The Queen's Secret

Chu Junyan suffered from depression since he was a child, and he was deeply depressed. He didn't like to talk, had a bad temper, and often made a mess of his family.Bai Qingwan suffered a lot for him, including kneeling at the door of Dai's home for a whole night ten years ago, all in order to cure his illness.But Dai Lao passed away the next day, and Bai Qingwan lost her confidence. That was the only hope for her son to be cured.Since then, she has often been alone in a daze and saddened, and she has aged a lot in just a few years. No matter how bad her son is, he is still her mother's heart and soul.Ten years have passed, and not only has his illness not recovered, but he has lost his temper more and more frequently.Not only Bai Qingwan, but Chu Xijia also felt distressed. After all, blood is thicker than water, and she always loves her brother.

Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he hadn't spoken to him for three full years. Neither Bai Qingwan nor Chu Xijia had given up hope. They wanted to say that as long as he could live well, they would not force him anymore.

"Will do."

Liao Xuerou felt warm in her heart, she never knew that she was also a person who could give warmth to others.

Chu Xijia burst into tears, I don't know why, it's just inexplicable sadness, the two of them have never gotten along well, and the elder brother never loved her well like other elder brothers, But she still loves him, no matter how bad he is, he will always be her brother.

"Sister Liao, thank you."

She never told anyone about her brother, only the Chu family knew about it.Today she told Liao Xuerou exactly because she realized that maybe this woman who met him for the first time would be the medicine that could heal him in the future.

Chu Xijia and Xue Rou bring the pear blossoms that Jun Yan cried when he was working, but they don't know that the listener is heartbroken.Xijia aims to highlight the suffering of her elder brother, while Xuerou's focus is on Qingwan.

It has been ten years, and she is only now able to know that Bai Qingwan went to Fengwu Lane for medical treatment, and suddenly disappeared, all because of Chu Junyan.

"Mom has broken her heart for my brother. Since my father passed away seven years ago, all the burdens have fallen on my mother alone. I thought that when my brother gets married in the future, my sister-in-law can at least share more burdens with me. Some, but things are not as simple as she thought. Although my brother is born with a good appearance, no parent is willing to marry his daughter to a depression patient. I often think, what should my brother do in this life, What should my mother do?"

Xuerou always felt that her life was suffering, but unexpectedly, Bai Qingwan, who seemed to have infinite beauty on weekdays, was the real suffering.Her husband passed away, her son fell ill, and a woman raised a pair of children by herself.But even if fate treats her like this, she is still like a big sun, always able to give warmth to others.For ten years, everything Xuerou did was to get close to her, and now she finally got what she wanted, she thought, give Bai Qingwan warmth and let her have a good life.

The early summer wind blows on her face softly like a child's hand. On the way back to the apartment, the video store on the side of the road plays the albums of popular stars. What she thinks about is the girl from ten years ago. Heart-warming and good sound.

She sighed, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and dialed the number: "Doctor Qin, can I find you?"

Eight years ago, she met Qin Liang.It was during the vacation after the college entrance examination. After receiving the admission letter, she locked herself in the room and shivered under a blanket. She had never been so frightened and confused. At first, she only thought that she missed her mother too much and approached She who was Bai Qingwan finally doubted her sexual orientation at that time, it seemed that she was not that simple to Bai Qingwan.She was very afraid, very afraid that she would become a pervert in the population.

She shouldn't be like that.

So she met Qin Liang.

The day before school started, she went to the famous psychological counseling room in He County alone.

He didn't wear a white coat as she imagined, but a loose black and white striped shirt with dark jeans underneath and a simple crew cut, warming people's hearts like a sunflower.

He said to her who was crying with her head down, don't be afraid.

Liao Xuerou, who had just grown up, looked at his eyes shining like stars, and suddenly grabbed the hem of his clothes, showing her fragility so vividly and unreservedly to others for the first time.She had always been strong, and she seldom cried in front of her father, but that day, she shed tears in front of Qin Liang.

In the past eight years, Liao Xuerou has no friends, no girlfriends, only Qin Liang is a confidant. She watched Qin Liang change from a sunny and handsome boy to a mature and steady man, and Qin Liang also watched her change from a little village girl to a A big star who can lead the trend, she thought, he is her reliance.

