Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2576_ little consciousness

Ever since Bingsu entered the rented house, he has fidgeted and looked around the structure of the house, as if he still had the urge to chisel the wall—if I wasn’t here, he might have chiseled it.

After a while, Bing Su finally calmed down a little, and sat across from me: "Thank you senior for not exposing me in front of Dai Yeyi just now."

Me: "Don't worry, I just have nothing to do recently, so I can continue to observe my little girl by staying here."

Bingsu: "Ah, senior's cat, it's okay to let it out, I'm not afraid of cats, although... uh, we can still get along well."

Even if the cat bullied you when you were still a parrot?

Me: "My storage utensils formed a complete small world not long ago, and my cat is playing in it freshly, and I have little interest in the main world for the time being."

The enlarged fur ball screamed in the small black room.

Pei Bing shook his head and sighed: "Like the new and dislike the old, oh, no, it's like having a male god and forgetting about pets."

Xiao Sui happily began to tease my consciousness again.

I try to tighten my consciousness as much as possible, and prevent it from condensing in Xiao Sui's space, at least so that Xiao Sui can't hug her, and at most she can shake up her scattered consciousness like a light smoke.

Xiao Sui's thinking can overlap with mine, that is, some of his intentional thoughts, such as passionate embrace, can be poured into my mind, allowing me to watch short movies in my mind.However, after I have been trained to know Xiao Sui's intention to do these things and be vigilant against it, I can distinguish which thoughts are my own and which are led by Xiao Sui, and then put those thoughts of Xiao Sui directly into memory Curney, I don't watch it.

——When dealing with excessive information and some other people's private information that has been set to bypass the program, I often do this, and I am already familiar with it.

When I multitask, each "use" corresponds to a relatively independent part of my consciousness, that is to say, when I do several things at the same time, my complete consciousness is separated into small consciousnesses. Each of these small consciousnesses is connected to my main body consciousness and can return to the main body at any time. When leaving the main body temporarily, they can focus on doing what they should do without being affected by other small consciousnesses and only controlled by the main body consciousness. .

It’s a bit of a fine-grained feeling, but this kind of fine-grained division can be canceled at any time, so it’s very convenient after getting used to it. You can think about several things at the same time. If you give each little consciousness a fake body, they can go to the main world separately and at the same time. do things differently.

But now I am still at the level of 'being able to think about multiple things at the same time', and I dare not put my little consciousness in a fake body and put it in the main world.

2577_The World of Lingbao

The main obstacle is that these small consciousnesses are controlled by the divine consciousness. As long as I leave my body, I, who have very limited control over the spiritual consciousness, cannot guarantee that they will not get out of control. Once they get out of control, I will face the problem of divine consciousness being injured , that is a disaster that I cannot solve alone.

But I can do simulation training, that is, wandering around in the Suiqi, which is absolutely safe, and it is the same as playing split in my own consciousness...it is the same before the Suiqi spirit wakes up.Now, these little consciousnesses still need to deal with the harassment of the little follower.Wearing fake leather or not, Xiaosui can grasp my consciousness and touch it, because Xiaosui's weapon spirit can also exist in the form of consciousness, which is on the same level as my consciousness. There is no dimensional wall, and I can hug it casually.

I can only let my small consciousness enter the small sui less and not condense after it enters, so that the small sui can only grab some tiny particles, which is not real.Although Xiao Sui can also turn his consciousness into small particles, he still feels more comfortable in the human form, with a human figure of my size.

Xiao Sui is now researching the method of gathering these scattered consciousnesses, and the progress is going well. After all, he already knows how I disperse, and it can be condensed by reversing.It's about the same difficulty as me playing dismantling and merging...

The fur ball grinds its claws: "I only dare to play with consciousness, but he is going out to play with real people. If you have the courage, go out and force yourself."

Strong on...who?

Pei Bing: "Why are you pretending to be stupid? Of course it's you. Fortunately, you don't have to sleep or take a bath naked now, otherwise..."

Fuqiu, you learned badly.

Pei Bing, you coward, you don't even dare to compete for favor.

Pei Bing: "You don't understand, our spirit treasures don't need physical intercourse, what we pursue is spiritual integration. As long as I am in Sui Sui, I am satisfied. Sui Sui's pursuit is my pursuit, and I am willing to assist you in Sui Sui .I am not a follower, I am his attendant."

I:"……"

Xiao Sui: "Master, don't worry about matters between Lingbao, we will definitely get along friendly and will never delay your affairs."

I really don't understand the world of Lingbao...

I asked Bingsu: "It's convenient, can I ask what you plan to do next? About Dai Yeyi."

