The Queen's Secret

After hanging up the phone, he lay back on the big bed.Listening to what Bai said about our home, she felt sour inexplicably.Recalling the days when the two lived together, the happiest time is still the time in Paris.There is no hatred, no ethics, no disturbing trifles, just each other.

But after all, it was too short, too short.

No one knows what kind of pain and entanglement she lives in. On the one hand, there is an inseparable love, and on the other hand, an unforgettable hatred.On the other hand, there is self-blame for one's own cowardice and incompetence.

Closing her eyes, she felt that she had returned to 13 years ago.

A Yan's body has not fully recovered, but he has been arguing to be discharged from the hospital, but Bai Qingwan couldn't resist him, so she went through the discharge procedures in advance and took him home.Looking at the empty Chu family's house, it seems that nothing has changed, but it seems that everything is different.

without her.

Looking at the blue sky outside the window, Bai Qingwan's face has a unique beauty under the sunlight, haggard and beautiful.

"Su Yun, if you know something underground, bless Xiaorou. Bless her from crying and being sad. Even if you want me to give you my life. In this life, I owe you."

"Su Yun, I have already suffered retribution. My love for Xiaorou is my punishment from heaven."

If it was Bai Qingwan in the past, she might choose to give up, she might choose to bless after hearing that Xuerou is going to Hollywood for a better development, or she might choose to forget.But now she can't do it.After all, she is a selfish person, and after all, she can't bear her true love to fade out of her life like this.If she can't keep her, she doesn't know what is the meaning of her future life.

"Xiaorou, I haven't told you how much I love you, I won't let you go, absolutely not. Let alone Hollywood, even in the ends of the world, I want to find you."

Looking at her emaciated and skinny self in the mirror, Xuerou touched her cheek and smiled wryly.Ever since she received Bai Qingwan's call, she has never been able to calm her heart down, remembering their first meeting, remembering the first meeting at the Chu family, remembering their first hug and first kiss .Obviously it was a long time ago, but it seems that everything happened yesterday.

In fact, she didn't even know that after many years, what Bai Qingwan represented was no longer her love, but her life.She can't let it go, and she can't forget it.She wanted to give herself a chance, a chance to be reborn, a chance to transform back into Liao Xuerou, because Liao Sulin made her too tired.

Today was the day we had agreed to go to Hollywood. Leo and Annie called one after another. Finally, when No.17 got through, she smiled and pressed the switch off button.Speaking of which, doing things as he pleases is really a pain for my two previous managers.

She doesn't want to realize the so-called Oscar dream anymore, because her dream is here.

Chu family.

"Mom, didn't you say that you would never leave me again? Why did you leave again? Why!" A Yan desperately tugged on Bai Qingwan's clothes who were about to go out. A little weak, the hand holding Bai Qingwan's clothes trembled.

"Xiao Yan, mom just went out to do something, and she will come back again." Bai Qingwan patted his head reassuringly, and said softly.

"I don't believe it!" Chu Junyan pushed Bai Qingwan away at once, and shouted hysterically, "You lied to me! You all lied to me! You all leave me alone! Let me wait to die alone in this house !"

Chu Junyan sat on the ground and wailed, looking pitiful and pathetic.

Xijia walked to her mother and said softly: "Mom, go quickly, I will watch over my brother. Don't worry, don't miss it."

Although the voice was low, it was still heard by Chu Junyan. He stood up tremblingly, pointed at Bai Qingwan and said, "Okay, you go, you go, I'll show you as soon as you go! Anyway, all of you Don't care about me, each of you doesn't love me anymore... Not only do you not love me anymore, you also stole my favorite Xuerou..."

Back in this apartment, the phalaenopsis on the window sill is swaying beautifully.She sat on the sofa and picked up the table set on the coffee table. In the frame was a photo of her and Bai in Paris. Bai was still so gentle and beautiful, but she smiled until her eyes narrowed into crescents.It was really a silly good time, but it's a pity that we can never go back.

Bedrooms, kitchens, living rooms, and even bathrooms.She went through them all.

In the end, she sat gently on the big bed in the bedroom, and smiled the most desolate and lonely flower in the desert: "You didn't come...then I'll just wait."

Chu Junyan seemed to be crazy, crazily smashing things in the room, yelling crazily, laughing crazily and crying crazily, Xijia couldn't stop it, Shen Hua couldn't stop it, anyone couldn't stop it .Bai Qingwan stood aside and looked at him like a puppet, not leaning forward, but murmured with red eyes: "What the hell am I doing?"

From sunset to sunrise, from sunrise to pawn.She sat like a fool for more than ten hours.

Looking at the photo of Bai Qingwan hanging above the bed, she smiled, as if she was saying goodbye to her, but also to herself: "Then I'm leaving."

She ran away from here, from the building, like crazy.

People around took out their mobile phones or cameras to take pictures after seeing the film, and even asked to sign for a group photo.But she walked straight forward as if she didn't see or hear. Every time she took a step forward, her heart was cut deeply.

She is tired.Regardless of whether anyone around was watching her jokes, she sat on the ground, and hot tears finally flowed out.

"Why don't you come, why don't you come!" She bent her legs and put her head in her hands, "Didn't you say you love me, didn't you say you want to start over with me, didn't you say you wanted me Give you a chance to love me again, why are you lying to me!"

"You failed me, you failed me."

The woman she had loved all her life finally made her give up completely.

She gave up everything for her, but what was waiting was her missed appointment.