Xiu Erdai's daily essays

04816 - trust or not

Me: "What is 'heaven and earth'? Everything in the world is a part of heaven and earth. We touch the existence of the surface of all things at any time. It is not dangerous, or even if there is danger, we have summed up the comparison from generation to generation. A perfect response plan. As for the inner existence of all things, it is like facing the spiritual consciousness during Qi training and foundation building. It is uncontrollable and the result is unknown. You may gain or lose more at the same time.”

Me: "Divination may not be mysterious, but we are too weak to control it in an orderly manner, and if we use it in disorder, we will suffer backlash."

Me: "Where are you going to take me?"

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Are you going?"

Me: "Go if you need it, and go if it's interesting. It's best to be both necessary and interesting."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "My judgment on whether it is necessary or not, and whether it is interesting or not is confusing, so you decide for yourself. You can refuse directly, or you can go with me to have a look first, and then stay if you want to stay, or retreat if you don't like it, but I don't guarantee that you will be able to withdraw when you want to."

Me: "Is the teleportation not easy to use? The power that hinders the teleportation has reached the level of the god?" The Nascent Soul stage can't hinder the connection between Pei Bing and Yunxiazong's formation.

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Is it only up to the level of Huashen? The most powerful teleportation item in your hand is not at this level."

You asked me to use my ultimate life-saving talisman for an unknown pleasure?I can not let it go.

Me: "According to the regulations of the Disciplinary Office, you should not do things that you know from the beginning that you can only save your life by sending them back to the sect. Cultivators should have self-knowledge."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "The place I will take you to may not necessarily be so dangerous, it may not be dangerous at all."

Me: "Generally speaking, if I'm asked to go there without knowing anything about the destination, I will judge whether I will go or not based on my trust in the person who asked me to go."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "And you don't trust me."

Me: "No, I believe it. I believe that none of the inner disciples of the Yunxia Sect will try to cause irreversible harm to me; and all the inner disciples of the Yunxia Sect are higher than my seniors, so I have no doubts about what will hurt me." There are many."

Me: "You may not be able to judge whether it is good or bad, but you can at least judge whether it is hurt or not?"

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Not necessarily. For example, sometimes I feel that I have caused irreversible damage to her life by bringing Sun Lijiao into the Yunxia Sect."

04817-Can't tell

Me: "Senior Sun Sixiao, are you kidding me? She can leave Yunxiazong at any time until the moment Sun Lijiao dies. 'Staying in Yunxiazong' has never been an irreversible event for her, so even if you think it may be hurt , objectively it is not an irreversible injury."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "What if I say, I can't even tell the difference?"

Me: "Then your heart demon calamity is quite serious. As a disciple of Yunxia Sect, you can't even see the foundation of Yunxia Sect clearly."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "That's right... But it's also possible, I can actually see clearly, but I deliberately deceived you to make you sympathize with me, and then do things according to my wishes out of sympathy."

Me: "I thought, you like to poke people's pain instead of pretending to be poked in pain."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Maybe I changed my preferences?"

Me: "Will you fundamentally change your way?"

Senior Sun Sixiao: "My Dao... If I can't see it clearly, will my Dao collapse? Then, will I die, or will I be abolished?"

Me: "Not being able to see clearly is not the same as whether you are walking on the way. Even if you are completely blind, you may not deviate from your way."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "If you can't see clearly, you may feel clearly. For example, your intuition will guide you, but my intuition is also messed up. I can't see the way clearly, and I can't see where my next step is. I don't know whether the two can overlap. Sometimes I feel that the backlash I received from divination probably has an effect on my brain. From the beginning of my life trajectory, from the intersection of Sun Lijiao's life and Pei Ji's life, I was eroded by the reactionary force of divination."

Me: "I don't think my father needs to be responsible for this. He didn't ask you to do divination for him. Although the appearance of Senior Sun Lijiao is indeed of great significance to him, it cannot be proved that if Senior Sun Lijiao did not join the Yunxia Sect, the two of them would definitely be together." They will not meet and fall in love. Disciples of the seventh and third-rate sects may not be able to establish friendship, and I am still a guest elder of a lesser-established sect."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "But you didn't fall in love with disciple Jing Jinfeng."

Me: "I didn't fall in love with a disciple of Yunxia Sect or any of the top ten disciples. This is my personal problem, not the problem of the difference between sects. People who want to fall in love will always talk about it. For example, Xie Qinwei, who doesn't want to fall in love Some people wouldn't take it seriously even if... like me."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "'Even' what? I feel that you omitted a very important word. Very important. World-class important."

04818 - Sober

Me: "Do you dare to believe your sense of chaos? Or, are you just using chaos as an excuse to reduce the possibility of you being scolded?"

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Actually, you helped me wake up, otherwise I wouldn't have come to talk to you and invite you to swim together. Pei Ji also helped me wake up, but it's a pity that Pei Ji didn't want to help me with this."

