Xiu Erdai's daily essays

04260-The biggest opponent is always yourself

Elder Liu: "Actually, if Hua Xiao can carry the burden of beauty a little more resolutely, as resolutely as Hehuanzong, thinking 'I just don't want to grow old, never', it's not that there is no room for breakthrough, the bad thing is that he was in the second lingering between them."

Elder Liu: "What's worse is that Hua Xiao himself is clearly aware of the problem, but he just failed to resolutely fall to either side, and has been stuck in between. Knowing where the breakthrough is, but watching helplessly. I stayed on the dead end, unable to move, for many years. In the end, maybe I was a little desperate, so I pushed myself hard, but still, I couldn't move in the dead end."

Elder Liu: "Sometimes things are so nonsense. We know what to do, where the problem is, and how to fix it, but we can't agree with the better way from the bottom of our hearts. Rational approval is useless, you have to come from your own heart. I love that road in my heart, but sometimes you can’t find the road that belongs to you, no matter how you plan or learn, it’s useless, it’s wrong, and it can’t make you feel a sense of belonging.”

Elder Liu: "However, every monk's way is unique, and every monk will eventually fall into a situation where he is struggling to find his own way. No one can help anyone, and he can only rely on himself. If he can't find it, no matter how good the external conditions are It's all for nothing."

Me: "Calculation, learning, external conditions, and help from others are useful. These can allow us to try many ways more efficiently, and improve the efficiency of finding our way. Finding our own way is not all a matter of luck. It will guide us. The things we like, the things that make us happy, the things that make us immerse ourselves in it, every bit of our feelings are our guides.”

Me: "As long as you are honest with yourself, you will definitely find it."

Elder Liu: "Do you know what your opinion means?"

Me: "What does it mean that I will become mighty?"

Elder Liu: "The top ten disciples all have the potential to become powerful. It can be said that the top ten have basically provided each disciple with sufficient resources for their cultivation, but the rate of great power among the top ten is just that. It’s over. What’s lacking isn’t innate conditions, nor external resources, so tell me, what’s holding back the power rate?”

Me: "Demon?"

Elder Liu: "The biggest opponent of a monk will always be himself. The catastrophe of the mind is actually a battle between himself and himself. The death rate of the upgrade catastrophe, especially the thunder catastrophe, is obvious to all, but the number of monks who have quietly collapsed in the bottleneck period is even greater. Shocking. In fact, it can trigger a thunder calamity, and more than half of the upgrade hurdle has passed, and more monks have not even had time to touch the door of the upgrade calamity."

Me: "But leveling up to calamity is also a tempering that I made for myself. Tribulation thunder is also brought on by myself."

Elder Liu: "Drilling into Hunting Peak and provoking spirit beasts and monsters to make them besiege you, is it the temper you brought on yourself? But compared with being tortured by shame for the stupid things you did to you, which one do you think?" more uncomfortable?"

04261-actually quite stupid

Elder Liu: "It's true that the tribulation thunder was attracted by myself, but it is an external force, and the subsequent battle is between myself and the outside world. Even if this 'external force' will always respond to my needs, I am still fighting the outside world." , your own strength can be released. And the heart demon is purely internal, and it is difficult to find a channel to vent. Even if you fight, you will be bruised all over your body and have no time to pay attention to your inner depression, but the injury will always heal. Once there is a gap in the heart, the depression will revive and torment you with greater intensity. You have to deal with it itself, and no indirect means will help.”

Elder Liu: "Anything that is uncomfortable can be attributed to the inner demon, but if it is too comfortable, it may also breed inner demons, turning comfort into discomfort. When others look at you, they think you should have no worries, and think that your condition If you still have afflictions, it must be because you are too greedy and dissatisfied, but greed and dissatisfaction are common afflictions."

Elder Liu: "So, everyone has troubles, everyone has demons, and everyone is asking for trouble."

Me: "Elder Liu, are you going to break through?"

Elder Liu: "It's too jumpy, I just fell into a new round of large-scale mental demon tribulation."

Me: "If you pass, you will break through."

Elder Liu: "If I can't pass, I'll be stuck here."

Me: "Be more optimistic. Anyway, if you are not optimistic, you will not increase the probability of upgrading."

Elder Liu: "Have you been introspecting recently? Have you found anything you regret and should have done better?"

Me: "A lot of things I don't know how to be better at all, so I can't regret it. My biggest worry should be low IQ? I'm confused about everything."

Elder Liu: "Actually..."

I waited for a while, then asked: "Actually what? Are you trying to boast that I'm not stupid?"

Elder Liu: "It's actually quite stupid."

Me: "This kind of thing I just admitted, don't you need to emphasize it again?"

