, it's okay, I already knew you were not a girl."
"What?" Lin Jian was stunned.
Zhan Yunye went on to say: "I knew from the beginning that you are not a girl. Although you dress up very skillfully, your body, bones, and muscle lines cannot be deceived."
"Huh?" Lin Jianshen opened his eyes in disbelief.
"And that time in YY, you actually forgot to turn on the voice changer." Zhan Yunye said, "I heard your original voice, which is exactly the same as your current voice."
"So," Zhan Yunye stroked his shoulder tenderly, "You don't have to feel guilty for cheating me, I know that you didn't cheat me."
Lin Jian looked at him in a daze. It turned out that he had revealed his secrets a long time ago, but he pretended not to know and was cooperating with him?So his feelings for "Zao Zao" are also because of himself?
Seeing that his expression gradually changed from fear to surprise, Zhan Yunye felt relieved and smiled: "Morning..."
"No!" Lin Jianshen shook his head again.
"Early?" Zhan Yunye was puzzled by the change of his mood.
"No, no!" Lin Jianshen shook his head vigorously, "I'm not early, no!"
Even if Zhan Yunye's feelings for him are genuine, he can't just accept it, because Lin Wanwan is still there, and he has inadvertently robbed her of her future, so he can't justly get happiness and abandon her regardless of!
Seeing him getting excited again, Zhan Yunye frowned tightly: "It's been a while, I already said it and I know it, just look at me!"
"No, I'm not..."
Zhan Yunye's voice was close to his ears, but the more he said that, Lin Jianshen felt more guilty towards Lin Wanwan in his heart, so he simply closed his eyes not to look at him, and kept murmuring: "I didn't say that early , I'm not... I can't do this, please, I'm not..."
He closed his eyes tightly as if he could escape everything in this way, no matter how much Zhan Yunye tried to comfort him, he couldn't make him give up denying it, and even tears were forced out of the corners of his eyes.Looking at him like this, Zhan Yunye suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth and revealed a wry smile.
"I see." Zhan Yunye said.
The voice returned to its usual indifference, and the weight on his shoulders disappeared. Lin Jianshen slowly opened his eyes. Zhan Yunye was still a short distance away from him, and there was still a little tenderness in his eyes.
Lin Jianshen just looked at him like this, seeing him stretching out his hand towards him. He probably wanted to reach out to the corner of his eye at first, but in the end he moved to another place, picked up the hair that was messed up during the struggle, and pinned it behind his ear.
"You are beautiful." Zhan Yunye's voice was low, as if trying to suppress something.
Looking at him deeply for a while, Zhan Yunye said, "Come on for the performance, I'll go first."
Then, he turned to leave.
It wasn't until Zhan Yunye's figure disappeared at the end of the aisle that Lin Jianshen slid on the ground as if all his strength had been taken away. He raised his hand and touched his ear. This time, the other party didn't hook his ear.
He lowered his head, and the knot on his side waist also fell apart during the struggle, and the other party didn't help him tie it.
Lin Jian took a deep breath, what was he thinking, he had already rejected him like this, and he wanted him to do everything for him, it was too greedy.
He leaned against the wall and stood up slowly, all of this was his own fault and he had no one to blame.
Lin Jianshen glanced at the end of the passage again, it was empty, he twitched the corner of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, forget it, but let everything go back to the original point, he should go back.
Xie Yigui found Zhan Yunye at the entrance of the auditorium, and hurriedly asked: "What's going on? Is that person Zao Zao? Is that the girl I know Zao Zao? But isn't he a man? No, no, what happened to you? "
In return for this series of questions, Zhan Yunye gave Zhan Yunye an indifferent look and a cold sentence: "I don't know."
"I don't know what, you clearly—"
Zhan Yunye interrupted him, "I'm going back."
"Ah?" Xie Yigui was confused, and hurriedly followed him when he saw him walking outside, "What's going on?"
Zhan Yunye walked forward in silence.
Xie Yigui looked at it and couldn't help but sigh, why did he return to this saw-mouthed gourd?He looked back at the auditorium, what happened?
Knowing this state, Zhan Yunye didn't want to communicate with others at all, so Xie Yigui could only say: "Okay, let's go back, go to my house. I told my mother a long time ago that you are going to have dinner tonight, now go over and talk to her It's good to talk."
Zhan Yunye remained silent.
Xie Yigui sighed again, what is this all about, I knew I wouldn't bring him here.
Lin Jianshen went back to the backstage. The exhibition had already started, and the backstage was even more busy. Seeing him coming back, Zhang Long and the others seemed hesitant to speak. Lin Wanwan took him to touch up his makeup before they could speak. I rearranged my clothes, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything.
After such a muddle-headed afternoon, Lin Jianshen changed into his own clothes and went home with Lin Wanwan when the exhibition was over.
On the way home, Lin Wanwan still didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, just held his hand, as if comforting and protecting.
When he walked to the door of the house, Lin Jianshen looked at Lin Wanwan and opened his mouth: "Wanwan."
"Huh?" Lin Wanwan turned around, "What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry." Lin Jianshen said in a low voice.
Lin Wanwan smiled: "Say sorry to me, I should say sorry, if I hadn't insisted that you go to the comic exhibition instead, these things wouldn't happen."
"No." Lin Jianshen scratched his hair, "I caused you to have no harvest today..." Not only did he prevent Lin Wanwan from being favored regardless of the return date, but he was also in a bad state during the show, failing to fully Show off your clothes.
"Oh, I've said it's all right." Lin Wanwan shrugged, "It's because they don't see me well. After a while, I'll go to other companies to submit articles. Maybe I can meet my Bole."
Her optimistic smile made Lin Jianshen's mood even more bitter. He had a lot to say to her, but he didn't dare. He was afraid that after he said it, Lin Wanwan would blame him.
"Go home." Lin Wanwan said and opened the door.
Liang Yuhua was sitting in the living room.
"Mom, we're back!" Lin Wanwan said with a smile, "Did you miss me?"
Liang Yuhua turned her head and looked at them with a solemn expression.
"What's the matter, Mom, who made you unhappy?" Lin Wanwan leaned over to try to act like a baby to her.
"Who else is there?" Liang Yuhua looked at her, "Wanwan, your teacher called me."
Lin Wanwan was taken aback for a moment: "Why is my teacher calling you? I shouldn't have caused trouble."
"Why didn't you tell me about the exchange?" Liang Yuhua didn't bother to talk glibly with her, and went straight to the point, "You'll give up without telling me, do you still have me as a mother in your eyes?"
Lin Wanwan turned her face away: "This is my own business. I can decide what to do with you."
"What do you mean you can make your own decisions? You are still a child, what can you do?" Liang Yuhua raised her voice, "If your teacher hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known about it! Tell me, you have such a good opportunity! Why give up?"
"Because..." Lin Wanwan faltered.
"Because of money?" Liang Yuhua pointed out directly, "Lin Wanwan, I said before that no matter how short of money my family is, I will not save any money that should be spent on you, you take my words as a deaf ear? "
"It has nothing to do with money!" Lin Wanwan said firmly, "I don't want to go, I don't want to go abroad, I'm not used to it."
"It's not something you're used to. This is your future. If you don't get used to it, you'll get used to it." Liang Yuhua gave the order, "You go back and tell your teacher, you sign up, and you don't have to worry about money."
As soon as Lin Wanwan heard that she decided to do so, she stood up abruptly: "I've already said that I don't want to go, I don't want to go, can you stop?"
