Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2320_Light reading

Some disciples of the Hehuan Sect didn't like my act of spreading spiritual consciousness, but because most of my fellow disciples supported me, or neither supported nor opposed it, it was inconvenient to oppose me too much, so they didn't put a cross on my sign, and instead It is to choose to leave Zangshu Pavilion temporarily.

There are also some people who mind my spiritual sense running around--spiritual power is easier to block, but consciously blocking other people's spiritual sense is very laborious for low-cultivation, it is better to directly spread the spiritual sense--but they are not in my mind. I left before the start of work, but chose to stay and see the situation first, to see if my shop consciousness would make them uncomfortable.

Facts have proved that my spiritual consciousness is not so messed up that they can't bear it, on the contrary, it is quite regular. I walked on the jade slip shelf together with my spiritual power, and even the hand of the person who took the jade slip from the shelf You can also avoid most of them.If I hadn't reminded you in advance, many people wouldn't have realized that I used spiritual power and consciousness on a large scale.

So those who left after seeing the warning sign, after a while, came back to read the materials under the description of the fellow students who stayed in the Library Pavilion.

After reading the jade slips in one area, I changed to another place, sat down and continued to look at the jade slips in another area, until I finished reading all the materials that can be read in the early stage of Jindan in the Hehuan Zongshu Pavilion.

Then I say goodbye.

"I've come to Hehuan Sect to stay so long and only read books. You can forget about it if you suffocate to death." Some people were dissatisfied.

"The problem is, I don't seem to be holding back. There is a clear difference between pretending to have no desires and really having no desires. Pei Xiaodai seems to be really dumb, and he didn't respond to Elder Feng's teasing of him."

"Elder Feng can't explain the problem, the sexual orientation is wrong."

"Naively, there are too many male cultivators who claim to only love the same sex, and it's not just one or two who have been teased by Elder Feng to the point of limp, and have changed to claim that both men and women love each other."

"That only shows that Pei Xiaodai's perception of his own sexuality is correct."

"Correct bastard, he didn't respond even if the male cultivator teased him. Useless?"

"How can you be so mean to a child? He's just immature and underdeveloped."

"It's Jindan stage, isn't it young? If he is a disciple of Hehuan Sect, he would be considered an elder now."

"A disciple of the Yunxia Sect has to be counted according to the standards of the Yunxia Sect. Jin Danqi is a junior in the Yunxia Sect. Besides, even if he is a disciple of the Hehuan Sect, his physical age is still underage. What is more annoying is that he is sixteen, seventeen, or eight years old. This is at a critical point, it can’t be considered a complete child’s body, but it’s really not yet mature. If the morals are low, you can go up, but if the morals are high, you can’t do it. Annoying.”

2321_ what do you want

"Esteem? Don't put gold on your face. Isn't the main reason why you can't get in? You can't control him? That slippery one, even if the cultivation base is higher than him, you can't shamelessly try to force him. Hit, don't break his spirit Treasure's defense; catch, he hides so that people can't attack; when hiding, he will sneak up on you once or twice, and threaten your face with tricks, can you bear it? He is not tempted yet. It's the nemesis, Elder Jiang Lin It really left a piece of delicacy that I couldn't eat in my mouth, it's too greedy."

Someone asked me bluntly: "What kind of girlfriend do you want? As long as you tell me, we will send you to bed. Don't mention anything else, just break your virginity first. Look at your alluring face, matched with virginity Angry, troublesome. It's the Jindan period, and you are familiar with my sect's materials, so you should be able to handle the adjustment of spiritual power after losing your virginity?"

I would like to ask first: "What is the name of 'Pei Xiaodai'?"

"I just call you. Because you're dumb." The answer was very straightforward, as if the word "dumb" didn't have any derogatory connotations.

Pei Bing: "Stay deep and be cute naturally, it's a compliment."

I:"……"

"Don't change the subject. Buddy, what kind of buddy do you want?"

In fact, I am still more concerned about my broken virginity, and the Hehuan Sect is very professional in this area. If they help me find it, this sex partner should not have any sequelae, and it will definitely make me happy in bed. ...

Nope, "How can I be so repulsed by the thought of going skin-to-skin with a stranger?" I asked the experts.

Expert: "That's easy, just find acquaintances. Do you know most of the disciples of this sect? You can choose whatever you want. As long as you ask, you will definitely be able to find one that meets your requirements. The world is so big, you must have it if you want it, the key You have to find it. You don’t have to worry about the problem you’re looking for, just ask for it.”

Me: "But if you are an acquaintance, the relationship will change after you have sex, especially if you don't want to have sex after one or two sexes, it will be more awkward to get along with in the future."

"How could this be embarrassing? Solving each other's physical needs is the same as fighting to vent a little desire to fight. It's over after the fight. It doesn't matter if you don't want to fight the second time after fighting once."

