The Utopia of the Wastewood Prince

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The Moe Circle had a holiday a week before the Spring Festival, basically avoiding the miserable Spring Festival travel in Beijing.

In the last few days, we will not talk about work by default. If we can talk about it after the Chinese New Year, we will talk about it after the Chinese New Year.Li Jiaoyang originally wanted to sleep at home for two days, but his mother, Ms. Pang Wen, heard about his vacation and told him to go home.Li Jiaoyang was unwilling, but he couldn't resist, so he obediently went back to accompany his parents, and criticized why the old couple didn't go abroad for vacation.

Pang Wen scolded him, reprimanded him for being a white-eyed wolf and reprimanding him for not being in tune.This Spring Festival, Li Jiaoyang not only felt the blow from his career and the loss of friendship, but even his family relationship was far away from him.

It can be called a rebellious, lonely family.

He can't lie down at his parents' house, and he will definitely be scolded if he lies down, but he has already hired someone to clean the room, and it's not his turn.Two days later, he got up in the morning to accompany his mother to go to the gym, and when he came back during the day and watched current affairs news with his father, he felt like he was going to die.The reality was so bitter that he didn't want to face it at all.

Especially at the end of the year, large-scale negative social news usually breaks out, and if you browse more Weibo circles of friends, you will be enveloped in an extremely negative mood.What is the purpose of living? What is the meaning of living? Is living to suffer?Li Jiaoyang anxiously wanted to uninstall Weibo and WeChat.

The first two days of the Chinese New Year were full of busy schedules. Li Jiaoyang saw so many relatives at home that he felt tired from smiling.After everyone left, he finally had some time for himself, so he just stayed in the room and played with his mobile phone.

By coincidence, the cute circle was opened.In fact, he can't remember how long he hasn't opened this app. Even though the company has been torn apart by him, the users don't know about it at all, and they are still active in the community. Looking at it like this, it is still lively scene.

During the Chinese New Year period, the data is even better than usual, and there are many people discussing it in any post.It was all very interesting, Li Jiaoyang himself was a little fascinated after watching it for a while, he unconsciously smirked, and immediately forgot all his troubles.

Everyone watched interesting anime together, the hottest CP of the moment, the star-chaser Huahua participated in the event, and the chat was full of enthusiasm, as if the pain and suffering in real life did not exist.

In other words, those things still exist, but people have to go all the way strong. There should always be something to support the tired, painful body, which is a kind of spiritual strength and a kind of spiritual sustenance.

Who hasn't shed tears because of Xiangbei's victory over the mythical Sanno Industry?

Who hasn't cried bitterly because of the fall of the Golden Meili?

Who hasn't smiled knowingly when Aihara Kotoko said Irie-kun, I like you?

Go swimming in the swimming pool of Iwakite High School, entrust the owner of Master House to find a cat, meet a boy on the beach shouting Smash while running, play an explosive game with Jinx, get an internship in Stark Corporation, and pass by the green hills of Stranglethorn Vale , ten years for a naive...

Loved, hated, cried, laughed, this world is always so vivid and real.People always have to go through this kind of youth, grow up with it, and wave goodbye at the end.

It will never grow old or die, it will always stand there, like a peaceful and inclusive harbor, as long as you want to go back, just turn around.

It is a never-ending land of joy and a sanctuary for the spirit.

Li Jiaoyang never understood the meaning of a virtual world like he does now. He felt very sad even though he saw happy scenes in front of him. He never thought that one day he would need to hide in this world to seek comfort.

He almost ruined it all himself.

After several users sent red envelopes for the Spring Festival, Li Jiaoyang hurriedly threw the phone aside, as if cutting off a colorful dream.

Back to reality, reality is still gray and boring.

We ate dinner outside. After eating, Li Chenxing wanted to go back to his home. Seeing that Li Jiaoyang was restless at his parents' place these days, he asked, "Hey, do you have any other plans for these few days?"

"No." Li Jiaoyang said, "Eat and sleep and eat."

"Oh, then come to my place tomorrow and bring two boxes of wine. I can't drink it as a gift from someone else. Let the guests from my parents' house drink it." Li Chenxing said.

Li Jiaoyang refused: "How far is your house from your parents? Should I go there by bicycle or by subway?"

"You drive by yourself." Li Chenxing said.

"My car..." Li Jiaoyang almost stuttered, but changed his words, "Oh no, trouble!"

Li Chenxing thought for a while and said, "Why don't you go to sleep at my house tonight, and I'll bring it to you tomorrow."

Normally, Li Jiaoyang would not be willing to go to Li Chenxing's house, saying that they are brothers, but the two really have no common hobbies, apart from watching TV, Li Jiaoyang was educated.But looking at the current situation, Li Chenxing was really the straw for Li Jiaoyang to escape from his parents.

"Okay!" Li Jiaoyang agreed, then turned around and said to his parents, "Mom and Dad, I'll sleep at my brother's house today and come back tomorrow. Do you have any plans for tomorrow?"

