Xiu Erdai's daily essays

1076_ pondering

Before changing clothes in the locker room, I first took a full-length mirror of myself... Fuck, it's so fucking beautiful, no wonder Yu Qiao would so easily agree with me to treat injuries and change clothes, this look is really not suitable for work...

No, it should be said that it is only suitable for one kind of thing... Yu Qiao didn't try to do this thing with me, which shows that his concentration is quite good. I apologize for underestimating him just now, but it is possible that he can hold it like this It's because he loves his elder brother too deeply.

As I thought about it, I recorded a few videos of myself as a souvenir—I think my narcissism symptoms are getting worse, but what happens when I look at the video of myself and my heart beats faster?Could it be that one day I will embark on the road of no return?But I don't like my personality, and the appearance of this shemale is not my type.Has my aesthetic changed?Or have I developed a purely sensual liking for myself?

I'm not that perverted...and even though my heart beats a little faster, it's not hard...cough, so it's probably just admiration for beauty?

I pondered my mental health issues without stopping.I drenched myself and the fur ball with healing water, changed my clothes, and made myself more beautiful and upright.

Thank you for my ability to evade, and also thank Yu Qiao for intervening. The two Jindans surnamed Lei did not attack me, so the Jindan spirits left in my wounds are not very powerful, and they are easier to remove. Xiao Sui The healing water produced by Wanxin is enough, and I don't need to use the healing snow produced by Wanxin - the former is easier to get than the latter, and I feel less distressed when using it.

It took me less than 7 minutes to heal my injuries and change my clothes, and I walked out of the locker room.After seeing the new image of me, Yu Qiao seemed relieved—I understand him, really.

"Come with me." Yu Qiao said.

I obediently followed him to the water's edge.

It's water again... And the defense formed by the water vapor has been activated, and Yu Qiao and I are blocked from the defense range, and there are people inside.

1077_Control

Now there are a total of ten people in the beauty map illusion.Yu Qiao and I are here; Bi Yimu is guarding An Yin, who doesn't know whether he is awake or not, by the stream some distance away from me; the two golden pills surnamed Lei have been swallowed by the mud, and Yu Qiao should know their whereabouts; The prototype of the corpse forged by Yu Qiao, Yu Qiao should also know and control his actual whereabouts; before the two Jindans surnamed Lei tried to stay away from Yu Qiao, it should be that Yu Qiao had already killed him first, or that he seemed to have killed him. at least one of the five of them.

Now I don't know the situation at all, there is Yan Xin'an, and the last of those five people who may not have fallen into Yu Qiao's control, and if Yu Qiao has already dealt with this person before forging the fake corpse, then Yan Xin'an is the only one left. Xin'an is gone.

The person in the water vapor defense is Yan Xin'an?

"Go in." Yu Qiao said to me, "You are not a threat to Yan Xin'an, and he will not list you as an object to defend. Now that he holds the main body of the beauty map, he can control the entire illusion to a certain extent. I want After you go in, find a way to get the beauty map and unlock the stream defense."

Me: "We are now in the beauty map, and there is also the body of the beauty map?"

Yu Qiao: "Remote control, replica, whatever you want to call it, in short, go and steal the control."

Me: "But I'm not familiar with Senior Yan, and I can't beat him."

Yu Qiao: "He doesn't want a picture of a beauty, otherwise he wouldn't have put it up for auction. Now he is holding on to the controller because he is just afraid of me. Go tell him that I won't kill him and let him unlock it." Take control and make this illusion work properly."

Me: "Will he believe my report?"

Yu Qiao: "Go and convince him." He kicked me hard as he said that, making me stick directly outside the defense layer.

Then, the defensive layer seemed to really judge that I was not a threat, and let me in, but it was not the way of opening the door to let people in, but something like turning a solid wall into a thick jelly.I endured the nausea and walked through the jelly, the sticky and greasy feeling slid across the skin. If Yu Qiao was not too cloudy, and from that foot, he has adapted to my beauty and would not show mercy to me. It is very likely. I quit.

1078_ complement

I broke free from the greasiness, used spiritual power to clean up the residual nausea, and then looked at Yan Xin'an who was sitting on the side and looked at me carelessly.

I turned around and looked behind me, but I could still see Yu Qiao. I waved at him, but he didn't respond. It seemed he couldn't see me or Yan Xin'an.

Yan Xin'an: "Fellow Daoist Pei Lin? Why did you come here? You even collided with Yu Qiao."

I told the truth: "I don't know if you found out. After you, the beauty map got involved with three people, and one of them was me. Senior Yu asked me to tell you that he won't kill you, and let you put the beauty map to work normally."

Yan Xin'an: "Which of the three of you hasn't experienced the fantasy world?"

me."

Yan Xin'an: "You make up for this matter first, and then I dare to let go of control."

What did Yu Qiao do?Look at scaring Yan Xin'an into such a virtue.

Me: "I can make it up, but how?"

Yan Xin'an: "Do you believe me?"

Me: "I basically don't believe it."

"...Believe it or not, it's the same." Yan Xin'an unfolded the picture of beauties in his hands as he spoke. Compared with the ones I saw at the auction, it lacked a sense of movement and looked like an ordinary painting.