Elder Liu: "It's okay, IQ has reached the passing line, and the cultivation is enough. If you fail to achieve results in cultivation, it must not be due to IQ. Don't use low IQ as an excuse for not improving your cultivation base."

Me: "How much does it matter?"

Elder Liu: "It's almost the same. There are high-IQ demons with high IQs, and low-IQ demons with low IQs. In the end, the troubles of whichever IQ are at the same level, there is no good or bad. Just solve your own troubles."

04262 - not too rare

Me: "Is there anything your spirit beast wants to eat that is hard to find but I can find?"

Elder Liu: "Repay me for feeding the furball?"

Me: "Well. I think I can find good food. Look at how well I feed my spirit beasts and treasures. Of course, what I can find now will definitely not help your spirit beast cultivation. But it’s okay to be a snack?”

Elder Liu: "Then the Mingguo."

Me: "Is there anything else?"

Elder Liu: "The branches, leaves, flowers and fruits in your ice flower garden are all okay."

Me: "The tone is really forced."

Elder Liu: "My spirit beasts, do I still need you to satisfy their hunger after I can't raise them? If they barely eat your food, it means that your snacks are not very bad."

Me: "Okay. Thank you spirit beast seniors for your respect." I offer two storage bags of snacks.

Elder Liu: "I'm not going to tell you what I fed the fur ball back then."

Me: "Is there any hope I'll find out for myself?"

Elder Liu: "It's hard to say. If you inherit your father's talent in controlling beasts, even if your cultivation reaches your father's level, it will be difficult. But you still have more hope than your sister."

Me: "Can you find the hairball yourself and tell me?"

Elder Liu: "You raised it..."

Me: "Oh."

Elder Liu: "Think about it optimistically. After all, the energy of food flows in the fur ball. After all, the fur ball has digested it for a long time. Maybe, it will have some insights? Then relying on the connection between the souls of the two of you, it may be able to digest it for a long time. Share your insights with you?"

Elder Liu: "But you don't have to expect too much. The soul connection between you and Maoqiu is far lower than that between you and Lingbao. Therefore, Maoqiu will share with you a little fur at most. If you want to fully understand the meaning of that thing ...follow the fate."

Me: "Is it a rare and unique thing? Can't I find the same thing and study it against the real thing?"

Elder Liu: "It's not that unique. Although the quality is very good, similar low-quality things are not too rare, but it is not uncommon for high-level beast masters. Can you come across... maybe Can? Maybe not? You’ll know when you touch it.”

04263 - A more efficient method

Me: "If I come across something like this, can I use it to confirm to you if it is?"

Elder Liu: "Even if you take it for confirmation, I will simply answer you yes or no. I won't even tell you the name, nor will I tell you how different the quality of the one you brought is from the one I feed the fur ball. "

Me: "It's okay, the information is picked out bit by bit. But I still want to know, if you don't tell me the name, is there part of the reason that this thing doesn't have a unified name at all? Because there are too few, so the beast master They shouted indiscriminately, unable to unify?"

Rare gadgets often have this problem.

Elder Liu: "Probably. That's why it's even more difficult for you to understand it. You can't even search for keywords in the information."

Me: "It is also possible to use feature retrieval. The retrieval mode in my brain is very humanized, which is completely in line with the humanization I am used to."

Elder Liu: "I heard that there are some materials that are open to you in the library, you haven't read them yet?"

Me: "Well."

Elder Liu: "Then the database in your brain is incomplete."

Me: "I'm thinking about a more efficient way to fill the inventory. The remaining data will be used as a test product. You said, without understanding the content of the data, how can a large amount of data, an unlimited amount, be stored in an instant? Put it all in your head?"

Elder Liu: "Dream?"

Me: "Except for dreaming and fantasizing."

Elder Liu: "Let's be reasonable. If we want to copy all the contents of the jade slips in a whole floor of Zangshu Pavilion and finish it in an instant, what do we need to do?"

Me: "Prepare enough blank jade slips and spirit stones for energy supply, set up a large enough replication array, put all the jade slips on the entire floor of the Zangshu Pavilion on one eye of the replication array, and place the blank jade slips in the replication array On the other eye of the array, open the array, complete."

Elder Liu: "Okay, let's replace it, when you want to copy the contents of the Jade Slips from the Cangshu Pavilion into your memory..."

Me: "I have taken on the triple role of the duplication array, the blank jade slip, and the energy-supplying spirit stone. What if I separate the duplication array from my body? My own spiritual power can burst out to a very high value in an instant, and the data is enough for me to remember." No, there is no need to separate it. The blank jade slip is equivalent to the memory in my memory bank, this one cannot be stripped...is it really impossible to strip it?"