Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09628-Hate not being serious

Me: "Then I can tell you with certainty that Master Jiang knows you very well, and should know you better than me. If you don't tell me yourself, I may not be able to understand your attitude towards elves, but Master Jiang must know , and he can also use this knowledge to arrange some jobs related to you and the elves. When you do those assigned jobs related to elves, you may not be in a good mood, but it will definitely bring benefits to Yunxiazong. "

Legere: "I didn't get a job offer."

Me: "Because Head Jiang hasn't found a job that is related to the interests of the elves, you, and Yunxiazong, and has maximized the benefits. He will arrange it after he finds it."

Lege: "I can accept such an arrangement with a clear goal. Head Jiang did not arrange the work to tease me, nor was it for fun, but for business. I am the best person for this business, or at least Very suitable candidate, so he chose me. I am willing to follow orders when doing business. What I hate is that it is obviously not related to it, but it drags me into trouble or busyness for fun and other reasons. I don't hate it Work, but I hate toil that doesn't generate income."

Legge: "The elves are so bored to make troubles everywhere, but I don't have so much free time to mess around with them. I hope to spend my time on things that are valuable to myself or to the people I like."

Pei Wuyao: "I feel like I've been accused of being scolded?"

Le Ge looked at Pei Wuyao: "I thank you for giving me an extra chance to be noticed by the master, and thank you for increasing my chances of being accepted by the master, but I really don't like the way you pushed me in front of the master at first. A contemptuous attitude. Even though your heart may not be as contemptuous as you show, and you may be quite serious, I still feel unhappy."

Lege: "It's not that I feel insulted or something, but... I want to take things seriously. If you are not serious, I feel that I am not the same as you, and I don't want to go with you."

Me: "Cultivators value their own Dao very much, so it's really inconvenient to spend too much energy on people who don't follow their Dao."

Pei Wuyao: "But if you are completely in the same way, wouldn't you become a Taoist companion?"

Legge: "Look, you're not serious again. That's what I hate about you."

Pei Wuyao: "Hey...Actually..."

Le Ge: "No need to explain. You are undoubtedly the brother I recognize, but I don't think it is suitable for us to have frequent close contact. It is enough for us to know each other's existence and notify each other when we need each other's help. When When you have an urgent job and need my help, your attitude will always be a little bit correct... Even if you still can't get up, I can still focus on the business and ignore you, so it won't be easy to be angry with you .”

09629 - better keep your distance first

Pei Wuyao: "Brother, in fact, even when I seem to be dying, my attitude of speaking and doing things may not meet your preferred serious standard. If you are in a life-and-death situation with me, you will have to be angry with me again."

Le Ge: "I know. After you frequently cross the edge of life and death, you must not take many things seriously, so as to ensure your mental stability and maintain calmness and calmness when encountering life and death difficulties. This is Your survival wisdom is also your strength. I can understand this rationally and admire it, but limited by my personal experience, I have no way to resonate with your mentality. When I see that you are not serious , my first reaction is always that you don't care about the things I take seriously. Then I will reflect on my misunderstanding in the second reaction, but..."

Pei Wuyao: "It belongs to the understanding of forcing oneself to understand. It is not a true emotional identification."

LeGe: "I'm sorry. We'd better keep our distance until I'm more accepting."

Why do you think Lege's self-analysis is so strange?

Pei Bing: "It's like saying between lovers, 'Our way of getting along is not appropriate. We won't see each other for a while, let's calm down for a while'? Why don't you ask Xie Qinwei? Yuan Jing should have said something similar to him?"

Pei Wuyao: "Master is often not serious. For example, now he has obviously lost his mind. Why don't you hate him?"

Legge paused for a moment, and then blushed a little and said: "Because I have a high degree of affection for Master, all the characteristics of Master are advantages and cuteness in my opinion. As I said just now, in fact, rationally I I really admire your mentality of being able to make jokes at the moment of life and death. It’s just that I can hardly think of your demeanor when you make jokes in daily life, but I always think that you are playing me first. But when Master joked with me, I I will first think of 'Master, he understands the world far better than me, and many things that I care about are really just trivial things in his eyes', so I will be convinced and willing to listen to him."

Pei Wuyao: "It's a double standard. There may be discrimination based on cultivation."

Le Ge: "I know. I also know that this is not good, but my first reaction when facing the two of you is so different. I can't control myself now. I will try to control it, but it won't happen soon Do it. People’s likes and dislikes are not so easy to modify.”

Me: "This can also be regarded as a small-minded devil. It is not urgent, not urgent, and does not need to be solved immediately. However, after solving it, Lege's mood will definitely improve significantly."

