How to Build a Harmonious Family

Xia Junyan stared at the call records on the phone screen, thinking that going out with Ning Shen once would make them both so uneasy.

Even Yin Luxiao and Tang Yingxuan could clearly see the bond between him and Ning Shen.And what are the two of them doing?Every time they tried each other, they finally chose to back down, maintaining an unclear relationship, neither like brothers nor like lovers.

Xia Junyan felt a little depressed.

In fact, it is not his wish that things develop into what they are now. In the past, when encountering hesitant things, Ning Shen always came to make decisions for him. He knew that Ning Shen would definitely make the best choice for him, so he would always obediently Do it, it's the easiest and least burdensome.But when it was their turn to face each other's affairs, Ning Shen kept silent, but he was constrained by a heart disease and couldn't speak easily, which ended up like this.

All he needs is for Ning Shen to say "I want to be with you" to him. He has been waiting for this sentence since a long time ago, why has Ning Shen refused to say it?

The car crossed the cross-river bridge and returned to the bustling main city.Under the heavy darkness, the city is still brightly lit.The ambient light fell on the two of them, flickering on and off.

Ning Shen held the steering wheel and stared straight ahead, seemingly focused, but not so focused.

"Did Yin Luxiao call just now?" He asked.

Xia Junyan gave a low "hmm".Then there was another silence.

"He should be very worried about you, after all, he is going out with me." Ning Shen smiled, "Will he catch us as soon as we arrive at the door of the apartment later?"

What Ning Shen said was not a joke, Yin Luxiao really did the thing of blocking people at the door of his apartment before.At that time, Yin Luxiao had just started dating Xia Junyan, so he was very vigilant against him like a thief.

Xia Junyan said sullenly: "No way, he is not in Fucheng now."

He reached into his pocket and took out a length of surgical thread, and practiced knotting with his head down.In fact, Xia Junyan was already very proficient in this relatively basic clinical operation. The reason why he carried the surgical thread with him was because he wanted to use this method to focus himself, so that he would not think about those depressing things.

This method of calming emotions was taught to Xia Junyan by her tutor Dou He, and Ning Shen also knew it.

"What's the matter, aren't you happy?" Ning Shen freed up a hand and gently pulled Xia Junyan's left cheek.I don't know if it was because the cabin was too stuffy, but Xia Junyan's skin felt a little hot to the touch.

Xia Junyan wrinkled her nose: "Don't pull me, I'm not a child anymore."

Ning Shen shook his head and withdrew his hand.Of course he knows that Xia Junyan has grown up long ago, but in his heart, Xia Junyan has always been the immature child he once was.

The car drove around the corner, and in front of him was the bachelor apartment where Ning Shen lived.Ning Shen parked the car downstairs and went upstairs, Xia Junyan followed behind him step by step, although the expression on his face was still not very good.

Ning Shen had already planned to bring Xia Junyan home for dinner after helping Xia Junyan move things today, so he prepared all the ingredients in advance.After entering the door, he went to pour Xia Junyan a cup of warm water, and then went straight into the kitchen to get busy.

Xia Junyan drank some water, fell asleep on the sofa, and after an unknown amount of time, a cold sensation suddenly came from the side of her neck.He opened his eyes ignorantly, and found that Ning Shen was freezing him with a can.

"Drink beer?"

Xia Junyan rubbed her face, took the beer can, and asked in confusion: "When did you start drinking?" When he asked this question, he also found that he and Ning Shen were indeed alienated, and even this kind of Don't know anything.

Ning Shen said, "About four years ago."

More than four years ago, it was a very special node.Their lives have been different since then.

If you drink too much, your hands will shake, so Xia Junyan doesn't usually drink much, but since Ning Shen suggested it, he is willing to drink with Ning Shen.

After the two finished their dinner, they sat side by side on the sofa and watched a movie and drank.Xia Junyan couldn't drink much, she was a little drunk, she closed her eyes after watching, and almost fell asleep again.

Ning Shen lent him his shoulder, and asked in a low voice, "Why don't you rest at my place tonight? You go to bed, I'll sleep on the sofa."

Xia Junyan shook her head in a daze, and muttered, "No, they will be angry with me...I have to go home..."

Ning Shen laughed, "Since when did you start to treat them as family members?" In fact, he couldn't drink enough, he was already a little drunk, his blood was churning in his body, and an uncontrollable urge surged in his chest.

The past four years had been enough for him.Every time he heard Xia Junyan call those two people, every time he saw Xia Junyan wearing long sleeves to cover his body marks on a hot day, every time he called Xia Junyan but didn't answer, it was a kind of feeling to him. torment.

He blamed himself for not saying it earlier, in high school, in college, before Yin Luxiao appeared.

It was too late now, he was no longer Xia Junyan's only one.

"They like me, and I like them, so they can become family members..." Xia Junyan sniffled, and grabbed Ning Shen's clothes with her hands, "You are also my family, you are my Ning Shen."

"I'm your Ning Shen..." Ning Shen murmured with some regret.As Ning Qian said, he cared too much about Xia Junyan, and his whole heart was on Xia Junyan, unwilling to let go, and unwilling to run away.But he can be Xia Junyan's Ning Shen, when will Xia Junyan become his own Xia Junyan?

Ning Shen turned sideways, raised his hand to lightly touch Xia Junyan's side face, and asked absentmindedly, "So you like me too, right?"

Xia Junyan's beautiful black eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, as if she was about to cry.He nodded vigorously: "Yeah!"

"Are you willing to do the same thing with me? Hugs, kisses, and even... go one step further." After Ning Shen finished speaking, he also felt a little dizzy, but he couldn't stop, he was not an ascetic, and he was just an ascetic. Ordinary men will have desires and impulses for the one they love.

Alcohol paralyzed his brain and stimulated his emotions.He wanted to do more intimate things with Xia Junyan, and wanted Xia Junyan to be completely his own.

"I don't know..." Xia Junyan shook her head, looking confused.

Ning looked at him deeply, and slowly moved his hand down, clasping his chin.

"Actually, you don't even know how much you like me, do you?" Ning Shen sighed deeply, "I made you like this, and I did it myself."

He realized that he had protected Xia Junyan too much in the past. He made decisions for Xia Junyan and distinguished the truth from falsehoods for Xia Junyan, which made it like this.If Xia Junyan had been accompanied by a better "teacher" all these years, perhaps Xia Junyan's illness would have been cured long ago.

"Forget it." Ning Shen let go of his hand, squeezed the center of his eyebrows, and was about to get up to find something to hangover, but Xia Junyan grabbed his sleeve from behind.

"I know..." Xia Junyan's voice was very low, sounding a little aggrieved.

"I sometimes dream in my dreams...you kiss me."

Is really going to cross the line (finally