absurd life

The conversation that day distanced me from Kristao.We won't go back to the past, and we won't talk about everything like before.Because she is an invisible bomb that Ouyang Ze buried beside me, she will not hide my secrets, but will only expose my thoughts and destroy my heart...

Now I just feel like a ghost thrown in the [-]th floor of hell. There is nothing I can rely on, only the endless gloom and cold.Kristao and Ouyang Ze are demons in hell, they only destroy my heart and torment my body, but they don't care about my weak soul.

"Master~ That guy is calling again~"

The last time I heard the ringtone of the mobile phone was at Wu Yao's house, and the last call was from Ouyang Ze at that time.But now, I heard that funny cell phone ringtone again in the ward, and that feeling was really much more pleasant than listening to a concert.

Xu Shaohui.But when I saw the name displayed on the phone screen, my first reaction was to cry.These are not tears of sorrow, but a celebration of joy, a celebration of my connection to this cold world and the one who cared most about me...

"Ruirui? What's wrong? Don't cry as soon as you answer the phone?"

Xu Shaohui is the only family member I have besides my parents in this world. His voice replaces my family, caring about my tortured and disfigured heart.

I don't know what to say, there are so many grievances in my heart, I don't know where to start.At this moment, the only way to express my sadness and depression to him is to cry.

"Oh, don't cry, I've arrived in the United States, and I'll go to the hospital to see you right away."

What?Xu Shaohui has already arrived in the United States?

When I heard the news, it was like being hit by a big pie falling from the sky, and the joyful mood immediately swept away the sadness and pain in my heart.

"what?"

I tried to keep my tone as steady as possible, but the tears were not under my control at all, they were still flowing wantonly.I can only ask him a one-word question.

"I just want to tell you that I'm here, lest I go to the hospital and scare you out of a heart attack."

I just listened to what he had to say, and didn't even think about what I wanted to say to him. I was still holding my phone like a fool, crying loudly into the microphone.

"Haha! Alright! Don't cry! I'll be there in a while!"

With that said, Xu Shaohui hung up the phone.Until the busy tone of "beep" came from the other end of the phone, I still kept crying, and I still didn't get out of the surprise.

is this real?Why do I feel so dreamy, like a scene that only appears in dreams, when a long-lost old friend comes to visit me, I still cross the Atlantic Ocean.No matter how you hear it, it feels incredible.

I'm going to see him soon, and I have to tidy up my appearance.

The two months of lying on the hospital bed were really "tortured" and I was out of shape.It's not that my figure has been fattened by the nutritional supplements, but my depressed face, I have forgotten how to smile, and "haggard" is written all over my face.

When I asked Krista to help me up to wash up, I realized that she was not sitting on the chair.All that was on that chair was a newspaper she had left behind.

"Cough cough..."

I coughed loudly.This is a major communication method during the cold war between me and Ouyang Ze. Every time I cough, it is a hint to Ouyang Ze that I need to get up to go to the toilet.

But now, he has disappeared, and his whereabouts are unknown.

Did they both go to pick up Xu Shaohui?

I don't know, all I can do now is wait, waiting for the three of them to appear at the door of the ward...

It's been a long time since I heard good news. The waiting in the past made me feel anxious and painful, because every time I waited, there was only disappointment and frustration.But this time is different, the waiting this time only makes me enjoy, enjoying every minute and every second of Xu Shaohui's breathing slowly approaching me.

"Rui Rui!"

Before entering the door, Xu Shaohui shouted at me with a happy face.

I haven't seen him for many months, and he has really changed a lot.Although the distance is very far, I can only see a rough idea, but I can still see his appearance, and see his familiar face.

"Xu Shaohui!"

Although I wanted to jump off the bed and run to his arms, my recovering body confined me to the hospital bed, only allowing me to open my arms and wait for Xu Shaohui's embrace.

He walked towards me step by step, with a bright smile on his face.At this time, he was like a god in a fairy tale, walking towards me with happiness and love, and handing over the things in his hand to me.

When he got closer, I could see his face clearly.Compared with a few months ago, he has lost a lot of weight. The young man who was originally full of energy has become a little down and out now, but the smile on his face is still bright, and the embrace he gave me is still warm.

"Hey, have you gained weight after the operation? I can't even hug her!"

He couldn't really hug him, he was just lying to me.Because his arms clinging to my back are like soft cotton candy, I can't feel his strength.It seems that he is afraid that too much force will hurt me...

"Get lost! I'm so fat!"

I thumped him on the back lightly.

"Yeah? Are you so arrogant even when you're sick? It's still exactly the same as before."

Xu Shaohui hugged me and shook me lightly, reminding me of my previous appearance in a frivolous tone.

The scent of perfume emanating from the back of his neck was so familiar, as if I had smelled it somewhere before, but I couldn't remember who it belonged to.

"You will stay with me in the United States from now on?"

"Well! After a few months, I will go back when your illness is cured! Haha!"

Although I can't see his face, I can feel his joy from his laughter, his joy that I haven't seen for a long time.

In his arms, I felt the warmth, the warmth of humanity, the temperature of a "living person" for the first time in months, and at the same time, I also felt his sincerity and true love for me...

He may be the only person I can trust in this world, and he is also the person in this world who treats me well without asking for anything in return...

ah!It feels good to have friends, and it feels good to have family and love!I really hope that it can continue like this forever, and I also hope that Xu Shaohui can always be by my side, and accompany me to face those difficult problems together like before...

I accidentally caught a glimpse of Ouyang Ze standing at the door, and there was a faint smile on his face, but that smile revealed a bit of bitterness, a bit of bitterness that is not easy to detect...