"No." Pang Wen waved her hand, "Go."

Li Mingyue interjected, "Then I will go too."

Li Chenxing wanted to agree, just like when he was a child, the three brothers and sisters really didn't have many opportunities to chat and play.Li Jiaoyang who was next to him said, "Oh, don't interfere with men's world and women, sister, you should hurry home and take a beauty sleep!"

"What's the matter with you?" Li Mingyue asked.

Pang Wen said: "That's right, let the two brothers play, and you don't get involved."

The family split up and down, and finally ended with Li Jiaoyang dragging Li Chenxing away.

Li Chenxing's house is very large and the decoration is very simple, so it looks extremely deserted. Obviously the temperature in the house is suitable, but Li Jiaoyang feels chilly when he enters.He silently sighed in his heart that Li Chenxing was good enough, and he didn't feel bored after living alone for so many years.Although work has squeezed everything out of him, there must be a time when he dreams back at midnight, right?

"What are you thinking about?" Li Chenxing snapped his fingers in front of Li Jiaoyang, "You'll sleep in that room later. Hey, how can I see that you're not in the mood, what's wrong?"

Li Jiaoyang regained his senses and shook his head: "It's nothing, maybe I was a little tired from work a year ago."

"Really?" Li Chenxing remembered now, "How much did you raise?"

Li Jiaoyang's expression changed, and he said dejectedly, "I didn't get the financing, I have no money."

"..." Li Chenxing loosened his collar, went to the bar to do some work, and Li Jiaoyang also sat down.Li Chenxing asked, "Two cups?"

Li Jiaoyang stood in front of the bar like a frustrated middle-aged man who got drunk: "Well, just drink whatever you want."

Li Chenxing took two cups and poured half of each, pushed one cup to Li Jiaoyang, and said, "I haven't heard from you about the follow-up development, please tell me."

"Where do you have to start talking about this?" Li Jiaoyang was a little dazed when he recalled it. It hadn't been long since everything happened, but the complexity of the story, the twists and turns, and the large amount of information made it difficult for him to sort it out for a while. He could only think of it. Where to say where.

"Hey..." He sighed, "I'm a little confused by the question that Tan Minghui asked me to think about. I'm very uncertain, and I'm afraid I'll take another wrong step."

"How do you call growth without making mistakes?" Li Chenxing said, "What is your original intention? If you don't have any worries, what is the ending you most hope for?"

Li Jiaoyang said without hesitation: "I hope everyone can be together forever."

Li Chenxing smiled: "Wishes are beautiful, but there is no banquet in the world that lasts forever."

"I... I may always think of things too simply." Li Jiaoyang said, "It's really not what I want."

"Not necessarily." Li Chenxing took a sip of the wine, and when he put down the glass, he slightly stroked the rim of the glass with his fingertips, "Just make a decision, it's not that difficult. You don't need to think about what to do if you make a mistake again, what will others do?" Look at yourself, this kind of stupid question, these are self-aware, can you still live for others?"

Li Jiaoyang lay on the table and said distressedly: "It's easy for you to say, I fired them all at the beginning, and now I call them all back because of the investor's problem? This is really unbearable. "

"You're really serious." Li Chenxing said, "You can't do business with face."

Li Jiaoyang really never thought that this sentence would come out of Li Chenxing's mouth. In his eyes, Li Chenxing's demeanor was always reserved, and he couldn't get along with such words as profanity.shameless?That's even more dimensional.

He looked at Li Chenxing in horror, and Li Chenxing smiled again: "I can understand your entanglements and difficulties, but there must be an answer to the choice. Think carefully about what you are doing now and your original expectations Whether there is any deviation, I think the result is very obvious. There is no need for you to add mental baggage to yourself..."

"Well, even if we take ten thousand steps back, everyone will be happy to come back." Li Jiaoyang said, "But the little bird is gone."

"Little bird?"

"It's Shen Yi."

"Oh, him." Li Chenxing asked, "Is he important to you?"

"En." Li Jiaoyang nodded vigorously.

Li Chenxing asked again: "How important?"

"If you fall into the river with him, I will save him first." Li Jiaoyang said.

Li Chenxing twitched the corner of his mouth: "Can you swim?"

Li Jiaoyang said: "That's not the point."

Li Chenxing asked, "Then what's the point?"

Li Jiaoyang said: "It doesn't matter anymore."

"Then you two..." Li Chenxing hadn't finished asking, Li Jiaoyang hurriedly explained as if being stabbed: "We both have nothing! Don't think too much about it."

"I didn't ask anything." Li Chenxing was puzzled, "Is it so difficult that you two really have an affair?"

It's okay if you don't say some things, but if you say it, it's like a mountain torrent, Li Jiaoyang said in shock: "Brother, how can you speculate about your own brother and me?"

"That's what he has to you." Li Chenxing said, "I feel that he is very unusual to you. This can be observed through his behavior. Did I tell you before?"

