The Utopia of the Wastewood Prince
Chapter 64
64
Li Jiaoyang saw that Shen Yi's side couldn't work at all, so he turned to Zhang Chunqiang for help. Zhang Chunqiang said, "Since it's your decision, use your own way to solve it. I support you unconditionally spiritually." She She didn't really want to get involved in the matter, mainly because there were so many troubles inside and outside the cute circle waiting for her to deal with, and she really didn't have the energy to take care of Li Jiaoyang.
The meeting was of little interest, and the three of them came out of the conference room.Zhang Chunqiang took two quick steps and went downstairs, Li Jiaoyang called Shen Yi in a low voice.
"What's wrong?" Shen Yi looked back at him.
"Are you really not going to help my buddy once?" Li Jiaoyang asked with a smile.He didn't smile very much. He stood at the door with one hand on the door frame, obviously not confident and a bit hesitant.Seeing him like this, Shen Yi didn't know where his anger was coming from, so he took a step back and pushed Li Jiaoyang against the wall with one hand.The sudden distance made Li Jiaoyang a little uncomfortable. He opened his eyes wide, only to hear Shen Yi whisper: "Li Jiaoyang, there is no help in this world that doesn't count on rewards, no matter how good the relationship is."
He looked at Li Jiaoyang, and there seemed to be many emotions in his eyes, but Li Jiaoyang couldn't read them.He really wanted to ask Shen Yi what he wanted, as long as he could give it, he would never be stingy.It's a pity that such words would seem too crude, Li Jiaoyang couldn't open his mouth.He also knew that he was always bothering Shen Yi, so he considered putting part of the shares in Shen Yi's name, so that Shen Yi could share the fruits of his struggle with him in a legitimate way.Although now it seems that there is really nothing to talk about in the cute circle, and the next round of money is still unknown, so it is probably not uncommon for Shen Yi to give it to Shen Yi for nothing.But people should always have a future worth looking forward to, or what kind of career should they create?
In Li Jiaoyang's view, the friendship between men is silent.It is very likely that with one movement and one look, they can gain insight into each other's intentions and thoughts.He will not open his mouth to ask "Brother, are you short of money recently", but will only use other methods to help others after realizing the situation.His kindness to his friends is often reciprocated, just like the infinite dogs he treated Shen Yi back then.He bought so many things for Shen Yi and put so much thought into them. There wasn't one thing he asked Shen Yixi if he liked it or not, and there wasn't one thing he asked Shen Yi to return favors.
He sighed in his heart. In fact, he couldn't think of the problem of double standards or not at all. He only thought about how to feel sorry for Shen Yi. Give Shen Yi more.Looking at it this way, he really felt wronged by Shen Yi.
This made him not dare to look up at Shen Yi directly, even if he took out his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, he couldn't make up for it even if he went through fire and water.He thinks that's what it means to be a brother, but he's not sure if Shen Yi thinks the same way. What he thinks is very precious may not be worth mentioning in the eyes of the other party.
"Well, I see." Li Jiaoyang could only nod his head, "I'll find a way to solve it myself."
There is self-study in the evening, so the get out of class is not too early.Usually she goes home alone, but today Li Jiaoyang came to look for her.She waited for a long time at an inconspicuous place at the school gate before seeing Li Jiaoyang swaying over on a shared bicycle. If it wasn't for his white hair, he would have looked like a student in this school who had just finished class.
"Here!" Kongliu waved to him.
"Oh!" Li Jiaoyang braked the brakes and threw the bicycle aside, "I didn't drive out today with a limited number, so I'm late, sorry."
Kongliu smiled and said, "So you came here by bicycle?"
"No, I changed after taking the subway for a while." Li Jiaoyang said, "Isn't this low-carbon and environmentally friendly?"
Kongliu said, "So why did you come to see me today?"
"Didn't I promise you to help you skip class?" Li Jiaoyang said, "I just came here to discuss with you, um... Let's take it as a way to send you home from your evening self-study. There is a competition next week, how are you preparing?"
"It's okay." Kong Liu said.
"Are you nervous?"
