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Chapter 4 How should I get closer to you
"What's the matter with you, Qingguo?" Feng Haoxuan walked up and looked at Hua Qingguo with concern. The last person he cared about was Yue. Both 'her' and her smile were so bright. The hands are so warm, stretching his brows for him.
Sensing Feng Haoxuan's approach, Hua Qingguo glanced at him, and then looked in the direction where grandma left.
"Feng Haoxuan, do you know what it's like to be so close to someone close to you but not being able to meet and reunite often?" Hua Qingguo said in a daze. In the past three years, she finally had someone to confide in, even if that person was only for him. Just know the name.
Feng Haoxuan wants to say that he knows, he understands...but it hurts him deeply.
"Qinguo, why don't you tell me if you feel sad?" People with the same pain in their hearts are easy to get close to each other, just like them, they get close to each other unconsciously.
"I was separated from my parents when I was six years old. Their life and death are still uncertain. Afterwards, my grandmother brought me back to this Miao Valley and depended on each other. Under the pressure of the five elders in the family, my grandmother kept forbearance and concessions. She worked hard to raise me and gave me everything she knew. It has been passed on to me. There can be no men here, and if they are found, they will surely die. The elders expressed doubts about my sudden appearance, and they wanted to verify whether I had the mark of the patriarch's successor on me, Honglian. I have, but I can't give it to you. They see, because of the special location, I actually don’t understand why I have..."
Hua Qingguo understood clearly, but Feng Haoxuan was confused.However, this is the first time he has heard that there can be no men in this Miao Valley. It seems that Hua Qingguo's life in this Miao Valley is not smooth, and he is worried that he will bring more troubles to Hua Qingguo.
"Because of some special reasons, I can't allow them to test their bodies. The elders have made up many reasons to slander grandma, intending to ask grandma to give up the position of patriarch so that she can practice the secret method. In this way, seven times have passed Three years ago...Three years ago, there was a sudden heavy rain, and a flood broke out in the valley. Grandma went to the cave on the mountain alone to rescue the trapped child. A child, her left leg was crushed by a boulder, and she was rescued with great difficulty. That was the first time I saw my grandma lying on the bed so weak..."
Speaking here, Hua Qingguo choked up for a while, and his heart was filled with the sad night three years ago.Feng Haoxuan patted Hua Qingguo's back lightly, his heart vibrated strangely.Three years ago, also three years ago, there was a person who was desperate to save him...
"Feng Haoxuan, do you know that on that night, the elders took me away in front of grandma while grandma was bedridden. I was only 13 years old at that time. They drugged me despicably. They tore my clothes for a medical examination. I was very scared, very scared, and I was afraid that my grandma would be implicated because of me... But at the last moment, grandma came, and she dragged and broke. The legs crawled little by little. That night, I can remember every expression of the two elders very clearly. The most vivid memory is the bloodstain behind my grandma, which was so long... Later, my grandma took me When I got here, without the order of the patriarch, it is not allowed to break in here. She protected me very well, but her leg is lame, and now every step she takes seems to be on the tip of my heart. She is my The only family member, but I can't protect her a bit, I have no ability, but I can only live under the old grandmother's back, I often think whether it is right or wrong to stay here..."
Sadly, Hua Qingguo didn't notice Feng Haoxuan's trembling hands, but was suddenly hugged tightly by him, and didn't see Feng Haoxuan's eyes that were also filled with hatred.Three years ago, three years ago, the moment she fell down trying to save him, he did not forget... Hua Qingguo's sadness, he understands!
"Qinguo, don't worry, you will protect grandma well... If I can, I can accompany you and give you strength..." It is also to give him his own strength, Yue, because he wants to protect but has no chance and ability.
"Feng Haoxuan..."
"Call me Haoxuan. Qingguo, I understand your sadness. At this moment, I just feel that you seem to be a missing part of my life. Holding you now, I feel at ease as if I am finally complete. As long as you want me, Feng Hao Xuan will be your reliance."
"Feng Haoxuan, thank you for listening to me so much. I was lucky to meet you and listen to me so much. However, grandma, she is always the only one standing in front of me."
"Silly girl, with you here, you have grown up. Grandma will be a blessed person in the future. Don't think too much about it."
A girl brought Hua Qingguo back to reality. Feng Haoxuan's tenderness, care, and comfort to him are for Hua Qingguo as a woman... The tenderness that has been greedy for that moment should be satisfied, don't wait until the love is deep. Only when I can't extricate myself.He will leave in three days, there is nothing left for him, and he must not let him take anything away.
But love has sprouted, in the heart, what in the world can enter the heart and cut it off.The love in the world is not the coexistence of pain and sweetness, but only lamenting the depth of the relationship.
