I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Of course, Shang Yuan couldn't get married in such a hasty manner. When he returned home, he first took Zhao Jinzhu out for trial. Surrounded by several elders, Zhu Bao confessed tremblingly to the crime of lying about the military situation, and was then punished to face the wall.

Fortunately, the venue has not been decided, the invitations have not been issued, and the wedding company has not yet invited, so the situation was brought under control in time.But this ironic misunderstanding still embarrasses the parents.

At night, Yang Yixin reported Fan Zhuo's safety and said, "Now Fan Zhuo thinks that your family is not doing serious business, and keeps telling me to join him."

"No." Shang Yuan said, "What does he think my house is for?"

"He's already wondering if it's the underworld, a local snake in G City." Yang Yixin lay on the bed and laughed, and turned to look at Shang Yuan: "Are you a local snake?"

"I am, so you don't want to run anywhere in my territory." Shang Yuan was also a little depressed. He made such an oolong in front of Yang Yixin's friends, and he was Yang Yixin's only friend with whom he had been friends for two years. If Fan Zhuo kept saying bad things, he was really afraid that he would run to find Fan Zhuo.

"Afraid that I would run away." Yang Yixin looked at him with his head sideways, and it was rare to find that he had a sense of crisis, so he deliberately asked, "You care about me so much?"

"I care." Shang Yuan said frankly.

Yang Yixin raised the corner of his mouth. The fact that the Zhao family was preparing for their engagement banquet really surprised him, but after thinking about it later, he felt very happy.This just shows that the family members of Shang Yuan accepted their feelings and even supported them very much.

Probably because the matter was too embarrassing, the parents ran out to visit relatives in the next few days, and they never appeared in front of Shang Yuan and Yang Yixin.

Only Zhao Jinzhu still followed them, not very convinced that he was punished to face the wall, and said: "Isn't it going to get married sooner or later, I'm not wrong."

"Have you finished your homework?" Shang Yuan tortured his soul.

Zhao Jinzhu froze immediately, not daring to speak any more.

School will start soon, and they have to go home early. There was a commotion that day, and they didn't have a meal with Fan Zhuo in the end. Before leaving, Fan Zhuo invited them out for another meal.

This time Yang Yixin explained to Fan Zhuo face to face, and finally dispelled his doubts completely.

On the way, Yang Yixin went to the bathroom, and when he left, Fan Zhuo suddenly asked Shang Yuan, "Has Yang Yixin ever fought in your school?"

Shang Yuan shook his head, Fan Zhuo said with a smile: "Then he has indeed changed."

He paused, the smile disappeared from his face, and he said seriously: "I knew him from a fight, it would be fine if he really changed, but I know him well, if you don't ask for trouble, it's easy to be troubled by him, It’s just such a bad physique.”

"In the future, I will help him solve all his troubles." Shang Yuan said.

"I can see that you really like him, so there is one thing I have to tell you." Fan Zhuo said seriously: "You may not believe it, but Yang Yixin has a weakness, that is, he is very afraid...maybe it's nonsense of—but seriously, he's afraid of the bottle."

As soon as he finished speaking, Shang Yuan frowned, and he continued: "Listen to me first! I remember that once in a fight, the opponent copied a beer bottle and threw it on his face. He didn't move at all, but fortunately I pulled him away quickly. Then I realized that he was scared stupid by a fucking wine bottle."

After Fan Zhuo finished speaking, he felt that it was ridiculous, so he paused for a moment, carefully recalling what happened that day, trying to make what he said more believable: "That day I hit two, obviously I was injured, but his face is whiter than mine , Call him, he should not, I was so scared that my pupils were out of focus, I almost called him 120. I know, you won’t believe me when I say this, but I really saw it with my own eyes.”

Shang Yuan frowned, remained silent for a while, and said, "Actually, I've seen him like that before."

"Wait a minute, didn't you say he didn't fight?" Fan Zhuo questioned.

Shang Yuan raised his eyes to look at him: "I fought once outside the school, and I thought he was pretending."

"Pretend? The wine bottle is about to be smashed on the head, what are you pretending to do? Don't die?" Fan Zhuo said.

Speaking of this matter today, Shang Yuan felt a little strange when he thought about what happened that night again.If it was pretending, Yang Yixin didn't have a very pitiful expression on his face at that time, nor did he have a very artificial look of fear, but his breathing was short, his expression blank, and he didn't say a word.

"But I usually drink, and I don't see him afraid to hold the bottle." Shang Yuan said.

"Yes, I'm also surprised, but he won't say anything if he asks, and I won't be happy if I ask again, and I don't dare to ask again." Fan Zhuo leaned back in his chair, saw Yang Yixin walking this way, and said quickly: "I I think he has something hidden in his heart, anyway, I can't ask, so I will remind you."

When Yang Yixin came back, the two of them had already finished talking.

The meal is almost finished, and it is getting late, so I am ready to leave.

Passing by another table while walking out, Fan Zhuo saw an empty wine bottle at the foot of the table, changed his mind, and deliberately kicked it.

Hearing the sound of the wine bottle "ding bang", Fan Zhuo immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Yang Yixin turned around and said, "Be careful."

There is no abnormal color on the face.

Fan Zhuo and Shang Yuan looked at each other and shrugged.

Before leaving, Fan Zhuo sighed: "Son Yixin, the next time I see you will probably be around this time next year, and I won't need you to fight for me in the future, I'm so sad."

