Shura smiles

"Stop talking, Lian'er, you need to rest."

"No, let me say, listen to me, maybe in another year, two years, ten years, you will not be by my side, or I will not be by your side, I hope that no matter how long it takes, you will remember what I said today , I am very selfish, I don't want to die alone with these meager happy memories.

Brother Yan, Lian Er, I am very happy that you are by my side when I am struggling in this world, I don’t know how long I can live, maybe one day I can’t stand the repeated ‘die’ and I will end it myself.I am very selfish, I am not reconciled to being just a memory of you, maybe in your life, this memory will be just a piece of luck, but in my life, this memory may be all I have.

In this world, no one will listen to me except you. They only know what I say, but they don't know what I want to say.I think I was just a butterfly when I died, I emerged before my chrysalis, my short life was passed before your eyes, and I lost my youth.When the time comes, build a grave with cherry blossoms and bury me..."

She didn't know how long she talked, and finally she was too tired and fell asleep. Yinglian had never heard him say so much, and at that time she really thought he was saying his last words.Yinglian was just crying, her heart ached, she turned her head, and there were cool tears in Jianyan's eyes.

Jian Yan said: "Lian'er, you are right, you are too selfish, you are so selfish that you only love yourself. In this world, you are not the only unfortunate person. There will always be people who are more distressed than you, but they are alive. They work very hard to live. Don't feel like you are a burden. You are really a burden when you die. The person you love, the person who loves you can never be detached, and will always put you in the memory.

Compared with your illness, the pain in your heart will only be more than worse.If you really die secretly by yourself, I will never forgive you. You just died with your self-righteous love, what should we do?You gave yourself all the love, you kept all the good memories in your heart, but we are immersed in the nightmare of your death all day long.Do you think you can be detached when you die?You have such selfish and evasive thoughts, no Buddha will save you, and you will be in the six paths of reincarnation life after life, unresolved unresolved conditions, unresolved unresolved knots. "

Life after life, we endure birth, old age, sickness and death, resentment, hatred and parting, love cannot be obtained, and it will never be possible to get rid of it.

Ying Lian was in a deep sleep, maybe he heard it or maybe he didn't.

It's just that since then, more supplements have been stewed, and the diet has become more refined, and everything is arranged by Jian Yan.

But Yinglian felt that her brother was in great pain, it was very painful to be forced to stay in the world like this.

As time went by, Ying Lian's body still didn't get better, but he drank bowl after bowl of bitter medicine, and took tonic after cup after cup, and never said such a thing again.But Ying Lian's heart always suffers from colic, just like Ying Lian's. She even thinks that perhaps death is really a good thing for Ying Lian.

That horrible idea has been breeding subconsciously, she even started to hate him, hated him in pain, why should he take her with him, if he hurts a lot, she will hurt three points, only when the three of them are together, there will be no pain, Whenever he was left alone in the room, Yinglian could feel his struggle and colic.

Living so ill-fated, why not just die?

The set of "Shuanglian swordsmanship" that Jianyan taught them, Yinglian only danced with her once, Luo Lian started vomiting blood in the middle of the dance, and never picked up the sword again.

From childhood to adulthood, Yinglian and she like to drink the same tea, listen to the same music, eat the same snacks, and even wear the same clothes, except for the eyes.

Suffering from Yinglian's angina pectoris for a long time, Yinglian began to feel that she should be the only one in this world, and the things she likes should be hers alone, including Jianyan, including their cats and parrots. You can't just be loved by her, it's better to die.

"Miss, the master told you to come over." The voice of the old butler brought Yinglian back from her memory.

"Understood, let's go down."

Brother Yan, where are you now?

Baiguihuagu, by the small pool beside Manzhushahua, on the other side is the endless briars, blooming densely, as if to swallow up all the green stems and leaves, the petals are spread on the water surface layer by layer, floating across the center of the pool, Rotate, circle, circle, and then collide and meet.

Luo Feng leaped lightly, flew to the surface of the water, stepped on the flowers, never stirred up any ripples, touched the rose petals on the surface of the pool with his toes, never crushed any strands of peace, the petals were still leisurely floating on the water surface Going and spinning.

He drew his sword, danced lightly, and walked freely on the water surface, like a dragonfly touching the water, even the mayflies on the water surface were not disturbed.This move requires excellent lightness kung fu, perhaps no one in the world can do it.

Standing on the hill, Luo Lian overlooked the sea of ​​flowers and the green pool, and saw that Luo Feng's movements were flowing like clouds and flowing water, tight and sparse.

