absurd life

Today... I wasted two rolls of toilet paper, and my mood has almost improved... Wu Yao, Ouyang Ze, why don't you let me relax every time I'm with you?You are not tired I am tired!

"I'm sorry I was wrong, I shouldn't have doubted you..." The moment I opened the door, I saw Ouyang Ze looking at me with a guilty face, his eyes were reddish, it seemed that he had just cried.

"Shh, don't talk." I reached out and put my fingers on his lips, leaned forward to get closer to his face, and carefully watched the subtle changes in his face.

"I like you, the only one I love. Wu Yao is a thing of the past, I don't love him. Now...I just want to be with you and spend the rest of my life with you..." Leaning on his shoulder, Whispering his true thoughts in his ear...

At this moment, I just want him to see my true heart... No matter how arrogant and snobbish I am usually, it is not true, the real me at this moment is the most real me...

All the discomfort, all the grievances and anger just now, just like the toilet paper I flushed away, leaving no trace in my memory...

After being with him, I see everything a lot lighter, and all feelings can be completely forgotten by me in a short period of time. Maybe...he...made me mature...made me become Be sensible and don't lose your temper over small things...

"I know, I know..." Ouyang Ze caressed my back lightly, moved his lips to my ear and kissed my earlobe lightly...

"I love you…"

Lying on the bed, listening to Ouyang Ze whispering on my body, feeling him slowly taking off every piece of my clothes, feeling his hot body temperature passing over my skin, feeling... this me Loving man's gentle "movement" on me...

Lying quietly on the bed enjoying this moment, smelling the evaporated sweat from me and him...Looking up at the ceiling, looking at the ceiling without any decorations...I wish our future life would be like this Like the ceiling, I can paint freely on it, leaving good memories that only belong to me and him...

Turning his head inadvertently, he looked at the house where Wu Yao lived in the house opposite.Looking at the general outline of the furniture inside, it is always so familiar... He and I used to make love inside, lying on the bed or on the sofa, or even on the ground... But at this moment... Looking at the empty space opposite The room just felt cold.I have let go of the love that has passed away, why does Wu Yao still miss it?Why can't Wu Yao get out of his memories when I'm about to start a new life?

I don't understand...really don't understand...

Now my only wish is that I can spend my whole life with this man in my body. Wu Yao can really let go of the past, let the empty house live in a man again...

"Husband... you won't abandon me... right?" Looking at the few beads of sweat on his forehead, I asked softly.

"Never...never..." He panted heavily, answering my question in an incoherent tone.

Feeling the temperature on his body gradually rising, feeling the strength of his holding my hand gradually strengthened.I can feel his love for me, his love...is so long...

"Ah..." There was another short roar from deep in his throat, he was still lying on my body as usual, panting weakly...

Only this time...he never let go of his arms holding me...like holding a fragile glass doll, although he didn't hold me tightly, but he was still reluctant to let go...

"What's wrong?" I whispered close to his ear.

"I hope I can really grow old with you in the future... no longer like... Forget it...Rui Rui, I love you." Listening to his sudden pause, is he hiding something from me?

"No longer like what?"

"Forget it, it's over..."

"Well" since he doesn't want to say it, forget it... Everyone has their own difficulties. If he wants to say it, he will tell me in the end...

We changed positions, I still like to lie on my side next to him, I can lean my forehead against his chest and feel his heartbeat, and he can also put his arms around my shoulders to clear away the coldness in my heart... just like this quietly lying down for a long time...

"When shall we go?"

"... "

"Why don't you speak?"

"... "

When I raised my head slightly, I saw his tightly closed eyes, and the steady breath exhaled from his nostrils. It seemed that he was asleep... Even in a deep sleep, the smile on the corner of his mouth could not hide his inner feelings...

I cautiously got up to drink water, trying not to wake Ouyang Ze up.

"咚咚" looking at the bubbles in the bucket of the water dispenser, I am also a little sleepy, probably because I was too tired just now...

When I drank the clear water in the glass "gudong gudong", I felt the coolness of the water.Suddenly looking back out of the window, he found Wu Yao was sitting on the sofa shaking a glass of red wine in his hand.

Maybe he realized that I was looking at him, so he slowly turned his head to look at me.

I was naked and naked, and my body hadn't come out of the pleasure just now.There are still some beads of sweat on some places on the body. Although we are not too close, the messy hair can't hide the fact that we are in love just now...

