Shura smiles

In the early morning of the next day, the tranquility of Geyunlou was disturbed by a scream.

"What's your name early in the morning?" Luo Lian rubbed his eyes, the feeling of being woken up was really uncomfortable, Yunfei usually waited for him to sleep until he woke up naturally before coming over.

"Lian'er, you...me? When did I climb into your bed?"

Qin Yunfei's eyes were full of panic, I didn't do anything strange last night, did I?She seemed to be lying on the table and fell asleep, and then, and crying while hugging Luo Lian!sky!How embarrassing!

"You made a lot of noise last night and disturbed my quietness, so I touched your sleeping point. You are so grown up, and you are still so childish." Luo Lian was woken up by him, and couldn't fall asleep, so she simply prepared to get up and wash up.Just about to get up, but was hugged by Yunfei.

It seemed that he was going to be a rascal, since he was seen anyway, so he just acted like a baby to the end.

"Let go of me, you should get up too.

"Don't let it go."

"Will you let it go?"

"Don't let go." Qin Yunfei took the opportunity to rub against him twice more.

"Really not letting go?"

"I... Lian'er, if you stay with me, it will be fine in a while, and it will be fine in a while."

Luo Lian found that she really couldn't resist Qin Yunfei like this, so he let him hug her, and the two of them didn't speak, they just hugged like this until noon.

Even if I know that one day you will leave, even if I know that you don't belong to me, I still want to hug you.

"The warm sun lazily climbs through the window

Slightly drunk with a faint coffee aroma

Suddenly you are by my side again

smile bright as a star

Open the storybook and turn to the next page

You said that when the cloud sheds tears, the wind will dry her up

I asked the wind how to comfort me with a sigh

you just smile and don't answer

Say little girl don't be stupid

......"

Luo Lian was sitting on the purple rattan chair, leaning on the railing, looking at the sea of ​​clouds in Geyunlou.The winter sun cast from deep in the clouds, and the light gold was plated on her hair.Qin Yunfei looked at his side face, the eyelashes were black and long, flapping like a small fan, the bangs on his forehead grew long again, Luo Lian made them into thin braids, and the left and right sides were pinned behind his head , and then tied it with a purple ribbon, revealing a smooth forehead with a dazzling cherry blossom mole.

He hummed something in his mouth, and looked lazily, as if enjoying the sunshine.

"Lian'er, where did you listen to this song? The words are not like the words, and the song is not like the song?"

"In the pile of books you gave me, there are always some strange things. Although this word is straightforward, it can reflect the state of mind." Qin Yunfei sat down casually on the ground at his feet, stroked his hair, picked up Put a strand in the palm of your hand.

"It's nice to hear. There are so many books, I feel quite boring. I didn't expect you to finish them."

"Not bad, some unofficial history, some songs, it's good to relieve boredom."

Qing'er didn't know when she went to the attic. Geyun Tower is the tallest building in Lianyun City and the closest to heaven. Only Luo Lian lives here. No one will come except Qin Yunfei and a few servants. When Qin Yunfei is there , always backing away from the left and right, only him and Luo Lian in the entire Geyun Tower.

"Sister Qing'er, when did you come? Come and have a seat, I'll move a chair for you." Qin Yunfei was like a child, busy up and down, making tea and serving snacks.I vaguely feel warm in my heart. This feeling is like the young couple entertaining relatives at home.

"Yunfei, don't be too busy, I'll report and leave——Yinglian, she's dying soon."

"Bang", the fruit plate in Yunfei's hand fell to the ground, and the two lost their minds for a moment.It was as if breathing stopped for a few beats.

After listening for a long time, Qin Yunfei turned his head and asked, "Lian'er, are you going to see him? But Luo Feng might see him."

Luo Lian found it difficult to speak: "When did it happen? How could Luo Feng make her sick?"

"On New Year's Eve. Yan Ge's letter said that Yinglian danced the Yingyan swordsmanship in Fengyulou. She was injured by Luofeng before and had not recovered, so she was so angry and bloody that she couldn't wake up for a long time and couldn't drink medicine. The signs are getting weaker and weaker, and I don’t know how long it can last.”

