The Queen's Secret

"May. A person's life is like a fleeting moment. It is very short, so it should not be easily knocked down." Leo looked at her haggard and depressed, and sighed, "After so many years in the entertainment industry, the relationship between people is indeed It's full of deceit and use, I don't know what your original intention of acting is, but I know that after so many years, May, you are inseparable from acting."

Hearing the word "acting", Xuerou suddenly felt mixed feelings.Entering the entertainment industry, the original intention is white.Over time, she acted in drama after drama, crying and laughing with the characters in it.Acting is no longer just a way, but has become a very important part of her life.Now she wants to give up, just because she doesn't know how to hold on anymore.

"May. You don't need to care about whether you are popular or not, and you don't need to care about that empty trophy. But, you should always realize your dreams, so that this life is not in vain."

"Dream..." It sounded like she was far away from her, but Leo's words really stimulated her sensitive heart, and she no longer refused blindly, "Let me think about it again."

Ever since Xuerou left, Bai Qingwan felt that her world collapsed overnight.Annie's words were deeply engraved in her heart, making her miss the woman she loved so much that she couldn't help herself.In the past, Bai Qingwan always felt that in this world, no one is inseparable from anyone, everyone is an independent individual, even if there is life or death, time will always heal everything.

This time she knew that time could not cure her illness.

She wanted to find her, but found that there was no position to ask her to come back to her.She wanted to say that she loved her, but she found that she was not qualified to love her from the beginning to the end.She knew that she deserved to be hacked into pieces.

For a long time, Xuerou gave herself all her love unconditionally, but she was the root cause of her misfortune.

From the beginning, she was using her.

She still remembered that Xuerou vaguely confided in her heart after she was drunk, but she had already understood Xuerou's feelings for her since then.But she used such a sincere feeling as a tool.In order not to make her son too sad, she kept her at the airport and told her that it was for me, because she knew her feelings, so she said such ambiguous words to her.However, it was for his own son.

Later, she knew that Xuerou was A Yan's biological sister, and she tried to stop this marriage, but when she saw her son in such pain, she had no choice but to use Xuerou's unconditional love for herself again, Let this pair of siblings become husband and wife.

For the sake of her son, she used this woman who loved her deeply again and again.

"Retribution... This is all my retribution..."

She didn't even know when she fell in love with this woman who was so much younger than herself. At first, she only took it as guilt, distress, and pity and care for the younger generation.But later she found out that this is not the case at all. When Xuerou smiles, she will be happy, when Xuerou cries, she will feel uncomfortable, and when Xuerou is not by her side, she feels that the whole sky is dark.She loves being kissed by her because she is already in love with her.

Good and evil will eventually be rewarded, first he hurt the innocent woman Su Yun, and then he took advantage of the poor Xuerou.Finally, God gave her retribution.For the rest of her life, she lost the chance to love the person she loved forever.

Bai Qingwan didn't know how long she had been crying like this, how long she had been in pain.Until now, she has never felt so uncomfortable like today. She just wants to hide herself, bury herself, or cry herself to death.What's the point of living if you can't see Xue Rou again for the rest of your life.

Xijia finally found her.

After the door was opened, Xijia couldn't even believe that the pale woman with yellow eyes and haggard eyes was her mother, the woman who had been beautiful all her life.

"Mom..." Xijia covered her mouth, tears streaming out uncontrollably.She almost yelled "Mom" in a trembling voice.She didn't dare to think about what happened to her mother these days, and why it became like this.But as a daughter, she didn't even know that her mother was right in front of her eyes, and at this moment, Xijia's heart was haunted by distress and guilt.

"Xiao Jia." Since she hadn't spoken for a long time, when Bai Qingwan spoke, her voice was a little hoarse.She never thought that someone would come looking for her again.

Xijia immediately hugged Bai Qingwan tightly, and tears flowed: "Mom, what happened and why did you become like this...Your life is so bad, but my daughter doesn't know."

"Silly boy." Bai Qingwan caressed Xijia's hair, but she didn't have any strength in her body. She lived in a daze for the past few days. When the curtains were closed, she didn't know the day and night, but she kept crying and drinking, "I don't good."

"Where is Sister Liao? Where did she go?" Although Xijia was surprised at the beginning about Xuerou's mother, she never objected.Although Sister Liao's method was extreme this time, since her mother agreed, as a daughter, she had no reason to object.But when she came here today, she saw that her mother was living in such a bad way, but Sister Liao was not there, and she felt angry in her heart.

She felt her mother's body froze instantly.Bai Qingwan gradually let go of her, turned her back to her, and took a breath: "She won't come back again."

"Won't come back again? Why? Did you quarrel?" Xijia asked, but Bai Qingwan didn't answer, so Xijia continued, "I'll get her back! I don't believe it's a big deal Sister Liao can't treat you like this!"

"Xiaojia!" Bai Qingwan grabbed Xijia's hand who was about to leave, and looked at her with pained eyes, "Don't go."

"Why? Mom. Since you are together, you should live a good life, don't you? Why do you have to suffer for each other like this now. Seeing you like this, do you know how uncomfortable Xijia is?"

"It's all my fault."

"Mom, no matter what you did wrong, two people who love each other are supposed to tolerate each other, no matter what you do wrong, she should understand you and tolerate you, right? I'll go find her now and let you Let the two of you make it clear in person."

"Xiao Jia!"