Me: "Because it doesn't make much difference whether he helps you or not. What's in your mind, other people can't play a decisive role as an external force, and even if one fails, it may have counterproductive effects. Even if I'm being held in the hands of my father." It took him a long time to adjust the training of the sword array for my current apprentice. For the training of my weak dodging skills, it is conservatively estimated that he will be planning after I come out of the Tarong Secret Realm; if it takes longer Some, maybe he had an idea when I came out of Wanxin Secret Realm."

Me: "Isn't that right, Dad? You should send me a message quietly so that senior Sun Sixiao won't hear it. This is a small tacit understanding between our father and son, master and apprentice."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "If it's a private matter between you father and son, you shouldn't tell me about your speculation."

Me: "First of all, it is 'father-son-teacher-student', father-son plus master-student, dual relationship, in this matter the master-student relationship is more influential than the father-son relationship, don't omit the main point when you say it; secondly, you have Can you judge 'should'? Congratulations."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Did your master answer your question?"

I will not tell you."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "I guess not."

Me: "My dad does often not answer my boring questions, and sometimes he doesn't answer the questions I think are serious. This has an advantage: I can judge whether my questions are really serious from his answers. I trust my master's judgment more than I trust myself. Although the degree of trust is not very good, as a monk, I should trust myself more in the end. It is also allowed to take a little detour during the learning stage."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "I'm envious of being sober."

Me: "This compliment is really nice. Most people will only say that I am confused but not that I am sober, let alone that I am sober enough to be enviable. Senior Sun, your situation really worries me. But I can't give you practical help , I can only say cheers to you. If it is something that is helpful to you and I am interested in participating, I can participate, but you must first give me a brief introduction of the event. I can't trust you to the point of walking with you with my eyes closed , who can tell whether you will lead me into a pit, although you may not want to subjectively, but objectively, you don’t know if there is a pit in the road ahead. Maybe your heart demon will trap you while you are trapped. If it hurts me, even if it is not an irreversible injury, ordinary injuries are troublesome."

04819-Responsibility

Senior Sun Sixiao: "Divination sometimes just cannot know too much, otherwise it is not conducive to the display of intuition."

Me: "Your current problem should be the negative effects caused by divination. Do you still plan to continue to follow the logic of divination in your understanding? When you stop, you should stop. Let go of your minor occupation, and then straighten out your main occupation. Necessary If it is, you can even consider giving up part of your cultivation; if it is really serious, you can simply learn from Chu Wuliu and start over with Broken Baby and Broken Pill."

Me: "As a junior whose cultivation level is lower than yours, under normal circumstances, my remarks should not have any impact on you—there are too many possibilities for abnormal situations to be considered—so I say freely, you choose to listen, It doesn't matter if you don't listen at all. If you are misled by my words and malfunction, under the premise of the gap in cultivation, I am definitely not responsible."

Senior Sun Sixiao: "In the rules, the responsibility is not yours..."

Me: "It's the same in my own cognition. I'm still in the stage of relying on the elders, so I won't feel guilty for 'possibly hurting' the elders. When I'm with the younger generation, the safety of the elders is inherently important It should be handled by the elders themselves. Not allowing the elders to protect the younger is already giving preferential treatment to the elders. Still want the younger to protect the elders? Every time I told my father that I wanted to protect him, he scoffed at him. If I didn’t make trouble for him, he would It's comforting enough."

Me: "It's not just my dad, when I act together with the big brother, such as going to the Tarong Secret Realm and the Pet Secret Realm, although the big brother is only a little higher than me, he doesn't need any protection from me. Keep me safe from worries."

Me: "So, you who have been in the peak stage of Nascent Soul for a long time, and me who just entered the late stage of Jindan, how dare you let me protect you when you are higher than me by a whole level and take a small level?" Did you use your extra cultivation to sacrifice to the divination profession? Then you must have cultivated crookedly, and I have never heard that there are such bad disciples from the Giaotianmen, whether they are majors or minors in divination."

Me: "I asked Elder Yuan of Yutianmen before. Elder Yuan told me that there are lectures in Tianmenmen, but Elder Yuan also said that the key point of a fortuneteller's cultivation lies in practice, but practice is not necessarily true divination. Elder Yuan also said Saying 'a fortune teller should only really do a fortune teller once in a lifetime', exhaust everything a fortune teller has, to complete the most extreme fortune teller."

Me: "I don't know how fortune-tellers who don't really do fortune-telling practice and how to steadily improve their cultivation, but there must be a way. Maybe Elder Yuan hasn't really done fortune-telling until now. You can ask him if you are interested. Your divination ability has been recognized by Elder Yuan, I think he will be willing to give you advice, the Heaven Watching Sect has always been willing to teach disciples, whether they are their own apprentices or not, as long as the monk has good qualifications."

Me: "It's a pity, Senior Sun, that your cultivation is so messed up, and the Peeping Heaven Gate will probably despise your poor aptitude."