Although the season of cherry blossoms has passed, Luo Feng's Yingyan swordsmanship is already impeccable, and Yingxuan may not be able to defeat him. After the 32-style dance, all the rose petals of San'an fell from the stems!

The surface of the pool is still calm, without any waves. All the roses have been separated from their branches and leaves, leaving only green leaves and green branches. The crimson petals are thickly piled up on the edge of the pool, even thicker than the bank. The flower couldn't bear the weight, and finally seeped into the water, floating and sinking, no longer swaying.

There is no mirror on the surface of the pool, and there is no heart to swim in the flowing water.The chaotic red slanted against the boat across the distance, and the fragrant stamens of the scorpion fluttered against the clear sky.

Luo Feng didn't stop yet, the purple robe was like a fairy in exile, she retracted her wrist, and once again raised her sword, dancing on the water.

The first move, Yingyan swordsmanship 32 moves, blood lotus escapes the world.The Yinggan sword swirls out quickly, the blade reflects the sunlight, as if it wants to stab someone's eyes, the second move is the No.30 move, Lengyuehuahun.

So I danced again from the end to the beginning, but the power was several times stronger than before. Countless water columns shook in the pool, only the roaring explosion was heard, the air expanded, and was pushed half a mile away in an instant. Be shaken away!

It turns out that this is the secret of the Yingyan Sword. There are two upper and lower parts. The front and back are reversed. The upper part gathers momentum, while the lower part exerts its supreme power. In a radius of half a mile, all plants, trees and livestock are killed!Half of the manjusawa at the bottom of the valley were destroyed, and all the roses on the three shores were uprooted!The water in the pool was scattered in all directions, and the water level dropped by half a foot!

Luo Lian supported the tree trunk, sat on the ground, clutched his chest to calm his breath, and saw a pair of embroidered white boots in front of him, not even a drop of water, and the purple clothes were also dry, riding the wind at the bottom of the valley, light and fluttering .

Luo Feng helped Luo Lian up, his breathing was not disturbed at all, he just asked worriedly: "Lian'er, did you get hurt? I haven't tried it before, and I don't know how powerful it is."

"Lian'er is fine. Congratulations to my brother for finally understanding the profound meaning of Yingyan's swordsmanship. Who is number one in the world?"

"No, Lian'er, it's not enough. There is a bigger secret in Yingyan swordsmanship. If I can do it, I will be the real number one in the world. No one in the world will be against me anymore!" After speaking, Luo Feng felt a twinge of angina in his heart, and quickly sealed the acupuncture points to prevent the pain from spreading.

"Brother, what's wrong?!"

Luo Feng's expression instantly became painful, his brows were tightly frowned, and it was even difficult to breathe. Even though the acupuncture point was sealed, the pain still intensified a bit, and the tip of his throat became hot and spit out a mouthful of blood!

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Luo Lian yelled, "Brother, don't practice the lower part of the sword anymore. Although the power is great, it hurts your body! You hurt yourself first, the enemy hurts so much, you have to hurt yourself too Three points, two losers can't do it!"

"I'm fine. It's not as serious as you think. It's just that I was injured two days ago. In addition, the power of this sword technique has been increased several times. The true energy in the body is a little chaotic. It's only when I scurry around that I vomit blood. Moreover, even if it is this sword The law will hurt me, and I will never give up—this is the best martial art to rule the world."

"Brother, can you disregard your life for the sake of the world? What's the point of gaining the world without having any blessings to enjoy?! I don't want any glory, wealth, or power to overwhelm the country. Huagu is just living a good life, or roaming around the world, roaming the world, or the days of idle clouds and wild cranes, with your and my martial arts, no one will hinder us. Is this not good? Why do you have to get involved in this world of mortals and let yourself be scarred? ?!"

What is the difference between Luo Feng now and Luo Yang and Ying Xuan back then?

Luo Lian's tears couldn't stop falling, while wiping the blood at the corner of Luo Feng's mouth with his sleeve.Luo Feng caressed his face, the hand holding the sword for many years had calluses, but it was not prickly at all, Luo Feng's slender fingers gently stroked his eyebrows and the corners of his eyes.

"Lian'er, I definitely want it in the world. I want to be the number one in the world. I want to make people fear the name of Hundred Ghosts Flower Valley. More than 100 sects in the world bow their heads to me. I am the only one in the world! No one dares to covet my title." Status, no one can take away the person I love, I will always be with the person I love, no one will dare to hide you, you will always be by my side, as long as you are strong enough, you will not lose it."

"But……"

"Stop talking, go back to your room."