"Me?" Liang Yuhua stared at her, "Isn't it all for you? Lin Wanwan, you told me before that you wanted to be the best fashion designer in the world, so your father and I have been supporting you , now you actually say me?"
"The past was the past, and now is the present." Lin Wanwan said, "I have changed my mind now. I have the ability. Even if I don't go abroad to get that layer of gold plating, I can still stand out. You don't need to worry about it."
Liang Yuhua also stood up, and pointed at her: "You don't need me to worry about it? I have never worried about your siblings since they were young. Now that you have grown up and your wings are hardened, you don't need me anymore?"
"I didn't mean that!" Lin Wanwan gritted her teeth.
"Then what do you mean?"
The two were arguing endlessly, and Lin Jianshen was on the side trying to persuade them to fight, but now both of them are angry, you are arguing with each other sentence by sentence, it is not his turn to intervene, it's just so noisy.
"Enough!" Lin Wanwan shouted angrily, "I don't want to tell you anymore, you won't listen to anything!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked towards the door, Liang Yuhua shouted from behind: "Where are you going?"
"Go back to school." Lin Wanwan put the backpack on her shoulders at the door, opened the door and walked out.
"Lin Wanwan!" Liang Yuhua was also angry, "What are you throwing your temper at, don't come back if you have the ability to go out!"
"If you don't go back, you won't go back!"
Accompanied by these words, the door was slammed shut with a bang.
"you--"
Liang Yuhua was so angry that she shook her body a few times and fell back on the sofa. Lin Jianshen rushed over: "Mom, are you okay? I'll get you medicine—"
Liang Yuhua grabbed his hand, and just now he was arguing with others with confidence, but now his voice was as weak as a mosquito yelling: "No, I'm just dizzy, just rest for a while...you go and chase Wanwan, now it's dark, you put Send her to school."
"But……"
"Go!" Liang Yuhua shouted.
Lin Jianshen nodded: "Then you lie here for a while, I'll be back soon."
After setting up Liang Yuhua, Lin Jianshen opened the door and chased him out. Fortunately, Lin Wanwan didn't go far, and he quickly caught up.
"Why are you here?" Lin Wanwan kicked a small stone away and asked.
"Mom asked me to take you back to school." Lin Jianshen said.
Lin Wanwan lowered her head and said in a muffled voice, "I can go back by myself."
Lin Jianshen looked at her without speaking.
Lin Wanwan pursed her lips: "Don't look at me like that, I know I shouldn't argue with her, but she doesn't listen to me at all."
"I'll take you to the station." Lin Jian said with a deep sigh.
The two walked towards the station in silence, just like when they came, but the one who was depressed was changed.
"I'm leaving, you go back." Seeing the car coming from afar, Lin Wanwan said.
"Send me a message to report your safety when you get back."
The two parted ways just like that, Lin Jianshen returned home as quickly as possible, Liang Yuhua was still lying on the sofa, when he heard the door open, he asked, "You sent her so soon?"
"No, the station I sent her to." Lin Jianshen explained.
Liang Yuhua was about to sit up, but Lin Jianshen hurriedly stopped her: "It's okay, I made an appointment with her to go back to school and report my safety. It's only eight o'clock now, so I'm safe."
Liang Yuhua sighed deeply, and raised her hand to rub her temples.
Lin Jianshen looked at her, wondering if <Nan Feng> was angry, she looked tired and haggard.Lin Jianshen lowered his brows and asked in a low voice, "Mom, am I useless?"
"What does it have to do with you?" Liang Yuhua forced a smile, "It's not because of you that we quarreled."
Then, she smiled wryly: "If you say it's useless, it's because I'm useless."
"mom?"
Liang Yuhua raised his head, looked at the ceiling and murmured: "It would be great if your father was here."
"mom……"
Liang Yuhua looked at him and said with a smile: "I'm tired, go back to sleep. There is food on the table, you can eat it warm."
"Ah."
Watching Liang Yuhua go back to the room, Lin Jianshen also went to the kitchen. The table was full of dishes that he and Lin Wanwan liked to eat, but it was a pity that he was alone now.
There were four chairs beside the dining table, and Lin Jianshen walked over, and the back of one of the chairs was engraved with the word "Dad" in immature handwriting.
He engraved it on it. I remember that he was scolded by his mother when he was in time. How could he engrave the name of a living person on it? It was a taboo and he was forbidden to engrave it again.Originally, his mother wanted to shovel out the words, but was stopped by his father, saying that the child should keep it if he wanted it, so he happily kept using it.
Lin Jianshen touched the notch with his hand, maybe he really committed a taboo, his father was seriously ill in his prime, and unfortunately passed away, it was his fault.
What happened this time was also his fault. If he hadn't interfered, Lin Wanwan might be able to use Zhan Yunye's relationship today to get an olive branch regardless of the return date, so that even if her mother questioned her, she could still have a reason Said that she had already got a chance, and there was no need to go through a lot of trouble, and they would not quarrel to the point where both of them were sad.
"hiss--"
Lin Jianshen withdrew his hand, his finger was pricked by a small wooden thorn, and blood came out.
Lin Jian stared at his fingers blankly, is this his father's punishment?Because he didn't fulfill the agreement, didn't take good care of his mother and Wanwan, and didn't take care of everything in the family like a man.
"I'm sorry..." Lin Jianshen murmured in a low voice, but he didn't know who he was apologizing to.
Time passed so quickly, and two weeks later, September came to an end, ushering in the much-anticipated November holiday.
For the past two weeks, Lin Jianshen has also been in a daze, annoyed by the debating competition, family affairs, and Zhan Yunye's affairs.
The debate was okay. After two weeks of verbal battles, it finally came to an end. Their class got a good grade of No.3. For family matters, Lin Wanwan hadn’t come back since the quarrel. Lin Jianshen was ordered by his mother to watch it. After passing her a few times, her spirits are neither bad nor bad, and she can chat with him when she sees him, but she refuses to go home, let alone contact her mother.
As for Zhan Yunye...
Lin Jianshen sighed slightly, whether it was something or nothing. After that day, Zhan Yunye never contacted him again. Even if he met occasionally in school, he just passed by, as if he didn't know each other.
Zhang Long and the others felt very guilty, and kept apologizing to him, saying that it was they who brought Zhan Yunye over that caused the estrangement between the two of them. Regarding this, Lin Jianshen could only smile wryly. What could he say? It has nothing to do with others, he asked for it, and he deserves it.
It was he who failed Zhan Yunye, these are the punishments he deserved.
During the [-]th holiday, Lin Jianshen just stayed at home so lazily and closed the door. He was often the only one at home. This state was like going back to summer vacation, when his mother went to work, and Lin Wanwan also went to work.
He was alone at home, but he had things to do, and with Zhan Yunye playing games with him, the day was wasted.But now, he can only open his eyes and wait for the dark.
On the fifth day, Lin Jianshen finally went out, and the weather was about to turn cold, so his mother asked him to send some thick clothes to Lin Wanwan.It was still early when he came back from Lin Wanwan, so he didn't want to go home right away, so after thinking about it, he decided to pick up his mother and go home with him.
It was still early when we arrived at the hospital, and Liang Yuhua hadn't gotten off work yet, so Lin Jianshen had no choice but to wander around the hospital by himself to pass the time.