Luo Lian collapsed on the ground, tears could not stop falling, and cried bitterly: "How could it be? Lian'er... Lian'er was obviously fine, when I left, she was obviously fine. Impossible, since she was young It’s good, there was never any serious illness. How could it be? Yunfei, tell me, how is it possible, Lian’er… Lian’er is dying, but I don’t feel it at all, not at all.”

No, there are, such as the fainting without warning.It's just that he was already unwell during this period of time, and he didn't expect it to be related to Yinglian.

Luo Lian's face was full of tears, she kept pulling Yunfei's skirt, and blamed herself while crying.

Qin Yunfei held him in his arms and surrounded him with his whole body, hoping to give him a sense of security when he was most helpless.

Luo Lian suddenly became hysterical, trying to break free from Yunfei's embrace.

"No, I want to go back, I want to go back to see her, if I don't go, Lian'er won't die! I want to go back..." Luo Lian struggled with all her strength, but he was also very weak even though she was pregnant. Comparable to Qin Yunfei.

"Lian'er, it's not your fault. Yinglian knows that her body can't dance that set of swordsmanship, but she still... Maybe she is really tired. She hasn't been able to be with Jianyan in her life, and you Not by her side, maybe she really is just tired.

Lian'er, it's not your fault, Yinglian is still alive, she must be saved, Luo Feng loves her now, and will definitely do everything possible to save her.Lian'er, you finally got out of there, you can't waste all your work, think about your child, and now Luo Feng doesn't remember you, what will he think when he sees you who looks the same as Yinglian?Lianer, think about it calmly. "

****——

Luo Lian finally stopped crying, but her eyes were no longer bright, her hair was a little disheveled, she still looked back at the sky, unfocused, motionless, leaning against the chair, curled up there, and stopped talking.And Qin Yunfei said that "Luo Feng still loves her now", no matter how he heard it, Luo Lian felt uncomfortable.

"Sister, you go back first, and I will accompany him again."

"Yeah." Qing'er took out a basket from the corner and handed it to Yunfei, "This is for Luo Lian from Yinglian."

Qin Yunfei put the basket beside Luo Lian, and lifted the brocade handkerchief, revealing a white mass.It turned out to be the cat, which seemed to have lost a lot of weight. Since Yinglian went to sleep, no one took care of it. It had no energy and only knew how to sleep, just like its owner.

Yunfei scratched it, and the little guy lazily stretched out his paws, but he was still too lazy to wake up.When Luo Lian saw this little thing, his eyes were much gentler, he took it out of the basket, and stroked it gently.Seeing Luo Lian, the cat seemed to recognize him, and rubbed its head against his palm, extremely docile.

There was a note in the basket in Yinglian's handwriting. "Brother, this cat is the twin of yours before. I'm sorry, brother, I killed it. I don't know how this one ended up in the hands of the Lord Lianyun City.

However, what is certain is that Qin Yunfei really loves you.I will give this back to you now, you live well, don't always think about death, don't be like me.

The three of us, Jian Yan, are like being locked in a black box, being shaken desperately, no matter how tightly we hold each other, we still have to separate.Brother, I'm tired, I always want to hold your hands, but every time I think I'm getting close, you disappear again.Brother, let’s be one person in the next life, and bear all the pain alone, don’t divide it into two, don’t let it double. "

A long time ago, Luo Lian was the one who wanted to die, but now it's her.

Luo Lian crumpled the note into a ball, pinched it in the palm of his hand, held it tightly, and then separated it. The paper ball turned into pieces of snow, scattered with the wind, circling and flying, and the handwriting could not be seen clearly. The pieces of snow became denser and denser. Scattering the sky, it turned out to be real snow.

The last snow in winter came very lightly and naturally.Huadu often has snow in winter, and it always snows on Wangyue Peak. Why do you start to be nostalgic every time the last snow melts?Why is it snowing on a sunny day?

*****——

Huadu has also become a snowy day, Chihiro in the evening snow, knowing the heavy snow in the middle of the night, hearing the sound of folding bamboo, and listening to the sound of snow in Jialan Temple.

