Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09508 - can't get stuck

Lao Xin: "After you found out that playing each school alone can only cause a joke effect, have you finally decided to use the power of the school to attack other schools?"

Me: "Sounds like I'm a war fanatic."

Lao Xin: "No, you just want to be able to move. Your current spiritual power feels much smoother than when you first came to me."

Me: "My head doesn't hurt so much anymore. The calculation items in my brain are still increasing, but the average calculation speed has dropped a lot, that is, the calculation is not so rushed, and I get a rest while calculating. This is Is it the effect of the atmosphere of the gate of rebirth?"

Rausing: "Maybe the environment has some influence, but the main credit is still on yourself. You survived the most violent initial stage and started to build order."

Me: "Thank you again for the compliment."

Lao Xin took off the mask artifact from his face.

Me: "Wearing or not wearing this mask, your appearance doesn't seem to change? When we were trapped by Yu and Wang together, after you took off the mask... you became uglier."

Lao Xin: "As a stage of transformation, of course I can make my appearance look whatever I want. It is not uncommon for my real appearance to become the same as when I wear a mask. After all, this mask is only at the Nascent Soul level. And it is the Nascent Soul level in Yuhe Standard, which is quite weak, and it has long been unable to trap me. Now I wear it more out of habit, and feel like I am running naked without covering my face."

Me: "However, when Yu and you took off the mask, you were also at the peak of the Nascent Soul who could adjust your appearance at will... Demon?"

Lao Xin: "It's about the same. The more I want to have a face, the more I can't grow it; the more I want to be beautiful, the more ugly I become."

Me: "It's not ugly either."

Lao Xin: "Because I didn't have a serious failure in the battle with the demons, I have always maintained the ability to fight. It is similar to your current state. At that time, the demons were my troubles, but they were far from making me advance or retreat. Spend."

Me: "Wouldn't it be great if a monk didn't completely lose control for a moment in a catastrophe of inner demons? When we lose control, are we closer to our origin and better able to discover our deep...potential?"

Lao Xin: "You may be so, but disciples of the past life gate, it is best not to open that valve. Even if you are trapped by the ceiling of your cultivation base, the disciples of the past life gate should not let yourself completely lose control. Because once the disciples of the past life gate lose control, it is very likely It’s not just a matter of a moment, but a loss of everything for the rest of your life. The most frightening thing is that after losing everything, the disciples of the Past Life Sect may still be gratified that they have finally found the right way.”

09509-compliance

Me: "Zhongmei?"

Lao Xin: "Yes, it is not a coincidence that Zhongmei appeared in the Gate of Rebirth. The Tao of the Gate of Rebirth will facilitate that kind of thing to happen. It will not necessarily lead to the appearance of a negative and extremely disgusting Tao, but will lead to subversion. "

Me: "From birth to death..."

Lao Xin: "It's very fun to beat yourself into a dead end."

I:"……"

Lao Xin: "In comparison, Chiwuzong's way of living towards death is very cute, isn't it? Even though Chiwuzong seems to go against the laws of nature, while the Gate of Rebirth follows, but dying obediently is not the same as living in adversity. Struggling to be alive, the latter is more hopeful, vigorous, and blazing like the sun. The Gate of Rebirth seems to have fallen into dead silence."

Me: "Maybe it's because the traditional culture of the main world has always been more respectful of changing fate against the sky and defeating the strong with the weak. Relatively speaking, 'obedience' and 'accepting the arrangement of fate' cannot be regarded as derogatory in the full sense, but they are ... not very strong."

Lao Xin: "But in fact, there are always very few people who defeat the strong with the weak and change their fate against the sky. The vast majority of people have to accept that they are unable to control their own drifting direction in the waves of fate. Accept the reality of their own incompetence It is also a kind of courage. The Chiwuzong is easy to die in battle, but the Gate of Rebirth can live forever."

Me: "I don't think you are praising the gate of death."

Lao Xin: "That's because you have a prejudice against the word 'survival'. If you can accept that 'survival is also a reasonable way of survival', then you can accept the value of the gate of death as a stable top sect."

Me: "I accept that reasonableness, and I also accept the status of the Gate of Rebirth. I have always accepted it."

Rausing: "Just don't like it?"

Me: "As a disciple of Yunxia Sect, it's not surprising that I don't like the core Dao of other sects? I also don't like the cores of Kunlun, Medicine Sect, etc. Although I have some good impressions of Jianzong, Kuotianmen, etc., I still often feel awkward."

Lao Xin: "On the issue of Tao, it is indeed too frivolous to say whether you like it or not. Tao should exist and be reasonable. What you need to do to treat Tao is to accept or overthrow it."

Me: "Does it have to be like this...to strip away the feelings?"

Lao Xin: "Some cultivation paths need to strengthen emotions. In those paths, emotions are like fuel. The more fuel, the more motivation to move forward; while some cultivation paths need to dilute emotions, and the weaker emotions are, the closer to the core. Red Wu Zong counts as the former, and the Gate of Rebirth counts as the latter."

09510-Three Swords

Me: "The combination of Chiwuzong and the Gate of Rebirth is very close to Kunlun?"

Lao Xin: "It may not be enough. Maybe all the sects in the main world except Kunlun must be added together to be equal to Kunlun."

