Xiu Erdai's daily essays

1117_until death

Ever since the appearance of Pei Bing's doll, his appearance, including his face, figure, and clothing, has been changing, until now he has basically stabilized, fixed on... the appearance of a sports boy, but the main body of the clothing is still obtained from Yuhe The set, although most of it is hidden, still has an obvious gorgeous style, and it doesn't match the 'sports', but it has a weird sense of balance.

In addition, he is taller than me, I think he has to look up.When he didn't bring his own emoji but spoke well, I could actually see some kindness in his expression...

I followed his words and asked, "Why?"

Pei Bing smiled: "Because we love the person who hatched us so much, we can't stand separation for a moment, let alone the formatting caused by unbundling. How can I bear to forget everything about you?"

Hatching, formatting, including unbinding... This mess spans two worlds, and the way of using words for casual metaphors is also like me...

Me: "Then are you sure you don't want to untie it? It's the only chance, after that, it will really be a lifetime, and you will never die."

The expression on Pei Bing's face became exaggerated again, as if he was holding a heart: "It's not until death, so romantic..." While speaking, he sprinkled some petals. Once scraped, the petals burned into fireballs, and were scattered into small sparks. Against the backdrop of white snow, it looked pretty.

But, "Where did the petals come from?" I asked.

Pei Lin looked innocent: "I took it anywhere." Then his face changed into a begging expression, "I'm sorry master, I shouldn't have taken things without telling you, I will go to Zhuangfeng to work in exchange for fireball lotus to replenish your inventory , woo woo woo, master, don't hate me."

……Exhausted.Go to Zangshu Pavilion, Elder Huigu has a common language with you.

1118_Sunshine

Whether Pei Bing wants to go to Zangshu Pavilion in the future is a matter for the future. Now when he is sure that he will not disconnect his soul connection with me, he will first go to Ms. Yunxia to receive the lectures from the eldest sister of Yunxia Zongqi Ling - which is equivalent to that of a freshman after entering the school. Listen to a principal's speech first.

Pei Bing said to me before leaving: "Is the master really curious about what Yunxia will talk about? Whether you are very curious or not, I will send her speech to you in real time. Is the master happy? In the future, you will have more people besides yourself. I am a medium that can record all experiences. Am I useful? Praise me."

Me: "Go quickly, don't keep Ms. Yunxia waiting."

Pei Bing: "Of order. Master wait for me to send you the live report. It's the first time I send information to Master. I'm so excited, so happy, so excited."

Me: "..." I'm really surprised, he can clearly feel my tiredness, why can he still face me with such a positive and optimistic attitude?

Pei Bing: "As long as I see Master, I'm happy. I'm happy with whatever attitude Master has towards me. Moreover, Master is arrogant and inconsequential. It's cute. If I hadn't already regarded Sui Sui as a male god, I would definitely pursue Master." , Come to a master-servant love. Soul connection, unswerving love until death, s and m, binding and suffocation... Master, what do you like to play?"

I like that you hurry away.

Pei Bing: "Then I'm going, the master is waiting for me to send a message."

I watched him fly away, and felt that compared to the little ice sculpture, I dislike him even more now, too noisy...and that sunny ADHD look, it will last a lifetime if you don't untie it...

The furball's pads patted my arm soothingly, I looked down at it, and it licked its paws indifferently.

I poked its head: "It's a little sincerity to comfort me."

Fuqiu cheerfully said, "Mi."

Why are you so happy today?Contagious from a child with ADHD?

1119_Character

Pei Bing went to find Ms. Yunxia, ​​and I went to my father and asked, "Is Pei Bing a little too lively? Aren't general spirits very cold? Especially when they were just born."

My father: "How many weapon spirits have you seen?"

There are not many, and there are not many mentions of this matter in the materials I have access to. Even if it is mentioned, it is only a few general words.

My father: "Just like people, tool spirits also have many personalities. To a large extent, the character of tool spirits depends on their masters. Most of the time, the personalities of tool spirits are consistent with their masters."

Oh, so your spirit treasure, the spirit, is as stinky and hard-tempered as you are now.

My father glanced at me and continued: "Sometimes, the character of the spirit of the weapon will be opposite to that of the master, which seems to be a kind of complement. However, this complementation is still the same in essence, and it expresses the same fundamentals in different ways. It can be It is said that no matter how it behaves, the spirit of the weapon reflects part of its owner's personality and all concepts."

Me: "...partial personality?"

My father was merciless: "Yes. Pei Bing is noisy, talks to himself, doesn't look at people's faces, and can have fun by himself. These are all your characters, but he may be more shameless than you. Although you have a thick skin."

I:"……"

My father: "Maybe it is because he is too egotistical, so he was more active than many weapon spirits when he was born. Although many weapon spirits first entered the world, although they had a lot of common sense, it was all theoretical knowledge. They don’t know how to use it by themselves. They will carefully integrate into the real world, or simply hide in their own artifacts. But Pei Bing, he doesn’t care, doesn’t care whether he is incompatible with the real world, he just cares about his own happiness , anyway, you, the master he cares about, will not abandon him because of his abnormal behavior. He thinks it doesn't matter how bold he is."

