Moon Huaying in the Deep Forest

After Lin Wuhua finished the exam, he sent me a message saying that he was on the train.

I didn't reply to his message, but ran to the train station to pick him up very honestly.He hugged me tightly, and I felt like returning to the day when he took the college entrance examination, like returning to my happiest day.

No matter how angry I was with him before, as soon as I met him, I felt that I was all right.I helped push his box and chatted with him all the way.Thinking of the college entrance examination, I want to know, did the school send out plums that were so sour and peaches that were as hard as rocks during the college entrance examination?I want to know how much he misses me. During the days when I ignore him, he thinks about me like crazy!

Finally, I also want to know how he would react if he knew that I had applied for his school in the end.

But I can't ignore the game account called "I'm not stupid".Are they really just friends?

The two of us chatted all the way, and I took him downstairs to their house.He asked me: "Aren't you going to sit down?"

"No, I'll come and play with you in a few days!"

Within a few days, my admission result came out, and I was really admitted by the university where Lin Wuhua was studying as the ace major.

I was very happy and asked him out to eat ramen and wanted to give him a surprise.I stood at the entrance of the ramen shop and waited for him for 10 minutes, and then he came in a hurry and said that he had forgotten it.I looked at the sweat dripping from his cheeks, just wiped it off with a piece of paper, and didn't say anything.

He asked me: "Pack it up and take it to my house to eat? Is that okay? There is no one else at home. I have something to tell you."

What can I say, I can only say good.How long will it take me to learn to say no to him?

When he arrived at his house, he took out two big bowls, packed the noodles, and sat opposite me.

He didn't give me chopsticks, but he lowered his head and kept looking at the noodles in the bowl. The noodles were about to lump.I think I seem to know what he is going to say.Then he finally said, "Bao, I don't think we are destined. It seems like we shouldn't have met in the first place. We don't quite match, we don't fit."

When chatting across the screen, I really like him calling me "Bao". I don't know when, he started calling me Bao one by one.But at this time, he called Bao skillfully, but I felt sick.

After he said this, I suddenly remembered that several years ago, long ago, when I was not in love, I said, I don't like the reason for breaking up "inappropriate".Now that I broke up, the reason he gave me was these three words again.

I still remember, I thought at that time: "Is it suitable for two people, can't you see it when you are not together? Be a little more generous, can't you see it when you are together?"

Now I finally understand, can't see, really can't see.

Through the heat of the ramen and the mist that came from nowhere, I looked up at him, but I couldn't see his face clearly.I said, "Yes, that's right. You are compatible with the person who can play games with you. How can I be worthy of you."

It turned out that even if I had already prepared myself mentally, I would still feel sad when I heard him say this with my own ears.

I looked up at him, very calm.I asked him, "Can I have a pair of chopsticks? I'm very hungry." He nodded and handed me a pair of disposable chopsticks.

In summer, the noodle cools slowly, and I am too lazy to wait for it to cool, so I eat it with big mouthfuls.It hurts, it hurts, the noodles are so hot that my tongue is numb, it burns my throat, esophagus, and stomach all the way, I feel like there is a fire on fire.

He sat across from me, frowned at me, and didn't move his chopsticks.He suddenly said softly: "Has anyone ever told you that your eating looks ugly now?"

I paused, tears fell down and fell into the noodles, I clenched the chopsticks tightly, my hands were shaking uncontrollably.

I asked him, "Do you remember when was the last time I mentioned eating to you?"

He frowned and shook his head.

He doesn't remember, but I do.

We were not together at that time, and he was just one of my seniors.At noon that day, he didn't go home for dinner, and I hurried to the study room after finishing my meal.He was surprised to see me go so early.I snorted proudly: "I've already practiced the peerless martial arts, and it only takes four or five minutes to eat a meal!"

I said this with the idea of ​​showing off. At that time, we had to compare everything, but he didn't mean to compare with me. He just looked at me gently and said: "Eating so fast, it's been a long time My stomach hurts."

Things are people and nothing is done, and tears shed first.

Me, I never dared to pray for such a beautiful love.I often hear that some love can heal people and heal scars.I've also heard that some people fall in love with each other just once they meet, and they stay the same for a lifetime.This is what I envy but never expect.

I often pray silently in my heart: "God, I will try my best to protect my love, and I will be loyal and dedicated to my lover, so please take care of me like the beautiful love you give to others, I don't have many Yes, as long as you are sincere, it is enough for me to have a sincere love, leave the rest to me, and I will work hard to do it well."