"You're the son, and I'm the one who fights for you. Don't be ashamed." Yang Yi went back and gave him a hug, patted him on the back and said, "Go to work, Come on, chase that girl into your hands, whether I can become a godfather depends on you."

"You're thinking of becoming a godfather even before you leave your horoscope, you... I can't count on you anymore, so let me do my best." After he finished speaking, he whispered again: "If he treats you badly, You just go to me, I have a bunch of beautiful sisters over there."

These words just fell into Shang Shang's ears, Shang Yuan pulled Yang Yixin away, and gave Fan Zhuo a faint look.Holding it for half a day is almost enough.

Saying goodbye to Fan Zhuo, the two went home and began to pack their luggage.

While stuffing a coat into the box, Shang Yuan asked seemingly unintentionally: "Do you remember Zheng Jiayu?"

"Remember, what's the matter, isn't he locked up? He didn't come out so soon." Yang Yixin stopped his hands and said vigilantly.

"No. Even if he came out, he wouldn't dare to trouble you. If he goes in again, his life will be ruined." Shang Yuan said.

Yang Yixin breathed a sigh of relief, with a disappointed expression on his face: "That's good, so what's wrong with him?"

Shang Yuan asked: "I suddenly remembered the fight, did you know that I would go there that night?"

Yang Yixin shook his head, "I don't know, I didn't expect you to be around. Why did you think of asking this?"

"Fan Zhuo told me that you used to fight very fiercely, and I remembered it."

"I also told you that I fight very fiercely, one hits three, didn't I tell you that?" Yang Yixin smiled, and then packed his things.

Unexpectedly, Shang Yuan didn't end this topic, and asked again: "That night, if I wasn't around at that time, wouldn't you really be beaten and not fight back for the sake of being a good student?"

While talking, Shang Yuan stared at his face.Sure enough, Yang Yixin showed an expression of avoidance for a moment, even as if caught off guard by this question, he touched his nose unnaturally, trying to cover up his panic.

"Why, if you hadn't gone, I would have knocked them all down by myself," he said.

Shang Yuan is almost certain that this is a lie. "When Zheng Jiayu threatened you, were you afraid?"

are you afraid?

Shang Yuan saw Yang Yixin turn his head and search for things in the cabinet.It was a gesture of refusal, preventing him from seeing his expression.But he said: "You know I'm pretending and you ask, how could I be afraid of him?"

Shang Yuan grabbed his hand, which was as cold as ice, which surprised Shang Yuan. "Then why didn't you fight back? Tell me the truth."

This level is almost considered forced questioning, but Yang Yixin smiled when he turned around. He pulled out his hand and said, "You came just as I was about to fight back. That's fine, don't ask anymore, I have a lot of things to confiscate."

After he finished speaking, he stood up and searched in the further drawer, still facing away from Shang Yuan.

Shang Yuan was stunned for a moment, the cold touch of his palms still remained, Yang Yixin's expression just now made him feel strangely familiar, there was a trace of defensiveness and alienation in that smile, it was a mask of a fake smile.

Shang Yuan didn't ask any more questions, but his eyes gradually darkened.Yang Yixin would never be allowed to put on the mask that he took off with his own hands, not even for a moment.

Yang Yixin couldn't sleep at night, so he could only close his eyes and try his best to let himself go. Even so, the complicated thoughts kept crowding into his brain, making him insomnia.

After an unknown amount of time, he opened his eyes, the room was pitch black, and the alarm clock showed two o'clock in the morning.

He got up lightly, put on his thick down jacket and went downstairs.It was very cold outside, but fortunately there was no wind, the sky was cloudless, only the cold white light of the moon spread on the earth, all the shadows were faint, and the junction between light and shadow was blurred.

Yang Yixin walked to the side of the lotus pond and sat down, silently looking at the dry lotus pond.

He didn't expect that Shang Yuan would ask about Zheng Jiayu's affairs. After so long, he thought that the matter was over and he could hide it for a little longer.If Shang Yuan insisted on asking, he didn't know how to answer, and whether he could speak.

He never dared to tell anyone how big a mistake he had made, and how tragic the ending was, and even became an endless nightmare that kept him awake at night.

Until now, he has not had the courage to face this mistake. If given the chance, he would make up for it even if he risked his life.

Too bad there will never be a chance.

What happened in the past is gone, and the people who passed away are gone, and they will never come back.

Sitting under the moonlight for a while, he got up and went back when his mind gradually calmed down.

Shang Yuan was still asleep, Yang Yixin carefully took off his clothes and put them on the hanger, and got under the quilt.

It was very warm under the quilt, Yang Yixin felt cold, and he didn't dare to approach Shangyuan immediately.Who knew that an arm suddenly stretched out from the side, wrapping around his waist and hugging him into his arms.

Yang Yixin's body froze, and when he heard Shang Yuan's even breathing, he breathed a sigh of relief, buried his head in Shang Yuan's warm embrace, and greedily absorbed the heat.

Slowly, this warmth paralyzed his mind, and a sense of peace dispelled his messy thoughts.In Shang Yuan's arms, he couldn't help but let go of all his defenses, and sleepiness came quietly.

He didn't know that when he fell asleep, Shang Yuan opened his eyes, and there was no trace of sleepiness in his eyes.

Shang Yuan stroked his cheek and kissed his slightly frowning brow.

why are you upset

There was a delicate distress in Shang Yuan's heart.If I met you earlier, maybe I could protect you from the wind and rain and prevent you from any harm.