Xiu Erdai's daily essays

04044 - can't say

Big brother: "Do you want to encounter a catastrophe?"

Me: "I hope it won't happen again, but if it must happen, then I hope that I can be a force to protect Yunxiazong in the next catastrophe, so that as many things as possible can be preserved for the next ten thousand years."

Eldest brother: "As long as you have cultivated to the stage of transforming into a god, even if you die before the catastrophe occurs, you must have participated in the preparations for surviving the next catastrophe."

Me: "Have you started preparing now?"

Eldest brother: "Of course, such a dangerous thing must not be forgotten at all times. It would be best if it could not happen."

Me: "Is 'not happening' really better than 'happening'? Must be better?"

Eldest brother: "Change the subject, I can't go on with this one."

Me: "Can I make a fake Lingbao out of the little gift?"

Big brother: "How fake is the Lingbao?"

Me: "The imitation embroidery picture is used to deceive people's vase Lingbao."

Eldest brother: "There is still a villain missing."

Me: "There are no ghosts in the Pet Secret Realm, so villains have to go back to the main world to have them, so does the combined gift connect the two worlds?"

Big Brother: "Try?"

Let me try."

Zhou Qingxing: "Pei Lin, you said that you have been maintaining a communication connection with your elder brother, so do you often chat? Are you unable to find something to say? Will there be an awkward atmosphere?"

Me: "No. It won't be embarrassing for me to stay together for a long time without talking, and if he and I want to, we can talk for a whole year without stopping."

Although I am a chatterbox, the senior brother is also very eloquent, plus I know each other well and have the same interests, there is no topic to talk about, at most he will unilaterally hide me, but he will also find reasons for the concealment, and tell me I explain that reason, so the conversation can still continue.So I and the elder brother only have things we are too lazy to talk about, and there is nothing we can't talk about.

04045 - coquettish

Zhou Qingxing: "Won't your brother hide certain things from you because you are a child?"

Me: "I've been hidden a lot, and I've been treated like a kid on most occasions, but basically, I don't feel bad about it."

Zhou Qingxing: "I'm not sad, I just want to do something for my brothers. Although my brothers say that my life itself brings them a lot of happiness, I still hope that I can have more value than existence itself .”

Me: "Don't worry, maybe one day we will meet the opportunity. Before we meet, we can act like a baby at will."

Zhou Qingxing: "Acting like a baby?"

The elder brother also asked, "Acting like a baby?"

Me: "Just act like a baby, can't you? Is there anything wrong with children acting like a baby to their own adults? Is it okay to enjoy pampering while you are still being pampered? Don't you have to wait until you are not favored and have no one to rely on?" Time to reminisce about an underused childhood?"

Me: "I think 'dependence' and 'dependence' are not derogatory terms in a complete sense, at least they show that there are trustworthy people around us. If our dependence is not a burden to these people but sweetness, then, Why do we have to avoid it? To prove that we have grown up? But so what if we are children for a lifetime?"

Zhou Qingxing: "How can we judge that our dependence is not a burden to adults but sweet? Also, the word 'sweet' is a bit strange."

Me: "As weird as 'Baojiao'? Showing weakness?"

Zhou Qingxing: "The focus of my sentence is at the front."

Me: "The basis of judgment is feeling. The person you are willing to rely on must be familiar to you, and every move of the familiar person, can't you judge their state? They are tired, repelled, unhappy, joyful...should be able to feel?"

Zhou Qingxing: "What if their ability to pretend is better than my ability to judge?"

Me: "There is no impeccable disguise, especially when two people get along day and night, one can't hide the truth from the other. If you really feel that your brothers treat you as a burden and you think that you are following their behavior If you don’t see any evidence of a burden in the book, then either you’re overthinking it, or you’ve actually found the evidence but just won’t admit it.”

Zhou Qingxing had a serious face: "If I subconsciously refused to admit it... am I afraid that I won't be able to rely on it after admitting it? So, do I actually want to rely on it?"

04046-Don't be obtrusive

Me: "There is nothing wrong with this logical chain, but if you continue to think along this line of thought, your brothers may come to trouble me and feel that I have bullied you."

Zhou Qingxing: "I don't maintain a constant communication connection with my brothers, so they won't know. Pei Lin, if I go to ask my brothers for something coquettishly, can you measure their emotional value? Including liking , hate, impatience, tolerance and other values."