The weather is fine today, many patients come out of the wards to bask in the sun, and the lawn in front of the inpatient department is full of tranquility and peace.
As Lin Jianshen was walking, suddenly a faint sobbing sound came into his ears, as if it came from behind the rockery?
He walked over, and a girl in a hospital gown sat with her head bowed under the rockery, her shoulders trembled, and she made a sobbing sound from time to time.As if sensing someone coming, the girl looked up.
Seeing the girl's face clearly, Lin Jianshen was taken aback. Isn't this Zhan Yunye's younger sister Zhan Yunxi?
Before he could react, his feet automatically brought him to Zhan Yunxi's side: "What's wrong with you?"
Zhan Yunxi's vision was occupied by tears and was blurry, only saw a person looking at her, and then came over to ask her something.She wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "It has nothing to do with you..."
Lin Jianshen was embarrassed by the other party's indifferent attitude. He had no position to ask the other party. From the other party's point of view, he was simply an inexplicable stranger.
Just when she was about to apologize and leave, Zhan Yunxi had already wiped away her tears, her vision became clearer, and she also saw the appearance of the person in front of her, then she wrinkled her face: "You...you look like someone I know..."
Lin Jianshen hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Is it early?"
Zhan Yunxi opened her eyes wide: "Do you know Sister Zaozao?"
Lin Jianshen nodded, his eyes fluttered: "Well, she is my sister...we are twins."
"Eh?" Zhan Yunxi was very surprised, "Is that so? I don't even know—no, how do you know me?"
Seeing her vigilant attitude again, Lin Jianshen explained: "Didn't you go to play together before, and took a lot of photos, my sister showed it to me, your name is Xixi, you have an older brother, right?"
Hearing that he was right, Zhan Yunxi slowly lowered her vigilance: "Well, that's right."
Lin Jianshen smiled kindly at her: "Then we know each other. Can you tell me why you are crying? Did someone bully you?"
After hearing this, Zhan Yunxi relaxed and became more alert just now: "No one bullies me, other... I can't tell you."
Lin Jianshen sighed silently. To be honest, he also felt that he was suspicious like this. He came up to make friends with a girl without thinking. It would be fine if they didn't call the police and arrest him.
In fact, Lin Jianshen also knew that he shouldn't meddle in this business, but he just couldn't ignore it, not only because the girl he knew was crying, but also because she was Zhan Yunye's younger sister.
Zhan Yunye's younger sister is crying, why?
Lin Jianshen smiled understandingly, and said, "It's fine if you don't want to tell me, but can you tell me your ward? I will... let me come to see you early tomorrow."
"Really?" Zhan Yunxi was both surprised and delighted.
"Ah."
Zhan Yunxi nodded, happily reported her ward number, and made an appointment with him.Then the two chatted awkwardly for a while, someone came to call Zhan Yunxi back to the ward, and the two said goodbye.
Looking at the ward number and time he wrote down, Lin Jianshen rubbed his forehead, is it really okay for him to meddle so much?
But that's all he can do.
The next day, Lin Jianshen put on the women's clothing that he vowed never to wear again, and came to Zhan Yunxi's ward at the appointed time.
Zhan Yunxi had obviously been waiting for a long time.
"Sister Zao!" Zhan Yunxi jumped off the hospital bed excitedly, "You really came, I thought that person lied to me!"
Lin Jian smiled deeply.
"Come on, sit down, Miss Zao." Zhan Yunxi pointed to her small reception room, "Do you want some fruit? I'll peel it for you!"
"No, no, you are a patient, how can I let you do it." Lin Jianshen quickly took the apple and knife from her hand, "I'll peel it for you."
Zhan Yunxi smiled big: "Thank you Miss Zao, you are so kind to me."
"It should." Lin Jianshen looked at her while peeling an apple, and asked carefully, "Why are you hospitalized? Are you sick?"
Zhan Yunxi rubbed her nose: "It's nothing, I've got an old problem, I have to stay in the hospital for several months almost every year."
"Is it serious?" Lin Jianshen asked.
Zhan Yunxi smiled and said nothing.
Knowing that she didn't want to bring up this topic, Lin Jianshen was silent for a while, but took the time to ask his own question: "Well, I heard from my brother... I saw you crying yesterday, what's wrong?"
"Hmm..." Zhan Yunxi turned her face away, "Well..."
She was doing all kinds of small movements unnaturally, touching her face, rubbing her nose and playing with her fingers, but she didn't say anything.
Unexpectedly, this question made her so embarrassed, Lin Jian apologized deeply: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask, if you don't want to say it, just don't say it, eat the apple."
He cut the apple into small pieces, took a small fork, stuck a piece and handed it to her.
Zhan Yunxi took it but didn't eat it right away, but looked down at the piece of apple. Suddenly, a tear fell on the apple.
"What, what's wrong?" Lin Jianshen was in a hurry, "Don't cry, don't you like apples? Then I'll get you something else? Peaches? Pears?"
Zhan Yunxi shook her head, her eyes were full of tears: "No... Sister Zaozao, I think I'm useless."
"Huh?" Lin Jian was stunned.
Zhan Yunxi's tears fell like broken beads, she choked up and said, "My father and my brother had a fight, I don't know who to help..."
"Their quarrel has nothing to do with you, don't cry, don't cry." Lin Jianshen handed her the paper.
Zhan Yunxi shook her head violently: "I'm also the reason why they quarreled... If only I hadn't been born..."
Lin Jianshen was surprised: "Why do you think so? It's not that serious..."
Zhan Yunxi still shook her head: "You don't know about our family's situation...I don't know whether I should tell you..."
Lin Jianshen shook hands and said, "If you are willing to tell me, I will keep it a secret."
"Are you willing to listen?" Zhan Yunxi looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"Ah."
"Okay, then I'll tell you." Zhan Yunxi took a deep breath, trying to calm down her emotions, and then she said slowly.
"My family is in business, so I still have some money. My father is an old feudal man, so there must be an heir to take over from him." Zhan Yunxi said, "When I first had my brother, he was very satisfied, but Later, I found out that my elder brother was face-blind, and my dad was worried that it would affect his business, so he asked my mother to have another one, and then I was born."
"But I was born in poor health. My father was very disappointed and often blamed my mother, saying that my mother could not even give birth to a healthy child. My mother was a little depressed because of my brother. I She didn't live up to it, and her depression became more serious, and she was accused by her father, and her mental state became worse and worse. In the end, she couldn't take it anymore, so she swallowed medicine..."
Lin Jianshen frowned tightly. Although Zhan Yunxi's description was only a few words, he could feel the despair of that mother as if being swallowed up. No matter how glamorous the appearance of such a family, there is no human feeling at all. .
"After my mother passed away, my brother blamed himself very much. He felt that if he hadn't been face-blind, he wouldn't have made his father want another one, and wouldn't have dealt a second blow to his mother. My brother has always lived in self-blame." Zhan Yunxi sniffed, "My brother also hates Dad very much. If Dad hadn't insisted on having a healthy heir, and if he hadn't been blaming Mom all the time, Mom wouldn't have blamed herself so much, so they often quarreled over it."
Lin Jianshen was silent. Originally, he thought that face blindness brought Zhan Yunye only difficulties in interpersonal communication, but he didn't expect that even family relations would become bad because of it.He has always been troubled by face blindness, because he can't recognize people, so he chooses not to take the initiative. Others are scared away by his indifference, and no one has sincere friendship with him, so he must be in pain.
