The Queen's Secret

The cramped atmosphere, warm yellow lights, and two pairs of eyes facing each other.

"You're drunk. Xiaorou." Bai Qingwan avoided her gaze, stopped looking at her, frowned and lowered her head.

But she was still smiling and crying: "Only when I'm drunk can I not have to endure so hard." She got up and walked to the window, looking at the night outside the window, gently holding her hands, eyes Become confused and empty, "Daughter-in-law, after all, is an outsider who has no blood relationship, how can it compare to a biological son who is connected by blood."

Bai Qingwan suddenly realized that today's Xuerou was different from usual.She got up and approached her cold back, trying to reach out to hug her, but she couldn't lift her hand no matter what.

"It's because I ask too much, but I just can't control myself." She sobbed slowly, looking from behind, trembling slightly, "I know, I can't compare to A Yan's father, I can't compare to Huo Yu Luo, I can’t compare to A Yan, I can’t compare to many people... I always say to myself, it’s enough to be by your side, but when I heard you say, how could you do it for the happiness of your daughter-in-law? When sacrificing my son's happiness, I still feel very distressed..."

Bai Qingwan stood on the spot in a daze, her heart twitched suddenly, and she was speechless.

She approached her slowly, hugged her tightly from behind, felt her sobbing and trembling, her heart was like a knife.The words spoken are like water poured out, irreversible, and no amount of explanation will seem pale and powerless.But God knows, that sentence was the one she said in this life, which was the most contrary to her will, and also made her saddest.

"You say no, you tell me no, why don't you speak...you tell me, that's not what you really mean." She seemed to be out of control, trembling more and more, and broke away from her He turned around and held her shoulders in his arms, looking at her with tears in his eyes, "You care about me, don't you?"

Bai Qingwan didn't speak, but looked at her with pity, wiped her tears, and sighed softly.

"I don't want your pity!" She shook off her hand fiercely, took a few steps back, then squatted on the ground and cried, "I don't want your pity, I want you to love me..."

"Liao Xuerou." In my impression, this seemed to be the first time she called her that. She just stood there, not approaching her. She just watched her sobbing with her head in her arms, and said slowly, "I'm sorry, to stay To hold you back, I can only give such lame reasons and say such words against my will, because I am too cowardly, and I am obviously reluctant to let you go, but I dare not say it..."

She can still remember that day when Tian Xin talked to her, her heart slowly fell to the bottom.When she heard what Tian Xin said, that Xue Rou likes me too, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a needle suddenly, causing a burning pain.Even if she didn't want to admit it anymore, she still had to admit that the current Bai Qingwan couldn't live without Liao Xuerou.She wanted to keep her, wanted to reject the girl in front of her severely, but at that time she realized that the only reason and identity she could give to reject her was her mother-in-law.Other than that, she has no stance of rejection.

"Do you think that I left my sick son and the whole Chu family here just because I feel sorry for you?" She walked into her and looked down at her who was squatting on the ground condescendingly.

"You know how deeply your simple reason hurt me." Liao Xuerou slowly got up and stared at her.

"I'm just, afraid of losing you."

Liao Xuerou suddenly hooked Bai Qingwan's neck and drew closer to her, so close that she could even feel each other's breath: "Then, kiss me. If you are afraid of losing me, kiss me." On the face, time seemed to stand still at this moment.Liao Xuerou felt that in this world, no one could know how much she loved the woman in front of her.love to.forget yourself.

"I can't do it, can I?" She let go of her, but still stared at her, and smiled slightly, "Forget it then."

"Don't go!"

Being hugged tightly by Bai, with her lips touching, Xue Rou half closed her eyes, looking at her long eyelashes, feeling sore in her heart, she stretched out her hand to return her.Hold her tightly.Bai Qingwan suddenly supported the back of her head, and bit her lower lip carefully, as if she was going to melt her into her flesh and blood like this.She has never been so unscrupulous, holding her, kissing her, loving her.Hot tears smudged down the cheeks along the eyelashes, but it was full of sweet taste.

"Don't cry." Bai gently held her face and kissed the tears on her face, "Don't cry."

"White……"

"Your happiness is my happiness."

Covering her lips again, they were finally inseparable.Bai Qingwan thought, she shouldn't be separated from her anymore.Since there is no way to go to heaven together, let's go to hell together.She never wanted to see her little girl sad again.

The lights outside the window were brilliant, and in the bustling night, she was finally no longer lonely.

And the other side.

"Xin Xin, the blind date arranged by Master and Madam tomorrow..."

"I'll go." Tian Xin smiled and looked at the Chinese aunt beside her with a sweet smile.The stepfather treated her very well. He was afraid that she would not get used to it, and he also knew that her French was poor. There were many aunts in the family, and most of them were Chinese aunts.And the one who was speaking was Zhou Huiping, half of Tian Xin's mother. Her biological mother was passionate about fashion design and rarely had time to ask her about her life, so she would tell Zhou Huiping everything she had.

"Xin Xin, are you still unable to let go of Miss Xuerou..."

"Auntie." She looked at her seriously, "I will confess to Xiaoxue, not because I want to have her, but because I want her to have happiness. I like her very much, but it's not that kind of liking. These Days, I don't contact her because I don't want to interfere with her feelings, and she doesn't contact me again, which means that she is doing well. If this is the case, I have nothing to worry about. I can go on a blind date with peace of mind , get married with peace of mind."