absurd life

It was already early spring, and the originally withered and yellow ground was covered with a layer of light green, and there was a little more life on the treetops.In this season of recovery of all things, I also want to hold my own wedding...

"Hi. Thank you for being here. Thank you. Thank you for the gift."

I knew that from the moment Chris Tao pushed me out of the room, it meant the arrival of "disaster".

Time was slowly passing through my fingers, and when I finally clenched my palms, I suddenly heard the wedding march played around the garden.

The guests who came one after another were all unfamiliar faces that I had never seen before. There were tall and mighty typical European and American men, and there were also some Asian men who were short in stature but also very good-looking.There are female companions around them, and their female companions look extraordinarily radiant, revealing a noble temperament in every gesture.

They all nodded to me when they passed me, and those ladies kissed me enthusiastically. The temperature radiating from them was like the fragrance of an old friend that I hadn’t smelled for a long time. Behind it is just a polite perfunctory.

Although I don't know any of these people, and these faces can't make me feel good about them, but it's also my big day after all, so a strong smile is also essential.

Forcing yourself to do what you like to do and what you are willing to do is happy, because even if the body is tired, the heart is warm.But if you are tired because of something you don't like to do, you will be tired not only physically, but also mentally.

I try my best to put a smile on everyone's face, but the more I do, the more uncomfortable I feel.It didn't take long for my face to feel like it was covered with cement, and it was so stiff that I couldn't make any other expressions except for a smile.

Is this the wedding scene I should have?This is clearly the job that a doorman should have!Only doormen are supposed to stand at the door to greet distinguished guests, only doormen are obliged to hand out their worthless smiley faces.And me, I am the protagonist of this wedding, why should I do such a job? !

The first group of people had all arrived, and before the second group of people arrived, there was finally a break of one or two minutes.But seeing their figures at the gate of the manor, they also knew that the rest time would not be long.

Ouyang Ze invited a lot of people. One week before the wedding, I heard that he called the printing factory to discuss the invitation letter. I vaguely heard that there was a hundred (hundred) Didn't hear clearly.

The first wave of people alone is enough. Although there is no detailed count, it is roughly estimated that there are hundreds of people.The second wave is coming soon, and it is estimated that the third and fourth waves will not be far away...

"Ruirui, how are you? Are you tired? Would you like to move a chair out to meet them?"

After standing for such a long time, not only my face but also my feet were really sore. When I heard Ouyang Ze's suggestion, I agreed without saying a word.

"Okay, move me a stool."

"Ok!"

The moment Ouyang Ze turned around, looking at his broad spine, there was always a feeling that he had lowered his posture.He is like a servant, following all my instructions.And that "servility" made him humble in front of me.

From his point of view, it seems that he begged me to marry him, and everything must be done according to my wishes, even if I want to slap everyone present, he will definitely help me. There are red finger prints on my face to keep my heart and this "begging" wedding.

This kind of transformation started when I said I was thinking about it. Since then, he has become my "slave" and listened to my orders every day.Although sometimes I just gave him a suggestion, and even used honorific words such as "please" and "thank you", but it couldn't make him treat me normally like before.

In the past, he was serious when he was working. Even if we were enjoying the good time at midnight, when a call came, he would stop immediately and rush to answer the phone.

But now, even if I pass by the study unintentionally when he is on the phone, he will immediately cover the receiver and call my name softly, giving me a smile.

Such a shift unsettled me and repelled me.I didn't have the deep love for him like before, but now with his "slavishness"... How long can our future last...

"Forget it, no need. How can someone sit on chairs when picking up guests at a wedding? I'm just saying."

Seeing that the second wave of guests also walked up the stone steps of the manor, and were approaching the two "doormen" standing in front of the castle step by step, I hurriedly called Ouyang Ze back, and continued our hard work. "Welcome" time...

"Ouyang Ze, are you willing to be a partner with Xue Tong, live with him according to the teachings of the Bible, become one with him before God, love him, comfort him, respect him, protect him, just like you love yourself ...whether he is sick or healthy, rich or poor, and always be faithful to him until he dies?"

After suffering for a long time, I finally reached this critical moment.Tortured by these countless things, I was in a daze, and I couldn't hear what the priest said clearly.

For the past two hours, Ouyang Ze and I stood at the door to welcome guests until the last couple arrived, and then weaved through the manor among the crowd in banquet attire with goblets, listening to Ouyang Ze's speech. I introduced them one by one, and told the stories about him and them one by one. Although I was not interested, I could only smile like I did just now...

Krista has been too busy for a long time. Although she is a capable woman, she now has to direct dozens of people. How can those ten fingers be enough?Just by watching her walk back and forth with the walkie-talkie in her hand, I knew she didn't have time to accompany me to deal with these people who didn't know what to say to me.

Xu Shaohui sat calmly in a corner, gently shaking the wine glass in his hand, allowing the blood-red liquid to flow back and forth on the side of the glass, singing a free song.He looked at me and Ouyang Ze from the beginning to the end, the numb smile on his face made me feel uncomfortable...

Finally persisted, and finally reached the last moment.Although I am physically and mentally exhausted now, hearing the priest's magnetic voice, I forget the painful experience just now, and only remember the warm time now.

The long-awaited wedding, the long-awaited vows, the long-awaited lover... everything is finally here today, and they all appeared in front of my eyes one by one, but the mood at this time is not as happy as I imagined, not as As pleasant as imagined...