But even this, I can't get it.

Lin Wuhua sat across from me, watched me cry, watched me tremble, and finally he said: "I still have things related to you in my bedroom, do you want to take the ones you like?"

I suddenly thought of a very old story, a story that I used to see on the Internet when I was young: a couple is about to divorce, and the wife asks, "Can I take what I love most?" The husband Said: "Yes." Then the wife pointed to the suitcase and said: "Then you go in, I love you the most." So the two reconciled and lived happily ever after.

When I saw it for the first time, I thought love was really wonderful.It gets annoying after watching too much.After many years, at this moment, when I think of this story again, I can't say anything.

Love, life, how can it be so simple in the story?

I took that turtle cover folder.

When I was about to leave, Lin Wuhua stretched out his hand, as if trying to stop me, but in the end, he took it back.

When I got home and opened the folder, I realized why Lin Wuhua reached out.It turns out that the folder contains not only the draft papers that I passed back and forth when we were chatting with Lin Wuhua, but also his diary-like things that he wrote on sheets of A4 paper.

From those passages, I know that he has a very special roommate, who is an idiot who can’t remember the daily schedule, can’t make choices for breakfast, lunch and dinner, and will only reach out to poke his back when asked by the teacher’s name. Ask this and that by his side every day.

In his words, he forgot to bring his keys twice in three days, bought a few new pairs of socks, and couldn't find them all in a week, so he had to ask him to help buy them again.Even the underwear will be thrown away. In the end, I can only borrow the new underwear of my roommate to wear. In order to have underwear to wear, I will act like a baby with my roommate.He wrote on the paper: "The other two roommates seem to find him a bit annoying, but I think he is cute."

I thought, am I not stupid?I am also stupid.

Why doesn't he have such patience with me?

Also stupid, Lin Wuhua will get angry with me and accuse me of not working hard.But I won't lose my socks, forget my keys, get caught in the wrong schedule, and I won't find underwear to wear.Why does he tolerate his roommate with a smile, but can't accept my stupidity?

I also discovered the changing process of Lin Wuhua's attitude from these passages.

"He is still not as cute as Xia Ying. When Xia Ying comes, I will introduce Xia Ying to all of them."

"He always wants me to take him to play games, and insists on being in a relationship with me. If Xia Ying finds out, he will definitely be angry, but I have already thought about it. If Xia Ying finds out, I will say that I will bring him to the top. "

"I'm used to calling him Bao, and sometimes I call Xia Ying that way. I felt a little guilty at first, but it's much better now."

"Although the home-cooked food is good, the takeaway is really attractive."

After reading these, I gradually understood why Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu suddenly formed a small group of three and asked me if I played games.It turns out that all these signs have long been there, but I haven't discovered it yet.

I belatedly realized that my admissions message, and the breakup, came to me on the same day.

I was never able to go into that ramen shop again later, and just thinking about it made me miserable.It was as if my heart and lungs were being squeezed vigorously, and I couldn't breathe.So I, who love noodles, gradually stopped eating ramen, and later, I didn't eat a single bite of noodles.

Sorry, but the smell of flour reminds me of Lin Wu Hua.

I hate the smell of alcohol, but after breaking up with him, I often feel like I need a drink to keep my life alive.

While my parents were not at home, I squatted on the carpet next to the bed in the bedroom to drink—drinking half a case of beer left over from Su Shuo's last visit.While drinking, I suddenly felt that I was most sorry for that ramen shop and myself who loves noodles, so I ordered takeaway from that shop for two.

I ate mouthful after mouthful, as if I didn't know how hungry I was.I was so stretched that my stomach hurt, and I lay down on the carpet and rolled over, not daring to sit up.I wanted to vomit, so I forced myself to go to the bathroom, but I couldn't vomit.After tossing for a while, I supported the sink and looked at myself in the mirror.

Xia Ying, how did you manage to make yourself look like a living person in such a short period of time? ?

After the breakup, I hid under the quilt and cried every night, my eyelids were swollen, I couldn't eat, and my face was pale.My parents must be able to see that something is wrong with me, and it is not easy to ask me directly, so they went to Su Shuo to inquire about it.

As soon as Su Shuo heard what my parents said, she guessed that I broke up, but she didn't say anything to them, she just said that she would come and stay with me more.