Human essence, absolute human essence!Li Jiaoyang's back was covered in cold sweat.Li Chenxing has only met Shen Yi a few times before he can deduce such a thoughtful and terrifying conclusion. If more clues are provided, the world will not explode in place?Li Jiaoyang was anxiously thinking about how to cross this topic, so he heard Li Chenxing ask: "So what do you think?"

"Ah? What am I thinking?" Li Jiaoyang said in a hurry, "We are just friends, just friends! You must have one or two good friends who are like something in your life, right——!" He moved too Big, the chair did not sit firmly and fell down.

With the sound of "Boom", Li Chenxing was startled, and hurriedly went out to help Li Jiaoyang, let him sit up again, and said helplessly, "Who stepped on your tail?"

Perhaps telling lies would really be condemned by God, Li Jiaoyang shook his head, lay down on the bar counter in great desolation, and said to himself, "Brother, he said he likes me, what should I do?"

This news is very heavy for ordinary people in ordinary families, at least the roof is lifted first.Who is Li Chenxing, who hasn't seen any monsters and goblins for so many years?He just froze for a moment, he didn't expect the topic to change so quickly, and he didn't expect Li Jiaoyang to be so direct.But soon, he asked very normally: "What do you mean, please explain clearly."

"What else is there to mean?" Li Jiaoyang covered his face with one hand, and said a few words as if he could cut himself alive, it was extremely painful, "That's what it means... Do you think I can agree? Isn't that What's going on? And he ran away, leaving me alone, it's useless for me to kneel and beg him, I'm almost crying every day."

Li Chenxing couldn't understand Li Jiaoyang's chaotic logic.Why do you want to kneel down and beg for others to leave while feeling that something is wrong?He stroked the story and asked, "Is he really gay?"

"Ah, really."

"When did you know?" Li Chenxing asked, "Has your attitude towards him changed since you found out?"

Li Jiaoyang calculated the time: "I found out when I went to the conference last year, but I knew before that he likes to wear women's clothes, otherwise I wouldn't let him come to my house to act. How can my attitude change? I'd better be good." My friend, he is really easy to get angry, very difficult to coax, I have to buy a bunch of things to go to their house to apologize every time." He started to complain to his brother about Shen Yi, but finally said: "But He is a very good person. Although his mouth is sometimes vicious, he is very kind in his heart. His ability and action are also very high. If I hadn’t been born to push me hard, he might not have started a business with me at all. He is also for the cute circle. I have paid a lot, but I treat him like this, he must hate me to death. Hey...I want to see him now, no matter what, let me have a word with him, okay..."

Reminiscing about the past, many pictures came to mind, Li Jiaoyang actually started to cry while talking.He felt ashamed, wiped his face with his hands, but the tears flowed even more violently.He couldn't help it, and wept loudly: "I don't know how I lived after he left, why is it so difficult! The sky is falling! Doesn't he like me? Why can he leave me alone? !"

Li Jiaoyang's wailing and howling of wolves in the already cold and silent room turned the sky upside down, and Li Chenxing's head ached from calling him out.Li Jiaoyang himself babbled nonsense logically and didn't know what to say, but Li Chenxing understood, dare this stupid brother can really just go on like this without knowing it.

"Stop crying, are you annoying?" Li Chenxing tore up two pieces of paper and threw them to Li Jiaoyang, "It's not your girlfriend who broke up with you, what's the matter?"

"Why not?" Li Jiaoyang wiped his nose, "I'm not so sad when my girlfriend is gone."

Li Chenxing crossed his arms: "Then I think you like him a lot."

"How is that possible!" Li Jiaoyang's mouth may be harder than his skull, he just can't turn around with this muscle, he is stuck in a single logic of "he is a man and I am a man, so what should I do?" come out.

"Then I really don't understand why you cried and mourned with me for a long time. You are more resentful than a resentful wife." Li Chenxing said, "Do you really feel that you can't accept this kind of feeling and are particularly resistant, or do you feel that this People who are particularly embarrassing are particularly resistant? Do you understand the difference between this?"

When Li Jiaoyang looked at Li Chenxing with a dazed expression, Li Chenxing knew that there was really nothing in his head except stew.

"Hey, I think everyone understands the truth, but you may not be able to think about it personally. I have always been neither supportive nor opposed to your things. You have to figure it out yourself." Li Chen Xing said, "People are destined to live on their own, so choose a way to make yourself as happy as possible and make yourself feel worthwhile. Whether it is the problems your company is facing or your personal relationship problems, you need you at this time. Make this direction clear at this moment. It may change your life, and no one knows whether it is good or bad, but at least you won’t feel regretful.”

"What about you?" Li Jiaoyang asked Li Chenxing, "You gave up your ideals back then, do you regret it now?"

Li Chenxing shook his head and said with a smile: "It's not something that can be measured by whether you regret it or not. It's just that I made a choice and let it develop naturally. Look, I'm not very good now? It's better than starving to death outside." .”

Li Jiaoyang thought for a while, drank all the wine in the blanket, and said, "I understand."