...Sorry, I'm not as professional as you guys in this area, and I can't think so clearly.In my opinion, although sexual desire is a normal physiological need like appetite, sex is much more private and not suitable for sharing.The key point is that sex is not something that one person can do, and once other people are involved, things may be out of my personal control, and I don't like losing control.

Me: "Maybe I should go to Puppet Embankment to order a friend with benefits."

The Hehuan Sect expert was heartbroken: "How can the comfort of the magic weapon compare to that of a living person?"

2322_requirements

Me: "You guys are too sure. The custom-made magic weapon takes into account my all-round needs. Why must it be worse than a stranger or a half-stranger who doesn't know me very well? You also often cooperate with Puppet Di. "

"Is it the same thing for training and enjoyment? We must find you an expert who is proficient in dual cultivation, and he will definitely be able to fully take care of all your needs and changes in the process of dual cultivation."

Me: "It's so professional, that is, it only relies on skills to pursue the refreshment in double cultivation. Do you know that I am completely unresponsive to the Acacia Sect's dual cultivation skills, and I used to be a little impulsive."

"It's useless, it's really useless. Who allowed him to look at our library at will? Let the children read too much stuff. Now it's better, and he has developed frigidity."

"He can see it for sure, Elder Jiang Lin's own collection of such things is enough for him to be numb."

"Don't panic. Pei Dai, the key to not arousing your interest lies in 'only' relying on skills. What if the other party shows love to you?"

Me: "That's more troublesome. If he loves me and I agree to a one-night stand with him if I don't love him, even if you force him not to pester me afterwards, I will feel uncomfortable. To be precise, if I find out The other person has love for me, and I think I will not return this love, then I will not agree to have a relationship with him from the beginning."

"So tell me your request! I don't believe it anymore, and there are friends with sex we can't find!"

Don't yell the word 'friends with benefits' so loudly... Oh, this is your Acacia sect's domain.It doesn't matter if you yell casually, yelling pornographic texts.

I thought about it seriously, and replied: "Before I met him, I wasn't sure, so I'll just talk about my hypothesis?"

The number of people who came to listen suddenly increased.

It doesn't matter, add as you like, most of you Hehuan Sect disciples don't meet my aesthetics at all.

Me: "When I'm around him, I need to be able to relax. At least I can't keep a conscious mind to deal with his possible attacks. If I can't do this, then it's impossible to go to bed. It's impossible for me to stay alert. sexually aroused."

"So people whose cultivation level is lower than yours are more suitable. Even if you don't stay vigilant in the face of them, you will definitely be able to detect and successfully deal with them when they have attack intentions."

2323_ deliberately embarrassing

Me: "It's not because I can deal with it that I relax. Of course, it's easier to relax if I can deal with it. But even if I know I can deal with it, as long as the other party is not absolutely safe for me, I can't completely lose my vigilance, even when facing ordinary people. It's also impossible, because ordinary people may also use high-level artifacts to pose a threat to me."

"Does vigilance conflict with sex? Why do I feel that the more dangerous I am, the more excited I am?"

"That's you. Don't interrupt, let the beauty continue talking. If you don't want to listen, just play along. Anyway, your preference has already conflicted with the beauty's first request, and there will only be more conflicts in the future. You are out of the game, leave early."

Me: "Secondly, if you are a gentle person."

"Ah, beauties don't like fierceness, but it's very cool."

"You're also out, get out of the way, let those who still have hope stand in front."

"Keep your voice down when discussing." The elder with a higher level of cultivation scolded the younger generation, and then asked me, "What does gentleness refer to specifically? Is it just the style of double cultivation in bed, or is it a person as a whole?"

Me: "Being human as a whole, but you don't need to be gentle in all aspects, most of the gentleness is fine. For example, it is acceptable to be less gentle when you are angry."

The elder nodded: "Is there anything else?"

Me: "Also...forget it, it's impossible not to find a friend with benefits without embarrassment? Two people go straight to bed when they meet for the first time, or date a few times first, but both parties know that the purpose of dating is just to have sex Prepare, I can't bear to think about it. And if you deliberately let me contact him without telling me, when I find out later that he was specially recruited by you to let me do this, I will be unhappy to be played."

Just like I have always felt that a marriage formed by a blind date was aimed at living with a partner from the very beginning, and in the end it was just living with a partner.Although there is nothing to be blamed for living a serious life, and some people can indeed live well, but as far as I am concerned, that kind of good, I always feel that if I choke on something, I can’t spit it out or swallow it, and it’s just like that. The place of birth has become a barrier.

However, this kind of thinking may also be because I couldn't experience marriage in my previous life, so I stood on the sidelines and made up too much brain.After all, even if I want to go on a blind date, it is impossible for me to write out my request clearly in the park and wait for the right person to have a blind date with me, and it is even more impossible for any enthusiastic uncle or aunt to say to me: "My friend's colleague's Nephew, he is a very nice person, with a high degree of education and a stable job, why don't you meet up? We'll talk about whether it's suitable or not."

Alas, grapes that cannot be eaten are always sour.