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Even if he didn't want to, Liu Dao Mu told himself in his heart: he should never appear in front of Tsuna Kichi again.He couldn't imagine what kind of expression he would have if he saw Gang Ji lying on the floor coldly next time.The feeling of all the blood being frozen and flowing backwards is no longer bearable for me.He finally didn't dare to deceive himself at that moment, he thought he could control everything well, but in fact, he was just a coward in the past.He stopped at the door of the ward for a long time. Even though the lights in the emergency room were off, he didn't push the door to enter, but stared blankly at an unknown place.

He can only choose to let go, let time wash everything away, so that Gangji's wound can heal naturally without being stimulated, and finally everything is gone with the wind.Even... Gang Ji has his child, for the sake of the child, he should stay away from him.He should have done this from the beginning, no matter what methods or methods he adopted, Gang Ji would never believe in a person who destroys his soul from the beginning to the end, only disappearing from his life forever is right The sides are also the best.

But the pain that spread from his heart, the real struggle, reluctance, pain, guilt, and regret in his heart were intertwined and did not disappear because he chose to let go.Sometimes, he even felt that he was no longer a vampire, but a human being.So vulnerable, so emotional, this is my old self, never been.

Thinking of this, Liu Dao Mu closed the door and leaned his weight on it.

In the end, he left in a daze, no, it should be said that he escaped from the hospital.

Opening the door of the house, the surroundings are so silent. In the morning, he was not the only one living here, but now he is the only one left in the empty house.He didn't want to turn on the light, the bright light would only remind him of his guilt, it would force him to face his guilt naked.What was he to do in the presence of his fault, to kneel down and beg for forgiveness?He never believed in God, nor did he believe in the existence of any god, let alone repentance and atonement.In the past, there was no right or wrong in his world, only his own decision, and his decision was the truth of all things.But today this incident overthrew his belief, this incident really told him: he cannot control the whole world, even if he can easily decide the demise or establishment of a country, or even the whole world, but what he did is not completely correct , he will also make mistakes, he is not as perfect as he imagined, maybe so many people who have been eliminated by him should snicker, Liudaokuo, you also have today.His worldview was finally shattered by an ordinary person today, no, it was completely destroyed.

And how will you go your own way after that?Do you want to continue to maintain the current worldview, or build a brand new one?

His heart was fluctuating, as if there were two roads in front of him, but unfortunately both led to unknown directions.

Finally, when he passed by Gangji, he found that the inside had been cleaned, and the overturned bowl could not be seen, and the water in the bathroom had also been cleaned up.But he felt that everything was still alive in front of his eyes, and he could even faintly hear the sound of Gangji hiding under the quilt and crying.Looking up and looking around, I feel that the memory is so clear, as if the 9-year-old Gangji is still dependent on him, but the 24-year-old Gangji hates him.So he closed his eyes, made a phone call, and easily eliminated his figure from Tsuna's side, as if he had never appeared before.

Transfer the special ward back to the general ward, cancel the appointment of a specialist doctor to check his condition, and arrange him in a secluded ward. The same patient is a 10-year-old girl who has to go home with her parents every day, so it also reduces Gang Ji. time with other people.Liudao Mukuro tried every means to prepare his favorite things for him, but he had to be careful not to let him find out.Maybe he is atoning for his sins... He smiled wryly, atoneting for the world.

And Gangji woke up a few hours after being rescued in the emergency room, but because of the previous physical and mental injuries and this blow, he remained asleep most of the time, and the time he slept was longer than the time he was awake. Less, but doctors say it's natural and the body's self-healing.A few days later, Tsuna's waking hours began to stabilize.But in the first few days, he still refused to communicate with anyone, just hid in the quilt all day long, even if the doctor wanted to check him, he didn't want to let him touch him, he didn't even scream, just shrunk into a small ball Afterwards, he kept trembling and refused to eat.After almost a week, although he was still unwilling to speak and refused to answer the doctor's questions, he could at least get the doctor to help him with a routine examination, but the time should not be too long, otherwise the panic attack would occur and he would tremble all over When he got up and struggled to get away from the doctor who was examining him, his breathing would also become very difficult, and he almost breathed too fast a few times and had problems with his heart and lungs.Fortunately, as soon as the doctor was out of his sight, everything improved.

