I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Yang Yixin slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the inexplicably familiar ceiling.The room was very dark, and he couldn't tell what time it was, but it hurt when he moved his body.

He slowly sat up from the bed, looked around, looked at the furnishings in the room, touched the soft big bed, and his memory slowly came to life.

This is at Shangyuan's house.

I seem to have been in a car accident, how could I be here?

There was a sharp pain in his head, and he covered his head in pain.The pouring rain, howling wind, dazzling headlights and the severe pain of being knocked into the air all flashed in my mind.

What happened?

Immediately afterwards, some broken pictures also appeared in my mind - it was Shang Yuan's fiery embrace.

Shang Yuan came, and Shang Yuan rescued me.he thought so.

Thinking of this name, Yang Yixin threw off the quilt, limped out the door, and shouted, "Shang Yuan, are you there?"

No one answered him.The house was empty, with fine dust floating in the air.He walked downstairs, and in front of him was a huge floor-to-ceiling window. Standing in front of the window, he could see a great view, as well as the sycamore trees planted in the community downstairs.

He saw his own face in a mirror—a face so young that it looked immature.

There was a schoolbag on the table, and he took the schoolbag and went out by some mysterious means.

The family car was waiting downstairs, and the driver sat silently in front, waiting for him to start the car as soon as he got in.Yang Yixin looked at him, but couldn't see his face clearly.

The city was empty and quiet, Yang Yixin just looked down at the time, and when he looked up again, somehow, he suddenly stood at the door of the classroom, and the door sign said "Senior Class (1)".

He froze for a moment, feeling nervous and scared for no reason.

It's so quiet, why is it so quiet?Are you taking a test?Would it be too abrupt to go in now?

He hesitated for a moment, and gently pushed the door open a crack, but suddenly froze.

The huge classroom was empty and there was no one there.The empty tables and chairs were neatly arranged. He touched it and found a layer of dust.The sun shone through the windows, and the dust floated in the bright light.

He walked towards the back of the classroom step by step, and stopped in the last row.This is the seat of him and Shang Yuan, and it is also empty, without a book, a pen, and no trace of someone sitting there.

Looking back, there is no word on the blackboard, everything seems empty and lonely.

It seemed that everyone had left without waiting for him to join.

He wiped the bench with his sleeve and sat down silently in his place.

He thought of the way he was sitting here writing hard, the desk was full of reference books and test papers, and there were always people frolicking in the classroom, and even when there was no noise, there was always the sound of flipping paper and writing.It's never been this quiet.

He thought of Chen Wei's playfulness, Wang Junyang's familiarity, Zhuang Yuxie's blush, the enthusiasm of the class representative and the concern of the students.

There is also the battle of wits and courage with Shang Yuan, the tension of secretly holding hands in class, the heartbeat when secretly kissing him, the throbbing and longing of wanting to be with him forever.

So many things have happened here, it is like opening a treasure box of memories at this moment, and the images of memories flood in, filling this empty and lonely classroom.

But... where did everyone go?

He still didn't understand the situation.

"Yang Yixin!"

Suddenly, a voice came from the back door.He turned his head abruptly, and saw Shang Yuan standing at the door with his schoolbag on his shoulders, standing against the light and looking very unclear.

He stood up carefully and asked, "Shang Yuan, is that you?"

"What are you talking about, who else but me?" Shang Yuan stepped in and grabbed his neck.

Now Yang Yixin saw his face clearly.It's really Shangyuan!

Before he had time to be happy, two people rushed in from behind Shang Yuan, they turned out to be Chen Wei and Wang Junyang!

Chen Wei winked and said, "Why are you cuddling in public?"

Wang Junyang put his arm on Chen Wei's shoulder, and teased, "What can two men do?"

As they said that, the two met each other's eyes, laughed and rushed into the class.Zhuang Yuxie followed behind, looked at them with a blushing face, and quickly ran into the class,

Yang Yixin turned around, and suddenly found that the originally empty class was full of people. There were books on everyone's desks, and today's class schedule was written on the blackboard, as well as the [-]-day countdown to the college entrance examination.

The class representative yelled: "Take homework!"

A few wailing came from the class.

"Have you finished your homework?" Shang Yuan asked.

Yang Yixin opened the paper that suddenly appeared on the table, and it was blank.

Shang Yuan handed him his own and said, "Copy it."

Yang Yixin took the paper, unknowingly raised the corners of his mouth, and showed a big smile.

Shang Yuan rubbed his hair vigorously, and said, "Why are you smirking, why don't you write quickly."

Yang Yixin was still smiling, a feeling of happiness and satisfaction fermented in his heart, as if a part of the vacancy in his life had been filled.

……

The intensive care unit of the hospital was quiet except for the "beep" sound from the instrument.

Zhuang Yuxie sat outside the ward with a very haggard face.She was sleepy, but couldn't sleep.She did not expect that in just one day, two of her friends would experience life and death.Yang Yixin hit his head and fell into a coma. Shang Yuan suffered serious internal injuries and had to make it through the night.

When she followed the police car, she was terrified by the scene of the tragic car accident.Thick smoke from the explosion billowed continuously, and the ground was covered with mottled blood, and the two people fell in the distance, not knowing whether they were alive or dead.Now when she closes her eyes, she can think of this horrible scene.

