Xiu Erdai's daily essays

07124-Send

Tang Gao: "So you want to find me a beautiful and comfortable place to die?"

Me: "If you want to leave just because you are worried that I will be sad, then stay. You are right, I will perceive the death that happened in my space too clearly, and it may become my psychological burden, but, It’s time for me to take on this too.”

Me: "I have reviewed so many memories of myself during this period, including the deaths and serious injuries of some fellow Taoists. I just watched from the sidelines and had a sense of distance. If you die inside Xiao Sui, then your death I can feel it more deeply."

Me: "Because you and I are of different races after all, so I won't confuse your death with mine."

Me: "Your death should bring me a lot of inspiration, so if you don't mind letting us see you die gradually, then please stay, and I also hope that you can allow me to wait for you to die. Use your corpse to refine artifacts. If your soul is scattered in the small sui space and has not returned to the main world, then I still expect these soul factors to help the small sui space to give birth to new life."

Me: "But the soul should disperse. Anyway, I will not forcibly restrain the soul elements. They will go to the place they like. If it is not special for me, it is unlikely to give up the perfect main world, but stay in the loopholes. In the portable space."

TangGao: "Will you be sad to see me die?"

Me: "There will be a little, but not too much. Although you have lived in my space for several years, although I have seen all your activities in these years, I have not paid much attention to you, you For me, like most of the decorations in my space, it just represents a 'have'."

Me: "When 'yes' becomes 'nothing', I will be lost for a moment, but because you don't mean much to me, so I won't be sad for a long time. It may only be sad for a few minutes, or even tens of seconds .After the sadness is over, you may still feel melancholy for a few hours, and then, it will probably be gone.”

Me: "But I will always remember you, just like I remember everything I have experienced. In the future, I may look back on every day with you as I look back on the past now, and then find more valuable things from it , and then feel a little sad for your departure."

TangGao: "Oh, that's not bad. Well, since it's useful to you, I'll stay. The death process is for you to study, and the corpse is also for you. If the soul can stay, I'll give it to you."

Me: "Thank you."

Tangbing: "Thank you too. Goodbye."

07125 - Need to show value

Tang Gao glanced at all the living creatures around her one by one, and said again: "Goodbye. I am very happy to have lived with you all these years."

Blob: "Goodbye Sugar Cake."

Rhubarb: "Don't be afraid of TangGao, we will die after a few years."

Dahei Erhei Sanhei: "We will miss your sugar cake."

TangGao smiled, closed her eyes, and breathed slowly, more and more slowly, until she stopped. Almost at the same time she stopped breathing, her heartbeat stopped.

Xiao Xi will die a little more than Queen Tang, I wish it: "In the next life, avoid cats, or become a creature that can bully cats."

Xiao Xi was probably thinking that he would have no chance to live anyway, so he said harshly to me: "In my next life, I will become a creature that can bully people."

Me: "If your goal is to bully me, it's very difficult. If you want to bully me, your cultivation base must be higher than mine, and higher cultivation bases than mine cannot be obtained by reincarnation alone. Put in enough effort."

Me: "Look, you've been in my space for so many years, the aura environment is there, and the cats don't stare at you all the time and don't allow you to do private things at all, but you have never resisted. The fur ball teaches the cats Some of the fighting methods you can learn. If you follow along, you will find that we will not prohibit you from learning; if you learn well and learn better than cats, you will also find that you never get bullied The toy has become a resident who can talk to the cat on an equal footing."

Me: "Every resident living in my space needs to show their own value before they can get their own seat. If your value is only reflected in making cats have fun, then you can only have a toy seat ; and if your value can be demonstrated in teaching cats, you can have a teacher seat."

Me: "Pei Kong was just a test object when he lived in this space. He could be dissected, disassembled, and smashed at any time. He stabilized himself by making precise complaints. No one taught him that he could take the seat like this, even after he did so. Before that, the earlier residents in this space didn’t realize that we needed such an expert in complaints, and after he did it, he demonstrated his value that would not be easily replaced.”

07126-soul factor

Me: "You didn't. Xiaoxi, we have given you a name, which actually means that we have reserved a seat for you. You can take that seat only after you prove your worth. Unfortunately, until now, until now. Death, you never had."

Xiao Xi: "I'm stupid, you can't ask me to discuss profound issues with you like a human being. If I just face a cat, I can try to resist and fight with the cat, but I can't fight Winning a pack of cats. I resisted and the cats combined to push me down."

Me: "If you used to try to speak like this before, instead of frequently not speaking for many days, and even if you did speak, you only said one or two basic survival needs, then you would have gained a little right to speak, and then slowly Accumulated, it has turned over."