"I don't know that. I haven't seen what it's like in an offline competition. I don't know how it's different from the live dubbing at the comic exhibition." Kongliu replied.The two walked side by side on the road, and the light came out from the shadow of the tree, which also stretched the shadow obliquely.Their speed is not fast, just like walking, there is no sense of urgency to go home and do homework after school, leisurely as if the exam is over.
Li Jiaoyang briefly explained his plan to her. At noon that day, he would come to the fence of the school playground to have a meeting with Kongliu. There was a hidden corner there, and the surveillance videos on the school grounds and on the road could not capture the two. After the handover was completed there, Li Jiaoyang stayed in the school to take a seat for her after taking a taxi to participate in the competition.
"But your white hair is too conspicuous." Kongliu said, "Are you really going to do it yourself?"
Li Jiaoyang said: "You don't have to worry about it, just play hard and try to reach the final."
"Well, I won't be afraid when it comes to the final." Kongliu said, "The final is the day before the college entrance examination, and everyone has a holiday. I can tell my parents to go out and relax, and they probably won't care about me."
Li Jiaoyang said, "You've already caught up with Mission Impossible."
"No way." Kongliu shrugged, "Why is reality so skinny?"
"So you have to work hard." Li Jiaoyang wanted to pat her on the shoulder, but as soon as he raised his hand, he felt that this was not good, so he could only hold it back abruptly, then scratched his hair, and said , "For you, I can really be said to have betrayed all relatives."
"What?" Kongliu was startled, "What's the situation? Why did everyone betray their relatives?"
"No, that's just how I describe it." Li Jiaoyang's Chinese is not good, and he used a word casually to an extreme level, "I asked my friends, and no one was willing to help, anyway... I can't tell what it feels like , It turns out that he will be with me no matter what.”
"Who?" Kongliu thought for a moment and asked, "Is it the little brother with long hair that day?"
"Yeah." Li Jiaoyang said, "I don't know why he resisted so much this time." He told Kongliu their previous story, and then said, "Can you understand that feeling? It's just that My brother must be united with you on this matter, but in the end, I was completely thinking too much, hey..."
Kong Liu said, "Do you feel very lost?"
"Not at all." Li Jiaoyang said, "It was at that moment that I felt like I was really useless, and I needed help from others everywhere, and I took other people's help for granted. I didn't think there was anything wrong with it before. , but when he told me, he really felt very embarrassed. I should reflect on myself."
"It's not easy for you to think like this." This time, Kongliu took the initiative to pat Li Jiaoyang on the shoulder, "You have to know that most straight men in this world are very blind and confident. Let me ask you Question, how much do you think your appearance is? Full score is [-]."
Li Jiaoyang touched his face, and said hesitantly, "Four...four or five points?"
Kongliu smiled and said: "Then you are really different. Many fat nerds are very confident that they are good-looking, and they never care what they look like, and they want Lin Chiling to find a girlfriend. And they will laugh at girls for being ugly. Like me, many people think that I am a big beauty when they hear my voice, but they are disillusioned when they see me in real life. People like you who are as tall as you are put yourself into It is also rare to be drawn in the lineup of four or five points. So, the most difficult thing for a person is to correctly understand oneself, and I will examine myself three times. I don’t think your friend is intentionally trying to do something to you, but it is probably just a matter of talking. gone."
"Oh, is that so? Hey... Xiaoniao always says that I have poor aesthetics, and I haven't grasped the essence of aesthetics until now." Li Jiaoyang said, "But people like him should be called aesthetics everywhere. Well, he looks good."
"Well, your friends are all handsome men and beautiful women." Kongliu said, "I'm so envious!"
Li Jiaoyang smiled and said, "Why do you envy them? You're not bad either."
"You can shut up." Kongliu rolled his eyes, "The look in your eyes when you first met me told me that you felt very disillusioned, as if you were saying 'ah, why are you so ugly'."