Pei Wuyao: "And Master and I are important references for Junior Brother Lege to solve this little devil? What an honor."

09630-Inability to be absolutely objective

Legge: "I told you that I hate it, are you so happy and considerate of me?"

Pei Wuyao: "Because you hate me while trying to learn to like me."

The conversation between the two is really not right, is it?

Pei Jianzhuo: "It's quite common for brothers and sisters to fall in love. After all, we spend more time together, so it's convenient for us to develop deep feelings."

Xiao Sui: "The two of them definitely don't intend to fall in love, at least right now. For Pei Wuyao, Lege is too simple and can't keep up with Pei Wuyao's thinking; but for Lege, Pei Wuyao acts too casually, Lege can't understand .After the two of them get along for decades, it may turn into a romantic relationship, but it is more likely to continue the slapstick brotherhood. If the master takes in more new apprentices in the past few decades, the two of them, as the senior brother and the second Brother, you should also develop a partner relationship, or... a parent relationship in the process of helping the master teach the brothers and sisters?"

Fuqiu: "Lege plays the mother who cares about every detail, and Pei Wuyao plays the father who leads the children to play dangerous games?"

Xiao Sui: "This sentence is another gender stereotype. Correct it quickly."

Maoqiu: "It is difficult to quickly correct things that are subconsciously associated, and I just adjust slowly. My adjustment speed may not be as fast as Lege's change of feelings for Pei Wuyao. Huh? The description of 'emotional change' sounds like a Is it the direction of love? This is also a stereotype. But is it really possible for us to eliminate all stereotypes? Maybe no matter how much we eliminate, there will be more in our minds? Let us always look at the world Have a prejudice that can never be as objective as an elf?"

Furball: "But that might not be a bad thing."

Yes, if "absolutely equal treatment without prejudice" means that I equate Yunxiazong with other cultivation sects, and that I equate my father and other close people with strangers, what good will it do me?Let me get closer to the rules of the main world?Closer to the image of a fairy who is not stained with dust?The world I long for is not like this.I don't want to be absolutely indifferent. I hope that in the future, I will always have an interest in exploring the world and continue to gain interest from the world.

Not the feigned fun of the elves, but the joy from the heart.

If I can live happily all the time, if being a fairy means not being so happy, I am willing to not be a fairy.

Sincere.

09631 - subtle sounds

However, I am optimistic that the core of becoming a fairy should not be indifference, but the fulfillment of one's wishes.Therefore, people who prefer indifference will become indifferent after becoming immortals, and as long as I hope that becoming an immortal means a more pleasant life, then I will become such an immortal.By the way, after I become a fairy, I can also make the living atmosphere in Yunxia Sect more pleasant overall.

What is the state of ascension?Maybe the soul disintegrates into countless elves, blends into the environment, and transforms the environment into what you like?Instead of creating a world of your own, but no matter what world you are in, you can make that world suit your own wishes?

Pei Wuyao and Lege looked at me together.

Pei Wuyao: "Look, Master's fugue is way too much, isn't it? I interpreted your words as a joke at most, and he simply opened another irrelevant topic and played by himself without you."

Le Ge: "But Master will not force me to play with him."

Pei Wuyao: "I never forced you."

Le Ge: "Don't always try to compare with Master. In my heart, you are definitely no match."

Me: "Okay, you two are almost done chatting. Pei Wuyao, let's talk about your affairs, about your knowledge of certain knowledge too much."

Pei Wuyao is very calm: "The simple explanation is that sometimes my soul can hear subtle voices. Those voices may come from elves, may come from secret realm consciousness, and sometimes come from people's hearts."

Pei Wuyao: "Don't be nervous, Brother Lege, when I try hard to hear the heart of a certain person, I can't hear anything. The harder I work and the more targeted, the less I can hear. Only when my thinking is very loose Sometimes, I can hear something randomly. What I often hear is information that is not directly related to me, very far away, and I am not curious. For example, knowledge about elves, although I can answer it after you ask me to make me feel It's very pleasant, but in fact, even if I can't say it and Master explains it, wouldn't I be unhappy?"

Me: "When you hear enough information, and when you come into contact with a wide enough world, sooner or later the two will intersect, and the intersection will become more and more profound."

Pei Wuyao: "Maybe. In the long run, this may really be a rather remarkable ability, but its value needs to be discovered slowly, and it is difficult to say whether it is more positive or more negative. Too much It may be dangerous for me to know things beyond my own cultivation level to deal with, right? My thinking may also be disturbed."