Xiu Erdai's daily essays

05564-Fair

Feng Hui: "But how can you be sure there is no 'other reason'?"

I feel."

Feng Hui: "How can you be sure the feeling is right?"

Me: "I don't know, I can't be sure. How are you sure? How can you be sure that Elder Bai and your master's festival will not make Elder Bai really attack you?"

Feng Hui: "I'm not sure, that's why I'm so scared."

Me: "Can you tell the truth?"

Feng Hui: "That's the truth. I'm only sure Elder Bai won't kill me, but besides death, I'm afraid of many things."

Me: "Elder Bai, will you be angry if I use you to test the bottom line of Huashen Mahayana's tolerance for younger generations?"

Elder Bai: "Compared to whether I will be angry, you may have to consider whether I can represent the transformation stage. Whether you are angry or not is a very personal feeling. Even if you are not angry on the surface for the sake of the sect, it will not delay your heart. The actual anger. In this regard, I can’t even represent all the elders of the Yanxing Sect, let alone represent all the god transformation stages and even the Mahayana stage.”

Me: "It's not a representative of the complete meaning, but some commonalities that emerged after turning over the hurdle between Nascent Soul and Huashen out of the body. I want to study that commonality."

Elder Bai: "Yes. I will treat you as a research object, and you will also treat me as a research object; I will test your fear, and you will test my anger. It is fair."

Me: "I'm not really scared, you're not really angry, it's really fair."

Elder Bai: "Actually, I want to see your real fear."

Me: "Actually, although I'm a little scared, I also want to see you really angry."

Elder Bai: "You need to work harder for this."

Me: "Elder Bai, you too."

Elder Bai: "No matter how much fear you show, I can recognize and interpret it."

Me: "It is difficult for me to recognize your emotions, and it is even more difficult to interpret, but as long as I can barely understand a little bit, it is a leapfrog harvest for me. Every point is a qualitative breakthrough."

Elder Bai: "I got the quantity, you got the quality, and it's still fair in the end. Are you interested in coming to Yanxingmen for a while?"

I don't."

Elder Bai: "What if Jianzong invited you like this?"

I promise."

05565 - World Construction

Elder Bai: "Apart from the Yanxing family among the top ten, which one did you refuse after the elders invited you without asking why?"

Me: "...not anymore." Including the Medicine Sect who is at odds with the Yunxia Sect, I can also go deep into the enemy camp to stay for a few days, and even the Medicine Sect doesn't need to give a very specific reason for the invitation. I dare to promise.But Yan Xingmen, Daughter Country, living there is too stressful, it feels more stressful than living in Yaomeng.It's weird how hard it is for me to be transgender than being transracial.

Me: "I'm sure that the basic conditions for entering the Nascent Soul stage include seeing through gender, so does it also include seeing through race? I guess it doesn't include it now."

Elder Bai: "Oh? Why?"

Me: "Because...understanding ghost cultivation is the basic condition for becoming a god, and understanding ghosts...is the basic condition for entering Mahayana?"

Elder Bai: "Basic conditions? Conditions that must be met?"

Me: "I'm not sure. I'm just guessing. Isn't it too arrogant to frivolously guess about things above your own cultivation level? It's also easy to confuse yourself?"

Elder Bai: "It depends on the individual whether he is confused or not. The quality of being confused also depends on the individual. As for arrogance, guessing about one's cultivation level is equivalent to guessing one's own future. As long as one's own affairs do not affect others, one does not need others to judge them. "

Me: "Is it the future? Seeing my own future from others, is it by extracting the commonality of high-level cultivation as a guide for my own progress, or seeing the immortal who absorbs all high-level cultivation and absorbs everything in the world?" swirl?"

Elder Bai: "Chengxian? Well, I'm not interested in discussing this for the time being. At this stage, I hope you will focus on the dollhouse."

Me: "Is my guess normal?"

Elder Bai: "There are many conjectures about becoming an immortal, each of which can be regarded as routine, and each of them can be regarded as high-end. After all, they are things that have no basis in examples. No matter how profound the guess is, it is like asking for trouble. Superficial is also like simple and complicated, not practical, not like dolls that can be touched."

Me: "Elder Bai, you use dolls to construct the world. Does each of the Mahayana masters have their own way of constructing the world? Are they all trying to construct the world? Maybe they construct it in their own personal space or in the array?" , or maybe simulated in the main world?"

Elder Bai: "Cutting off your external contact for one hour now will not affect the activities of the floating team company, nor will it affect your grasp of Wuge's developments? We can try to cut off for one hour in a row, alternately. The connection remains unchanged. It may make thinking fall into inertia, and appropriate regular changes can help stimulate multi-directional thinking."