"Do I have it? I'm sure I don't have it. You misread it." Li Jiaoyang kept pulling himself out, but he couldn't get it out after a long time, so he told the truth, "Okay, I first saw you. I was really a little disappointed when I was there, because my brain was so good, um... Speaking of which, I actually had a very good brain, and it has nothing to do with you. You should be what you are, and I am following you behind Gradually feel that you are actually a very interesting person. Everyone has a love for beauty, and everyone likes to be with beautiful people, but I think if you are serious about making friends, it seems unnecessary to care about these gone."
"Then what if it's a girlfriend?" Kongliu asked suddenly, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask, what if your girlfriend isn't pretty?"
"This..." Li Jiaoyang's expression became wrinkled, "This is a paradox. If you like beautiful girls from the beginning, then you must look for them. If you don't feel like it at first , then it’s nothing. I think it’s a matter of self-esteem. A beautiful girlfriend must be envied by everyone... But how do you define beauty? Girls are all pretty when they dress up. I think my sister Makeup and makeup removal are two people."
"Your sister will definitely beat you when she hears about it."
"Isn't it because she can't hear it?" Li Jiaoyang said, "It would be great if you can have both a beautiful skin and an interesting soul, but where is such a good thing?" There really was such a person in the past——Shen Yi.
There is no doubt that Shen Yi has a beautiful appearance. Even if he has long hair that is out of place in the eyes of modern people, it will not make him feel strange, but it will add to the style.As for the interesting soul...Shen Yi probably has an aura that obviously wants to be serious but is always accidentally off-line. No matter what others think, Li Jiaoyang thinks Shen Yi is interesting.Just as being with Sora made him happy, so was being with Shen Yi, something he discovered in high school.
"Yeah, where is such a good thing." Kongliu sighed, "We should really face reality."
Li Jiaoyang said to her very seriously: "You are not a fat house, you are quite good."
Kongliu stopped and looked at Li Jiaoyang. Li Jiaoyang rolled his eyes. He didn't know what it meant, but Kongliu laughed and said lightly, "It's really not convincing."
"What did you prepare for the competition?" Li Jiaoyang decided to change the topic to chat. The one just now was a circle, so how to talk about it is not to deal with it.
Kongliu said: "The fixed topic can only be discussed at that time. The optional topic has prepared a TV series clip and an animation clip. Then, if you are talented, can you help me think about singing? Or reciting?"
"What song?" Li Jiaoyang asked, "Recite what? You can perform it for me."
"As for the song, I chose "aLIEz"."
"What is this?" Li Jiaoyang had never heard of it, but when Kongliu sang, Li Jiaoyang said, "Oh, it's this one!"
"Yes, you must have heard of it, how famous it is." Kongliu stopped to speak, "And this one is very hot, the effect of singing it must be very good."
Li Jiaoyang asked: "Then what is the content of the recitation you prepared?"
"It's the lyrics in "I, Don Quixote", but I think it's better to recite than to sing." Kongliu said, "It's called "Dreams That Will Not Come True." She didn't wait for Li Jiaoyang Invited, he happily read out this poem that he had memorized fluently.
The girl strode vigorously, and the walking did not affect her breath, but made her pause vivid.She said in her mouth: "Chasing dreams will not come true. Endure, unbearable pain..." At first her voice was not loud, and Li Jiaoyang couldn't hear clearly behind, but with the accumulation of emotions, her Her voice became louder, she strode forward with her head held high, her steps were brisk, and she left Li Jiaoyang behind by a body distance, but Li Jiaoyang could hear her reading aloud full of emotions.
Even if you are burning in the fire of hell, you will stride forward.
If I can pursue this glorious mission, I will spend my whole life pursuing it.
Many years later, when I go to sleep, my heart will be at peace.
May the world be different from the past,
Though I shall eventually be weary,
Still with scarred hands,
To pick, the unreachable star.
After the voice fell, Kongliu stayed where she was without moving, just in time for a beam of light to fall from above her head, as if she was on a stage.There is a lot of traffic around, but it is extremely quiet.She is an ordinary girl, not pretty, not even special, but when she recites her dreams aloud in such a dark night, she exudes a confident and charming light.
After a long time, thin applause sounded from behind Kongliu. When she turned around, she saw Li Jiaoyang clapping her hands vigorously, and said to her, "That's great! You will definitely get a good grade! Come on!"