Xiao Xie: "'Maybe'?" It sighed, "I don't mind continuing to be a mouse in my next life, and I don't mind continuing to be a species that can be bullied by cats and humans at will, but I hope that I can be like ordinary mice, even if I am bullied by cats or humans. If caught by human beings, they will only die once, and should not be kept as toys for a long time."

Blob: "If you miss, you can kill yourself."

Xiao Xie: "I don't want to commit suicide. Living is living. It's not so bad to exchange food from being bullied with almost no injuries, compared to other mice evading all kinds of hunting and stealing a little food."

Pei Kong: "Because I found a sense of superiority and peace of mind in this comparison, so why don't you try to pursue a better one?"

Xiao Xi didn't answer, and also stepped into death.

After death, both TangGao and Xiaoxi had energy overflowing from their bodies. It was like a variant of aura. It was more solid than aura at first, but soon became loose. It was similar to the aura of the environment, but it was a bit incompatible with the aura of the environment. .

This is probably the soul factor of the two of them.

After a while, some soul factors that were not in harmony with the environment became more harmonious, and then continued to stay for further harmony; while those who had no tendency to harmonize at all left the Xiaosui space, returned to the main world, and quickly merged into the aura of the main world The environment, without even the process of testing and hard work, seems to blend in as soon as it is touched.

This probably shows that the aura environment of the main world is far more inclusive than that in Xiao Sui's space, or that the imprints of the main world of TangGao and Xiaoxuan have a greater influence on them than Xiao Sui's space, and they subconsciously feel that they belong to the main world. So in the end, I will instinctively seek to return to the main world.

Most of the remaining soul elements who continued to seek harmony in the small sui space failed in their efforts and returned to the main world. Very few of them really blended with the aura environment in the small sui space, as if after becoming part of the aura in the small sui space, they entered My body's spiritual power circulation system was broken, and then as I exchanged spiritual power with the outside world during my activities, I still entered the main world.

07127-Just a manifestation of spiritual power

Because of enough integration, I gradually couldn't distinguish which auras in Xiao Sui's space are soul factors, even though I have been tracking their movements, even if I have marked them, but apart from the mark, they are not related to Xiao Sui. There is no difference between the ordinary auras, and I am not even sure whether they have exchanged positions with the ordinary auras, and changed the marks to the ordinary auras.

The entire change process only lasted a few days, and there was no tendency to become a ghost at all.Including the moment just after death, the souls of a cat and a mouse were only solidified close to spiritual power, and they were divided into many small groups and solidified separately, never maintaining the shape of a cat or a mouse at all.

This should mean that they have no obsession with continuing to live when they die, and may have some slight reluctance—that is the power of the soul to form a ball when it first dies—but soon, that little reluctance is also let go, and the soul Then it completely dissipated into aura, floating freely in the world, making outsiders even monitoring seem to be in a daze and meaningless.

However, are those scattered and slightly cohesive aura clusters really souls?When I get along with living creatures, except for ghost cultivation, I don’t seem to have seen a soul, or in other words, I can’t distinguish which of the spiritual power, spiritual consciousness and other forces I encounter are mixed with the form of a soul .

If it weren't for the definite conclusion of the cultivation world, sometimes I even feel that the soul does not exist.The persistence of human form energy after death may only be a manifestation of spiritual power.

A phenomenon can be observed during the battle: when two magicians fight, A and B launch fatal attacks at the same time, A's attack kills B first, but B's attack will not dissipate immediately because of B's ​​death, but will continue along The attack target hits armor hard, if armor does not dodge, then it may be killed by this attack.It can also be regarded as B killing A after death.

This obviously has nothing to do with the possibility that B's soul may continue to manipulate spells after his death.

Faxiu’s attack is still too instant and may not be conspicuous enough, so replace it with array repair: Yi Bu was killed by A immediately after killing the large formation, and then the large formation killed A a few months later, some people heard that Afterwards, I felt that it was B who turned into a ghost to avenge A, but this was obviously a simple technological confrontation between living people, and there was only a time difference.

Therefore, it is possible that the so-called persistence of the soul after death is that people are too obsessed before death, allowing their spiritual power to gather into the outline of their body, and continue to carry out the pre-death plan in the world of the living.There are no ghosts, just working forms of power.

Continuing to think along this line of thought, then ghost cultivation is not an extension of the soul of a living person, but some raw materials picked up by the execution program of spiritual power after death, and refined for spiritual power to create a parasitic shell, a new body, and then the spiritual power controls the shell, and continues to exist in the world as a movable object.