But during a physical examination, Tsunaki was very violent. When the doctor wanted to take off his coat, he felt sick and disturbed directly by the contact of outsiders, so he vomited everything in his stomach come out.In fact, he hadn’t eaten this week, and he only lived on glucose drips, so most of what he vomited out was water and stomach acid. What's disturbing is that Gangji still didn't make a sound during the whole process.The doctor finally had to sedate him and completed the examination for him immediately.In fact, judging from Gang Ji's current situation, he could have been discharged from the hospital long ago, but Gang Ji refused to be discharged, perhaps because once he leaves the hospital, he will face himself again. place of refuge.

Knowing this situation, Liudaokuo was silent for a long time. He knew that the doctor was waiting for his answer, and no matter what he said, the hospital would follow suit. "Let him be discharged from the hospital and tell him that he can go back to his own home and will not be controlled by anyone anymore." After being silent, Liudao Mu finally said, since he doesn't want to see him, then don't see him again.Even so, Rokudoko actually bought the house next door to Tsunayoshi a few days ago, and installed various monitors during the time when Tsunayoshi was not at home.So now he could clearly see that he was trying to open the door with the key, his hands were trembling, and he couldn't even hold the key firmly. After 5 minutes of struggle, the door was finally opened successfully.

The moment he closed the door, Tsuna fell completely limp to the ground, if it wasn't for the intermittent sobs, Liu Daoku almost thought he had fainted.

During the few days in the hospital, except for the physical examination, Gangji never cried once.Most of the time he sat on the bed, like a puppet, looking out the window quietly. At that time, he looked lifeless as if his soul had been sucked out.But looking at him now lying on the ground weakly, crying like a baby, it seems that he has been restraining himself all this time, only showing his emotions when the fear is unbearable.

What Tsuna is doing is escaping from reality, doing everything he can to appear as "normal" as he can, so he takes off his mask in this place he thinks is safe.

Liudaokui only felt a dull pain in his heart. He closed his eyes, but his ears could still hear him crying faintly. The sobbing just now had turned into howling, and sometimes he would pause for a few seconds because of the choking of the trachea. Then he would cry louder, and after a while his voice would become hoarse, he would cough with a dry throat, and finally, tired of crying, he would lie on the floor and fall asleep.But Liu Daoku could see that Tsuna Kichi's brows were furrowed, and he twisted his body uncomfortably from time to time.From crying to falling asleep for 2 hours, Rokudokuro was watching, he was watching the monitor while listening to his crying.

Now he is only qualified to look at him through the distant air, he wants to make him stop crying, but he can't, he can only sit here and wait until something happens to save him, and he has to save his Identity try to hide the past.Everything he does often has a detailed plan, but he can't control everything in front of Tsunaki. It was before, it is now, and I believe it will be in the future. He can only come up with it after the event happens. remedy.Although he doesn't like this feeling, but for the sake of Gangji, he can try his best to think of the most perfect remedy.

It's just... Looking at Gang Ji's belly that has not yet appeared, he couldn't help feeling even more sad. If Gang Ji found out that he was pregnant with his own child, he would kill the baby without hesitation.He had to think of some way to stop his decision.

Days passed day by day before Liu Dao Mu thought of a perfect solution.In the first week, Gang Ji also spent almost 24 hours a day crying, completely ignoring his own personal needs. Later, he gradually became willing to go out and actively seek help from doctors. Up to now, his work seems to be no different from ordinary people.And Liu Dao Mu only watched Tsuna from the distant air from the beginning to the end, like an invisible patron saint silently guarding him.Although it has been almost four months since that incident happened, Liudaomu knew that Tsuna had never forgotten what he had done to him, because he had never seen his smile again, never once...

Sometimes Liu Dao Mu felt that Tsunayoshi's expression was more like a robot than a human, there was no happiness, some only left pain, he just lived to live.And Liu Daomui is also very afraid of receiving the news that Tsuna has committed suicide every day. Even though he stares at Tsuna nearly 24 hours a day, he is still afraid.

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