"Go in and you." Yan Xin'an shook his hand, and this picture of a beauty rolled towards me. I subconsciously dodged together with the hairball, but the picture of a beauty suddenly expanded and blocked me in all directions, and then the blocked area shrank, It's like I'm trapped in a sphere.The sphere continued to shrink, I tried to attack a few times, the attack penetrated the sphere, but the sphere was not damaged, and the speed of shrinking did not slow down.

When I suspected that this thing was trying to pinch me to death, the sphere stopped shrinking and suddenly shattered, and the scene that came into my eyes was... Yan Xin'an.

I:"……"

I thought I'd see a big beauty?Or at least see another self?What's up with seeing a fat guy?My aesthetic is still biased towards thin people.

1079_Dark pattern

Fatty Yan Xin'an still holds the picture of a beauty in his hand, complete and the same size as before.He looked at me in surprise for a while, then looked down at the beauty picture, and then his expression was even more surprised.

He asked: "What is your dreamland? What kind of beauty is it?"

Me: "...I didn't see the beauty. After you took back the controller of the beauty map, I saw you directly."

Yan Xin'an: "How can it be... have you seen any stunning beauty in the past two days that shocked you?"

Me: "...Do you count by yourself?"

Yan Xin'an: "..."

Me: "After leaving the auction venue, before entering here, I was in the Hehuan Sect, does that count?"

Yan Xin'an: "...Is there a new beauty in the Hehuan Sect?"

Me: "Compared to my last visit, there are no new disciples."

Yan Xin'an looked down at the picture of beauties again.

Since he was sitting and I was standing, I could clearly see the picture on the beauty picture from my perspective. It was nothing special, and it was not much different from the one on the auction floor. I don’t know what he was looking at.

"Forget it, whatever you want, as long as you can go out." Yan Xin'an stuffed the beauty picture into my hand, "Take it out and give it to Yu Qiao. I'll hide first, and I'll see you when I get out."

"...Wait," I said hastily, "May I ask what will happen after Senior Yu gets this controller?"

Yan Xin'an: "He will destroy this controller, and then this illusion of Beauty Picture will completely lose human control. Under natural conditions, Yu Qiao can swallow this illusion. In fact, he has swallowed part of it now, and when he swallows it all If it is lost, this illusion will become part of his inherited secret realm."

Me: "What about us?"

Yan Xin'an: "All of us have passed through the illusion of asking the heart now, and we should be able to go out soon, before Yu Qiao swallows the illusion of the beauty picture. Look at the beauty's clothes on the picture, it is normally a dark pattern, someone came in When you are in the Illusion, the brightness will fluctuate, and after passing through the Illusion, it will return to dark lines. You have to look directly at the angle of the beauty to see the light. There is a petal on the side The dark pattern at that position corresponds to you. It was always on before, but it just went off directly, and the brightness has not fluctuated. From my understanding, this means that either you interfere with the illusion of the heart only in an instant, and the fluctuation and extinguishment occur at the same time, and the difference cannot be distinguished , or you really haven't experienced the illusion of asking the mind, but the beauty figure counts you as passing."

1080_ mentally abnormal

Looking directly at it, no wonder it is a picture of the height of a real person... I looked at it for a few seconds and wondered: "I didn't see the light."

Yan Xin'an: "There is no light, didn't I say that, everyone has passed through the illusion of the heart."

...Then what do you want me to see?

There was another vibration under his feet, Yan Xin'an's face changed slightly, and he said to me: "Hold on Yu Qiao until we leave the illusion of the beauty picture. Persevere, we won't wait too long."

"Hey..." I didn't have time to stop him, Yan Xin'an fled quickly.Forgive me for using the word 'escape', but the haste of his departure really cannot be described in a more euphemistic way.

With Yan Xin'an's escape, the defensive layer formed by the water vapor weakened until it disappeared—it seemed that the defensive effect of the stream and water vapor was specially set up by Yan Xin'an to deal with Yu Qiao.

Yu Qiao stepped into the stream, looked at the direction Yan Xin'an was escaping with a sneer, "Sure enough, there are ghosts in my heart, I'm afraid I'm afraid that this will happen..."

He glanced at me as he spoke, and I silently handed him the beauty picture.

After he took it, he slowly tore the picture of the beauty into pieces, especially the face of the beauty. He tore it into pieces with one hand while still staring at my face.

I resisted not touching my face, and thought to myself: Even if Yan Xin'an is open-minded, it's normal for him to hide from you.Look at how crazy you are.

After Yu Qiao finished tearing it, scraps of paper floated around him, then he pinched a piece, put it in his mouth, sipped it for a while, and swallowed it.

I:"……"

He looked at me and smiled, squeezed another piece, ate it, licked his lips, and asked me: "Would you like to try it? It's delicious." It's like a little girl with a bloody face in a ghost movie inviting me to say, "Yes. Let's play together' feeling is quite terrifying, if it wasn't for my cultivation being too far behind him, I couldn't escape by myself, I would have followed Yan Xin'an's footsteps and slipped away.

But now I can only see the tricks, twitched the corners of my mouth, and said: "Then have a slice?"

Yu Qiao's expression froze.

...Oops, did I say the wrong answer?

Yu Qiao's smile widened, the white of the teeth matched the red of the lips and tongue, the white of the complexion matched with the black of the hair, the more he looked less and less like a serious living person.He said softly, "Please use it, you're welcome."

Hey... let's rewind once, can I try to say no?