Bingsu: "...Actually, I don't know either. I just wanted to see him, and after seeing him, I wanted to stay by his side longer. It would be better if I could help him. However, he doesn't seem to be He needs my help. His job is going well and he has many friends. The only thing that is not so smooth is that he just broke up with this girlfriend, but he doesn’t seem to be sad about it. It should be a normal and peaceful breakup, no one is needed comfort."

2578_ what do you want to do

Bingsu was at a loss: "What else can I do for him?"

He doesn't look very smart after cultivating in human form. No wonder he took a lot of time to get rid of the bad habits of monsters and really turn into the path of monster cultivation after he clearly made up his mind to practice hard as a parrot.Instinct talent is very good, but brainless, this kind of guy will go smoothly if he goes the right way, but if he goes astray, it will be very troublesome to get back.

Me: "Maybe you can think about it differently. What do you hope to get from him? What makes you reluctant to leave after seeing him?"

Byeongsu: "...I don't know, although I did a lot of stupid things when I was around him before, and I don't miss those stupid things at all, but I miss that happy feeling very much. I like being around him. Feel."

Uh... this seems to be...

"Is he in love with Dai Yeyi?" Xiao Sui said.

Not necessarily, maybe just attachment to parents.

I asked Bingsu: "Let me make sure, do you want to get along with Dai Yeyi alone, or with a group of his friends? Do you know his friends? I saw some of yours because of the mission records." In the introduction, it said that Dai Ye often took you to friends' gatherings in the past."

Bing Su showed an embarrassed expression again, but still admitted: "Yes."

Me: "Does it make you uncomfortable just by mentioning things when you were a parrot?"

Bingsu: "You can say that. But don't deliberately avoid this topic, it's okay, I just thought it was stupid at that time, and I don't want to look back, but it's not all bad memories."

I can understand that when I do something stupid, it makes me sick to think about it afterwards, and the worst thing is that every time I think about something stupid, I just can't stop replaying that stupid scene over and over in my head , It's almost like constant thinking.

Bingsu: "It doesn't matter if you are alone or with a group of people, as long as you can see Dai Yeyi."

Without possessiveness, it doesn't look like love.

I also want to ask Bingsu if he has any intentions to make a fuss about Dai Yeyi, but although demon cultivators are generally very unrestrained on such topics, Bingsu is just a new demon, so he may not be able to accept a conversation of this scale. Especially when talking to someone who knows his dark history, I am polite:

"You live next door to him for at least a year, and there's always a chance that you'll find out what you want and can do for him."

2579_ help

Bingsu nodded, and returned my courtesy: "Senior Pei, don't stay here to help me if you have something to do. If Dai Ye also asks, I will use a dummy to fool you. I will pay you back the money I owe you as soon as possible."

Me: "Do you know how much a mortal's three meals a day are? What is a normal daily routine, and what is abnormal but more normal? Which news can be used as the content of neighbors' conversations, and which ones are not only inappropriate but may be Arouse conflicts? What tips can help neighbors help neighbors when they need it, and make neighbors feel good about you? What tips will allow you to build friendship with neighbors by asking for help without making neighbors dislike you? Are you in trouble?"

Me: "These are not detailed in the guide to life in the mortal world. You used to be a parrot and you probably didn't pay attention to these details. Besides, even if you did, it was more than ten years ago. The changes in the mortal world are very big." Hurry up, in more than ten years, fashion has changed several times, and the previous experience is not applicable now."

Bingsu: "Senior Pei, you mean that you know the correct way of life for mortals? But, you haven't settled in the mortal world for a long time recently?"

Me: "But Feicheng is the site of the Pei family, and there is the Yunxiazong office. I can get all the trends here in real time. It must be more targeted than the general life guide. Moreover, although I haven't recently, I have used it before." Having lived in the mortal world for a long time, I can play a good outsider who is not very adapted to the local life, has some eccentricities, but is basically easy to get along with."

Me: "Of course, if you believe that you can handle all unexpected situations by yourself, I will not insist on staying. I admit that I am very curious about demon cultivators, and you who have gone from ordinary beasts to demon beasts and become demon cultivators again." I am very curious and want to observe you, but if you firmly refuse, I will definitely leave immediately."

Bingsu: "...No, actually I need help very much. I was overwhelmed with nervousness when I saw Dai Yeyi. It would make me feel at ease to have someone who knows the situation by my side. Although you know that my previous stupid things made me I'm a little embarrassed, but because you already know it, I don't need to hide it anymore, which is also a kind of relaxation. I just don't want to cause you trouble again. "

Me: "Actually, I think that when you are a parrot, your behavior can't all be classified as stupid. That kind of unscrupulousness is also a very good state under certain circumstances."

Bingsu: "Being unscrupulous because of ignorance is not the same as true courage."

Me: "Ah, it's good if you can tell the difference, I just don't think it's necessary to completely deny the past."