hell in disguise

Bai Luen pressed on and bullied people too much, but this time Mu Shangji didn't intend to back down.He smiled lightly, picked up the teacup on the table and took a sip, his unhurried attitude made Bai Luen more and more annoyed.

"Master Baitan, it's not that you don't know about the relationship between Vijaro and me, he's just making use of it, why are you so frightened."

Bai Luen also let out a sneer behind the mask, "Excuse me? It's obvious that you have a very close relationship with the Namaya ghost, that's why..."

"Very close? Hehe, Lord Baitan, I can't afford such an accusation. Where is your evidence?"

"Master Wooden Altar, I don't have time to play these word games with you. This time I came to Shura Taoist Immortal and ordered me to be Yuchan's replacement. I have the right to judge anything that may endanger the revival of the Holy King. You were guarding the Second Holy King before. The soul is bad, and now we want to destroy our relationship with Luohou Kingdom because of our personal feelings?!"

"Personal feelings? Isn't the so-called personal feelings the opportunity to find the entrance to the realm of nothingness?" Mu Shangji also restrained his elegant but hypocritical smile, "This maya ghost may be another opportunity."

"It is because the evidence in his hands is very important, so I should guard it. After all, the more important the person, the easier it is to escape from your hands."

The sharp sarcasm made Mu Shangji even more angry, and was about to retort when another person said, "Don't hurt your peace because of me."

Alido swayed over at some point, lazily leaning against the porch pillar at the door, smiling with white and neat teeth.

Mu Shangji's heart trembled, and he said angrily, "What are you doing out here, it's not for you..."

"Master Baitan, if you want to guard me so much, then I will go with you." Alido walked up to Bai Luen, looking like he was about to be captured without a fight.

Mu Shangji stared, as if he couldn't believe his ears.Is this man crazy?

Bai Luen glanced at Mu Shangji, obviously wearing a mask, but Mu Shangji could clearly feel a smug smile in those bright eyes.Mu Shangji was furious, frowned and stared at Alido.What is this maya ghost planning?

"Since that's the case, please come and change your residence with me, my lord." After Bai Luen finished speaking, she asked her several tall wolf demon guards to lead the way and take Alido away.Mu Shangji had no choice but to watch Alido pass by him, but with a flash of the sword, the Maya ghost seemed to blink his right eye at him?

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Eunna gradually lost the concept of time.He doesn't know how long he has been locked in this dark and dead place, it may be a few seconds, or it may be hundreds of years.In the pitch blackness, he couldn't see his hands, couldn't see his body, the only thing that could confirm his existence was the sound of blood flowing in his body, the roaring sound of his heart beating, and the intensifying pain on his neck. The pain of being scalded.

No living being should live in absolute silence.You might think that silence is nothing to be afraid of, and even very desirable.But when all sound is really deprived, even the constant noise of the wind blowing the leaves and the rain beating the plantains, the noise of the market and the crowing of chickens in the cottage, your mind can't adapt, so it starts looking for sounds everywhere.You will hear all the activities in your body, the sounds that take place for granted and don't need to be paid attention to, and become all you are at this moment.You hear the heart beating, the blood is squeezed out, rushing along the blood vessels, extending to every end of the body.You'll hear your stomach squirming as the acid greedily eats away at the food crumbs inside.If there is no food, they will be restless and shrink together tightly.You can also hear the things that have been transformed into filth pushing forward in your large intestine, the wet sound of the parasites in your intestines wriggling, and the gurgling sound of your own bones rubbing against each other, as if something happened The invisible monster is laughing strangely.

Creatures should never live in absolute darkness.Your vision can't catch any light, so you start making images yourself.At first, you will see all kinds of kaleidoscopic color spots, like worms that are constantly deforming.However, they change too quickly. Whenever you focus your eyes on one point, they will go to other places, appearing and dying in your peripheral vision.Gradually they last longer and longer, and even if you focus your eyes on them, they don't change position and don't disappear.Gradually you start to see weird things that seem to be human organs and some that look like rotting internal organs.They keep twitching and wriggling, getting bigger and bigger, until they're some kind of misshapen monster, with limbs all in the wrong places, crawling across your field of vision.It doesn't matter how you close your eyes, because it makes no difference in absolute darkness.You will watch them become more and more clear, getting closer and closer to you, and there is no escape, because they are you, the ghosts conjured up by your own thoughts.

But Channa has survived for several days in absolute silence and darkness.