Obviously, Zhan Yunye has always chosen to reject others, but he has released his sincerity towards Zao Zao. Regardless of whether there is deception in it, he still chooses Zao Zao. I don’t know how difficult it is for him to remember a person, but he still tries hard to remember Zao Zao's appearance, all of these, isn't it enough to show how much he likes Zao Zao?
Lin Jianshen felt that his heart was congested, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Zhan Yunxi continued: "They quarrel, I don't know what to do, who can I help? I know that my mother's death is actually a big reason for my father, but without his decision, I would not have been born He even treated my illness, I have no position to blame him as righteously as my brother."
"Sister Zaozao, what do you think I should do?" Zhan Yunxi looked over and looked at him expectantly, as if he could really give her an answer.
Lin Jianshen was left speechless by the question, he didn't know, he suddenly felt that he was reckless, this was someone else's family matter, even Zhan Yunxi felt that he had no position to blame anyone, what position did he have?
Seeing the embarrassment on his face, Zhan Yunxi shook her head: "Miss Zaozao, forget what I said."
"Xixi..."
Zhan Yunxi smiled, "Actually, these are all my troubles, and telling you made you troubled too. But thank you, I have never said these words to anyone, and now I tell you, I feel a lot more relaxed, Thank you."
Lin Jianshen forced a smile and said: "Yeah. Xixi, although I can't tell you who to help, I hope you can understand that no one can choose to be sick. It's not your fault. You don't have to do it yourself. Responsibility, I believe whether it is your parents, or your brother, they all want you to be healthy and healthy, don't think so much, maintain a good attitude, it is also good for your body."
"Well, thank you, Miss Zao."
"Dong Dong".
There was a knock on the door, and Zhan Yunye pushed the door in. Seeing the two people inside, he didn't have any doubts.
"Brother!" Zhan Yunye hurriedly wiped away his tears, and waved to him with a smile, "You're here! Look, it's Miss Zaozao!"
Zhan Yunye's eyes fell on Lin Jianshen, and he nodded.
Zhan Yunxi felt strange, why did her brother treat Miss Zaozao so coldly?
Lin Jianshen felt that it was too embarrassing. Although he was mentally prepared to meet Zhan Yunye, he didn't expect it to be so embarrassing. Zhan Yunye didn't even bother to say hello to him.
Really restless, Lin Jianshen simply said: "Xixi, since your brother is here, I will take my leave first."
"Eh? Are you leaving now?" Zhan Yunxi was very reluctant.
"I'll come see you next time." Lin Jianshen stood up.
"Brother..." Zhan Yunxi rescued her brother.
Lin Jian is deeply ashamed, sister, your brother doesn't want to see me now, you know?Don't make things difficult for your brother.
Unexpectedly, Zhan Yunye didn't struggle at all: "If you left because of me, I can leave."
"Ah, no!" Lin Jianshen scratched his face, "You don't have to go... I won't go either, is that okay?"
"Wow, that's great!" Zhan Yunxi was so happy that he almost jumped up, "Brother, come over and sit down, shall we play poker? I'll go find some poker cards!"
Playing poker to checkers with Zhan Yunxi in this way, until the end of the visiting time, Lin Jianshen and Zhan Yunye left the ward together.
It was already dark, Zhan Yunxi warned: "Brother, you have to send Sister Zaozao home properly!"
"En." Zhan Yunye nodded and walked out.
"Then Miss Zao, goodbye!" Zhan Yunxi waved to Lin Jian.
"Goodbye, Xixi, you have a good rest."
After saying goodbye, Lin Jianshen walked out of the ward. He thought that Zhan Yunye would leave directly, but he didn't expect him to wait for him outside.
Seeing him coming out, Zhan Yunye walked forward without saying anything, Lin Jianshen hesitated for a moment, and followed him.
After entering the elevator, Lin Jianshen lowered his head to think about something, and when he heard a ding, he raised his head and found that he had already reached the underground parking lot on the second floor, he belatedly remembered that he forgot to press the elevator.
The elevator door opened, Zhan Yunye walked out, took a few steps and found that he hadn't followed, so he stopped and looked back at him, Lin Jianshen had no choice but to follow up again.
What should I do, should I follow him into the car?But what if he didn't express his intentions...
An inaudible sigh sounded in the quiet parking lot, and Zhan Yunye's voice was a little helpless: "Get in the car."
Lin Jian was stunned for a moment, then trotted over, opened the door of the passenger seat and sat in.
With the door closed, the car was even quieter than the parking lot, and Lin Jianshen could even hear his beating heartbeat.
"Where are you going?" Zhan Yunye asked after fastening his seat belt.
Lin Jianshen entangled his hands, pursed his lips, and uttered a few dry syllables.
"What?" Zhan Yunye didn't hear clearly.
Lin Jianshen raised his head and said his words again: "I am Zao Zao."
Zhan Yunye looked at him.
Lin Jianshen let out a breath slowly, watched him repeat again: "I am Zao Zao."
There was a smile on Zhan Yunye's lips: "Do you know what consequences you will have if you say that?"
"Varied--"
It was too late to say the following words, Lin Jianshen was supported by Zhan Yunye and pulled hard on the back of the neck, and immediately, a hot and soft touch fell on his lips.
Lin Jianshen, who was dazed by the plunder, thought in a daze, this is the consequence?It's quite comfortable.
The author says:
Finally, we are connected, Sahua!
Don't scold, don't scold, the last chapter stuck there was indeed intentional, mainly because the plot behind it was a bit tangled, and I was afraid that everyone would not be happy watching it.
I want to talk about the intention of designing this tangled plot. Although I deeply like Zhan Xiaocao, he is actually a special character.
Lin Jianshen ran in the backstage passage, and everyone he met looked at him and behind him with surprised eyes.
He knew that Zhan Yunye was chasing him, he knew that his identity had been exposed, and he knew that there was no room for excuse now.
He knew it all, but he couldn't stop to face it, not only out of guilt for cheating Zhan Yunye, but also for Lin Wanwan.
Why didn't he figure it out, the male and female protagonists are the male and female protagonists, and they will be inextricably linked no matter what. The reason why he was selected by the game company to participate in offline activities is to let them meet. Zhan Yunye moved to this campus, too. In order to let them meet, this clothing exhibition is even more for them to meet.
If only Zhan Yunye appeared here, Lin Jianshen wouldn't think too much about it, but he came with his brother, and that brother must not ask about the return date.The contact in the game let Lin Jianshen know that the boss's family is rich and involved in many industries, and he came here today in a suit and leather shoes, it must not be a whim, so what could it be?
Lin Jianshen knew without thinking that he was invited here as a representative of the company.If everything can go smoothly according to the original plot, Zhan Yunye and Lin Wanwan met here, and with Zhan Yunye's relationship, Gui Boss will probably take care of the girl his younger brother likes, and maybe even give her Coveted opportunities of every kind.
If everything goes smoothly, even if she can't go abroad for exchange, Lin Wanwan will have a good career development.
It's a pity that all of this didn't go according to plan, because of his intrusion, the "Zaozao" that Zhan Yunye knew and fell in love with became him, not Lin Wanwan, the heroine, who snatched Lin Wanwan away. s future.
He knew how hard Lin Wanwan worked for the cause she loved, but these efforts were about to come to naught because of him, and he couldn't face Lin Wanwan.
The two people who couldn't face each other were close at hand, and Lin Jianshen was almost suffocated by the sense of guilt. He was at a loss and had no choice but to run away.