Me: "That's right, don't many spiritual treasures leave their artifacts for a long time when they just wake up? Why did Pei Bing come out as soon as he woke up? I'm sure before he ate the copy of the beauty picture , let alone wake up his weapon spirit, it has not yet formed at all."

1120_Sense of security

My dad looked at me silently.

Is there something wrong with my question?More wrong than usual wrong?

My father: "Immediately after the birth of the tool spirit, it shares all the knowledge of its master, and knows all the experiences they have experienced since following the master. They don't need to stay in their tool body to learn anything. They can come out as soon as they are born. It's just that they don't want to come out, not that they can't."

Me: "Why did Pei Bing think about it?"

My dad: "Didn't I explain it just now? Recall it yourself."

I bowed my head to recall.

"It's a sense of security." After waiting for a while, seeing that I still haven't recalled it, my father impatiently refined the key points, "You convinced Pei Bing that no matter what he is, you will admit that he is your spiritual treasure , so he won't be careful."

Me: "But I despise him so much..."

My dad: "You asked Pei Bing if he wants to disconnect your soul connection."

Me: "That's right, I asked, and said that as long as he said to explain, he would solve it immediately, so that he can still feel that I will not abandon him? His sense of security is really strange."

My dad: "The strange thing is you."

Me: "..." Why do you despise me even more than Lingbao?The status of the son is really low.

My father: "You asked him if he wanted to untie, but have you forgotten that the soul connection between the two of you is related to both of you, he can choose not to, and you can also choose not to. Within today, he You have the opportunity to choose to unbind without loss, so do you. When you asked him, did you ask yourself, do you want to unbind? Have you never thought about unbinding with him? "

Me: "...But, if you untie it, no matter when you don't deliberately guide it, it will do more damage to the Lingbao."

No matter how advanced the spirit treasure is, it was originally a utensil, which was refined by humans, and human thoughts were attached to it when it was refined.Lingbao is naturally restrained by people, just like the three laws of robots in science fiction, which are the rules engraved from the beginning of manufacture. , so it is common for Lingbao to recognize people as the master, but it is unusual for people to recognize Lingbao as the master.

This kind of master-slave relationship is difficult for Lingbao to overcome.The monks regard Lingbao as an equal existence, that is after the spirit of Lingbao awakened.Before Qi Ling awakened, the monks fought for the Lingbao, and what they were fighting for was the right to own the Lingbao, treating the Lingbao as an item; Lingbao is not treated as an equal creature.

1121_The only chance

Lingbao and monks are naturally unequal. Out of the protection of vulnerable groups, of course I should give the choice to Lingbao.

...However, the inequality and monk's restraint of spiritual treasures are in the overall sense. Specifically, for me and Pei Bing, during my foundation establishment period, he... the most conservative estimate should be above Jindan, so The inequality between me and him must have the advantage in him and not in me. Compared with him alone, I am the disadvantaged group.

Yes, from this point of view, I am the one who should have the right of first choice... Not right, isn't the right of first choice always in the hands of the strong?For example, in an event involving Kunlun, Kunlun must take priority...

Am I trying to get myself involved again?

I am puzzled.My father interrupted my asking for trouble, and said: "Since you don't ask yourself, then I will ask. Anyway, if you two really want to untie, I will deal with it."

Me: "...Ask me if I want to untie Pei Bing?"

My father: "Nonsense, otherwise what else can I ask now? So, do you want to solve it? Temporarily block the connection with him, and you answer me yourself, do you want to solve it? This is also the only time for you to undo the relationship between Pei Bing and Pei Bing without damage." A chance for a soul connection."

Yes, the soul connection between me and Pei Bing is still on the surface, but as time goes by, the connection will go deeper and deeper into the soul, and trying to untie it later is like digging out a part of the soul, and it’s not Instead of digging in one piece, a little here and a little there.

This kind of connecting power will be evenly distributed in the soul, so generally only when the power dies, can the connecting soul thread be handed over to the soul of the spirit treasure without breaking at the cost of shredding one's own soul In the process, it is guaranteed that Qi Ling's soul will not be damaged in the slightest.

At other times, when the monk wants to disconnect the connection, although the damage suffered is less than that of Qi Ling, it is still a serious injury, which hurts the soul, and no matter how much it is recuperated, it may not be able to recover.

I thought about it for a while.To be honest, I don't know what I'm thinking, sometimes I think about Maoqiu, sometimes I think about Xiao Sui, sometimes I think about Xiaojian, but I rarely think about Pei Bing himself.Finally, I thought of Wanqin, Wanxin, and Wanxin petals... petals, the large petals of the fireball lotus, the dark lines on the petals, Lieer fruit, the beauty picture...

I replied to Dad: "I want to keep the status quo. No idea."