Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09472-Emergency

Zhuhong: "I know, but it doesn't matter. I don't think that monsters are necessarily worse than monks. Even if they may explode themselves at any time, it is enough as long as they are happy when they are alive. The meaning of life does not lie in the length of life. It's about the quality of every minute and every second."

Me: "I heard that even if they have been living in the main world, the flow rate of time experienced by different creatures may vary greatly. It took two days and the other only had one day."

Shen Jinyu: "I have some understanding of this. It can be seen that every human body has a space cover, and the time flow rate in the cover varies according to the quality of the space cover. However, most people cannot perceive the existence of the space cover. , the few who can perceive it will feel safe because of the existence of the space cover, unlike me, who directly created an extremely thick shell with an excessive sense of existence."

Zhuhong laughed again.

Shen Jinyu: "Friend Bamboo, I am expressing my misery."

Zhuhong: "After passing this hurdle, you will become a monk with a bright future again. I am congratulating you in advance."

Shen Jinyu: "...There is no 'again', my future was not bright before, but in the future...if I don't die in this secret realm, maybe I will really enter the light? Tsk, I can't be moved."

Me: "Because you don't discriminate against darkness, naturally you won't have a very strong affection for light."

Shen Jinyu: "I was not in the dark before, I was in the filth, and now I also feel that the filth can bring me a sense of security. The environment that is too pure and clean makes me feel too exposed and ashamed."

Me: "For most people, exposure to the spotlight is really stressful."

Zhuhong: "You two are not talking about the same thing."

Me: "Sorry, my head hurts too much, and it affects my understanding."

Shen Jinyu: "What's wrong with the headache? Your comprehension is very biased under normal conditions, right? And since you have a headache and started to use the pain as an excuse, why don't you disconnect the communication? According to what you said before, after you stop talking about the communication, you should Would it be much more comfortable?"

Me: "Because the situation is changing too fast. This time, the inner demon seems to be an emergency. It has quickly escaped from the restraint of the communication channel and developed into... I have turned on the calculation mode for all the information I perceive. Perhaps relatively speaking, connecting to the communication can create a little restraint on it... but it is estimated that this restraint will soon become invalid."

09473 - hold steady

Shen Jinyu had a happy expression: "I wish you good luck? Speaking of which, besides resisting yourself, have you thought of other ways to ask for help? Is there any powerful person who can definitely alleviate your illness?"

Me: "Just stop thinking. Getting drunk, knocked out, and poisoned are all solutions, and it's not enough to ask for help."

Zhu Hong: "But these plans can only be said to suspend your headache. When you wake up, the headache will recur immediately, and it may become more severe. Because after you wake up, you will still calculate in your mind to resist drunkenness, beating, When you encounter the same type of attack next time, subconsciously use your calculation results for defense, and then cause the same pause and evasion methods to fail."

Shen Jinyu: "In short, until you can control yourself not to calculate, all your evasion behaviors will only increase your calculation. If Da Neng wants to help you, with my limited imagination, I think they can only block you memory, that is to use external force to lock your memory bank. But if you don’t do it well in this way, you will completely lose your memory and become an idiot.”

Me: "Amnesia and idiot can't be equated."

Shen Jinyu: "No, in your body, I'm afraid it's the same. Because your current memory door is out of control should be all-round. If Da Neng only locked part of it when you locked it for you, then the rest of the unlocked ones will still be closed. Trouble. Even if there is only one door left unlocked, even if only one calculation is involved behind that door, that calculation will definitely emit more items after it is opened, until there are so many items that it will give you a headache again.”

Shen Jinyu: "You have only two choices now. One is to give up cultivation. I believe that after you give up, Yunxiazong will continue to raise you with delicious food and drink. It is like raising a beautiful humanoid spirit beast; the second is to give up cultivation. The choice is to defeat this demon."

Zhu Hong: "I think Fellow Daoist Pei can do the latter. The amount of calculations in his brain should be rising all the time, but his expression is getting calmer and calmer, which shows that he has begun to find a way to live in peace with massive calculations. "

Me: "I'm not sure."

Zhu Hong smiled amiably: "After all, your inner demon has just entered the outbreak period, and you have just begun to think about the way to break the situation. When we deal with affairs, the initial period is always particularly easy to be confused, and gradually it becomes more and more difficult. It's smooth."

Shen Jinyu: "Or just give up. To be honest, Young Master Pei, although I annoy you quite a bit, I might be very disappointed if you are really useless."

Me: "Understood, you are arrogant."

Shen Jinyu: "I think you have a very stable mentality, and you can still joke."

Me: "Instability can't change the situation. Before you die, you have to live your life."

09474-site

After finishing the communication with Shen Jinyu and Zhuhong, I went to head Jiang and asked him if my illness could be relieved.

