absurd life

The ugliest thing is the human heart, and the most difficult thing to figure out is the human heart.Even if you think you know a lot, even if you think you know the other person very well, as long as the other party does not admit it, your words will never be true, and can never be regarded as "understanding".

Five years can do a lot of things. It can make a babbling child grow up, let a person who can't do anything learn a lot of knowledge, and can fully understand a person you don't know.

But these are too difficult for me, even if I think I understand Ouyang Ze, in fact I haven't really touched his heart...

Our marriage failed from the very beginning, because he didn't give me his heart from the very beginning, and didn't let me walk into his heart, so everything that happened between us in the past five years was false and not real , Even though there have been many unforgettable experiences, in fact those are all the clouds and smoke of the past, elusive and unattainable.

Wait until everything is told to me, when I am tortured to pieces by the ugly facts.Ouyang Ze still never forgets to give me his most false comfort when I least want to talk.

"I know what Wu Yao means to you, but I really can't let you go back to him. Because I really love you, not just for business competition!"

His words no longer have any degree of credibility. The kindness and concern for me in the past all came from Wu Yao indirectly. To him, I can no longer be like before. Can only choose to give up.

"Let's get a divorce..."

The ring on the finger is still imprisoning my ring finger, and its weight is already overwhelming me, making it impossible for me to bear the weight of this marriage. I have to give up and cut off this marriage. false love.

When we were married, we never thought about divorce, even if we quarreled, the topic of divorce was never involved, but today, it is time to talk about it.

Ouyang Ze looked at me in horror, the five fingers of his right hand were tightly wrapped around the ring on his ring finger, for fear that it would break away from his finger because of the broken marriage contract, and end the relationship between me and him.

The only connection between us is these two rings on my hands. I once said that I would stick to him forever and break the truth about the high divorce rate of gay marriage, but now, I can’t do it...

"Ruirui, do you really want to do this? Can we really not start over again?"

Ouyang Ze begged me bitterly, even though he had told me the ugly truth, he still looked at me with tender eyes, waiting for me to change my mind.

"Ouyang Ze, you made a mistake from the very beginning. You made a mistake the moment you found me and said 'love you' to me for the first time. I'm not a machine, and I can't control my feelings at will. You It's not that a saint can't share his love equally. It's impossible between us."

Ouyang Ze looked at me with wide eyes, his trembling lips seemed to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so he couldn't say a word for a long time.

"You have never loved me sincerely. You have treated my friends and family members in every possible way. I can't forgive you...I can't forgive you..."

I lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling quietly, and ended this marriage that was wrong at the beginning with a calm tone. ． ．