Li Jiaoyang saw that Shen Yi's side couldn't work at all, so he turned to Zhang Chunqiang for help. Zhang Chunqiang said, "Since it's your decision, use your own way to solve it. I support you unconditionally spiritually." She She didn't really want to get involved in the matter, mainly because there were so many troubles inside and outside the cute circle waiting for her to deal with, and she really didn't have the energy to take care of Li Jiaoyang.
The meeting was of little interest, and the three of them came out of the conference room.Zhang Chunqiang took two quick steps and went downstairs, Li Jiaoyang called Shen Yi in a low voice.
"What's wrong?" Shen Yi looked back at him.
"Are you really not going to help my buddy once?" Li Jiaoyang asked with a smile.He didn't smile very much. He stood at the door with one hand on the door frame, obviously not confident and a bit hesitant.Seeing him like this, Shen Yi didn't know where his anger was coming from, so he took a step back and pushed Li Jiaoyang against the wall with one hand.The sudden distance made Li Jiaoyang a little uncomfortable. He opened his eyes wide, only to hear Shen Yi whisper: "Li Jiaoyang, there is no help in this world that doesn't count on rewards, no matter how good the relationship is."
He looked at Li Jiaoyang, and there seemed to be many emotions in his eyes, but Li Jiaoyang couldn't read them.He really wanted to ask Shen Yi what he wanted, as long as he could give it, he would never be stingy.It's a pity that such words would seem too crude, Li Jiaoyang couldn't open his mouth.He also knew that he was always bothering Shen Yi, so he considered putting part of the shares in Shen Yi's name, so that Shen Yi could share the fruits of his struggle with him in a legitimate way.Although now it seems that there is really nothing to talk about in the cute circle, and the next round of money is still unknown, so it is probably not uncommon for Shen Yi to give it to Shen Yi for nothing.But people should always have a future worth looking forward to, or what kind of career should they create?
In Li Jiaoyang's view, the friendship between men is silent.It is very likely that with one movement and one look, they can gain insight into each other's intentions and thoughts.He will not open his mouth to ask "Brother, are you short of money recently", but will only use other methods to help others after realizing the situation.His kindness to his friends is often reciprocated, just like the infinite dogs he treated Shen Yi back then.He bought so many things for Shen Yi and put so much thought into them. There wasn't one thing he asked Shen Yixi if he liked it or not, and there wasn't one thing he asked Shen Yi to return favors.
He sighed in his heart. In fact, he couldn't think of the problem of double standards or not at all. He only thought about how to feel sorry for Shen Yi. Give Shen Yi more.Looking at it this way, he really felt wronged by Shen Yi.
This made him not dare to look up at Shen Yi directly, even if he took out his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, he couldn't make up for it even if he went through fire and water.He thinks that's what it means to be a brother, but he's not sure if Shen Yi thinks the same way. What he thinks is very precious may not be worth mentioning in the eyes of the other party.
"Well, I see." Li Jiaoyang could only nod his head, "I'll find a way to solve it myself."
There is self-study in the evening, so the get out of class is not too early.Usually she goes home alone, but today Li Jiaoyang came to look for her.She waited for a long time at an inconspicuous place at the school gate before seeing Li Jiaoyang swaying over on a shared bicycle. If it wasn't for his white hair, he would have looked like a student in this school who had just finished class.
"Here!" Kongliu waved to him.
"Oh!" Li Jiaoyang braked the brakes and threw the bicycle aside, "I didn't drive out today with a limited number, so I'm late, sorry."
Kongliu smiled and said, "So you came here by bicycle?"
"No, I changed after taking the subway for a while." Li Jiaoyang said, "Isn't this low-carbon and environmentally friendly?"
Kongliu said, "So why did you come to see me today?"
"Didn't I promise you to help you skip class?" Li Jiaoyang said, "I just came here to discuss with you, um... Let's take it as a way to send you home from your evening self-study. There is a competition next week, how are you preparing?"
"It's okay." Kong Liu said.
"Are you nervous?"
