absurd life

Looking at the photo that was half burnt, looking at Qing's smiling face stained with ashes, although Ouyang Ze's face was calm and his expression was stiff, no love for Qing could be seen, but his feelings seemed to be transferred. When it comes to me, I will mourn for him.

"What are you doing! It's useless to burn it! Love is love! It's not something that can be destroyed by destroying it!"

I wiped the ashes stuck to the photo, and gently tore off the blackened part.Only the upper part that was still intact was left, and only the clear and azure blue sea remained.

"Only in this way can I no longer miss him, no longer miss that part of the past, and then I can be with you sincerely, so that you can rest assured to marry me and spend the rest of my life with me."

Now what he said can be regarded as love words, with those sincere eyes and sincere tone, if a dreamy background music is added at this time, it will really be a living proposal scene.

"... "

I didn't know what to say, so I could only answer his confession of true feelings with no words, and the determination to stay with me to the death.

"Believe me, I really only love you now, the person I love most in my heart is really you!"

Ouyang Ze held my shoulders tightly, and put his eyes as close as possible to my face.When his breath brushed against my cheeks, and when the boundless darkness printed my reflection, I was like a prey stared at by an eagle, and I couldn't escape or hide...

Does this man really love me?Are his feelings really as real as what he says?

When I saw him mercilessly burning that memory of the past, and watching the memory float with the flames to the sky with cold eyes, such behavior really made me wonder how I should look at it.

Does he love me deeply?Or do you have a superficial love for Qing?Did he really let go of the past, or was it just a show for me?I don't know any of this...

"Ruirui, please trust me, just like you did before."

His face moved closer until those two tears-soaked lips were printed on my mouth, and when his tongue as smooth as a water snake slipped into my mouth, the lingering words of love did not stop vocalize...

That kiss has not been touched by me for a long time, and that heart may not have been touched by me for a long time.But now, when the liquid from his mouth flows into my mouth, when I close my eyes and enjoy the tender moment, everything seems to be back to the past, back to before I knew that thing...

There are so many changes in all things, sometimes just a hug can make two strangers become friends, sometimes just a word of sorry can make two lovers settle down, sometimes just a kiss can make my dead heart reunite resurrection…

That hot kiss is more effective than that ginseng chicken soup, and the liquid in his mouth is more nourishing than that chicken soup...

"Rui Rui, forgive me, let's start over."

His face is still very close, so that I can still feel the temperature he transmits to me, and feel the breath he exhales.

Looking at his sincere face and my haggard face in my pupils, I don't know how to answer him, whether I should accept him or not.Because I still have too many things to do, and too many things to solve...

Wu Yao, this is something I have not finished. Even if I want to get married, I still have to hear about him and get his blessing before I get married. Otherwise, my marriage is destined to be incomplete and unhappy...

"Let me think about it..."

Although I didn't accept it immediately, the word "consider" was enough to make Ouyang Ze very excited.Looking at his surprised expression and his joyful movements like an innocent child, I don't find it funny at all, and I can't arouse the interest of laughing...

"Okay! I'll wait for you! You must think about it!"

In his view, my consideration is the same as acquiescing. My consideration means that we will get married, but the time will be later.

"Um…"

This night is destined to be a turning point in our relationship, and we will definitely change with my "acquiescence".But how will it change?None of us know, we can only walk in the dark like blind people, waiting for time to show us the way and tell us the direction of light...

That night, I couldn't sleep all night.One is thinking about the matter with Ouyang Ze, and the other is thinking about Xu Shaohui who has not returned yet.

After returning home, Ouyang Ze slept in the guest room all the time because of my physical condition and the disgust in my heart, but he would still come to my room in the middle of the night to pull the quilt for me, and tidy up the quilt that I had messed up .

But now, after I forgive him, he simply pulled a mattress into my room and slept on the floor. In his words, "Although I can't share the bed with you, I can share the same room with you."

Looking at him lying on the ground, already asleep, my complicated mood made me not know how to look at him, so I could only look at his closed eyes, his slightly raised eyes like a stranger. Mouth.

"Squeak~"

In the middle of the night, I finally waited for the sound of the door opening.I carefully moved off the bed, trying not to make any noise, and tiptoed out of the room to meet the good news that Xu Shaohui brought back.

"How? It's been so long, did he say anything to you?"

I leaned on the handrail and stood upstairs, and said to Xu Shaohui in a low voice.

When he saw me standing up, Xu Shaohui ran up to support me as if he saw a statue that was about to be smashed.

Although I have recuperated for a long time and my body is much better, even though I can stand up with my own strength, Xu Shaohui and the others still let me lie on the bed to recuperate.When he saw me standing up so disobediently, Xu Shaohui was naturally extremely nervous.

"What are you doing! You still don't sleep so late!"

Xu Shaohui also lowered his voice, it seemed that he was also afraid of waking Ouyang Ze up.

"Tell me quickly, what did Wu Yao tell you?"

When I asked him about Wu Yao again, Xu Shaohui's eyes flickered, and he didn't dare to look directly at me, for fear that I might see something in his eyes.

"He He…"

He also became hesitant to speak, which made me even more uneasy about what was about to come out of his mouth.

Somehow, I seem to have developed a subtle feeling for Wu Yao unconsciously. It’s not like or love, but I care about everything about him, what he thinks, what he thinks about him. leaving without saying a word and caring...

"What did he say?"

"He said... wish you happiness..."