I:"……"

05566-childlike innocence

Elder Bai: "See you in an hour." Then the communication was cut off.

Alas, it seems that Elder Bai has found an effective solution to get along with me, and will not tolerate me too much anymore.Sure enough, strangeness helps to maintain politeness, gentleness, and easy-to-talk.

Mao Qiu: "Do you think Elder Bai has a good temper?"

Yes.A person who likes dolls, games, and is willing to play role-play with little girls is of course very childlike.

Xiao Sui: "Even if the game you like is horror?"

Because she wasn't really a child after all.The combination of adult thinking and children's hobbies creates complex categories of play.

While I was chatting with a few people from the floating team company, the door of the faceless doll house opened, but it was empty except for a doll in the center and four corners.This room is only about one-third the size of mine and has no windows.

Then I went to knock on all the other doors in turn. All the doors would open after I knocked for a while, but if I didn't knock, they seemed to be locked and could not be opened from the outside.

I knocked on all the doors, walked around the yard, and looked into the well. I was sure that there was no other living person in the whole house except me.

I sighed to my soul connectors: "I feel bold. In my previous life, I would not have dared to walk around this kind of house alone, not to mention night, even in broad daylight. But even now, if there is no If you stay with me, I still dare not, if something pops out from behind any door, or the doll suddenly smiles at me, I might even use the ultimate life-saving teleportation talisman."

Pei Kong: "You were never afraid when you were alone with the empty Pei Feng."

That's the same.On Peifeng, there is the smell of the old man everywhere, and it is so open and unobstructed, there is no room for filth, but here, murders and ghost stories seem to be recorded everywhere.

I reacted to Elder Bai during the connecting time: "I probably won't come to your dollhouse a second time."

Elder Bai: "The plot hasn't officially started yet."

Me: "The plot is secondary, the key is the atmosphere. I don't like the atmosphere of horror movies, nor do I like the atmosphere of tragedy."

Elder Bai: "If you get rid of all the tragic factors, there will be no tragedy."

Me: "It's too laborious, too deliberate, as if you have to do your best to fight against the laws of nature to avoid all tragic factors. I still don't like it."

Elder Bai: "It's easy to be biased when making judgments based on hearsay."

05567-early morning

Me: "If I don't participate in the plot at all, just watch the same tragedy repeat, how many times will you let me come out early?"

Elder Bai: "It's not a question of how many times the cycle is. I put in the development logic of the plot. I don't care whether it is a cycle or a branch line. I only care about the insights you brought me in it. As long as I I can see something new to me from you, then even if you don't move, I won't let you come out early."

Me: "What's new about being still?"

Elder Bai: "The stillness in the chaos is very conspicuous, especially the stillness from the heart, which is very inspiring."

Chatting and chatting, the night in the doll house passed, and with the sunshine in the morning, the gloomy old house also changed its appearance, no longer old and moldy, and became an old but well-maintained old building. There are still a lot of dolls, but there are also a lot of people who are alive.

"Good morning, Mr. Pei," the window of the room next to the faceless doll's house was opened, and a girl with braids poked her head out to greet me, "You woke up really early, did you rest well last night? If you have any discomfort, please let us know, and we will try our best to help you solve it. But if you want to play electronic products, you can’t do it, and the basic rule here is not to connect to electricity.”

The girl with braids lowered her voice and made a serious look: "Electricity makes society progress, and it also separates human beings from nature. We should leave electricity occasionally and return to pure nature."

After she finished speaking, she laughed again: "It's as if electricity doesn't exist in nature."

"Third girl," came the voice of an old lady, "I heard you making trouble there by yourself early in the morning."

Braided girl: "But isn't our rule here to wake up at sunrise? It's already time to get up, and I'll be an alarm clock for everyone."

The aunt went to the yard, and while feeding the chickens in the corner, she said to me: "If Mr. Pei likes to be quiet, tell us that as long as you ask us, we will be quiet. You are the only guest these days, and we are all for you." You serve."

Me: "It's okay, I don't have high requirements for the ambient volume. And there are few people here, even if everyone talks together, it's better than a bunch of cars on the street honking their horns and arguing. In comparison, the night here seems too quiet Now, there is a feeling that I am the only one left, and it makes me feel a little scared."

Aunt: "That's true. In the past, some guests didn't even dare to sleep alone, and insisted on having sex with others."

Girl with braids: "Those dolls are scary, they are placed everywhere, and they are so realistic. Think about getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, and when you push the door, wow, a red doll is smiling at you."

Aunt: "Then you go and protest with the old man and ask him to put all the dolls away."

The braided girl made a grimace, turned around and ran out of her room.