I don't know how long I ran, and I don't know where I went. The surrounding environment became unfamiliar, and even the passers-by disappeared. Only the footsteps behind me kept chasing after me.
Don't chase, don't chase, don't chase!
Lin Jianshen prayed secretly, but it didn't work. The person behind him was still following him. Finally, at a corner, Zhan Yunye grabbed him by the wrist. At the same time, due to inertia, they slammed into the wall together.
Lin Jianshen closed his eyes, but the expected pain did not strike, a big hand rested on his shoulder, blocking the impact between him and the wall, and at the same time, a muffled groan rang in his ear.
He opened his eyes, Zhan Yunye frowned slightly.
"Are you okay?" he asked subconsciously.
"It's okay." Zhan Yunye stretched his brows and eyes, lowered his head and asked him, "What about you?"
"I'm fine." Lin Jianshen said in a low voice. He was almost embraced by the other party. Although he knew it was to save him, this position still made him feel very uncomfortable.
He moved his body awkwardly, so Zhan Yunye knowingly let him go.
Although he was loosened, Lin Jianshen did not get complete freedom. Zhan Yunye stood in front of him, with a wall behind him, and he had no way to retreat.
Lin Jianshen smiled wryly, how could he expect to escape by running away, what should be faced will eventually be faced.
"I..." Lin Jianshen tried to speak, but after saying a word, he couldn't say anything. What should he say to get everything back on the right track and make everyone happy?
Zhan Yunye watched him bit his lip uneasily, and said softly, "Morning..."
Hearing these two words, Lin Jianshen froze, and immediately shook his head in denial: "I'm not Zaozao!"
His emotions were visibly agitated, Zhan Yunye grabbed his shoulders and tried to comfort him: "Morning, calm down, it's okay, I already knew you were not a girl."
"What?" Lin Jian was stunned.
Zhan Yunye went on to say: "I knew from the beginning that you are not a girl. Although you dress up very skillfully, your body, bones, and muscle lines cannot be deceived."
"Huh?" Lin Jianshen opened his eyes in disbelief.
"And that time in YY, you actually forgot to turn on the voice changer." Zhan Yunye said, "I heard your original voice, which is exactly the same as your current voice."
"So," Zhan Yunye stroked his shoulder tenderly, "You don't have to feel guilty for cheating me, I know that you didn't cheat me."
Lin Jian looked at him in a daze. It turned out that he had revealed his secrets a long time ago, but he pretended not to know and was cooperating with him?So his feelings for "Zao Zao" are also because of himself?
Seeing that his expression gradually changed from fear to surprise, Zhan Yunye felt relieved and smiled: "Morning..."
"No!" Lin Jianshen shook his head again.
"Early?" Zhan Yunye was puzzled by the change of his mood.
"No, no!" Lin Jianshen shook his head vigorously, "I'm not early, no!"
Even if Zhan Yunye's feelings for him are genuine, he can't just accept it, because Lin Wanwan is still there, and he has inadvertently robbed her of her future, so he can't justly get happiness and abandon her regardless of!
Seeing him getting excited again, Zhan Yunye frowned tightly: "It's been a while, I already said it and I know it, just look at me!"
"No, I'm not..."
Zhan Yunye's voice was close to his ears, but the more he said that, Lin Jianshen felt more guilty towards Lin Wanwan in his heart, so he simply closed his eyes not to look at him, and kept murmuring: "I didn't say that early , I'm not... I can't do this, please, I'm not..."
He closed his eyes tightly as if he could escape everything in this way, no matter how much Zhan Yunye tried to comfort him, he couldn't make him give up denying it, and even tears were forced out of the corners of his eyes.Looking at him like this, Zhan Yunye suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth and revealed a wry smile.
"I see." Zhan Yunye said.
The voice returned to its usual indifference, and the weight on his shoulders disappeared. Lin Jianshen slowly opened his eyes. Zhan Yunye was still a short distance away from him, and there was still a little tenderness in his eyes.
Lin Jianshen just looked at him like this, seeing him stretching out his hand towards him. He probably wanted to reach out to the corner of his eye at first, but in the end he moved to another place, picked up the hair that was messed up during the struggle, and pinned it behind his ear.
"You are beautiful." Zhan Yunye's voice was low, as if trying to suppress something.
Looking at him deeply for a while, Zhan Yunye said, "Come on for the performance, I'll go first."
Then, he turned to leave.
It wasn't until Zhan Yunye's figure disappeared at the end of the aisle that Lin Jianshen slid on the ground as if all his strength had been taken away. He raised his hand and touched his ear. This time, the other party didn't hook his ear.
He lowered his head, and the knot on his side waist also fell apart during the struggle, and the other party didn't help him tie it.
Lin Jian took a deep breath, what was he thinking, he had already rejected him like this, and he wanted him to do everything for him, it was too greedy.
He leaned against the wall and stood up slowly, all of this was his own fault and he had no one to blame.
Lin Jianshen glanced at the end of the passage again, it was empty, he twitched the corner of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, forget it, but let everything go back to the original point, he should go back.
Xie Yigui found Zhan Yunye at the entrance of the auditorium, and hurriedly asked: "What's going on? Is that person Zao Zao? Is that the girl I know Zao Zao? But isn't he a man? No, no, what happened to you? "
In return for this series of questions, Zhan Yunye gave Zhan Yunye an indifferent look and a cold sentence: "I don't know."
"I don't know what, you clearly—"
Zhan Yunye interrupted him, "I'm going back."
"Ah?" Xie Yigui was confused, and hurriedly followed him when he saw him walking outside, "What's going on?"
Zhan Yunye walked forward in silence.
Xie Yigui looked at it and couldn't help but sigh, why did he return to this saw-mouthed gourd?He looked back at the auditorium, what happened?
Knowing this state, Zhan Yunye didn't want to communicate with others at all, so Xie Yigui could only say: "Okay, let's go back, go to my house. I told my mother a long time ago that you are going to have dinner tonight, now go over and talk to her It's good to talk."
Zhan Yunye remained silent.
Xie Yigui sighed again, what is this all about, I knew I wouldn't bring him here.
Lin Jianshen went back to the backstage. The exhibition had already started, and the backstage was even more busy. Seeing him coming back, Zhang Long and the others seemed hesitant to speak. Lin Wanwan took him to touch up his makeup before they could speak. I rearranged my clothes, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything.
After such a muddle-headed afternoon, Lin Jianshen changed into his own clothes and went home with Lin Wanwan when the exhibition was over.
On the way home, Lin Wanwan still didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, just held his hand, as if comforting and protecting.
When he walked to the door of the house, Lin Jianshen looked at Lin Wanwan and opened his mouth: "Wanwan."
"Huh?" Lin Wanwan turned around, "What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry." Lin Jianshen said in a low voice.
Lin Wanwan smiled: "Say sorry to me, I should say sorry, if I hadn't insisted that you go to the comic exhibition instead, these things wouldn't happen."
"No." Lin Jianshen scratched his hair, "I caused you to have no harvest today..." Not only did he prevent Lin Wanwan from being favored regardless of the return date, but he was also in a bad state during the show, failing to fully Show off your clothes.
"Oh, I've said it's all right." Lin Wanwan shrugged, "It's because they don't see me well. After a while, I'll go to other companies to submit articles. Maybe I can meet my Bole."
