How to Build a Harmonious Family

But Xia Junyan didn't come here today just to do intimate things with Ning Shen, no matter how distracted he was, he still remembered the bitterness and pain in his heart when he learned that Ning Shen was indeed deceiving him.Ning Shen is very different to him, not only the person he has admired since he was young, but also the relative he trusts and relies on wholeheartedly.

Xia Junyan can indeed accept Ning Shen doing anything to him, just like he used to silently bear the violence from his mother, although he will feel sad, but there is always a way to convince himself to accept it.

But now he wants to ask himself, and wants to know what Ning Shen thinks, even though he is never willing to separate from Ning Shen no matter what answer Ning Shen gives, but he really wants to hear it.

When the rain stopped and the clouds cleared up, the desire was burnt out, both of them were a little tired, they just cuddled quietly, Ning Shen hugged Xia Junyan's sweaty body from behind, put his forehead on his soft nape, and said in a low voice: "...I miss you so much."

Xia Junyan smiled and said, "That's an exaggeration, I haven't seen you for a day. Before you said that Ning Qian is in love with brains, I think you are in love with brains."

Ning Shen sighed softly, rubbed the tip of his nose against Xia Jun and said, "...There is nothing wrong with saying that."

Ning Shen seldom spoke to Xia Junyan in such a tone, most of the time he was very steady, Xia Junyan felt very novel because of this, turned around and kissed the tip of his nose, and asked, "Are you acting like a baby?"

Ning Shen raised his eyes and asked back: "Is it not possible?"

Xia Junyan was very happy: "Of course." Then she got into Ning Shen's arms and rubbed against him.

Even though they have known each other for so many years, Xia Junyan still feels that every moment of being together with Ning Shen after they became a romantic relationship is very fresh, and doing any intimate things makes him happy, because they have never done such things before Pass.

After being bored under the quilt for a while, Xia Junyan finally felt hungry and yelled for something to eat.

"Then I'll cook, and you can go to the bathroom to clean up, okay?"

Ning Shen lifted the quilt and sat up, Xia Junyan's naked back was reflected in Xia Junyan's eyes. He saw a few red marks on Ning Shen's back from being scratched by nails, and his ears turned red.

"...Yes." Xia Junyan shrank back into the quilt, buried the lower half of her face, and said in a muffled voice.

Although Ning Shen turned his back to Xia Junyan, he knew Xia Junyan was shy when he heard the tone.

So I couldn't help teasing: "Why don't I help you? I'm afraid you won't be able to stand still."

Xia Junyan snorted and turned her face away.

Ning Shen turned around, rubbed his head, and smiled slightly.

In the end, Xia Junyan went to take a bath by herself, because she wanted to eat the food made by Ning Shen immediately after washing.

When he was alone in the bathroom, he was in a happy mood, and he couldn't help humming a song.He thought: Why didn't these days start sooner.

The long-term depression made them miss too much, Xia Junyan decided that no matter what happens in the future, he will face Ning Shen honestly.

Ning Shen's craftsmanship is always what Xia Junyan likes the most. After eating and drinking, he ran to the kitchen to help Ning Shen wash the dishes, and then said abruptly: "I went to see my mother."

Ning Shen paused suddenly while holding the steel ball: "Why... what are you going to see her for?"

"I wanted to see her very much, so I went." Xia Junyan didn't mention that it was the nurse who called him. He didn't know the nurse's dislike for him.

Ning Shen seemed a little angry: "Didn't I tell you not to see her again? Seeing her will do you no good at all."

Xia Junyan was still very afraid that Ning Shen would be angry, so her voice lowered all of a sudden: "I know... I always remember what you said to me, but I think that when you actually do something, you don't have to think about it. Is it good for you?"

Ning Shen frowned: "Don't be emotional."

"...Aren't you also acting emotionally?" Xia Junyan raised her head and looked at him, "otherwise why would you lie to me that she is doing well."

When hearing the word "cheat", Ning Shen was obviously shaken.Xia Junyan read sadness and self-blame from his eyes.

"I'm sorry." Ning Shen lowered his head, "I shouldn't have lied to you, but I did it anyway."

He knew how much Xia Junyan trusted him.

"I know you are soft-hearted, and I am afraid that you will forgive her when you see how she misses you." Ning Shen murmured, "I don't want you to forgive her, you can't forgive her."

When saying these words, Ning Shen was a little taken aback.He suddenly realized that maybe Xia Junyan had stepped out of Zhu Juan's shadow, and the one who couldn't come out was actually him.He blamed himself for failing to rescue Xia Junyan from Zhu Juan earlier, causing Xia Junyan to suffer too many injuries, and he has been brooding about it—from childhood until now.

It turned out that the person he hated the most was not Zhu Juan, but himself.

"Ning Shen, I don't really know how to hate someone, but I know how to like someone. I didn't know anything at first, but you taught me." Gently pressing Ning Shen's eyebrows, "Because I like you, love you, and can't leave you no matter what, I am willing to believe every word you say, and I am willing to accept anything you do."

"But, but can you not lie to me in the future..."

Ning Shen saw Xia Junyan's red and moist eye sockets.

"I'm going to be really upset."

Ning Shen didn't care that his hands were still wet, and couldn't help but take Xia Junyan into his arms.

At the beginning, they agreed to go to the movies together in the evening to experience the feeling of dating, but in the end they stayed at home and held Ning Shen's reflection meeting.

Xia Junyan sat on the sofa with her knees hugged, and looked up at the man in front of her intently.

Ning Shen lowered his head, frowning slightly, looking annoyed.

"In the summer after the college entrance examination, when we were choosing a school together, I actually kissed you secretly, but Aunt Zhu accidentally saw it. I was very scared and worried that she would tell my mother, so I advanced my plan." He Said, "Originally, I planned to find an excuse to send her to a mental hospital after the university started."

"So what I did was actually selfish, not entirely for you."

Xia Junyan nodded her head and said: "It's normal to have selfishness, everyone will have selfishness, I know Aunt Zhou is very important to you, you don't want her to disappoint you, right?"

"...Yes." Ning Shen said, "I was too impulsive to make your university life so hard."

Instead, Xia Junyan comforted him and said, "It's okay, if it wasn't for that, I wouldn't take the initiative to find my dad, and I wouldn't be in contact with him like now."

"Don't always feel that the responsibility is on yourself, take it easy."

I don't know if it's because Xia Junyan has been nourished by love for a long time, but Ning Shen feels that he is much more open-minded than herself now.

"The two of them really treat you very well, right?" Ning Shen said suddenly.

Xia Junyan smiled and didn't say much.

When I was with Yin Luxiao at the beginning, I actually experienced a lot of friction and collisions, and then I slowly got used to it.The relationship between Tang Yingxuan and Tang Yingxuan has always been smooth, and there has never been a quarrel.It's hard to explain the things between the two of them in a few words.

The same is true with Ning Shen.

Ning Shen's introspection is not over yet.

"There's also the matter of Kong Zhi..." he said, "When I went to deliver you supper that day, I said some inducing words to her, trying to get her to give up on you."

Xia Jun said, "Huh?"

Ning Shen understood the short word.

"Couldn't you... Really never found out that she likes you?"

Xia Junyan choked for a moment and scratched her face: "...it seems so."

When he was in the working environment, he was basically in a state of cutting off love and love, and he was extremely insensitive.

Ning Shen laughed: "It seems that I was right to persuade her to give up."

I'm almost done, there will be updates in the next two days, and the frequency of updates will gradually stabilize recently, and then we're ready to finish after we finish telling Xiao Teng's story!