Moving their bodies out of Feng Haoxuan's arms, both of them felt inexplicably empty.
Although Hua Qingguo's body is not as soft as those women who throw themselves into their arms before, it is inexplicably comfortable to hold.For the first time, Feng Haoxuan's beating heart lost its rhythm.
Looking at the bright moon in the sky by the window, he forced himself to sigh helplessly.One looked at the lonely back with pity, but lost the courage to go forward again.There was silence for a while.
"By the way, Feng Haoxuan, when I threw you under the bed just now, my strength seemed to have increased a bit. Did your wound open?"
"You still said, look!" Feng Haoxuan remembered that he wanted to find Hua Qingguo to vent his anger, and lifted up his cuffs angrily, only to see that the gauze on his arm was soaked with fresh blood. The blood had already congealed by then, but the wound had really opened.
Hua Qingguo blamed himself and stepped forward to untie Feng Haoxuan's clothes to check the wounds on his waist and abdomen, but he forgot that Feng Haoxuan saw him as a woman at the moment.
Feng Haoxuan grabbed Hua Qingguo's hand caressing the wound and said, "Qinguo, you have looked at my body twice, you must be responsible to me!"
Undoubtedly, Hua Qingguo was startled by these words, she hastily withdrew her hand, realized her actions, and couldn't help secretly blaming her impulsiveness, how could a woman take the initiative to untie a man's clothes.For ten years, he had perfectly hidden himself as a woman, but today he forgot her words and deeds so quickly.
"I'll go prepare some clean gauze and re-wrap it." After leaving these words, Hua Qingguo fled in a hurry, not seeing Feng Haoxuan's expression that turned from anticipation to loneliness.He didn't understand why he forced himself to avoid him even though he clearly felt Hua Qingguo's affection for him. The reason he could think of might be to take care of 'her' grandma.
Hua Qingguo, who had fled, entered the next room, with his palms stroking his chest, the beating inside was very rapid.Why did he act like a demon in just one day?In his 32 years of life, he has never been able to capture his heart firmly in just one day like Feng Haoxuan.
Hua Qingguo was very scared, he was afraid that he would fall into such a deep situation that he couldn't extricate himself.He was afraid that after the two agreed with each other and the truth came out, how Feng Haoxuan would hate him as a man.He was afraid that if he fell in love with a man, he would become unbearable in Feng Haoxuan's heart.
Can't escape, can't love.
"Feng Haoxuan, how should I get closer to you?"
Sensing Feng Haoxuan's approach, Hua Qingguo glanced at him, and then looked in the direction where grandma left.
"Feng Haoxuan, do you know what it's like to be so close to someone close to you but not being able to meet and reunite often?" Hua Qingguo said in a daze. In the past three years, she finally had someone to confide in, even if that person was only for him. Just know the name.
Feng Haoxuan wants to say that he knows, he understands...but it hurts him deeply.
"Qinguo, why don't you tell me if you feel sad?" People with the same pain in their hearts are easy to get close to each other, just like them, they get close to each other unconsciously.
"I was separated from my parents when I was six years old. Their life and death are still uncertain. Afterwards, my grandmother brought me back to this Miao Valley and depended on each other. Under the pressure of the five elders in the family, my grandmother kept forbearance and concessions. She worked hard to raise me and gave me everything she knew. It has been passed on to me. There can be no men here, and if they are found, they will surely die. The elders expressed doubts about my sudden appearance, and they wanted to verify whether I had the mark of the patriarch's successor on me, Honglian. I have, but I can't give it to you. They see, because of the special location, I actually don’t understand why I have..."
Hua Qingguo understood clearly, but Feng Haoxuan was confused.However, this is the first time he has heard that there can be no men in this Miao Valley. It seems that Hua Qingguo's life in this Miao Valley is not smooth, and he is worried that he will bring more troubles to Hua Qingguo.
"Because of some special reasons, I can't allow them to test their bodies. The elders have made up many reasons to slander grandma, intending to ask grandma to give up the position of patriarch so that she can practice the secret method. In this way, seven times have passed Three years ago...Three years ago, there was a sudden heavy rain, and a flood broke out in the valley. Grandma went to the cave on the mountain alone to rescue the trapped child. A child, her left leg was crushed by a boulder, and she was rescued with great difficulty. That was the first time I saw my grandma lying on the bed so weak..."
Speaking here, Hua Qingguo choked up for a while, and his heart was filled with the sad night three years ago.Feng Haoxuan patted Hua Qingguo's back lightly, his heart vibrated strangely.Three years ago, also three years ago, there was a person who was desperate to save him...
