absurd life

"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry, I was...at the time..."

Ouyang Ze hurriedly explained to me, but he didn't say anything when he got to his lips, and his flickering eyes were looking elsewhere.

He has also learned Xu Shaohui's tricks, when he doesn't want to tell the truth, he looks elsewhere and lets his fast brain think of excuses to cover up my question, but his cover-up is not as clever as Xu Shaohui's, and the timing is not right.

"You want to use Chen Rui to hurt Wu Yao, right?"

While I was waiting for Ouyang Ze to speak, the door was suddenly pushed open. While hitting the wall, Xu Shaohui's angry roar penetrated into my eardrum along with the loud noise.

Looking at his cheeks trembling with anger, and his jaw that has not yet closed, he seems to have been eavesdropping outside the door for a long time, and he has accumulated a lot of anger towards Ouyang Ze. This moment is when he explodes, it is him When telling the truth that has been suppressed in my heart for a long time.

Before I had time to question, Ouyang Ze explained to me again in a panic, his wide eyes were full of panic like a thief being dragged into the street, and his trembling tone seemed to want to restore the collapsed situation.

"Yes, but I'm..."

"What are you? Isn't the purpose still to satisfy your dirty purpose!"

When the word "dirty" that Xu Shaohui said deliberately emphasized the accent, the weight of these two words not only made Ouyang Ze unable to answer Xu Shaohui's words, but also made me breathless...

All this is really true, he really wanted to use me, to use me to achieve his dirty purpose, to complete the act that was prevented by the Qing from hurting Wu Yao that day.

He looked at me without saying a word, tears were shining in his excited eyes, although he seemed to be saying something to me, but I couldn't see clearly, couldn't understand... After all, I have been deceived by him for the past five years. What kind of emotion, how can I easily guess correctly?

His face made me nauseous, reminded me of the kind of despicable person in the TV series, the kind of bastard who destroys people's families and hurts people's hearts, no, he is dirtier than this kind of bastard, what he did Things are getting worse...

I thought I would become smarter without Wu Yao, I thought I would become stronger without Wu Yao, but I was wrong, the injury this time was heavier than what Wu Yao gave me that day , the consequences are more serious.

"You are here to deal with Wu Yao, right? You never loved me, right!"

Not only has my body not recovered, but the resentment in my heart is not strong enough, so that when I yell hard, I always feel that the sound is not harsh enough, and my body is also trembling.

I couldn't help it... tears finally fell... I warned myself again and again not to be like a woman, to be strong in the face of blows, to face it bravely, but when I really dealt with it, I Still as weak as before, still crying like a woman...

The strength I learned from Tang Rong in the past few months has disappeared in my body at this moment, and the calmness I have learned from Tang Rong in the past few months has also left my brain. I am still the same as before, and I can only vent my emotions with tears .

"No! It's not like that! I love you! I really love you!"

Ouyang Ze held my hand tightly. When he yelled out the words of loving me, his eyes were wet with tears, but I couldn't feel the emotion in these words, and I couldn't feel his love. love.

"Love him? Then, are you going to push Chen Rui onto the road and turn him into a vegetable like you did to Qing? Then leave him in Europe to be with Qing as a companion and leave him alone!"

Xu Shaohui approached Ouyang Ze step by step, the fierce light in his eyes became more fierce every step he took, until he came to Ouyang Ze's side and kicked down the chair he was sitting on.

Ouyang Ze didn't resist, his eyes were still looking at me, and the pity that disgusted me still existed in his eyes...