Xiu Erdai's daily essays

05012-Reassuring

Big brother: "Judging from the tone of your conversation with me, I can't tell that you are under so much pressure."

Me: "Because the bullshit area is separate."

Eldest brother: "You have thought about my master's intention of arranging you to work in the debt collection office, and calculated how much your burden will be reduced after I join your work. Is it also nonsense?"

Me: "Actually, I usually go too far when I talk nonsense. Although the depth of my thinking is not the same as yours, at least the logic is smooth, right? Even if it is a little floating sometimes, it may be a little too much, but it is not too much. Ever contradict yourself?"

Big brother: "So this kind of thinking is different from your thinking about the stability and reconstruction of No. [-]?"

Me: "The difference is... is it floating or not? The fault tolerance rate of No. [-]'s things... seems not very low, because it can be dismantled and rebuilt an unlimited number of times. Well, it's fine, I hope I can maintain the two If it doesn't collapse for a month, it won't give Elder Yang more face."

Eldest brother: "It's okay, if Elder Yang minds, he will get the debt back from you, and it's over when he's done, and he won't hold grudges for a long time."

Me: "What you said made me feel very at ease, and I still want to know."

Eldest brother: "However, it is more likely that Elder Yang calculated your upper limit before the assignment. The two-month deadline is the longest time that No. [-] can maintain stability. When the two months expire, it will collapse. Within a month, as long as you don't do it intentionally, it won't collapse."

Me: "That is to say, if it collapses within two months, it means that I deliberately did not give Elder Yang face, and Elder Yang has a good reason to punish me?"

Senior brother: "This punishment may also be done by Elder Qi. Elder Qi has a name in the debt collection office, but he has hardly done any debt collection tasks. With Elder Qi's current cultivation base, it is very inconvenient to collect debts from outsiders. Therefore, You are a very suitable training object."

But will the little uncle use debt collection skills to clean me up?Isn't it just a beating?The little uncle has such a violent temper, how could he use his brains when he could do it?

Me: "Based on objective statistics, has my little uncle ever beaten a junior with a lower level of cultivation than him?"

Eldest brother: "I have never been beaten seriously by Elder Qi."

Me: "What do you mean by 'serious'?"

Big brother: "It's not serious to slap the back of the head when passing by, it's not serious when a cloud of thunder hits the dust and ice and snow at my feet, and it's not serious to attract a cloud of dark clouds and rain on my head for a whole day."

Me: "When you say that, it really reassures me. I'm definitely not as offended as you offend my little uncle. After all, I put him in jokes at most, and you are actually using him as a prop to plot against others... Wait a minute, it seems that the former is even more unbearable? The latter has brought benefits anyway."

05013 - stride a bit too big

Big brother: "The good or bad of this varies from person to person. Some people are more unacceptable to jokes, and some are even more unacceptable to be used. The same person may exchange the degree of acceptance of the two on different things."

I pondered, and then Qi Feng in No. [-] suddenly collapsed a large piece.

I:"……"

Big brother: "It seems that the nonsense area you isolated still has a certain influence on the logic area of ​​No. [-]."

Me: "How clearly can you see the scenery in No. [-]?"

Eldest brother: "I directly saw the live broadcast you broadcast to Elder Yu and the others. Anyone who has the authority to see the scenery inside No. [-] through the main formation of this sect can see the live broadcast you released. It is easier to watch the latter , and it is easier to see where your attention is biased."

Me: "It's terrible, where my attention is biased, accidents will happen. If it can be run strictly according to the predetermined procedure, although it will be rigid, the stability will definitely be higher."

Eldest brother: "You took this step too far. From the static model of the secret realm, you jumped directly to the world with a complete cycle. The world also contains a secret realm with a complete cycle, and there are multiple secret realms."

Me: "So can I really last two months without collapsing?"

Big brother: "Collapse can also appear bit by bit. Start collapsing today, and you will repair it while it is collapsing. After two months, the patches are so dense that you can't continue to work, will the collapse be considered complete?"

Perfect prophecy.

In the next two months, I have been in a state of exhaustion. One person has to manage a whole small world where somewhere collapses all the time, and manage a department where all employees are not on duty; Why are the elders laughing at me, while catching the elder brother to question:

"Isn't management your specialty? I don't major in management."

Eldest brother: "Your management is not my specialty. My management is managing people, and yours belongs to construction and information sorting. I never care about house construction, the location of spiritual plants, and the color matching of spiritual animal nests... ..."

Xiao Sui: "Master, don't be irritable. I will take care of these trivial tasks in the future. Before I do it, you don't have to force yourself to take care of everything. If you get annoyed, just let them collapse. The process of collapse will also be my next step." One of the lessons from the first build."