Me: "The size of Kunlun is really scary."

Lao Xin: "The position of the leader is indeed easy to awe the followers. This is not obvious in your Yunxia Sect, but in many sects, the big brother, big sister, head, and elder will make other disciples feel awe. A feeling of fear. It’s the feeling of not wanting to deal with these people easily. Even if you know that they are with you, you don’t dare to get too close.”

Me: "This is not only a matter of the atmosphere of the sect, but also the personalities of different people. Some people just don't like to deal with those in power, and even after being wronged, they still refuse to approach the discipline office to file a legal complaint; I like to be close to those in power to see if I can get some benefits, and even after being punished many times, I still treat the discipline department as my back garden."

Rausing: "I'm talking to you about overall atmosphere, averages, probabilities, not individual idiosyncrasies."

Me: "Is the majority faction necessarily representative? I think the upper and lower limit performance of disciples of the sect is also of great reference value."

Lao Xin: "You are eager to try your sword... your head doesn't hurt anymore, does it?"

Me: "It still hurts, but... how about we fight?"

Lao Xin smiled and said, "Please make a move."

Me: "...Actually, in my fighting skills, I am better at responding to other people's moves than I am good at taking the initiative."

Lao Xin: "Then you may have to challenge what you are not good at at this moment. I have a higher level of cultivation than you, and this is my home field. If I take the initiative to make a move, even if it is one step ahead of you after being invited by you, it will be all right to pass it on." It will damage the image of me and the gate of death."

Me: "You still care about this kind of reputation in the transformation stage?"

Lao Xin: "What you have discovered, I am not within the framework of the transformation period you are familiar with."

Me: "... I think 'the higher the cultivation level, the more shameless' should be common across sects, right?"

Lao Xin: "No, we are generally very shameless at the Gate of Rebirth."

Just because you can say such a thing, I feel that you are cheating on me, but I really can't seem to find any strong evidence that can categorically refute you.Relatively speaking, the external image of the gate of death seems to have been maintained well.

While I was thinking about it, I stabbed Lao Xin with a sword, and I was dodged by him without any surprise, but the expression on his face seemed a little surprised.

I was slightly puzzled, and at the same time thrust out another sword.He continued to dodge easily, but the look of surprise on his face was even heavier.

I was reflecting on whether I had done something wrong, or whether my attacking moves were so amateurish that the transformation stage—not a sword cultivator—couldn’t stand it, and stabbed the third sword.

09511-Don't distract your mind, but don't mind

Lao Xin finally opened his mouth to express the reason for his surprise: "Did you not make any mental preparations before the attack? Including the pressure of leapfrog attacking the stage of becoming a god, worrying about the consequences of the attack failure, and the plan for how you should deal with it if I counterattack. How many times do you plan to attack in total... don't you think about this at all?"

Jiajing: "He's scolding you for being completely useless in fighting."

Mao Qiu: "It's not scolding, it's a statement of objective facts. Pei Lin really didn't think about anything when he shot this time."

Xiao Sui: "But obviously I've been calculating all the time."

Pei Jianzhuo: "But the calculation intensity and concentration of the attack are no higher than the calculation of whether the teacup on the table has something special. That is to say, in Lao Xin's perception, Pei Lin raised his hand to attack him, and Pei Lin raised his hand to attack him. Yawning with his lips covered seems to be the same thing. Before the sharp spiritual power attacked him, Lao Xin couldn't predict what Pei Lin wanted to do just from Pei Lin's raised hand."

Pei Jianzhuo: "If it weren't for the high level, this kind of unexpectedness would easily make Lao Xin suffer."

If it wasn't for the high level of separation, it would be difficult for me to attack so carelessly.It is precisely because I know that my attack does not expect to hurt Lao Xin at all, and because Lao Xin's style of the gate of death will not suddenly give me a fierce blow, so I can neither worry nor expect when I attack, just do it casually With a flirt, you can accept whatever result you get.

I really didn't have much brainpower when I made the shot this time, because no matter how I calculated it, I would only get the same result, so why bother with that brainpower?My head is almost bursting from the calculation problems now, so I must try my best to save effort.

Pei Jianzhuo: "I don't know what the effect will be if we fight with Jianzong Yuanying in the current state of trying to avoid wasting our brains as much as possible. Let's try it after leaving the Gate of Rebirth?"

Don't try it, it's still the same effect: if the disciples of Jianzong are just playing with me, they won't hit me; but if they play for real in formation, I will be miserable.In fact, when I was in the state of being attacked, I hardly used my brain, and dodging was really a conditioned reflex by me.

As soon as I was pleased with my dodging proficiency, I saw the calculation in my brain unfold the analysis of my dodging skills.

All right, my brain, you can do whatever you want.

Pei Bing: "Are you planning to dismember yourself and let your brain, hands, feet, tongue, stomach, etc. do their own thing?"

Maoqiu: "Maybe in the future, it may be able to be disassembled to act separately. Isn't it possible to separate countless consciousnesses to do many things at the same time in the transformation stage? In the Nascent Soul stage, it should be possible to separate many bodies to do many things at the same time."

Thinking of a section of gut crawling around at work, or a pair of eyeballs rolling around, might not be very good for the mental health of the masses.