Shura smiles

Love always begins when two people are happy, and the last one stops loving, and the other is still in love.It's not that Luo Feng doesn't love Shezhi anymore, it's just that it's been diluted by time, he only remembers the entanglement of those previous lives, hatred will settle, and love will fade.

Shezhi leaned against the wall of the dungeon, and asked herself leisurely: "Sure enough, I was wrong, am I really going to die secretly here? Or, leave?"

Leaving is not an option.Maybe I can go back to my father and mother, back to the world of Asura, I will still be my princess.After crossing the weak water bridge, I can restore my original appearance again.

But I definitely won't go back to Daolitian, even if I'm really wrong, I can't go back, because there is no place for me by that man's side.

If I leave, maybe Jue'er won't hate me anymore, brother An will live a good life with that woman, and he won't be entangled with me in the next life.This is the best ending.

A rain of cherry blossoms drifted in from the window. Shezhi put them in the palm of her hand and crushed them with her nails, oozing red juice.

go?What about this child?gave birth to him alone?But what if he looks too much like Luo An, every time he sees the child, he will think of Luo An.Fortunately, Bao'er looks like him, so don't be so sad, just let him stay in Lianyun City.

Who else?Who else is reluctant?Shezhi sadly found that in the past thousand years, besides Luo An, there were many people whom he was reluctant to part with, but he only had Luo An in his eyes, and he couldn't see anyone else.Qin Muhan, Qin Yunfei, Jianyan, Yinglian, Luoyang, Yingxuan, Luo Jue, Qinger, they really lived in their own lives, and they would leave in the end.Do the math, how many partings have you experienced in such a long time?

Forgot and remembered, is it really just because of the curse?Maybe it's really just my own karma.

If you want to know the cause of the previous life, you will be the recipient in this life; if you want to know the result in the future life, you will be the one who did it in this life.

In that dream, the cherry blossoms were blooming

light powder, light fragrance,

light blur

addicted, luxurious, broken

if i were that flower spirit

You have to leave your dreams in order to bloom

But I only see blue rain of flowers

your dark blue double pupils

Like a color...

This poem has been forgotten for a long time.

****——

Shezhi seemed to be hallucinating, seeing Di Shitian coming to pick him up.

"Lian'er, come back with me, go back."

"Go back?" No, it wasn't him, he wouldn't call me Lian'er.

But it was clearly him again, Shezhi actually forgot what Di Shitian was like.

Why can't I remember?Could it be that he was too involved in the drama, regarded himself as a human being, pretended to be reincarnated for a few lives, and then forgot the man who said he loved him?

"Lian'er, I'm here to pick you up, there are no guards outside the dungeon now, we need to hurry up."

"Brother Yan?" She Zhi shouted in a daze, why do you always feel sleepy recently?Is it because of injuries?

It turned out to be Jianyan, Jianyan, how many years have you not seen it?

"Lian'er, are you hurt? Your face..."

Shezhi didn't have the strength to walk, so Jianyan hugged him horizontally.

See that ugly wound.Shezhi didn't cover it with his sleeve, he reached out to touch Jianyan's eyes.

"My face? Ruined. Are you afraid?"

Jian Yan tightened her arms around his waist. "Lian'er, I should have picked you up earlier."

But if I really came earlier, you wouldn't obediently go back with me, right? It's hard to wait until this day, until the day he breaks your heart.

"Lian'er, no matter what you become, I will stay by your side, hold your hand, and walk with you until death."

How long have you been waiting for this sentence?But Luo An never said it, Luo Yuan never said it, and now Luo Feng didn't either.

He just said, "Shezhi, I seem to like you."

"Zhi'er, maybe I love you."

When Di Shitian came to the human world to pick her up, Shezhi would rather die than follow her.Luo An persuaded him to go back, he said he believed that man would love her well. "Zhi'er, I can see that he loves you very much, no less than I love you. Besides, you also care about him."

Shezhi only remembered now that Luo An only said I love you, but never said that they want to be together, never.Every time, he was obsessed with chasing him to get him, although he could think of himself in the end.But every time he remembered that he was Luo An, he was not as happy as She Zhi imagined.He is very gentle, but his eyes are always complicated when he looks at Shezhi.There is reluctance, pity, and even regret.

Luo An, what is he regretting?Shezhi never wanted to pass.

Is it worth it for a man who only says I love you but doesn't say they are together?Shezhi thought, it was worth it, because he is Luo An, not for anything else, just because he is Luo An.

****——

Jian Yan said: "Lian'er, I will take you back, and I will lead you in life and death."

Shezhi wanted to cry but couldn't.I struggled and waited for a promise from that person, but I didn't.Now that someone has said the sentence that he thinks about day and night, why is he sad?It was because the person who said this sentence was not the one I was waiting for.

"Brother Yan, you've lost weight." Shezhi said while touching his cheek.

"Lian'er, don't talk, we'll go back now." Jian Yan's heart ached terribly, how could this person be so light in his arms?

"Go back? Where are you going?" Back to Tiaolitian?Returning to Shanjian City?

"No, I won't go back, I won't go back to Shanjian City. I don't want to go back so ugly, he will abandon me." Shezhi suddenly panicked and struggled in Jian Yan's arms.

"Lian'er, what nonsense are you talking about? Where is Shanjian City? I want to take you back to Yingjian Villa."

"Infant Sword Villa?"

"Well, Yingjian Villa, the home where we have lived together for more than ten years."

"A home? Do I still deserve that home? Yinglian, Yinglian, she..." Shezhi began to cry, her eyes were red from crying.

"Lian'er, I know, I know everything. Now that Yinglian is fake, she is Luo Lian, the mother of you and Yinglian. She lay on the snow cliff for 20 years, was rescued by Luo Jue, and replaced Yinglian. The position, the purpose is to make you give up."

Luo Lian.The never-seen-before mother?But Shezhi still felt that something was wrong. That woman was different from the gentle and elegant Luo Lian in the legend. Although she looked the same, she was a little more lively and evil.

"Is it really Luo Lian?"

"Well, she told me herself."

Tell you personally?Who would be so stupid as to tell the whole story at the first meeting?

That woman's behavior was very strange, as if she was a city, but she was immature when she did things. If she was smarter, she would not provoke him aggressively, nor would she stab him with a sword and disfigure him.

That woman has a problem, but I don't know where the problem is. What Shezhi is more concerned about is that she seems to really like Luo Feng, and now Luo Feng is all focused on her.

"It's not too late, let's go out first." Jian Yan rushed out of the prison with Shezhi in his arms, and Shezhi leaned on his body, obviously feeling that his skill was much higher than before.There is a sword pinned to Jian Yan's waist, the sword that has been with him for more than 20 years, and the word "pity" is engraved on the hilt.

Brother Yan, do you know that your love will only make me more entangled and afraid to respond.Others hate me because I have hurt them by unscrupulous means, that is a matter of course, but when you should hate me, you told me to stay together forever, what should I do?How should I respond to you?

I made a huge joke to myself. I kept saying that I would go to the world to find the one and only person, but I have been wandering for thousands of years without understanding what love is.Even loyalty and persistence cannot prove love.Many people talk about love all their lives, but they never understand love, and are still moved by their own stories all the time.After crying, laughing, and tasting all kinds of tastes in this bizarre world, I still haven't waited for that unique person to make a promise.