Her optimistic smile made Lin Jianshen's mood even more bitter. He had a lot to say to her, but he didn't dare. He was afraid that after he said it, Lin Wanwan would blame him.
"Go home." Lin Wanwan said and opened the door.
Liang Yuhua was sitting in the living room.
"Mom, we're back!" Lin Wanwan said with a smile, "Did you miss me?"
Liang Yuhua turned her head and looked at them with a solemn expression.
"What's the matter, Mom, who made you unhappy?" Lin Wanwan leaned over to try to act like a baby to her.
"Who else is there?" Liang Yuhua looked at her, "Wanwan, your teacher called me."
Lin Wanwan was taken aback for a moment: "Why is my teacher calling you? I shouldn't have caused trouble."
"Why didn't you tell me about the exchange?" Liang Yuhua didn't bother to talk glibly with her, and went straight to the point, "You'll give up without telling me, do you still have me as a mother in your eyes?"
Lin Wanwan turned her face away: "This is my own business. I can decide what to do with you."
"What do you mean you can make your own decisions? You are still a child, what can you do?" Liang Yuhua raised her voice, "If your teacher hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known about it! Tell me, you have such a good opportunity! Why give up?"
"Because..." Lin Wanwan faltered.
"Because of money?" Liang Yuhua pointed out directly, "Lin Wanwan, I said before that no matter how short of money my family is, I will not save any money that should be spent on you, you take my words as a deaf ear? "
"It has nothing to do with money!" Lin Wanwan said firmly, "I don't want to go, I don't want to go abroad, I'm not used to it."
"It's not something you're used to. This is your future. If you don't get used to it, you'll get used to it." Liang Yuhua gave the order, "You go back and tell your teacher, you sign up, and you don't have to worry about money."
As soon as Lin Wanwan heard that she decided to do so, she stood up abruptly: "I've already said that I don't want to go, I don't want to go, can you stop?"
"Me?" Liang Yuhua stared at her, "Isn't it all for you? Lin Wanwan, you told me before that you wanted to be the best fashion designer in the world, so your father and I have been supporting you , now you actually say me?"
"The past was the past, and now is the present." Lin Wanwan said, "I have changed my mind now. I have the ability. Even if I don't go abroad to get that layer of gold plating, I can still stand out. You don't need to worry about it."
Liang Yuhua also stood up, and pointed at her: "You don't need me to worry about it? I have never worried about your siblings since they were young. Now that you have grown up and your wings are hardened, you don't need me anymore?"
"I didn't mean that!" Lin Wanwan gritted her teeth.
"Then what do you mean?"
The two were arguing endlessly, and Lin Jianshen was on the side trying to persuade them to fight, but now both of them are angry, you are arguing with each other sentence by sentence, it is not his turn to intervene, it's just so noisy.
"Enough!" Lin Wanwan shouted angrily, "I don't want to tell you anymore, you won't listen to anything!"
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked towards the door, Liang Yuhua shouted from behind: "Where are you going?"
"Go back to school." Lin Wanwan put the backpack on her shoulders at the door, opened the door and walked out.
"Lin Wanwan!" Liang Yuhua was also angry, "What are you throwing your temper at, don't come back if you have the ability to go out!"
"If you don't go back, you won't go back!"
Accompanied by these words, the door was slammed shut with a bang.
"you--"
Liang Yuhua was so angry that she shook her body a few times and fell back on the sofa. Lin Jianshen rushed over: "Mom, are you okay? I'll get you medicine—"
Liang Yuhua grabbed his hand, and just now he was arguing with others with confidence, but now his voice was as weak as a mosquito yelling: "No, I'm just dizzy, just rest for a while...you go and chase Wanwan, now it's dark, you put Send her to school."
"But……"
"Go!" Liang Yuhua shouted.
Lin Jianshen nodded: "Then you lie here for a while, I'll be back soon."
After setting up Liang Yuhua, Lin Jianshen opened the door and chased him out. Fortunately, Lin Wanwan didn't go far, and he quickly caught up.
"Why are you here?" Lin Wanwan kicked a small stone away and asked.
"Mom asked me to take you back to school." Lin Jianshen said.
Lin Wanwan lowered her head and said in a muffled voice, "I can go back by myself."
Lin Jianshen looked at her without speaking.
Lin Wanwan pursed her lips: "Don't look at me like that, I know I shouldn't argue with her, but she doesn't listen to me at all."
"I'll take you to the station." Lin Jian said with a deep sigh.
The two walked towards the station in silence, just like when they came, but the one who was depressed was changed.
"I'm leaving, you go back." Seeing the car coming from afar, Lin Wanwan said.
"Send me a message to report your safety when you get back."
The two parted ways just like that, Lin Jianshen returned home as quickly as possible, Liang Yuhua was still lying on the sofa, when he heard the door open, he asked, "You sent her so soon?"
"No, the station I sent her to." Lin Jianshen explained.
Liang Yuhua was about to sit up, but Lin Jianshen hurriedly stopped her: "It's okay, I made an appointment with her to go back to school and report my safety. It's only eight o'clock now, so I'm safe."
Liang Yuhua sighed deeply, and raised her hand to rub her temples.
Lin Jianshen looked at her, wondering if <Nan Feng> was angry, she looked tired and haggard.Lin Jianshen lowered his brows and asked in a low voice, "Mom, am I useless?"
"What does it have to do with you?" Liang Yuhua forced a smile, "It's not because of you that we quarreled."
Then, she smiled wryly: "If you say it's useless, it's because I'm useless."
"mom?"
Liang Yuhua raised his head, looked at the ceiling and murmured: "It would be great if your father was here."
"mom……"
Liang Yuhua looked at him and said with a smile: "I'm tired, go back to sleep. There is food on the table, you can eat it warm."
"Ah."
Watching Liang Yuhua go back to the room, Lin Jianshen also went to the kitchen. The table was full of dishes that he and Lin Wanwan liked to eat, but it was a pity that he was alone now.
There were four chairs beside the dining table, and Lin Jianshen walked over, and the back of one of the chairs was engraved with the word "Dad" in immature handwriting.
He engraved it on it. I remember that he was scolded by his mother when he was in time. How could he engrave the name of a living person on it? It was a taboo and he was forbidden to engrave it again.Originally, his mother wanted to shovel out the words, but was stopped by his father, saying that the child should keep it if he wanted it, so he happily kept using it.
Lin Jianshen touched the notch with his hand, maybe he really committed a taboo, his father was seriously ill in his prime, and unfortunately passed away, it was his fault.
What happened this time was also his fault. If he hadn't interfered, Lin Wanwan might be able to use Zhan Yunye's relationship today to get an olive branch regardless of the return date, so that even if her mother questioned her, she could still have a reason Said that she had already got a chance, and there was no need to go through a lot of trouble, and they would not quarrel to the point where both of them were sad.
"hiss--"
Lin Jianshen withdrew his hand, his finger was pricked by a small wooden thorn, and blood came out.
Lin Jian stared at his fingers blankly, is this his father's punishment?Because he didn't fulfill the agreement, didn't take good care of his mother and Wanwan, and didn't take care of everything in the family like a man.
"I'm sorry..." Lin Jianshen murmured in a low voice, but he didn't know who he was apologizing to.
Time passed so quickly, and two weeks later, September came to an end, ushering in the much-anticipated November holiday.
For the past two weeks, Lin Jianshen has also been in a daze, annoyed by the debating competition, family affairs, and Zhan Yunye's affairs.
