[Zhu Yilong: Fu Hongxue Lianchengbi] Big fish and small fish

Lian Chengbi cleared his throat, hesitated for a moment, and spoke as if making up his mind.He suddenly had a feeling in his heart that things are right and people are wrong, obviously it's only been five years.

What he was talking about was what happened in Dayin Mountain five years ago.

Douzi's mother is Mrs. Yazhai who was robbed by bandits.When rushing up the mountain, Douzi Niang had already damaged Douzi.This is a strong woman. She endured the humiliation for ten months and tricked the bandits to save her flesh and blood. Finally, after giving birth to a child, she chose to meet her husband in the underworld.Her death brought an incalculable impact on Lian Chengbi, shaking the chivalry he had built in his heart.

Therefore, Lian Shaoxia didn't look happy after breaking Heiyunzhai.Later, the temple was not built to save the souls of the bandits, but to comfort the unknown woman.Or maybe it was to build a valley of steles for himself, and pay homage to something unspeakable.

Fu Hongxue listened quietly the whole time, and Lian Chengbi said that there was no more to say here.Fu Hongxue knew all about what happened next.He rarely mentioned these days.The reason is simple, such memories are undoubtedly painful for him.It is undoubtedly contradictory for a person who has fallen into hell to look back on the days when he is still in the world.

Lian Chengbi believes that he is no longer a good person, so he will not mention the days when he was still a good person.He's bad, mean, and keeps everyone in the dark by putting on an air of hypocrisy.

But when Fu Hongxue said these things again today, he felt relieved a lot.

He didn't need any pretense in front of Fu Hongxue, after all, he was the one who witnessed all the bad things he did in this world.

After the story was finished, he listened to Fu Hongxue's gentle breathing and closed his eyes.

But Fu Hongxue spoke up: "Later he felt that he was utterly wicked, rotten, but there was a child who always remembered him. The child couldn't draw, so he had to think about his appearance every day, fearing that one day he would forget He. Looking forward to it every day, every night, hoping to see him one day. Finally, he saw him." But that person didn't remember him.

After a long time, Lian Chengbi realized that what he was thinking and what Fu Hongxue was telling were two stories.He thought Fu Hongxue was talking about Dou Zi, but he was actually talking about himself.

Lian Chengbi looked at him face to face, and Fu Hongxue's body temperature had returned to normal.

Fu Hongxue's eyes were bright, black and white were distinct, he thought for a moment and said solemnly: "I may have to travel a long way."

Lian Chengbi asked, "How long will it take?" After a pause, he said, "I'll go with you." He really couldn't imagine the days when Fu Hongxue wasn't by his side.

Their feelings turned out to be so deep.

"I don't know. You can't follow, I have to go alone."

How could Lian Chengbi agree?

This sentence has been lingering in Lian Chengbi's heart like a curse for a long time, but Fu Hongxue has not traveled far in the past few days.He was surprised and tired of living.

Several months passed, and Fu Hongxue had no signs of traveling far, so Lian Chengbi let go of his mind.I thought to myself, maybe he was talking nonsense that night.

These days Lian Chengbi took Xiaodouzi to read and write, and the jade around his neck slipped out and was stained with ink.When Lian Chengbi checked, it turned out that the rope that tied the jade had broken itself due to age.Speaking of which, Fu Hongxue personally put the jade on for him, as if he also said that it was his property in the first place, and it was just returned to the original owner.

Xiaodouzi didn't work hard, and couldn't sit still when he heard the sound. He grabbed the white jade and printed a seal on the rice paper.Coincidentally, this really printed something.The uneven carving on the white jade actually printed a small human-like image.

Xiaodouzi was delighted when he saw it, he pointed and said, "This is also Brother Lian."

Lian Chengbi: "..."

Seeing that Fu Hongxue and Douzi always have unique visions and are surprisingly consistent, Lian Chengbi carefully studied the ink-printed minifigures, and even felt that they were somewhat similar to himself.He really didn't expect these weird lines to have this kind of meaning in them.

So he was in a good mood, wishing he could tease Fu Hongxue with this matter immediately, and then hear him express his feelings again.

He never tires of hearing Fu Hongxue's love words!

As a result, when he was going down the mountain that day, something bad happened, which made him anxious to listen to the love story before he came, and started a cold war with Fu Hongxue.

"Amitabha, it's not easy even to give almsgiver. You should be more accommodating to him."

Lian Chengbi originally wanted to find peace here, but he was already bored, and when he heard the voice of Monk Ding Yi, he wished he could cut off his long tongue.

The two of Bixue went down the mountain one day and were assassinated, and Fu Hongxue was injured to save Lianchengbi.Lian Chengbi proposed to go back to Wugou Villa, but Fu Hongxue only said that Lian Chengbi could go back if he wanted to, but he would not go.

So the cold war kicked off, although it was only a unilateral cold war by Lian Chengbi.

