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When Tsuna woke up from his sleep again, he found that the sun beside the bed had turned into a dim yellow, perhaps it was almost dusk.But he no longer has the concept of time, and he doesn't know how Liu Daomao made himself fall asleep, perhaps because of the vampire's ability.But he didn't feel panic or fear, maybe he had long been unrequited, he looked at the white ceiling, but the white made him panic again.

"Are you okay?" A gentle and positive male voice rang in his ear.Hearing a stranger's voice, he couldn't help shaking his whole body while holding the quilt, and then slowly turned his head to the side where the sound came from, but his movements seemed to be facing the death penalty.He saw a man in a white coat sitting next to him, with a reassuring and unaffected smile on his face, as if his face had some kind of magical power, which made Tsuna feel relaxed inexplicably.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you." Noticing Gang Ji's defense against himself, the man stood up and turned gracefully in a circle at a speed that would not arouse Gang Ji's alertness: "Look, I don't have a weapon."

"Who are you?" Even so, Gang Ji was still shivering on the bed, and then pulled the quilt to his face, only showing his eyes, carefully looking at the man from the corner of his eye.

"I'm your psychotherapist, don't worry. I won't hurt you, and I'll walk with you the rest of the way." The doctor, who claimed to be his own therapist, continued with a warm smile.

"Am I sick?" Tsunaki confirmed that the man would not hurt him, but he still didn't trust him, so he stared nervously at the man.

The man laughed immediately after listening to Gangji's question: "Don't be afraid, do you think you are sick?"

"Of course I didn't..." Tsuna replied with some anxiety. He was always afraid of doctors subconsciously, perhaps because when he realized that he liked men and this nature could not be cured by doctors, his parents once Took him countless times to see a psychotherapist just to get him back to "normal".But now it seems that he is still very scared, so...why do I need a psychiatrist?

The man seemed to have noticed Gang Ji's doubts, and continued to ask with a smile: "Have you encountered any terrible things?" Hearing the man's inquiry, Gang Ji's whole body turned cold, and the terrible hell immediately appeared in front of his eyes. The man whipped himself stingingly, and there was a penetrating sensation in his lower body. When he saw the man forcing him to tell something he didn't know, he was breathless for a second.

"Gangji, don't think about it. It's safe here, no one or anything will hurt you. Now listen to my beat command, remember to slow down your breathing, inhale...exhale...inhale..." Then Following the doctor's rhythm, Tsuna subconsciously followed the instructions and began to slow down his breathing. Then his eyes returned to normal, and the pure white room appeared again. He seemed to escape the terrible memory temporarily.

The doctor was careful not to touch Gang Ji's bottom line, while explaining to him: "Gang Ji, you are not sick, you just have post-traumatic stress disorder, which is caused by your psychological state after encountering or fighting against severe stress. Disorder sequelae. Listen to my command slowly and don't think about what happened to you, okay?" Hearing the doctor's words, Tsunaki nodded while tears were streaming from her eyes.

"Can you tell me how scared you are now?" Tsuna nodded.

"Are you afraid to get in touch with people?" Without much hesitation, he nodded again.

"Did you have hallucinations after that incident?" the doctor continued to ask.

"Sometimes I feel like the whole room disappears before my eyes, and then I go back to... back to..." Gang Ji swallowed, unable to speak anymore, so tears continued to flow from his eyes.

"It doesn't matter, that's normal." The doctor put a box of tissues in front of Gang Ji: "Wipe your tears." Seeing Gang Ji pulling out the tissues one by one to wipe away the tears on his face, he Only then continue to ask.

"Don't be afraid, crying is a good thing, it allows you to express your fear and pain in moderation. So cry out..."

"Can I go back to the past?" However, after hearing the doctor's words, Gang Ji stared at the box of tissues and said.

"Please don't think like this. You don't want to go back to the past, but to create a better future for yourself. As long as you are willing, you can." The doctor looked at him encouragingly.

"People like me... can I get better?" Gang Ji burst into tears again because of the doctor's words.

"No one deserves better, it depends on whether you have worked hard for it." The doctor smiled.