The debate was okay. After two weeks of verbal battles, it finally came to an end. Their class got a good grade of No.3. For family matters, Lin Wanwan hadn’t come back since the quarrel. Lin Jianshen was ordered by his mother to watch it. After passing her a few times, her spirits are neither bad nor bad, and she can chat with him when she sees him, but she refuses to go home, let alone contact her mother.
As for Zhan Yunye...
Lin Jianshen sighed slightly, whether it was something or nothing. After that day, Zhan Yunye never contacted him again. Even if he met occasionally in school, he just passed by, as if he didn't know each other.
Zhang Long and the others felt very guilty, and kept apologizing to him, saying that it was they who brought Zhan Yunye over that caused the estrangement between the two of them. Regarding this, Lin Jianshen could only smile wryly. What could he say? It has nothing to do with others, he asked for it, and he deserves it.
It was he who failed Zhan Yunye, these are the punishments he deserved.
During the [-]th holiday, Lin Jianshen just stayed at home so lazily and closed the door. He was often the only one at home. This state was like going back to summer vacation, when his mother went to work, and Lin Wanwan also went to work.
He was alone at home, but he had things to do, and with Zhan Yunye playing games with him, the day was wasted.But now, he can only open his eyes and wait for the dark.
On the fifth day, Lin Jianshen finally went out, and the weather was about to turn cold, so his mother asked him to send some thick clothes to Lin Wanwan.It was still early when he came back from Lin Wanwan, so he didn't want to go home right away, so after thinking about it, he decided to pick up his mother and go home with him.
It was still early when we arrived at the hospital, and Liang Yuhua hadn't gotten off work yet, so Lin Jianshen had no choice but to wander around the hospital by himself to pass the time.
The weather is fine today, many patients come out of the wards to bask in the sun, and the lawn in front of the inpatient department is full of tranquility and peace.
As Lin Jianshen was walking, suddenly a faint sobbing sound came into his ears, as if it came from behind the rockery?
He walked over, and a girl in a hospital gown sat with her head bowed under the rockery, her shoulders trembled, and she made a sobbing sound from time to time.As if sensing someone coming, the girl looked up.
Seeing the girl's face clearly, Lin Jianshen was taken aback. Isn't this Zhan Yunye's younger sister Zhan Yunxi?
Before he could react, his feet automatically brought him to Zhan Yunxi's side: "What's wrong with you?"
Zhan Yunxi's vision was occupied by tears and was blurry, only saw a person looking at her, and then came over to ask her something.She wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "It has nothing to do with you..."
Lin Jianshen was embarrassed by the other party's indifferent attitude. He had no position to ask the other party. From the other party's point of view, he was simply an inexplicable stranger.
Just when she was about to apologize and leave, Zhan Yunxi had already wiped away her tears, her vision became clearer, and she also saw the appearance of the person in front of her, then she wrinkled her face: "You...you look like someone I know..."
Lin Jianshen hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Is it early?"
Zhan Yunxi opened her eyes wide: "Do you know Sister Zaozao?"
Lin Jianshen nodded, his eyes fluttered: "Well, she is my sister...we are twins."
"Eh?" Zhan Yunxi was very surprised, "Is that so? I don't even know—no, how do you know me?"
Seeing her vigilant attitude again, Lin Jianshen explained: "Didn't you go to play together before, and took a lot of photos, my sister showed it to me, your name is Xixi, you have an older brother, right?"
Hearing that he was right, Zhan Yunxi slowly lowered her vigilance: "Well, that's right."
Lin Jianshen smiled kindly at her: "Then we know each other. Can you tell me why you are crying? Did someone bully you?"
After hearing this, Zhan Yunxi relaxed and became more alert just now: "No one bullies me, other... I can't tell you."
Lin Jianshen sighed silently. To be honest, he also felt that he was suspicious like this. He came up to make friends with a girl without thinking. It would be fine if they didn't call the police and arrest him.
In fact, Lin Jianshen also knew that he shouldn't meddle in this business, but he just couldn't ignore it, not only because the girl he knew was crying, but also because she was Zhan Yunye's younger sister.
Zhan Yunye's younger sister is crying, why?
Lin Jianshen smiled understandingly, and said, "It's fine if you don't want to tell me, but can you tell me your ward? I will... let me come to see you early tomorrow."
"Really?" Zhan Yunxi was both surprised and delighted.
"Ah."
Zhan Yunxi nodded, happily reported her ward number, and made an appointment with him.Then the two chatted awkwardly for a while, someone came to call Zhan Yunxi back to the ward, and the two said goodbye.
Looking at the ward number and time he wrote down, Lin Jianshen rubbed his forehead, is it really okay for him to meddle so much?
But that's all he can do.
The next day, Lin Jianshen put on the women's clothing that he vowed never to wear again, and came to Zhan Yunxi's ward at the appointed time.
Zhan Yunxi had obviously been waiting for a long time.
"Sister Zao!" Zhan Yunxi jumped off the hospital bed excitedly, "You really came, I thought that person lied to me!"
Lin Jian smiled deeply.
"Come on, sit down, Miss Zao." Zhan Yunxi pointed to her small reception room, "Do you want some fruit? I'll peel it for you!"
"No, no, you are a patient, how can I let you do it." Lin Jianshen quickly took the apple and knife from her hand, "I'll peel it for you."
Zhan Yunxi smiled big: "Thank you Miss Zao, you are so kind to me."
"It should." Lin Jianshen looked at her while peeling an apple, and asked carefully, "Why are you hospitalized? Are you sick?"
Zhan Yunxi rubbed her nose: "It's nothing, I've got an old problem, I have to stay in the hospital for several months almost every year."
"Is it serious?" Lin Jianshen asked.
Zhan Yunxi smiled and said nothing.
Knowing that she didn't want to bring up this topic, Lin Jianshen was silent for a while, but took the time to ask his own question: "Well, I heard from my brother... I saw you crying yesterday, what's wrong?"
"Hmm..." Zhan Yunxi turned her face away, "Well..."
She was doing all kinds of small movements unnaturally, touching her face, rubbing her nose and playing with her fingers, but she didn't say anything.
Unexpectedly, this question made her so embarrassed, Lin Jian apologized deeply: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask, if you don't want to say it, just don't say it, eat the apple."
He cut the apple into small pieces, took a small fork, stuck a piece and handed it to her.
Zhan Yunxi took it but didn't eat it right away, but looked down at the piece of apple. Suddenly, a tear fell on the apple.
"What, what's wrong?" Lin Jianshen was in a hurry, "Don't cry, don't you like apples? Then I'll get you something else? Peaches? Pears?"
Zhan Yunxi shook her head, her eyes were full of tears: "No... Sister Zaozao, I think I'm useless."
"Huh?" Lin Jian was stunned.
Zhan Yunxi's tears fell like broken beads, she choked up and said, "My father and my brother had a fight, I don't know who to help..."
"Their quarrel has nothing to do with you, don't cry, don't cry." Lin Jianshen handed her the paper.
Zhan Yunxi shook her head violently: "I'm also the reason why they quarreled... If only I hadn't been born..."
Lin Jianshen was surprised: "Why do you think so? It's not that serious..."
Zhan Yunxi still shook her head: "You don't know about our family's situation...I don't know whether I should tell you..."
Lin Jianshen shook hands and said, "If you are willing to tell me, I will keep it a secret."