"I don't know that. I haven't seen what it's like in an offline competition. I don't know how it's different from the live dubbing at the comic exhibition." Kongliu replied.The two walked side by side on the road, and the light came out from the shadow of the tree, which also stretched the shadow obliquely.Their speed is not fast, just like walking, there is no sense of urgency to go home and do homework after school, leisurely as if the exam is over.
Li Jiaoyang briefly explained his plan to her. At noon that day, he would come to the fence of the school playground to have a meeting with Kongliu. There was a hidden corner there, and the surveillance videos on the school grounds and on the road could not capture the two. After the handover was completed there, Li Jiaoyang stayed in the school to take a seat for her after taking a taxi to participate in the competition.
"But your white hair is too conspicuous." Kongliu said, "Are you really going to do it yourself?"
Li Jiaoyang said: "You don't have to worry about it, just play hard and try to reach the final."
"Well, I won't be afraid when it comes to the final." Kongliu said, "The final is the day before the college entrance examination, and everyone has a holiday. I can tell my parents to go out and relax, and they probably won't care about me."
Li Jiaoyang said, "You've already caught up with Mission Impossible."
"No way." Kongliu shrugged, "Why is reality so skinny?"
"So you have to work hard." Li Jiaoyang wanted to pat her on the shoulder, but as soon as he raised his hand, he felt that this was not good, so he could only hold it back abruptly, then scratched his hair, and said , "For you, I can really be said to have betrayed all relatives."
"What?" Kongliu was startled, "What's the situation? Why did everyone betray their relatives?"
"No, that's just how I describe it." Li Jiaoyang's Chinese is not good, and he used a word casually to an extreme level, "I asked my friends, and no one was willing to help, anyway... I can't tell what it feels like , It turns out that he will be with me no matter what.”
"Who?" Kongliu thought for a moment and asked, "Is it the little brother with long hair that day?"
"Yeah." Li Jiaoyang said, "I don't know why he resisted so much this time." He told Kongliu their previous story, and then said, "Can you understand that feeling? It's just that My brother must be united with you on this matter, but in the end, I was completely thinking too much, hey..."
Kong Liu said, "Do you feel very lost?"
"Not at all." Li Jiaoyang said, "It was at that moment that I felt like I was really useless, and I needed help from others everywhere, and I took other people's help for granted. I didn't think there was anything wrong with it before. , but when he told me, he really felt very embarrassed. I should reflect on myself."
"It's not easy for you to think like this." This time, Kongliu took the initiative to pat Li Jiaoyang on the shoulder, "You have to know that most straight men in this world are very blind and confident. Let me ask you Question, how much do you think your appearance is? Full score is [-]."
Li Jiaoyang touched his face, and said hesitantly, "Four...four or five points?"
Kongliu smiled and said: "Then you are really different. Many fat nerds are very confident that they are good-looking, and they never care what they look like, and they want Lin Chiling to find a girlfriend. And they will laugh at girls for being ugly. Like me, many people think that I am a big beauty when they hear my voice, but they are disillusioned when they see me in real life. People like you who are as tall as you are put yourself into It is also rare to be drawn in the lineup of four or five points. So, the most difficult thing for a person is to correctly understand oneself, and I will examine myself three times. I don’t think your friend is intentionally trying to do something to you, but it is probably just a matter of talking. gone."
"Oh, is that so? Hey... Xiaoniao always says that I have poor aesthetics, and I haven't grasped the essence of aesthetics until now." Li Jiaoyang said, "But people like him should be called aesthetics everywhere. Well, he looks good."
"Well, your friends are all handsome men and beautiful women." Kongliu said, "I'm so envious!"
Li Jiaoyang smiled and said, "Why do you envy them? You're not bad either."
"You can shut up." Kongliu rolled his eyes, "The look in your eyes when you first met me told me that you felt very disillusioned, as if you were saying 'ah, why are you so ugly'."
"Do I have it? I'm sure I don't have it. You misread it." Li Jiaoyang kept pulling himself out, but he couldn't get it out after a long time, so he told the truth, "Okay, I first saw you. I was really a little disappointed when I was there, because my brain was so good, um... Speaking of which, I actually had a very good brain, and it has nothing to do with you. You should be what you are, and I am following you behind Gradually feel that you are actually a very interesting person. Everyone has a love for beauty, and everyone likes to be with beautiful people, but I think if you are serious about making friends, it seems unnecessary to care about these gone."