"Master, it's snowing."

"Well, it should be the last one. After this snowfall, spring will come, and the cherry blossoms should bloom."

"Master, this snow is a ruthless thing, how can it make my heart sad? When the snowstorm comes, it is a beautiful scenery, but it is hard to be happy."

"Things change with the heart, the environment is created by the heart, and the troubles are all born by the heart. Everything is beautiful in the wind, flowers, snow, and moon. Life is like a snow, which comes and goes with the wind. Shengyan, although you have no memory, you have no memory. Still sad."

"Master, is there any way to remind me of the past?"

"Since you are sad, why remember?"

"Since you are sad, you should go back to find the source of your sorrow. The fate is not over, the consciousness is blazing, and the delusion creates karma, and the three lives flow. If you want to know the cause of the past life, the recipient in this life is. If you want to know the fruit of the future life, the person who did it in this life is like me. If you don’t know the cause and the effect, you will always fall into reincarnation.”

Although Fa Jue is old, he is still tough, and there is always an imposing air between his brows, with a heroic spirit that does not match his age.

Master Fajue smiled faintly, quite Zen-like. "Teacher, do you know why you are called Shengyan?"

I don't know why the master suddenly asked this question, but Jian Yan answered honestly: "Because the master's disciples are all of the generation of Sheng, even though I am a lay disciple, I should follow the generation of the brothers, so I am called Sheng Yan."

"Then do you know what this victory statement means?"

"This...disciple is stupid. Please clarify, Master."

"Winning words means not speaking, and not speaking is the truth. Before the time comes, the truth will not be revealed."

****——

Wangyue Peak, towering into the sky, with steep cliffs, the four seasons come early and go early.It's not yet March, and it's warm and cold, and the whole mountain is already green.

Luo Lian always holds the cat in the sun in the corridor.

"You said that when the cloud sheds tears, the wind will dry her up

I asked the wind how to comfort me with a sigh

you just smile and don't answer

Say little girl don't be stupid

……

Maybe the cloud will cry and the wind will dry her up

But how can the wind sigh to comfort

You say just go with her

Tell me how to let go. "

Luo Lian sang that strange song over and over again, propping herself up on the couch.She was often absent-minded, but she didn't ask about Yinglian any more, she only knew that she was still asleep, lying quietly, obviously still breathing, but she didn't laugh or make trouble.

The baby in my stomach is already seven months old, and now it's the cherry blossoms in March, and it's time to send him away.If he was allowed to stay like this again, Qin Yunfei would be reluctant to let go without knowing it.

"Lian'er, everything has been prepared. Someone will pick you up tomorrow, and Xiao Shitou will escort you all the way there. Lianyun City still has some things to do. I'll go after you after I'm done."

Finally when it was time to say goodbye, even though we had been together for several months and thought we could be satisfied, we still couldn't let go.Luo Lian still looked at the book in silence and didn't respond to him.

Qin Yunfei's mind became hot, and he ran over to hold his hand. "Lian'er, if there is an afterlife, will you marry me? In the next life, you will still live in the house of ghosts. I will recognize you when I see your eyes. If there is no fate in this life, how about you promise me the next life?"

Luo Lian looked at him and smiled sweetly, his eyes were bathed in the spring breeze of March, but they were a little more seductive.

Qin Yunfei was stunned on the spot, not knowing how to move. He had only seen such an expression when Luo Lian was in Fengyu Tower.During this time, Luo Lian's expression could occasionally be seen changing.like another person.

"Afterlife? If there is an afterlife, maybe you won't want to recognize me. Can you guarantee that you will fall in love with me at first sight again?"

"Yes, I will! Even if I lose my memory, I will definitely recognize you!"

Luo Lian pulled out her hand, shook her head and said, "In this case, let's wait for the next life to talk about it. I can't allow you in this life, and I can't promise you a future life."

红颜 若 是 只 为 段 情

就 让 一生 只 为 段 情

一生 只 爱 个 人

一 世 只 怀 种 ​​愁

……

生 来 为了 你 之后

与 你 分离