His complicated expression betrayed his heart, his shaking hands froze in the air, and he was staring at me in rapt attention.Watching him pick up the phone from the coffee table, unlock it skillfully, press a few keys, and put the phone to his ear.But still looking at me.

"Master~ That guy is calling again~" Is he calling my number?What are you calling now?

I was afraid that the ringing of the phone would wake Ouyang Ze up, so I hurried back to the bedroom to look through the pockets of clothes thrown on the floor, took out the phone in a hurry, and then ran back to the window of the living room.

Looking at Wu Yao's incoming call on the phone, I still pressed the answer button.

"Don't you know how to wear clothes?" Seeing Wu Yao get up from the sofa and walk to the window, he still kept shaking the wine glass in his hand.

"It's not like you haven't watched it yet, and you still have to watch it again? What are you doing on the phone?"

"It's okay, I'm just idle and bored." Looking at the slightly contemptuous expression on Wu Yao's face, he suddenly felt that it was so dazzling...

"Then hang up, I still have to sleep."

When I was about to hang up the phone, there was another sentence over there. "Ruirui, even if you don't like me anymore, it's impossible for us. But I still want to tell you that you won't be happy with him..."

Before I hung up, I heard the sound of "beep" over there... When I looked up and looked at the opposite side, I found that he had already closed the light yellow curtain. The tassels on the curtain fluttered a lot, maybe it was Is it hinting at the turmoil in his heart...

Back in the bedroom, he looked at Ouyang Ze who was sleeping soundly on the bed.I leaned over and leaned against him tightly, leaned my head gently on his shoulder, closed my tired eyes and waited to fall asleep...

This time, will my future be as unhappy as Wu Yao said?no, I can not…

☆, Spoiler: Wu Yao ([-])

Chen Rui...I haven't seen this name for two years...but it's always in my mind...I just feel so warm when I recall it...

When I made that wrong decision two years ago, the love between me and him was doomed to be wiped out...

In the past two years, I have been thinking about him all the time. I think that one day in the future we will meet again, and he will still look at me and smile like before... When I embarked on a journey to find "love", it happened that the famous construction company Genius boss Ouyang Ze found me.He wants to cooperate with me and develop together with my company. This cooperation is beneficial to both of us. Although I heard that Ouyang Ze is treacherous and cunning in the industry, I still choose sign him...

As always, I decide the location of the contract. This time I decided on the city where Chen Rui is located.I hope that while I am successful in my career, I can also achieve the fulfillment of love...

But the moment I saw Chen Rui...he changed...he was no longer as innocent as before...Although I personally ruined his innocence...but I still think he can give me a chance to save it...

That night at the beach, when I heard his mouth full of money, I was really... money, money again!Such a disgusting thing changed my Chen Rui, changed his values...is it my fault?Yes, it was indeed my fault...

I tried to redeem this lost love, but I found that Chen Rui no longer has love for me... He spoke so unfeelingly... Even if I begged him humbly... what I got was still ruthless "We are just friends" ...I don't want to do this, this is not the result I want!

I bought the house opposite Chen Rui, hoping to watch him wake up and sleep every day.But why hadn't he been in that room for so long?Is it so hard to even look at him?

In the hotel, I thought I could have a chance to be alone with him, but he ran away... I found the wrong mb that night, and when I saw Chen Rui who opened the door, I really couldn't express my inner joy!Hugging him all night like this is a luxury I can't imagine for two years, but when the morning comes...he still leaves...

When I saw Ouyang Ze with him, my heart felt like I was stabbed severely.Why is he with him?Ouyang Ze is not a good person!

In front of Ouyang Ze, I acted as naturally as possible, trying to let Ouyang Ze see my feelings for Chen Rui inadvertently, so as to let go of his black hand, and not use his dirty heart to hurt Chen Rui...but when eating At that time, I knew it was impossible for Chen Rui and Ouyang Ze to do that kind of action in front of me...Even if he wanted to let go, Chen Rui would hold on tightly...When I got home, I saw Ouyang Ze and Chen Rui standing next to me In front of... I really broke down...

Chen Rui, you teach me?You teach me how to save you?To save you who is about to fall into the abyss... If, one day, the hand of my "friend" can't pull you up...then...you really can only rely on yourself...