Me: "That's your specialty, let me see if I can buy a related detector."

Zhou Qingxing: "The tester is easy to buy, but you have to have a suitable excuse to install it on your brothers."

Me: "The excuse is simple, big brother, help us think of one."

Eldest brother: "Don't make excuses, just tell the truth. Anyway, you have to buy a lot of things. After you buy them, you will definitely try them one by one according to the instructions. The Zhou family brothers just happened to be the objects for you to experiment with emotion detection instruments. The only thing you and Zhou Qingxing need to pay attention to is that the time overlap between your experiment and Zhou Qingxing's temptation should be natural and not abrupt."

Zhou Qingxing, who was listening to the public release, said, "How can we ensure the naturalness?"

Eldest brother: "You can do whatever you want, Pei Lin will cooperate with you. You just need to keep your naturalness as much as possible, and at the same time leave the parts that may be unnatural to Pei Lin. Your brothers don't know Pei Lin well, so Pei Lin Some of their abrupt behaviors can still be understood as normal in their eyes, which greatly reduces the possibility of you getting out of gangs."

Zhou Qingxing: "But this doesn't guarantee that you won't wear clothes?"

Big brother: "There is no absolute thing. But if you think about it or do it, you may be known by others. If you can't bear the consequences of being known, you'd better give up doing it instead of relying on luck to bless you from being known."

Me: "You can try to think about it first, what will happen if your brother knows that you want to collect their emotional data?"

Zhou Qingxing: "They will take the initiative to hand over their data to me, take the initiative to design the experimental process for me, and try to make their own emotions happy when I collect the data."

04047- Believe in your own worth

Big brother: "If you start out assuming that they are unhappy, assuming that they are just pretending to be happy to make you happy, then your data collection operation is actually unnecessary, because even if the data you collect shows that they are happy , you will not accept it, you will directly define it as cheating. Only when you see the data showing that they are dissatisfied in front of you, you will have the feeling of 'really so', even though, in fact, the dissatisfaction is not aimed at Yours, you will not go to further analysis and judgment."

Big brother: "You just want to get a 'rejected' conclusion, and then you can feel sorry for yourself."

Zhou Qingxing's eyes widened: "I didn't mean that, of course I hope my brothers don't have any psychological burden because of me."

Big brother: "But you think it's impossible for them to be free of burdens."

Zhou Qingxing opened her mouth, but couldn't continue speaking.

Eldest brother: "I'm very glad that my junior brother Pei will not suffer as much as you. If he suspects that someone sees him as a burden, he will directly ask the person concerned. If the person gives a negative answer, he will accept it and continue as usual. Get along with that person seriously, and if the person gives an affirmative answer, he also accepts, and then reduces or cuts off contact with that person altogether."

Me: "I haven't cut off contact with anyone for such reasons."

Big brother: "Because no one completely sees you as a burden. You also believe that you will not only cause trouble to others but not bring any benefits to that person. You believe in your own value."

Me: "At least my face is pleasing to the eye, and it's quite qualified as an ornament."

Zhou Qingxing: "Is it valuable to be a decoration?"

Me: "Of course. If you don't believe me, look at the price of exquisite decorations. As long as the decorations have no practical value, as long as they are beautiful enough, the price can rise without limit. The equipment just to preserve them is expensive. I can still protect myself anyway."

Eldest brother: "Zhou Qingxing, your brothers have tried their best to create a comfortable environment for you. At the same time, they don't deprive you of your freedom. They allow you to contact the outside world and let you understand that you belong to a different kind in this secret realm." , they hope you can still be happy on the basis of accepting reality."

Eldest brother: "Of course they can completely cut off your contact with the outside world and make you purely happy unconsciously, but deception cannot last a lifetime, and they who have experienced family changes are also worried that if one day they encounter an accident, they will not be able to protect you." You, so they both protect you and make you face the truth."

Big brother: "Your brothers are not trying so hard to make you feel uneasy. You just need to accept their favor, and then try to make yourself excellent and happy. Happiness is what they expect from you, and excellence is to ensure that you will always be happy down weapon."

Big brother: "What is good? It depends on your own definition. Some people want to be able to control others, some people want to be free from others; If you don’t have a specific expectation, it’s empty talk to say whether you are good or not. Only when you know where your goal is, can you see whether you have reached your goal, or how far you are from your goal. "