Me: "I know that a demon is like a cold. There is no specific medicine at all. The so-called symptomatic medicine is actually just to relieve the symptoms. So, is there any medicine?"

Head Jiang: "You should ask Danxiu about the medicine."

Me: "I mean medicine in a broad sense."

Head Jiang: "Since the person you're looking for is me, I think you already have the answer?"

Me: "I'm having a headache, can you speak more bluntly and don't be devious?"

Head Jiang: "I blame myself. I claim to know you very well, but I can't tell whether what you said just now is accusation or coquettishness. Can Junior Brother Pei clear it up for me?"

Me: "Do you have to find extra things for me at this time?"

Head Jiang: "Ah, I can't tell whether this sentence is scolding or coquettish."

An expert drilled out and said to Head Jiang: "In fact, both emotions are included. In the calculation of the majestic, Pei Lin has crossed many divisions, including some emotions that are contrary to the conventional view, and now he has It's the same. Pei Lin has gotten closer to the elves a lot in the chaos. I just don't know how much he will have left to approach the elves after Pei Lin has survived this catastrophe of inner demons. Maybe he will instead Farther away from the elves, farther away from the essence of the world."

House spirit: "Oh."

Head Jiang: "Miss Yunxiazong said that she will call all the elves in Yunxiazong—including those in the private space of the disciples—for a meeting in the near future. All elves who meet the conditions will receive invitations later. In principle , all elves who have received invitations are not allowed to be absent."

Jiajing: "...the invitation should correspond to 'voluntary' participation."

Head Jiang: "Oh? Is there such a strict limit? For elves, isn't the gap between words easily crossable?"

Jiajing: "..."

Pei Bing: "The old lady Yunxia still likes to meddle in her own business."

Xiao Sui: "It's true that the entire Yunxia Sect is her domain."

Pei Jianzhuo: "Speaking of which, after I became a Lingbao, it seems that I haven't received one-on-one instruction from Ms. Yunxia?"

Pei Bing: "Does this mean..."

Xiao Sui: "Lingbao Yunxia is also bullying?"

Pei Bing: "When Master Wu Rao was still alive, the old lady Yunxia suffered a great loss from Master Wu Rao's natal sword Lingbao? So until today she still keeps a respectful distance from Sword Lingbao?"

Xiao Sui: "I think Pei Wei Lingbao must know a lot of secret information."

Pei Bing: "It's a pity that Elder Huigu is not a sword cultivator, otherwise her sword spirit treasure must know more."

09475-dominant

I casually sent a text message to Pei Wei Lingbao to ask - I don't know if Pei Wei Lingbao would like to play with me now that my father is too lazy to talk to me.

My head really hurts even more.But after the pain for a long time, it seems that it doesn't matter anymore, because on the premise that I am sure that the pain will not actually hurt me, I seem to be able to look at the pain separately.They happen to me, but I can almost act as if my main consciousness is watching.

Just like when the battle was fierce before, I can temporarily judge whether the wounds on my body and the pain caused by the wounds will affect my combat effectiveness, without pain or fear.

I'm in a state of fighting my demons right now, so naturally I should focus all my attention on the battle itself, and don't have time to scream and cry coquettishly.

The inner demon is a kind of robbery.If a monk truly believes from the bottom of his heart that he will not die during his own upgrade, he will really not be killed by his own upgrade; If you cause irreversible damage to yourself, then this demon will really not.

The world of self-cultivation is sometimes so idealistic. You don’t have to worry about how bad things will evolve into for everything that happens inside you. You just need to know how you want it to evolve, and then firmly believe in your hope, and finally hope will be enough come true.

You should be, and must be, the leader of your own world.

Pei Bing: "So why do you come to ask Jiang Weixiao for help now? Why don't you find a place where no one is around and slowly digest your internal problems?"

Xiao Sui: "Master is acting like a spoiled child. He was the first to choose Jiang Weixiao to act like a spoiled child. Jiang Weixiao actually ranked ahead of Elder Pei Ji?"

If my father's tolerance for me can reach half of Jiang's head's tolerance for me, I will definitely harass my father first.

Jia Jing asked the head of Jiang: "What if the invitation from Lingbao Yunxia didn't reach us? For example, when she sent the invitation, Pei Lin happened to be retreating, isolating the outside world, and blocking the flow of spiritual energy."

Head Jiang: "There are several kinds of retreats that can block the flow of spiritual energy? Besides, whether Junior Brother Pei blocks it or not is closely related to your elves? Aren't you naturally able to break through all space barriers?"

Jiajing: "The point is whether the invitation can break through the barrier."

Head Jiang: "In the Yunxia Sect, why can't a little thing sent by Ms. Yunxia break through? Could it be that these invitations will hinder Junior Brother Pei's retreat?"

Me: "There is no need to discuss events with too small a probability? Especially such a small probability event that even if it happens, no harm can be seen."