"But now... I feel that I am no longer myself, maybe I am just an object, I don't even feel alive, and... I am very tired." Gang Ji said while choking.

"Gangji, Gangji...look at me, don't be nervous..." Seeing him like this, the doctor also seemed a little anxious, and he hurriedly started calling him until his eyes shifted to himself.

"Promise me something?" Sensing that Gang Ji's situation was more serious than he imagined, he couldn't help but asked worriedly.

"What is it?" Gang Ji desperately wiped away the tears in his eyes with a tissue, in fact, his eyes were red and swollen from crying.

"You have to promise me to give up any self-harm behavior, can you promise me?" The doctor said to Gang Ji in a serious tone, and Gang Ji was silent for a long time before reluctantly nodding.

"Very well, I will prescribe some medicine for you. Although these medicines are not a big problem in relieving your pain, they can prevent you from falling into this pain again as much as possible. But during this period of treatment, you can't just rely on food You still have to overcome it by yourself, so you may face the dilemma of collapse and despair, but it will pass one day, and I will guide you as much as possible during this period, don’t worry, okay?” After listening According to the doctor's words, Gangji said in a low voice: "I see."

"Here is a week's worth of medicine. Come to me for a follow-up visit every half a month. Do remember to obediently follow up and take medicine on time, you know?" The doctor always felt a little worried, so he repeatedly urged.

"I see..." Gang Ji held the medicine in his palm, but the expression on his face couldn't tell what mood he was in now.

"Then I look forward to seeing you in half a month." The doctor finally sighed and walked out of the room.

Outside the door of the ward was Liudao Mukui who had been waiting for a long time. Although he didn't seem to have any expression on his face, there was still a look of worry flashing through his eyes.Seeing the doctor come out, Liu Dao Mu hurriedly asked, "Is he alright?"

"As far as his situation is concerned, it's okay. Although he promised me that he wouldn't hurt himself, I'm still worried that he will self-harm or even commit suicide." The doctor told Liu Dao Mu his worries.

"I will definitely be optimistic about him." Liu Daokuo thought so, let's stay with Gang Ji these few days, although he hates his approach, but for his safety.

"But you don't need to watch him too closely, lest he bear unnecessary pressure." The doctor handed the pharmacy he opened to Liudaoku and said: "Remember to ask him to take the medicine on time."

"En." Liudao Mu nodded: "Okay, thank you."

"This is the first time I've seen you say thank you to me, even though I've known you for hundreds of years." The doctor scratched his head and was very surprised by Liudaokuo's thanks: "I really didn't expect that you would do this for me." A human can do this." Liu Dao Mu didn't say much, he didn't want to talk about Tsunayoshi's affairs, in fact, he didn't really want to bother the doctor, considering his character.But Gang Ji's illness could not be delayed any longer.After he sent the doctor away, he went to the ward to visit Gangji.

Liu Daokuo sat on the doctor's chair and looked at Tsunaki cautiously, for fear that he would touch any of his fragile nerves.It was found that Gang Ji's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he kept sniffing his nose. His body instinctively shrank into a ball when he came in, but he didn't hide under the quilt.Maybe it's a good decision to take him to see a doctor... Liudao Mukuro thinks so.

"Do you want to eat?" Liu Dao Mu continued to ask in his most gentle tone, with fear and caution in his heart, maybe Tsuna Kichi would ignore him as before.But after waiting for a long time, when he finally saw Gang Ji nodding hesitantly, he found that he had the urge to cry, and he had to take a few deep breaths to suppress himself.Only the eyes that are about to get wet tell me: In fact, I also have such a human side.

"Then I'll serve it, okay?" Hearing what Liudaokuo said, Tsunayoshi nodded again.

Liu Daoku watched Tsuna pick up the spoon and put the porridge into his mouth one bite at a time, and the tingling feeling he was gradually familiar with came back to his heart. "Gang Ji, can you trust me one more time? I will treat you well this time." Gang Ji didn't respond to him, but his body shook, and then he continued to eat the bowl of porridge.

——It’s just that his slowly chewing eyes made Liu Dao Mu feel that something was wrong.

It felt like swallowing the Last Supper.

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