"Then what if it's a girlfriend?" Kongliu asked suddenly, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask, what if your girlfriend isn't pretty?"
"This..." Li Jiaoyang's expression became wrinkled, "This is a paradox. If you like beautiful girls from the beginning, then you must look for them. If you don't feel like it at first , then it’s nothing. I think it’s a matter of self-esteem. A beautiful girlfriend must be envied by everyone... But how do you define beauty? Girls are all pretty when they dress up. I think my sister Makeup and makeup removal are two people."
"Your sister will definitely beat you when she hears about it."
"Isn't it because she can't hear it?" Li Jiaoyang said, "It would be great if you can have both a beautiful skin and an interesting soul, but where is such a good thing?" There really was such a person in the past——Shen Yi.
There is no doubt that Shen Yi has a beautiful appearance. Even if he has long hair that is out of place in the eyes of modern people, it will not make him feel strange, but it will add to the style.As for the interesting soul...Shen Yi probably has an aura that obviously wants to be serious but is always accidentally off-line. No matter what others think, Li Jiaoyang thinks Shen Yi is interesting.Just as being with Sora made him happy, so was being with Shen Yi, something he discovered in high school.
"Yeah, where is such a good thing." Kongliu sighed, "We should really face reality."
Li Jiaoyang said to her very seriously: "You are not a fat house, you are quite good."
Kongliu stopped and looked at Li Jiaoyang. Li Jiaoyang rolled his eyes. He didn't know what it meant, but Kongliu laughed and said lightly, "It's really not convincing."
"What did you prepare for the competition?" Li Jiaoyang decided to change the topic to chat. The one just now was a circle, so how to talk about it is not to deal with it.
Kongliu said: "The fixed topic can only be discussed at that time. The optional topic has prepared a TV series clip and an animation clip. Then, if you are talented, can you help me think about singing? Or reciting?"
"What song?" Li Jiaoyang asked, "Recite what? You can perform it for me."
"As for the song, I chose "aLIEz"."
"What is this?" Li Jiaoyang had never heard of it, but when Kongliu sang, Li Jiaoyang said, "Oh, it's this one!"
"Yes, you must have heard of it, how famous it is." Kongliu stopped to speak, "And this one is very hot, the effect of singing it must be very good."
Li Jiaoyang asked: "Then what is the content of the recitation you prepared?"
"It's the lyrics in "I, Don Quixote", but I think it's better to recite than to sing." Kongliu said, "It's called "Dreams That Will Not Come True." She didn't wait for Li Jiaoyang Invited, he happily read out this poem that he had memorized fluently.
The girl strode vigorously, and the walking did not affect her breath, but made her pause vivid.She said in her mouth: "Chasing dreams will not come true. Endure, unbearable pain..." At first her voice was not loud, and Li Jiaoyang couldn't hear clearly behind, but with the accumulation of emotions, her Her voice became louder, she strode forward with her head held high, her steps were brisk, and she left Li Jiaoyang behind by a body distance, but Li Jiaoyang could hear her reading aloud full of emotions.
Even if you are burning in the fire of hell, you will stride forward.
If I can pursue this glorious mission, I will spend my whole life pursuing it.
Many years later, when I go to sleep, my heart will be at peace.
May the world be different from the past,
Though I shall eventually be weary,
Still with scarred hands,
To pick, the unreachable star.
After the voice fell, Kongliu stayed where she was without moving, just in time for a beam of light to fall from above her head, as if she was on a stage.There is a lot of traffic around, but it is extremely quiet.She is an ordinary girl, not pretty, not even special, but when she recites her dreams aloud in such a dark night, she exudes a confident and charming light.
After a long time, thin applause sounded from behind Kongliu. When she turned around, she saw Li Jiaoyang clapping her hands vigorously, and said to her, "That's great! You will definitely get a good grade! Come on!"
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