In the past, he also imprisoned many ghosts in such soul-absorbing beads, and then swallowed the beads in his stomach for preservation.Presumably those ghosts have also experienced this terrifying darkness and dead silence, right?And I usually stay in the human world for several months before going back to hell to empty the soul-absorbing beads. What kind of torture is that?

Even so, those ghosts are still in a slightly better situation than him, at least the voice can still be heard in his stomach.He didn't know where the Dementor Orb he was in was kept, how could it be so quiet?

But now he has no mind to think about these, he can't think about anything.He felt that he was falling into a little bit of collapse, but the memories that he didn't want to recall in the past seemed to have suddenly found an outlet for catharsis, and they emerged uncontrollably.It's really strange, the more it is at such a moment, the more unable to think about those happy memories, as if an invisible force is forcing him to face the suffering he experienced in each reincarnation.He remembered a certain reincarnation, when he was born, it was difficult to distinguish between male and female, because he had two organs at the same time.His own mother tried to strangle him countless times, or pushed him into the pool to drown, but all failed, probably because his desire to survive was too strong.In the end, she sold him to a juggling troupe. As a result, he died of various inhuman tortures before he could wake up.In another reincarnation, he was abandoned in the forest when he was born, and was fed by wolves in the forest.Later, the wolf that raised him was killed by hunting soldiers, and he was raised by the people in the barracks as some kind of playful wolf child pet. He was tied around his neck with a heavy chain, and he was fed food only for dogs. , and let him look for prey in the forest for them like other hounds.He never knew that he was a human, and thought that his mother was the dead wolf until he woke up.In another reincarnation, he was finally born into a relatively wealthy family, and there was no major abnormality in his body, but he was extremely ugly.However, even if that was the case, he had been treated coldly since he was a child. His biological parents didn't even want to look at him, and they didn't even let him go out to meet people.He can only watch his brothers and sisters go to play outside, and watch them study with their husband.Then one year, he contracted smallpox, and his father kept him in the gloomy little room, and did not find a doctor for him, probably because he wanted him to die of illness quietly, so that he would never have to look at his ugly picture again. face.

His and Shiva's reincarnation times are sometimes very close to each other, but sometimes there is a big time difference.If he wakes up first, he usually looks around.Before the other impermanence awakens, they have no sense and can only try their luck. A few times when he found Shiva, he would try to protect him with various new identities until he awakened.And so is Shiva.It's just that the probability of this is still too low after all.Most of the time, they can only perceive their position after the other party has awakened.

But Khiva's luck seems to be much better than his, so he doesn't encounter so much suffering every time.On more than one occasion when Shiva dug him up from the grave, or rescued him dying from some gutter, Shiva at that time showed little anger or pity, but gently wiped him. Remove the blood on his face, and said with a smile, "Your luck is really not ordinary."

And this is exactly what Channa wants, he is afraid of being pitied, afraid of being sympathized.

But sometimes in Shivana's gentle smile, Kanna can still capture the fleeting sadness.

Are you grieving for yourself?

Perhaps, this is the karma he wants to pay for.He killed too many people in his last life, too many innocent people.And in this life, he tried in vain to escape the karmic fire of hell by becoming green impermanence, so he continued to experience thousands of sufferings in the human world one after another.

But another voice would ask again and again, why?

Are the people he killed really innocent?Didn't they kill many people with their own selfishness, indifference, ignorance and narrowness?They deserve it!They deserve it!

Why should he bear this for those people?

Otherwise, what should have happened to him in his previous life?To be slaughtered, to accept the death of one's favorite, and live like a coward? !

And what about those lives he saved?Doesn't it count?

What kind of reason is this, so biased, so ruthless?

Perhaps what Shiva said was right, he was too submissive, like a stray dog ​​that has been abused, when he sees people running away with his tail between his legs, he is willing to just let it go when he finds a little rotten food.He has never fought for anything, he only knows to accept and endure, as if he can suffer less damage this way.

But is there really less?Isn't it getting worse?He finally got Yan Fei and found happiness, so he still wants to be taken away by others?

What has he got to lose?What else is there to be afraid of?

He was groggy, but full of resentment.The pain in his neck was growing day by day, taking over all his senses.Sometimes he rushed around in a frenzy, and sometimes he seemed to lose all his strength and collapsed on the ground unable to move.

Suddenly, the light exploded like an erupting volcano.For a while, Kanna couldn't adapt, let out a scream, and shrank his whole body.Yet his screams were not heard.

At the same time, endless sounds rushed towards him like a tsunami, and he was dizzy, as if a firecracker had exploded in his head.

In the chaos, he finally heard a voice that seemed somewhat familiar.

"Guanna? Are you in there?"