absurd life

The word embarrassment has been fully reflected in my body today. Although I try my best to squeeze out a happy smile on my face, there is an unspeakable tension in my heart.

At the dining table, Wu Yao and I sat together, we didn't talk to each other, we were all chatting with the people next to us.Li Man was promoting to me how good Wu Yao is, and Xu Shaohui was instilling in Wu Yao how difficult it was for me in the past few years. Obviously, they were still thinking about what could happen between me and Wu Yao.

But the ring on my hand is still shiny, and it is still eye-catching on the dining table, so that every time Wu Yao accidentally glances at it, the center of his brow will be slightly wrinkled, and he will suddenly stop when he is talking.

I know that it is impossible for me to be with him, even if it is impossible for me to be with Ouyang Ze in the future, it does not mean that I will return to Wu Yao's side, no matter how good he is to me, that is all.

"At the reception that day, was it you who overheard my conversation with Xu Shaohui?"

"That's right, it's me."

Li Man didn't evade, she easily picked up the wine glass from the table and took a sip on the rim.

"At that time, it was like looking at you from a distance to see how you were doing. Who knew you would find out. Fortunately, Wu Yao suppressed the names on the list. Otherwise, you should have found out at that time."

"Then why did you follow me for the first time?"

After changing the subject, we didn't bother with Wu Yao and me anymore, but found out Li Man's whereabouts in the past few years.

"At that time, I just came to the United States, and I wanted to tell you what kind of person Ouyang Ze was, but Wu Yao didn't let me be impulsive, saying that... Ouyang Ze still cares about you, ha! I don't think he would know about Ouyang Ze Will it be so stubborn!"

Li Man's tone was very sarcastic, as if he was very dissatisfied with Wu Yao's wrong judgment.But I didn't understand the word "do not change your nature".

Seeing the confusion on my face, Li Man explained again.

"You don't really think that Ouyang Ze fell in love with you at first sight, do you? Don't be ridiculous!"

I didn't speak, just lowered my head and listened to Li Man's words. Although every sentence was so ironic, every word I said was reasonable, and the facts were indeed like this.

"Li Man, let's talk about this later, today is Chen Rui's birthday."

Xu Shaohui reminded Li Man with a low voice. Li Man realized that something was wrong when he saw that I didn't speak, so he didn't continue talking.

It turned out that in the end, I seemed to know the least things. Even outsiders could see Ouyang Ze clearly, but I still had naive fantasies... Ouyang Ze, how much did you hide from me...

The atmosphere became awkward again. Everyone present remained silent, and the knives and forks in their hands stayed on the plate without moving.

"Well, there is almost no red wine at home. I'll go downstairs to buy a few bottles."

This tense atmosphere made me almost suffocate, I just wanted to leave quickly and breathe the fresh air outside.

"Let me go, today is your birthday."

After speaking, Xu Shaohui wiped his mouth and stood up, before I could speak, he was about to go out.

"Let me go. You are not familiar with this area. Besides, it's just buying a drink. It's not a big deal. There's no need to make such a fuss."

I pushed Xu Shaohui back to the seat, although he wanted to refuse, but he couldn't resist me, so he could only sit on the chair obediently, when he was about to open his mouth, I blocked his mouth again.

"Be obedient! Sit obediently!"

After finishing speaking, I picked up my wallet and walked out of the room quickly, but the moment I went out, the tears I held back fell from the corner of my eyes...