Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09348 - Test mastery

Dad suddenly said, "Have you handed in the thesis assigned to you by Elder You Fuquan?"

Me: "...um."

Dad: "Did you fool yourself enough?"

Me: "You said you were fooling... What did Elder You say?"

Dad: "Elder You is generally too lazy to communicate with outsiders. So I was not sure until just now whether the paper you sent to Elder You was a paper or another question packet."

Me: "Actually, for me, the difference between the two is not very big. My thesis just fills in a lot of conjectures...and questions in the framework of the thesis. I feel that after I get used to it, the framework of the thesis is not enough It restricts my expressive thinking. But when filling out forms and answering questions, I am more likely to let the questioners get what they want.”

Dad: "Letting you completely follow the idea of ​​the question is a way to obtain information, and letting you express freely is also a way to obtain information. Some people can only adapt to one of them, but Elder You Fuquan is very strict with words. Both upper and lower limits are adaptable."

Dad: "Even though Elder You gave you a thesis assignment, he doesn't really care if what you wrote is a thesis or not. To him, the thesis or script or forum irrigation or singing and dancing are just a form of conveying information." , he can strip the form and accept only the content as soon as he gets it. The reason why he explicitly asked you to write a thesis this time may be mainly to see how far you can ignore the 'external form'."

Dad: "Elder You is already very familiar with your expressive style of pouring water in the sand, chattering questions, answering other people's questions in a divergent manner, and exploring secret places in a loose manner. This time, he wants to know whether your mastery of the main Esperanto is enough for you to see through the paper. the gap between it and everyday speech."

Me: "Not yet."

Dad: "It doesn't matter what you say, you can ask Elder You for his conclusion, he is the expert."

Me: "I don't know the awkward feeling when I hold the essay? Or is it awkward when I write it myself, but people who read it feel smooth?"

Dad: "It does exist."

Me: "Nonsense. Readers who read too little are easily deceived by industrial saccharin. How can a veteran like Elder You who has read thousands of sails fail to notice the emotional changes in the writer's pen."

Dad: "I mean, what you find awkward may be regarded as cute from the perspective of Elder You. For example, when you learn a new set of sword moves, you will definitely find some movements awkward in the first few times of practice, but as I What the person who teaches you sword moves sees is whether you have done every movement properly in the awkwardness. As long as you do it properly, then your so-called awkwardness is a process of adaptation in my opinion, and I will not feel awkward .If you use those sword moves in a way that you feel comfortable and not awkward, I will feel awkward. Your emotions cannot be directly equated with mine, nor can they be equated with Elder You's."

09349-doubt

Me: "...I still think you're cheating on me."

Dad: "If you don't trust my conclusions, then why do you ask me questions? Don't you just want to hear what I say is consistent with what you think is 'reasonable'? Can't you think for yourself? You want Obtaining fresh content from me, but you can't accept this freshness beyond your common sense, is this considered as me making things difficult for you, or are you making things difficult for me?"

Jia Jing: "Elder Pei Ji is angry again, but he still didn't force you to leave, so you can still continue to rely on Pei Feng, just like we rely on Pei Suilin's space."

You... are you also fooling me?How can my father get angry so easily?It is said that even when Elder Pei Ji is showing awe-inspiring killing intent, his heart is always calm. Can he be angry just because I say something that doesn't go along with him?If he was so easy to get angry, he would have had a problem with his anger during the years of raising me, or I should have been kicked out by him long ago.

Jia Jing: "Why are you so suspicious of everything? Can there be a little trust between creatures?"

Xiao Sui: "These house spirits themselves said that they have already adapted to my space to a high degree, and by the way, their perception of other spaces is extremely weak, and their perception of spiritual power higher than the level of the master should be only Down to the level of spectators. The conclusion is that their perception of Elder Pei Ji’s emotions is absolutely impossible to be higher than that of their master. They can only extract that perception after the master perceives the emotions of Elder Pei Ji, and point Show it to the master and pretend it's their credit."

Jia Jing: "'Extraction' is also work, and it takes energy. Besides, Pei Lin perceives too much information all the time, and his ability to grasp the key points is poor, so it is not very common for him to perceive some key things but not realize them. Is it not credit for us to extract those keys that he accidentally overlooked and point them out to him?"

I asked my dad directly: "Are you angry?"

Dad: "Do you think your ignorance is pure talent, or did you encounter too much deliberate disturbance the day after tomorrow?"

Me: "After I encountered a lot of disturbances from the outside world, I added disturbance factors to myself? Because I... am afraid to see the world too clearly? Because if I see too clearly, I will be exposed to too much coldness? Elf At any rate, they will put on a cute skin for their indifference, but the deeper rules of the world must be unshielded."

Me: "I haven't established the psychological quality to look directly at the rules of the world."