Suddenly there were hurried footsteps in the corridor, Zhuang Yuxie looked up and saw a somewhat familiar person walking over.The visitor was dressed in a decent suit, with a tall and straight figure and an extraordinary bearing, but his temples were a little gray, and his face had traces of years of precipitation. He looked very calm, but his eyes showed anxiety.

"How is Shang Yuan?"

As soon as this person spoke, Zhuang Yuxie immediately remembered that this was Shang Yuan's father whom he had not seen for many years, Shang Yinxiao.Since Shangyuan graduated from high school, father and son have had little contact with each other, and they are almost strangers.

When Shang Yuan started his business, Shang Yinxiao wanted to lend a helping hand several times, but no matter which method he used, Shang Yuan refused.

Even so, Zhuang Yuxie still respected him, stood up and said: "Shang Yuan is seriously injured, the doctor said he has to survive tonight on his own."

Shang Yinxiao looked solemn, standing outside the window of the ward, looking at the unconscious people inside.He hadn't seen Shang Yuan for many years, and only learned some news from the news.As long as Shang Yuan refuses to reconcile, he will always be the passive party.

It's fine if they don't reconcile, he knows that Shang Yuan is good enough, but he can't bear one thing, that is, Shang Yuan's life is in danger.He has not remarried so far. Shang Yuan is his only son and the only person he cares about in the world.

He looked at the ward next door, sighed, and said, "I knew that one day, he would take risks because of Yang Yixin."

Standing beside him, Zhuang Yuxie also looked at Yang Yixin's ward, but said, "But you don't know, it was Yang Yixin who saved his life this time."

"Oh?" Shang Yinxiao didn't know the whole situation, so he was quite surprised to hear her say that.

Zhuang Yuxie continued: "Yang Yixin fought back Shang Yuan's life with his own life. If you have to say who is taking risks for whom, I think they are all taking risks for each other. In times of crisis, they will all save each other. And it's all-or-nothing. You might think it's crazy, but they're two crazy people."

She paused, and then said: "Nine years ago, they separated, but after nine years, Shang Yuan is still brooding. His love for Yang Yixin has long surpassed time. Until now, he is still investigating Yang Yixin. The real reason for Yixin's disappearance. How much do you know about what happened nine years ago? Did Yang Yixin really take the initiative to go with Ran Feixing?"

Zhuang Yuxie looked sideways at Shang Yinxiao, his eyes flickered, he didn't speak for a long time, finally heaved a long sigh, sat on a chair and fell into deep thought.

Time passed slowly, and the night was peaceful. After the doctor came to check in the morning, he announced that the patient's signs were normal, and both of them were moved to the general ward.

At noon the next day, Shang Yuan was the first to open his eyes. As soon as he opened his eyes, he struggled to get up from the hospital bed, looking for someone.

At this time, a person stood up before him, opened the partition curtain next to him, let him see Yang Yixin lying on the other bed, and said: "Lie down at ease, he is fine."

Shang Yuan's gaze was fixed on Yang Yixin, from his pale face to his steady and undulating chest, he finally felt relieved.Finally, he looked up at Shang Yinxiao who had opened the curtain.

"What are you doing here?" As soon as Shang Yuan opened his mouth, his throat hurt like sandpaper, and his eyes were bloodshot.

The doctor said that he would not wake up so soon, and Shang Yinxiao knew that he forced himself to wake up because he was worried about Yang Yixin's safety.

Nine years ago, Shang Yuan was hurt like that, he lowered his dignity and knelt down to beg him.Nine years later, before the matter came to light, she was with Yang Yixin again.

Shang Yinxiao thought about it all night, and suddenly realized that he could not control their feelings at all.In order to protect Shang Yuan, he threw away Yang Yixin's weakness, but Shang Yuan would always find ways to get it back.This deep bond will never be broken.

"Shang Yuan." Shang Yinxiao sat by the bed, and a lot of white hair appeared overnight.He knew that Shang Yuan hated him, but as a father, he decided to give Shang Yuan the last truth: "Back then, Yang Yixin did have a car accident and was taken away by Ran's family when he was unconscious."

Shang Yuan stared at him, propped himself up hard, with bulging veins on his forehead and blood red eyes, like a lion about to get angry, he gritted his molars and said, "You... say it again!"

"I'm sorry for you. At that time, Yang Yixin was seriously injured. I don't know if he can be saved, so I can't tell you. If he dies, I'm afraid you will act too aggressively..."

Before he finished speaking, Shang Yuan suddenly burst out with a force, snapped off the needle on the back of his hand, dragged his scarred body with several broken ribs, and jumped up from the bed!He actually had the strength to rush out and punch Shang Yinxiao's chest!

Shang Yinxiao didn't dodge, he took two steps back after being hit by the punch, and stood still when he hit the wall, covered his mouth and coughed twice.

Shang Yuan was panting heavily, blood dripped from the back of his hand, and fainted from the hospital gown. He didn't care, pointed at the door of the ward and shouted: "Get out! Get out!"

Shang Yinxiao closed his eyes, turned around and walked out without saying anything.One of his lies changed the lives of the two children.He suddenly felt very regretful, but there was no chance of turning things around.

Shang Yuan was furious. When the truth came out, his heart felt as if a knife had been twisted in his heart, as if the pain he should have endured nine years ago had pierced into his heart even more now.

He lay down beside Yang Yixin's bed, held his hand, and rested his forehead on the back of his hand, his movements seemed very pious.

Finally, a little choked up and whispered softly: "I'm sorry."