"Xue'er, are you worrying again?" He handed her the pearl milk tea he bought from the milk tea shop just now. He had already returned home from work, and when he received her call, he couldn't help but drive back, fearing that she would be hungry, and still Help her buy preserved meat rice and milk tea.

"Doctor Qin. I saw her son today." She took the milk tea, lowered her head and pressed her temple with the other hand, "Bai's son."

Qin Liang didn't answer the conversation, just sat quietly on the opposite side of her and listened to her.For so many years, he has been calling her Xue'er, but she has been calling him Doctor Qin.The last time he told her that calling her like that seemed out of place, she laughed heartlessly, saying that she was used to it and couldn't change it.

"He suffers from severe depression. Xijia told me that Bai suffered a lot for him. Even Xijia was surprised that he would talk to me."

"kindness."

In this world, there are only two people who know Liao Xuerou's feelings for Bai Qingwan, one is Liao Xuerou herself, and the other is Qin Liang.But when it comes to the person who knows Liao Xuerou best, it must be Qin Liang.

"After hearing Xijia say those things, I feel very sad. She has suffered so much, and I can't take it back, but I want her to live a better life in the future. I think..." She couldn't continue, Head lowered deeper and deeper.

"I want to marry him. Take care of him." He didn't ask if it was true, and he didn't use a questioning tone. He had been with her for eight years and could see through all her thoughts at a glance.

Liao Xuerou nodded, but still didn't dare to look at him.

The sky was completely dark, and fireworks were suddenly set off outside the window, and the gorgeous sparks pierced the sky. He looked at her who bowed her head and said nothing, and suddenly felt a little heartbroken.After so many years, he is actually very aware of Xuerou's obsession with Bai Qingwan. Xuerou is an outstanding person. She is different from those rouge and vulgar fans. She is a person with ink in her belly. In Qin Liang's heart, no matter it is No beautiful or rich woman can compare to her.

She is a woman that he really wants to protect. He is 33 years old this year and still unmarried, all because of her. He doesn't want to marry a wife, he just wants to take good care of her.Seeing her happy, it's not too late to talk about his marriage later.

"Xue'er, if you marry him, you may lose the happiness of your life. If you are his wife, you must treat him well for life. Xue Rou, no matter how deep your love for Bai is, you shouldn't despise your happiness so much. "

"Doctor Qin, I am willing. In this life, I can always be by her side. I already feel very happy. Jun Yan is the person on the top of her heart. I feel so distressed when I hear her cry for Jun Yan all day long." And Jun Yan is a good man, he deserves to be happy. I know that it is impossible for me to have any results, so I will give my love to the person she loves and share her worries. In this life, you can I should be content to see her happy."

She never thought of being with Bai Qingwan, Bai is a good woman, she has a son and a daughter, she never thought of destroying the past, she thought, the only thing she can do is to marry into the Chu family and take good care of Chu Junyan , so that Bai can live a more comfortable and comfortable life for the rest of his life.

Maybe her marriage is not important to her, and she doesn't care about her life's events, but someone does.This person is Qin Liang.

But she doesn't know.

If Liao Xuerou was his sister, he would definitely slap her in the face and wake her up.But when facing Liao Xuerou, even though he blamed her for being stupid in every possible way in his heart, when the words of scolding came to his lips, he gently advised: "Promise me, think about it again, okay?"

Marrying a patient with severe depression is like jumping into the fire pit.He has seen many depression patients, and the behavior and thoughts of those patients are very understandable. Xue Rou is only in her twenties, and this is a good time in her life. If she really married him, there would be no happiness at all.Others may not understand how terrifying depression is, but he, Qin Liang, has been a psychiatrist for ten years, so he understands it better than anyone else.He didn't discriminate against patients with depression, but he didn't want his beloved girl to jump into the fire pit.

Life is short, and only one's own happiness can have a destination.He wanted to give her a safe haven, but he knew that once he blurted out the promise, his best friend would eventually become a passerby.Guarding and giving is the deepest and most selfless love.

If it is said that the only person Xuerou in this world is willing to trust is Qin Liang.Because only Qin Liang would never harm her.She can turn her back on the whole world, but she will never turn her back on Qin Liang.

So she said, "Okay. I promise you."