He was busy those few days, but he still found time to come here.Seeing me, he didn't speak, and I knew what he was going to ask me, so I took the initiative to say: "I broke up with him. He proposed it, but I didn't keep it. I agreed, and then I ate half a meal." There is half a bowl of noodles left. Actually, I wanted to eat that half bowl too, but I couldn’t eat it because of crying. Alas, food wasted, I feel like I’m committing a crime.”

He said: "Following his eyes, eating that bowl of noodles seems like something you would do."

I laughed out loud, leaning forward and backward.It seems that I laughed too hard, and a tear fell from the corner of my eye uncontrollably.I tried to raise my hand quietly, and wipe it off as naturally as possible while he wasn't paying attention.

But the moment I raised my eyes, I found that he was frowning and looking down at me.

Just pretend you didn't see it, please.I thought so in my heart.

Then, as if he really heard my heart, he gently moved his eyes away without piercing me.

When I was finally able to stop laughing, the two of us faced each other in silence for a long time.

Finally he bent down and hugged me, got up again, went to the door, opened it and turned back.I looked up at him, and he came back to his senses, closing the door gently.

"Move forward."

"But there will be no result."

"It's better than sorry."

After saying this, he turned around and opened the door to leave without staying any longer.

The moment the door closed, I nodded vigorously, although there was no one in the room and no one could see it.I murmured yes, then began to tremble involuntarily, not wanting to care whether the tears were too embarrassing, and let them flow all over my face.

The next day, Su Shuo came to my house to look for me again: "Xia Ying."

I started praying again.Forget about that day, please, really please.

He didn't have mind reading skills this time, and he said: "That day, I saw you laughing and crying, and I was really sorry for you. I regretted it after I went home. I should have advised you to break up, and I should have let you go. You separated. But you said you thought it was worth it. I hope you really thought it was worth it."

I pulled out a smile and looked up at him: "Ha, what are you talking about, of course I think it's worth it."

He nodded and lied like me: "That's good."

My nose was sour, and my eye sockets were instantly red.

He let me go as kindly as before, and gently closed his eyes.So I cried silently.

I desperately swallowed the sob into my lungs, and tried my best to control my trembling shoulders.

It took a lot of effort and made me feel like I died once.

Perhaps Shen Qiyang and Xu Chunyu got the news from Lin Wuhua, so the small group of three started to be lively again.

Xu Chunyu is still the same, he will persuade me earnestly, and he will join hands with Shen Qiyang.

"Come out sooner," "Come out sooner," they said.

Then I stubbornly denied it again and again, and I said, "I've come out a long time ago, there's nothing I can't get out of it. It's the two of you who haven't been able to look forward. Are you two together? I've seen it all along."

Shen Qiyang said, "I'm sorry."

I thought, how can I blame you, I should thank you.Even though he is Lin Wuhua's friend, he still thinks about me and worries about me. I want to say thank you.

Thank you for being my good friends. I am embarrassed to say this in person, so let me thank you in my heart.

I gradually stopped crying, but Su Shuo still came to me every day, and still liked to frown and preach.He said he always thought I was unhappy.

I turned my head away from him, looked out the window, and watched the breeze shake the leaves.

I pretended to be silly with him: "How could you be unhappy?"

He also said that he felt that I was not as happy as that year.

"What year?"

After saying this, I paused for a long, long time, and finally laughed out loud.

"It's all over. Besides, I've looked forward, why are you still living in the past?"

He responded, and I looked down at my knees: "Brother, thank you, I'm fine, I'm really fine."

The author has something to say:

It ends here!

Sprinkle myself with flowers!

I originally planned to post one chapter a day, but I have been sick and busy recently, and I always remember the wrong date when I release regularly, so I have to post all of them today.After a period of time, I will write a few episodes after the exam, but I have a lot of exams this year... I will start to revise "The Tenth Day of the First Day" after I finish writing the episodes, and I will publish them after I finish writing them all.I have never been very good at portraying psychology, so I always want to write No.1 pronoun, this time I want to try my best to write the third person pronoun.In the future, I will also try to write some long stories while writing short stories~

Looking back at "Moonlight Reflecting the Deep Forest", there are still a lot of dissatisfaction, and I hope to fill in the gaps in the episode!

Anyway, see you in a few months!

The introduction of "The Tenth Day" is as follows:

That week, Zhang Yuan sat in the row by the window.During that big break, he fell into a drowsy sleep. When he raised his head, he saw the light shining into the class from the window frame, illuminating half of Zhou Zheng's body at the front desk.

At that time, Zhang Yuan only felt that this was a ray of light specially sent for him by the heavens.