Lian Chengbi said, "He can tell you everything!" He hadn't spoken a word to Fu Hongxue for three days.

Dingyi ignored Lian Chengbi's gloomy expression, and heheed twice without any interruption.

Lian Chengbi gouged him with his eyes, and felt that the monk was an eyesore, so he got up and prepared to leave.Fu Hongxue was still injured, and even though he was still in a one-sided cold war, he still couldn't be cruel and leave him alone.

Ding Yi shouted: "Don't even the benefactor want to know where Xiao Fu came from?"

"I can ask him." He said so, but roots took root under his feet.Because he clearly understood that Fu Hongxue would not speak.

This was the doubt that had been haunting him all this time, and it was also a past that Fu Hongxue had never mentioned except his mother.Fu Hongxue was always honest in front of him, but he was not very honest about everything.

When Ding saw him, he stopped him and said, "Please sit down, Lian Benefactor." Lian Chengbi then sat back.

In fact, he couldn't continue the cold war, but he couldn't let go.But he had already foreseen the ending, as long as it was related to Fu Hongxue, he never had a lower limit.

If Fu Hongxue was the bottom line, there would be no bottom line for other things.

His intuition told him that Monk Dingyi might be full of guns again, but he needed this little time to complete the emotional foreshadowing of surrender.He discovered a regrettable fact that he couldn't do without Fu Hongxue.

"It is said in the Buddhist scriptures that there are three thousand great thousand worlds. This is not to say that there are three thousand worlds, but that one thousand worlds are gathered into one small world, one thousand worlds are gathered into one medium world, and one thousand worlds are gathered into one big world. The world. According to the scriptures, the void is endless, the world is infinite, and the living beings in the land are infinite, so the three thousand great thousand worlds are also infinite."

Lian Chengbi thought, what is he talking about?

He turned his head to look at Monk Dingyi, and found that this monk had completely lost his usual playful and joking face.

Dingyi continued: "Thinking about it this way, you and I are just a drop in the ocean."

Lian Chengbi still didn't understand.

Dingyi sighed, looked into the distance, and said, "Xiao Fu found you in these three thousand great thousand worlds."

Lian Chengbi finally heard something else, and asked in surprise, "What do you mean?"

Ding Yidao: "To put it simply, you and Xiao Fu were born of the same origin. They are scattered in the vast ocean of the three thousand great worlds. Originally, there would be no chance to meet and meet each other in this life, but because of the strong yearning for each other, they are attracted to each other. so that one side came to the other side's world. Lian Benefactor, do you understand?"

Lian Chengbi asked in confusion, "He misses me? How could he know of my existence?"

Yes, he and Fu Hongxue met five years ago.If what the monk said is correct, Fu Hongxue can only miss Lian Chengbi in his world if he knows the existence of Lian Chengbi.

This... is unreasonable.

Ding Yi said "Amitabha Buddha" in an inscrutable way.

Lian Chengbi suddenly remembered that Fu Hongxue had said that he was going to travel far away, and felt that something was wrong, so he gave him a vicious look and said, "I'll settle the score with you later, if something happens to him, you, and your temple, Just disappear for me!"

Ding Yi watched Lian Chengbi leave, smiled wryly, Xiao Fu, monk, I will buy you time, but I want to offend the benefactor Lian.

When Lian Chengbi hurried back to the hut, Fu Hongxue only had the last afterimage.He used to want to drag the person back, rushed straight over, passed through, hugged the air in his arms, and fell to the ground.

Fu Hongxue opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't make any sound.Looking at Lian Chengbi's bloodshot eyes, he felt very distressed.

He drew two words with his mouth.

When Lian Chengbi got up, Fu Hongxue was gone.

With a muffled sound, a piece of jade fell from where he was standing just now.That piece of jade has been worn around Lian Chengbi's neck.

Lian Chengbi stood like a statue, a tear fell from his bloodshot eye.

He saw clearly what Fu Hongxue said at the end—"wait for me"

As Dingyi said, in the three thousand great thousand worlds, people are like a drop in the ocean.In a world, forming a relationship is something that cannot be met, not to mention that they are floating in different worlds.

It was the longing that made them meet each other, so now he is leaving, is it because there is no love?

He made him wait?What should he wait for?

Lian Chengbi felt that he was very tired, like a cold snap in the sky, he clenched the white jade in his hand tightly.

The texture on the white jade gradually disappeared, and it became a piece of smooth and flawless jade.

he's gone.

How to find and wait for the three thousand great thousand worlds.

The author has something to say: It is said in Buddhist scriptures that there are three thousand great thousand worlds.This is not to say that there are three thousand worlds, but that the collection of a thousand worlds makes a small world, the collection of a thousand worlds makes a medium world, and the collection of a thousand worlds makes a large world.It is said in the scriptures that the void is endless, the world is infinite, and the living beings in the land are infinite, so the three thousand great thousand worlds are also infinite.

——Wu Liyang "The Sound of Wind and Snow on Old Paper"