absurd life

"Rui Rui, Rui Rui?"

Ouyang Ze called my name softly, and the hand beside me patted the back of my hand carefully.

"Huh? Oh."

Just now, looking at the priest's black clothes and listening to the words in his mouth, he thought that he would talk for a long time, so he took the opportunity to take a break and let the spirit go on a short errand.Who knew that his oath was said so quickly, and it was my turn to say those three words so soon.

Looking at the kind face of the priest, looking at his smile with his back to the sun... At this moment, the priest seems to be Jesus from heaven. Single life, began my married life.

It only takes three words and my single life is over. It takes only three words and my body is no longer mine alone. It takes only three words and my soul becomes like Ouyang All in one...

Everything only needs these short three words, just let me say these three words.

Looking at Ouyang Ze standing beside him, seeing the childlike innocent smile on his face and the begging hidden under the smile, I couldn't open my mouth, couldn't say those three short words...

My past life is really about to turn over, and my future life is really about to come.The wheel of history is rolling towards me, I can't avoid it and I can't stop it, all I can do is accept, accept this love that I don't know how it will develop in the future...

"yes, ido. (I am willing)"

As soon as my words fell, the audience burst into thunderous applause.More than three hundred people witnessed our love, witnessed our vows together, and witnessed the beginning of our new life.

Their enthusiastic applause, cheers, and whistles are like mountains pressing down on me, making me breathless.It seems that they have determined that our relationship will be happy and complete, and it will definitely be happy and complete.

I turned my head to look at the cheering people behind me, and the joyful expressions on their faces.They were all more excited than me, the client, and seemed to be happier than me, who was supposed to be happy...

"Well…"

Before he could finish scanning the faces of all the people present, he was turned around by a powerful force, followed by that surprising but expected passionate kiss.

It was the first kiss at the wedding and our first kiss since we were married.His wet tongue became even softer under the wedding bath, sliding wantonly in my mouth, so I could only obediently cooperate with his movements.

This kiss is very different from the previous one, it lost the "servility" of Ouyang Ze, and became as energetic as before.It stretched out and drilled into my mouth blindly, tasting the taste in my mouth blindly, as if it would go into my body and devour my heart in the next step.

This is the man I loved before, and this is the real Ouyang Ze!

The whole morning was so occupied by boring things, and the sunshine that should have been beautiful seemed to have lost its original color at this moment.

Fortunately, time is flowing, and the flowing time can wash away these bad things, leaving a clean bottom, so that I can see the most beautiful things in this world through the clear water again.

"Ruirui? How is it? Are you satisfied with today's wedding?"

Like a general who has won a battle, Christo waved the walkie-talkie in his hand and said to me.

It can be seen that she paid a lot for this wedding.The originally not hot weather forced beads of sweat out of her forehead, and the makeup that was still beautiful in the morning is now a little smudged.

It's been a busy morning just for me, for my wedding.How could I have the nerve to give her another answer that disappointed her?How dare you let her waste so much effort?

"Well, very satisfied, thank you."

I picked up a glass of champagne from the table and handed it to her. After a busy morning, I didn't see her drink. Her throat must be dry and smoking.

Looking at the pale yellow liquid in the eyeglass, she just smiled slightly, and didn't take the long stem of the cup.

"No, I still have something to do. You should have something to eat first. There are plenty of things to do in the afternoon and evening."

After speaking, she took her walkie-talkie and left my sight again like a butterfly.Her elegant long skirt also gradually disappeared into the crowd, appearing among the busy waiters.Once again, she started busy work for me...

From the end of the ceremony to the present, I haven't seen Xu Shaohui's shadow, except for the smile he gave me at the end like everyone else, there is nothing left, anything that can let me know where he is...

I squeezed people past them, looked at their faces one by one, hoping to see Xu Shaohui's familiar face, but I couldn't find it after searching for a long time. Those insincere words of concern.

Where is he?Why can't I find him?

Looking at the all black suits, I suddenly panicked. Without him to protect me, I couldn't feel the sense of security, and I couldn't feel the warmth from my friends.

"Ruirui, let me introduce some friends to you."

When I was looking for Xu Shaohui, Ouyang Ze pulled me from behind and pulled me towards his friends.

He still hasn't recovered from the excitement, and his whole body is still as excited as if he had been injected with chicken blood.He didn't ask me if I agreed, he just pulled me over to his friends and his social circle.

He only cares about his friends, he only cares about integrating me into his circle.Has he thought about how I feel?Did he ever think that my friends needed him too?

I'm not a roundworm in his stomach, I don't understand his thoughts, but just from his actions, it's enough for me to know what kind of person he is...

Lunch, dinner, dance, storytelling...everything is so full of time that I don't have any time to rest. I can only "work" with a smile on my face after winding up like a robot. .

I hate today's wedding and the endless work.This isn't the wedding I wanted, and it's not what I imagined it to be.

What I want is to welcome my friends one after another with the person I love the most, and say hello to them one by one; what I think is to say oaths and declarations of love under the witness of my friends; Thinking of eating Chinese food with my friends and lover, dancing hard, and drinking all night...

But today, there is none of these, really none... There are only Ouyang Ze's friends, those unfamiliar faces I don't know, and his body that will belong to me in the future, the body that lost my love...

These didn't end until midnight.End of a busy day, end of physical exhaustion, end of my "dream wedding"...