"Are you willing to listen?" Zhan Yunxi looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"Ah."
"Okay, then I'll tell you." Zhan Yunxi took a deep breath, trying to calm down her emotions, and then she said slowly.
"My family is in business, so I still have some money. My father is an old feudal man, so there must be an heir to take over from him." Zhan Yunxi said, "When I first had my brother, he was very satisfied, but Later, I found out that my elder brother was face-blind, and my dad was worried that it would affect his business, so he asked my mother to have another one, and then I was born."
"But I was born in poor health. My father was very disappointed and often blamed my mother, saying that my mother could not even give birth to a healthy child. My mother was a little depressed because of my brother. I She didn't live up to it, and her depression became more serious, and she was accused by her father, and her mental state became worse and worse. In the end, she couldn't take it anymore, so she swallowed medicine..."
Lin Jianshen frowned tightly. Although Zhan Yunxi's description was only a few words, he could feel the despair of that mother as if being swallowed up. No matter how glamorous the appearance of such a family, there is no human feeling at all. .
"After my mother passed away, my brother blamed himself very much. He felt that if he hadn't been face-blind, he wouldn't have made his father want another one, and wouldn't have dealt a second blow to his mother. My brother has always lived in self-blame." Zhan Yunxi sniffed, "My brother also hates Dad very much. If Dad hadn't insisted on having a healthy heir, and if he hadn't been blaming Mom all the time, Mom wouldn't have blamed herself so much, so they often quarreled over it."
Lin Jianshen was silent. Originally, he thought that face blindness brought Zhan Yunye only difficulties in interpersonal communication, but he didn't expect that even family relations would become bad because of it.He has always been troubled by face blindness, because he can't recognize people, so he chooses not to take the initiative. Others are scared away by his indifference, and no one has sincere friendship with him, so he must be in pain.
Obviously, Zhan Yunye has always chosen to reject others, but he has released his sincerity towards Zao Zao. Regardless of whether there is deception in it, he still chooses Zao Zao. I don’t know how difficult it is for him to remember a person, but he still tries hard to remember Zao Zao's appearance, all of these, isn't it enough to show how much he likes Zao Zao?
Lin Jianshen felt that his heart was congested, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Zhan Yunxi continued: "They quarrel, I don't know what to do, who can I help? I know that my mother's death is actually a big reason for my father, but without his decision, I would not have been born He even treated my illness, I have no position to blame him as righteously as my brother."
"Sister Zaozao, what do you think I should do?" Zhan Yunxi looked over and looked at him expectantly, as if he could really give her an answer.
Lin Jianshen was left speechless by the question, he didn't know, he suddenly felt that he was reckless, this was someone else's family matter, even Zhan Yunxi felt that he had no position to blame anyone, what position did he have?
Seeing the embarrassment on his face, Zhan Yunxi shook her head: "Miss Zaozao, forget what I said."
"Xixi..."
Zhan Yunxi smiled, "Actually, these are all my troubles, and telling you made you troubled too. But thank you, I have never said these words to anyone, and now I tell you, I feel a lot more relaxed, Thank you."
Lin Jianshen forced a smile and said: "Yeah. Xixi, although I can't tell you who to help, I hope you can understand that no one can choose to be sick. It's not your fault. You don't have to do it yourself. Responsibility, I believe whether it is your parents, or your brother, they all want you to be healthy and healthy, don't think so much, maintain a good attitude, it is also good for your body."
"Well, thank you, Miss Zao."
"Dong Dong".
There was a knock on the door, and Zhan Yunye pushed the door in. Seeing the two people inside, he didn't have any doubts.
"Brother!" Zhan Yunye hurriedly wiped away his tears, and waved to him with a smile, "You're here! Look, it's Miss Zaozao!"
Zhan Yunye's eyes fell on Lin Jianshen, and he nodded.
Zhan Yunxi felt strange, why did her brother treat Miss Zaozao so coldly?
Lin Jianshen felt that it was too embarrassing. Although he was mentally prepared to meet Zhan Yunye, he didn't expect it to be so embarrassing. Zhan Yunye didn't even bother to say hello to him.
Really restless, Lin Jianshen simply said: "Xixi, since your brother is here, I will take my leave first."
"Eh? Are you leaving now?" Zhan Yunxi was very reluctant.
"I'll come see you next time." Lin Jianshen stood up.
"Brother..." Zhan Yunxi rescued her brother.
Lin Jian is deeply ashamed, sister, your brother doesn't want to see me now, you know?Don't make things difficult for your brother.
Unexpectedly, Zhan Yunye didn't struggle at all: "If you left because of me, I can leave."
"Ah, no!" Lin Jianshen scratched his face, "You don't have to go... I won't go either, is that okay?"
"Wow, that's great!" Zhan Yunxi was so happy that he almost jumped up, "Brother, come over and sit down, shall we play poker? I'll go find some poker cards!"
Playing poker to checkers with Zhan Yunxi in this way, until the end of the visiting time, Lin Jianshen and Zhan Yunye left the ward together.
It was already dark, Zhan Yunxi warned: "Brother, you have to send Sister Zaozao home properly!"
"En." Zhan Yunye nodded and walked out.
"Then Miss Zao, goodbye!" Zhan Yunxi waved to Lin Jian.
"Goodbye, Xixi, you have a good rest."
After saying goodbye, Lin Jianshen walked out of the ward. He thought that Zhan Yunye would leave directly, but he didn't expect him to wait for him outside.
Seeing him coming out, Zhan Yunye walked forward without saying anything, Lin Jianshen hesitated for a moment, and followed him.
After entering the elevator, Lin Jianshen lowered his head to think about something, and when he heard a ding, he raised his head and found that he had already reached the underground parking lot on the second floor, he belatedly remembered that he forgot to press the elevator.
The elevator door opened, Zhan Yunye walked out, took a few steps and found that he hadn't followed, so he stopped and looked back at him, Lin Jianshen had no choice but to follow up again.
What should I do, should I follow him into the car?But what if he didn't express his intentions...
An inaudible sigh sounded in the quiet parking lot, and Zhan Yunye's voice was a little helpless: "Get in the car."
Lin Jian was stunned for a moment, then trotted over, opened the door of the passenger seat and sat in.
With the door closed, the car was even quieter than the parking lot, and Lin Jianshen could even hear his beating heartbeat.
"Where are you going?" Zhan Yunye asked after fastening his seat belt.
Lin Jianshen entangled his hands, pursed his lips, and uttered a few dry syllables.
"What?" Zhan Yunye didn't hear clearly.
Lin Jianshen raised his head and said his words again: "I am Zao Zao."
Zhan Yunye looked at him.
Lin Jianshen let out a breath slowly, watched him repeat again: "I am Zao Zao."
There was a smile on Zhan Yunye's lips: "Do you know what consequences you will have if you say that?"
"Varied--"
It was too late to say the following words, Lin Jianshen was supported by Zhan Yunye and pulled hard on the back of the neck, and immediately, a hot and soft touch fell on his lips.
Lin Jianshen, who was dazed by the plunder, thought in a daze, this is the consequence?It's quite comfortable.
The author says:
Finally, we are connected, Sahua!
Don't scold, don't scold, the last chapter stuck there was indeed intentional, mainly because the plot behind it was a bit tangled, and I was afraid that everyone would not be happy watching it.
I want to talk about the intention of designing this tangled plot. Although I deeply like Zhan Xiaocao, he is actually a special character.
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