Well, if you also find it annoying, you don’t need to absorb this kind of experience. At worst, we won’t build the world, and your space can be used as a flexible small warehouse.It's a bit of a pity that we can't get all the benefits of everything in our collection, but a little bit of regret is much more tolerable than constant irritability and getting more and more irritated.

If it doesn’t work, we can switch back and forth: if there are too many regretful feelings, we will create a secret realm, and if the trivial things in the secret realm are too annoying, we will suspend construction and let it be destroyed.

05014 - Unable to maintain

Xiao Sui gave a clear 'hmm', and then said: "We don't force ourselves, the most important thing is to have a good time."

Then No. [-] began to be allowed to collapse. The employees of the debt collection office complained about "how the stability of No. [-] has dropped so much", but they continued to stay in No. [-].

"We're going to witness the destruction of Number Two in memory of our coming here."

Is it wrong to commemorate destruction?

"Second son, when No. [-] collapsed, did you put the real items inside in another place? Is the No. [-] collapse an illusion?"

Me: "It's not all illusions, most of the real things I picked up in a different place, but some broken things that can be reassembled are broken together with No. [-], such as the puzzle pieces I got from the pet mystery. .”

"Are those puzzle pieces working, too? No wonder I feel my psychic power being suppressed."

Me: "The problem of your spiritual power being suppressed is not necessarily caused by puzzle pieces, although they are indeed not very friendly to spiritual power, but I have not driven them to work on you subjectively, so at least they will not be stable against you spiritual power."

Me: "That is to say, even if they work when I don't pay attention, they should only work intermittently for a short period of time. If the spiritual power suppression you perceive is continuous - it is considered continuous if it is greater than ten seconds —Then it’s more likely to be your own problem.”

"Is it because we saw No. [-] collapsing everywhere, were frightened, and thought we had hurt No. [-], so we suppressed ourselves subconsciously?"

Me: "It's possible. Only you can fully understand your own psychological activities. The only thing I can tell you with certainty is: the collapse of No. [-] is because I can't maintain the operation of a world-class class, even this imitation that is only the size of Yunxiazong Pin Xiao World, I can't make it exist stably in an all-round way. Its collapse is inevitable. From the very beginning, Elder Yang has given the limit time for No. [-]'s existence, and that is the limit of my ability at this stage."

"It's not just the size of Yunxiazong, is it? I went out of the gate of Yunxiazong in No. [-], and visited the city next door. Could it be that I visited the real city of the main world?"

Me: "It's a real city. When you left the gate of Yunxiazong in No. [-], you returned to the main world through the space gate. Maybe because I made the space feeling of No. [-] space gate as far as possible from the real gate of Yunxiazong. Convergence, causing you to confuse under uncertainty."

05015-A limit that must not be crossed

"This is true and false, which makes me a little uncomfortable."

"Watching the collapse of Yunxiazong's scenery, combined with the feeling of confusion between true and false, it is even more uncomfortable."

"Looking at the collapse, I tried to stop it but couldn't stop it. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't save it. I think my inner demon problem is more serious. Didn't it mean that we came here to help solve the inner demon?"

Me: "It is also a solution to let the inner demon expand to the extreme and let it explode completely."

Me: "Not only are you uncomfortable, but I also feel bad when I watch the collapse of No. Thinking like this is like imagining yourself practicing a sword and hacking yourself to death. However, the usual thinking is just a generalized version of a few seconds. I just thought of such a possibility. , a long-term destruction process with complete details."

I asked the elder brother: "Do you feel uncomfortable seeing No. [-] like this?"

Eldest brother: "I have seen the collapse of Yunxiazong's resident during the catastrophe. The real collapse. It's not as fragile as the second collapse, which seems to give up directly, but it is heavier and more desperate."

Big Brother: "After comparison, the collapse of No. [-] is like a child's play, and it seems that it is not more lethal than your three-second brain supplement."

Me: "I'm a little worried, if I build No. [-] a few more times and watch it collapse a few more times, will I really have a demon: always worry that Yunxia Zong will collapse, and feel that Yunxia Zong is as brittle as a biscuit? "

Big brother: "Within one's ability, try to create inner demons for yourself, and then try your best to solve these inner demons, which is also a method of cultivation."

Me: "Just make sure that you didn't cause irreversible damage to others when you created your demons."

Senior brother: "Because Yunxiazong never allows disciples to cause or intend to cause irreversible harm to fellow sects, sometimes disciples will pay too much attention to 'irreversible', and then become a kind of demon. One of the solutions to this kind of demon is Take it out, take it out on the enemy."

Big brother: "For example, the task object of the debt collection task, such as the opponent who grabs resources in the secret realm, or... sometimes the scope may be extended to all monks of the outer sect."

Senior brother: "Only the boundary of 'same door' must not be crossed in the event of irreversible damage, otherwise it will not solve the inner demon, but destroy one's own way."