absurd life

Ouyang Ze has been teasing that child all the way, touching his little ears or pulling his little fingers from time to time, watching him happy, I just feel that I seem so redundant at this moment...

When getting off the bus, Ouyang Ze took the initiative to open the way for the woman, not so much for the woman, but for the child... I quietly followed behind Ouyang Ze, carrying our luggage and pushing towards the door in the crowded carriage …

"Goodbye."

"Come, say goodbye to uncle." The woman waved the baby's little hand to bid farewell to Ouyang Ze.

The little baby is really cute when he smiles, with a few small teeth lining his chubby face, he looks really innocent.

"Goodbye~" Ouyang Ze stretched out his hand to hold the baby's hand and smiled.

In this way, we bid farewell at the exit of the station.We didn't leave immediately, but looked at the mother and child who were gradually moving away... The little baby was lying on his mother's back, looking at us standing there, with a lovely smile on his face... This smile not only moved Ouyang Ze , also touched me...

"That kid is cute~" Ouyang Ze said to me, taking the luggage from my hand.

"Yes, very cute. Cuter than me..."

"Yeah, she's cuter than you~" Ouyang Ze deliberately annoyed me, and the smile on his face made me want to lick him.

"Go to hell!" I saved enough face for him in the crowd, I didn't reach out to hit him, I just lowered my head and said in a bold voice.

Ouyang Ze laughed again, then grabbed my arm and led me through the crowd.

"It's not good to go home empty-handed..." After walking out of the train station, Ouyang Ze stopped at the door, looked at the luggage in his hand and sighed helplessly...

"Uh...that's right...but even if you buy them, maybe you won't want them..."

"But at least buy some. If they don't want it, then we don't want it. Just do what we want." After saying that, Ouyang Ze began to look around, looking for places where he could buy "things".

There are not many things at the train station, but there are many people and many shops... Ouyang Ze walked around one shop after another, holding one after another health care products and other miscellaneous things from the shelves, just wanting to put this The surrounding things have to be moved back to our house...

"There are so many... how do we move back? Call a truck?" I felt too much when I bought it, and when he finished picking.I was helpless looking at the things piled up on the floor...

"Take a taxi, take two cars, and each of us will look at the things in the other car~" Ouyang Ze didn't seem to be in a hurry, but gave me a "bad idea" calmly.

There is no other way... Although this idea is bad, there is no other idea... So we followed his advice and stopped two taxis to go home.

"You really bought a lot of things!" Along the way, I chatted with the taxi driver.

"Um…"

"Go home to see your parents?"

"Um…"

"Your mother will be very happy to see you buying so many things." Hearing this sentence, my heart was pulled violently.

happy?Will they be happy?Will they still be happy seeing me coming with another man by my side?Would they still be happy if they knew that I had lived such a life in the past few years?

"Hehe... I hope so." I turned my head and looked out the window, looking at the familiar but unfamiliar city scenery... The changes brought to this city in the past few years are really great.There are more tall buildings than before, and some commemorative buildings have been replaced by large shopping malls or office buildings...

The environment has changed... My father, my mother will treat me the same as before...

"This is your home?" Looking at the familiar family building in front of me, listening to Ouyang Ze's exclamation, I just feel tired...

"It's pretty good. Although it's old, it feels like home~" Ouyang Ze still said to me with a smile.

"How does it feel to be at home... It's useless without the understanding of family members..." I looked down at the pile of health care products and said helplessly.

"Don't worry, maybe they will accept it after so many years." Ouyang Ze comforted me with his arms around my shoulders.

Let's hope...hope they can take it...

When going up the stairs, Ouyang Ze was always carrying those health care products, who made him buy so many.I just carried the suitcases of the two of us and walked ahead to open the way.

Stepping up the steps step by step, I got closer to the home I used to live in. At this moment, I just feel breathless.I am afraid, afraid of the unforeseen that is about to happen.

"Dong dong dong..." I knocked on the door of my house, listening to the sound of my heartbeat, and paying attention to the movement inside the door.

"Who is it?" From inside the door, I heard my mother's voice, still so familiar, still unchanged...

When I opened the door, my mother saw that it was me, and her original smiling face suddenly became stiff.The hand on the doorknob was also tightly clenched. "Why are you? Why are you here?"

"Mom...we're here to see you..." Like a child who has done something wrong, I spoke to my mother in a begging tone.

"Yeah, we're here to see you two!" Ouyang Ze pushed forward from behind, with a smile on his face, as if he didn't see the stiff expression on my mother's face...

"After so many years, you still haven't changed, you are still so depraved...well, you go." Listening to her ruthless order to drive us away, my heart is completely cold... Mom hasn't changed at all in the past few years, and I still think I let myself down...

"Don't, Mom, it's been a long time coming, let us go in." Ouyang Ze still pulled the door with a stern face, and refused to let her close it.

How could my mother hold back a strong young man in his 20s, who gave up after struggling a few times, turned around and walked inside.

"Let's go, Mom agreed to let us in." Ouyang Ze looked at the opened door as if seeing gold, and said to me excitedly.

Ouyang Ze carried big and small bags and got in through the narrow door frame with difficulty.Afterwards, just like when he arrived at his own home, he arranged his things at the door and then walked to the sofa, and sat on the sofa naturally.

My mother was sitting on another sofa, holding a cup of tea with white smoke in her hand, and gently blowing into it, "I've seen it all, you can go."

"Where's my dad?"

"In the back room, you can go and see for yourself." My mother still said to me blankly, her attitude was worse than that of a stranger.

Stepping on the floor tiles in the house, looking at the things that have not changed in the furnishings, I only feel warm and cold in my heart...

"Dad!" I yelled loudly when I walked into the back room and saw my father lying on the bed.But my father still looked at the ceiling blankly and ignored me.

What's going on here?I haven't seen my father for many years. What happened to my father!I looked at a wheelchair in the corner of the room, and felt a twinge of pain in my heart... this may be the answer...