09350-cold hard

Me: "Is there a reason for the wine repairer's drunkenness?"

Dad: "You can ask Elder Peng Qinru about this. If you just ask superficial questions about wine cultivation, I can answer you; but since you will probably have to go deeper when you ask, it is best to ask questions when conditions permit. From the very beginning, look for someone who is sure to answer the deep questions."

Me: "But I'm a little afraid of Elder Peng, he has bad intentions... Oh, maybe it's not a matter of good intentions or not, but that he has already been exposed to a lot of deeper world rules, and his heart has become as cold and hard as an elf , so I don’t care if some of his words will hurt me. Elder Peng may think that he has not directly attacked me with crushing-level spiritual power, which is enough to be gentle and human.”

Dad: "Coldness does not mean bloodthirsty. The rules of a fair world will not suddenly launch a powerful attack on someone for no reason. When the main world set off a catastrophe, it was not to obliterate a specific person, the life and death of an individual creature." Insignificant in the consciousness of the world."

Me: "I want to see what Elder Peng is like when he gets along with a large number of elves."

Jiajing: "Your heart is not cold. Because we like your space and are reluctant to leave, you plan to fully exploit our value in various ways, and let us go to any experiment. This is not saying hello to Elder Peng. What's the difference just to test?"

After all, my goal is also to understand and create the world.Are you going to run away because of my oppression?

House spirit: "Probably not. Because the relationship between elves and elves is so ruthless. As long as we get what we want, we don't care about being used or even being hurt. After all, as long as you If you don't destroy our living environment, then directly attacking us won't really hurt us; and destroying the environment is self-harm to you, so you will protect the environment instead. As for the so-called human nature and emotional temptation...Elves don't have those things, so It's all just for you creatures to see."

So let's see how far you can go.

I asked my father: "If a monk's soul factor contains the memory of the entire world, can it be understood that if a monk can study his own soul thoroughly, he can know all the changes in the entire world? Furthermore, because every normal The soul of a monk must match his body perfectly, so when a monk thoroughly studies his body, it means he has thoroughly studied his soul?"

Me: "Going further, because the spiritual power is completely compatible with the monk's soul and body, so if the monk has studied his own spiritual power thoroughly, the monk has also studied his own soul thoroughly? In the same way, there is also the study of divine consciousness? "

09351 - Discrimination

Dad: "Almost. One sand and one world, that's what it means. The only problem is how to study 'thoroughly'."

Me: "Become a fairy."

Dad: "This is a theoretically feasible path, but the biggest problem is that the road hasn't been built yet."

Me: "After I died in my previous life and before I was born in this life, I couldn't find any clear information in my searchable memory bank where my soul element drifted past, but compared to Phoenix memory, white tiger inheritance, secret evolution, etc., That part of the wandering experience should belong to me, and it can emerge without excessive stimulation, right?"

Dad: "Maybe. But after finding out that part of your wandering experience, what are you going to do? Reverse the wandering route and see the world where a small amount of your soul factors were in your previous life?"

Me: "It's not impossible, just treat it as another secret realm."

Dad: "Let's review our conversation. Tell me what important things we talked about, that we had to talk about, that you couldn't think of on your own? If you can't find anything worth mentioning, I say Next time we encounter a similar situation, we don't need to talk, do you have any opinions?"

Me: "Be warmer. Scientific research in the mortal world says that talking nonsense with others appropriately every day is good for physical and mental health."

Dad: "According to this theory, a monk retreats for decades, and basically only talks to himself during the period, or just doesn't talk at all and just stares in a daze. After the retreat is over, the mental illness is probably very serious. It is also in line with the 'per capita mental illness of monks' common sense."

Me: "How about treating the whole world fairly? Sometimes it discriminates against children, and sometimes it discriminates against ordinary people..."

The old man snapped back: "Sometimes you even discriminate against yourself. So?"

Me: "...if Xiatuan stays, is it suitable to live in Yaofeng?"

Dad: "Lege is a child with a more delicate mind and good at reflection. When he encounters something that doesn't go his way, he will first reflect on whether he has done something wrong, and then think whether he has been wronged or not." Even if he is sure that he has been treated unfairly, he will not immediately think of resistance, but will give priority to keeping a distance from the injustice; Survive to fight."

Me: "Based on the environment in which he grew up, it doesn't look like he can develop this kind of personality. Lege's parents dote on him very much, and he himself has obvious advantages over the children of the same age around him. According to the normal development, Lege's Temperament should be more ostentatious."

Dad: "The formation of character will be affected by the environment, but it doesn't mean that the environment determines everything in the character. Just like under the same stimulation, some monsters can awaken ancient memories and become powerful spirit beasts. And more monsters just rushed to death vigorously and blandly."