"Feng Haoxuan, do you know that on that night, the elders took me away in front of grandma while grandma was bedridden. I was only 13 years old at that time. They drugged me despicably. They tore my clothes for a medical examination. I was very scared, very scared, and I was afraid that my grandma would be implicated because of me... But at the last moment, grandma came, and she dragged and broke. The legs crawled little by little. That night, I can remember every expression of the two elders very clearly. The most vivid memory is the bloodstain behind my grandma, which was so long... Later, my grandma took me When I got here, without the order of the patriarch, it is not allowed to break in here. She protected me very well, but her leg is lame, and now every step she takes seems to be on the tip of my heart. She is my The only family member, but I can't protect her a bit, I have no ability, but I can only live under the old grandmother's back, I often think whether it is right or wrong to stay here..."
Sadly, Hua Qingguo didn't notice Feng Haoxuan's trembling hands, but was suddenly hugged tightly by him, and didn't see Feng Haoxuan's eyes that were also filled with hatred.Three years ago, three years ago, the moment she fell down trying to save him, he did not forget... Hua Qingguo's sadness, he understands!
"Qinguo, don't worry, you will protect grandma well... If I can, I can accompany you and give you strength..." It is also to give him his own strength, Yue, because he wants to protect but has no chance and ability.
"Feng Haoxuan..."
"Call me Haoxuan. Qingguo, I understand your sadness. At this moment, I just feel that you seem to be a missing part of my life. Holding you now, I feel at ease as if I am finally complete. As long as you want me, Feng Hao Xuan will be your reliance."
"Feng Haoxuan, thank you for listening to me so much. I was lucky to meet you and listen to me so much. However, grandma, she is always the only one standing in front of me."
"Silly girl, with you here, you have grown up. Grandma will be a blessed person in the future. Don't think too much about it."
A girl brought Hua Qingguo back to reality. Feng Haoxuan's tenderness, care, and comfort to him are for Hua Qingguo as a woman... The tenderness that has been greedy for that moment should be satisfied, don't wait until the love is deep. Only when I can't extricate myself.He will leave in three days, there is nothing left for him, and he must not let him take anything away.
But love has sprouted, in the heart, what in the world can enter the heart and cut it off.The love in the world is not the coexistence of pain and sweetness, but only lamenting the depth of the relationship.
Moving their bodies out of Feng Haoxuan's arms, both of them felt inexplicably empty.
Although Hua Qingguo's body is not as soft as those women who throw themselves into their arms before, it is inexplicably comfortable to hold.For the first time, Feng Haoxuan's beating heart lost its rhythm.
Looking at the bright moon in the sky by the window, he forced himself to sigh helplessly.One looked at the lonely back with pity, but lost the courage to go forward again.There was silence for a while.
"By the way, Feng Haoxuan, when I threw you under the bed just now, my strength seemed to have increased a bit. Did your wound open?"
"You still said, look!" Feng Haoxuan remembered that he wanted to find Hua Qingguo to vent his anger, and lifted up his cuffs angrily, only to see that the gauze on his arm was soaked with fresh blood. The blood had already congealed by then, but the wound had really opened.
Hua Qingguo blamed himself and stepped forward to untie Feng Haoxuan's clothes to check the wounds on his waist and abdomen, but he forgot that Feng Haoxuan saw him as a woman at the moment.
Feng Haoxuan grabbed Hua Qingguo's hand caressing the wound and said, "Qinguo, you have looked at my body twice, you must be responsible to me!"
Undoubtedly, Hua Qingguo was startled by these words, she hastily withdrew her hand, realized her actions, and couldn't help secretly blaming her impulsiveness, how could a woman take the initiative to untie a man's clothes.For ten years, he had perfectly hidden himself as a woman, but today he forgot her words and deeds so quickly.
"I'll go prepare some clean gauze and re-wrap it." After leaving these words, Hua Qingguo fled in a hurry, not seeing Feng Haoxuan's expression that turned from anticipation to loneliness.He didn't understand why he forced himself to avoid him even though he clearly felt Hua Qingguo's affection for him. The reason he could think of might be to take care of 'her' grandma.
Hua Qingguo, who had fled, entered the next room, with his palms stroking his chest, the beating inside was very rapid.Why did he act like a demon in just one day?In his 32 years of life, he has never been able to capture his heart firmly in just one day like Feng Haoxuan.
Hua Qingguo was very scared, he was afraid that he would fall into such a deep situation that he couldn't extricate himself.He was afraid that after the two agreed with each other and the truth came out, how Feng Haoxuan would hate him as a man.He was afraid that if he fell in love with a man, he would become unbearable in Feng Haoxuan's heart.
Can't escape, can't love.
"Feng Haoxuan, how should I get closer to you?"
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