light lemongrass

There was a dead silence in the room, no sound, no life, just like before.Ziyang was sitting on the sofa, with heavy snow falling in his dark pupils, when the phone rang.I don't want to pick up.

"Beep~~beep~~~beep~~~~~~" There was no sign of interruption.

He picked up the phone and said weakly, "Who is it?"

"Ziyang, where's Yunxi?"

It was Xiao Chen, who answered him mechanically, "Let's go."

"Leaving?!!" The other party's exclamation reached his ears completely without understanding the situation.Ziyang repeated it again, as if reminding himself once again,

"He's moved out," he's gone... "Just tonight." Forever...

"What? So soon, where did he move, where does he have a house, I'm calling about this matter."

Unable to listen to what Xiao Chen said at all, Mu Ziyang's mind entered a short-term formatted state, blank, "I don't know where he moved, he said he found a house."

"Found it?" This is strange, this afternoon he just wanted to help Yunxi see if there was any staff dormitory, but all of them were full, and he would have to wait until next month to live there.As soon as I tried to tell him he ended up moving out.This guy didn't even say a word to him.

"Ah."

"..." Having said that, it sounded like there was something wrong with the person on the other end of the phone. He was only concerned about Yun Xi's affairs and only now noticed that Zi Yang was speaking weakly, and asked him, "Are you okay?"

"What can I do."

"That's right, that person must be hundreds of times more sad than you to move out of here, you can't understand."

"..." Can't understand?It's not that Yun Xi is the one who is sad every time... He is always alone, licking his wounds, digesting the dust and bumps of the day in the dark night, and putting on the most beautiful smile when dawn comes.This time, he is willing to accompany him in a different space.

"I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to comfort my little white mouse. He's no stronger than you."

……

The other end of the phone had already been hung up, and Mu Ziyang didn't seem to hear it... Looking thoughtfully at the dark night outside the window...Suddenly, as if in a state of nervousness, he dug out all the things about Yaqi, and put it in the DVD player. Playing the DV filmed with her, holding a photo album of the two of them in his hand, looking over and over again, staring at it all night without blinking...

Yun Xi really moved out, she came so suddenly and left so hurriedly.

He didn't even take anything away, but left a lot of breath about him.Ziyang has been a little distracted these days, he obviously didn't deliberately think about Yunxi, but he always thinks of that person and that face when he does everything.

Driving the car, I was used to watching him sitting on the right with the window open and blowing his chestnut hair messy and fluffy.

Back at the apartment, I used to have two pairs of shoes in the hallway, one of which is always a canvas shoe.

Watching TV, there are always some soap operas he likes.

Back in the room, on the table stood the glass bottle that he found for him after searching most of the city, and inside it was a thousand paper cranes stained with his blood.

He was obviously going to pour coffee, but he took the wrong Coke.He entered his room without knowing it, and he hasn't come in for so long.

The room was decorated very warmly by him, and it still had the same look as it did before he left.The quilt was neatly folded, and the pajamas were well put away.He still remembered that he bought this pajamas specially for Yunxi. He wanted to tease him and bought him this light green cartoon pajamas with Winnie the Pooh pattern. Surprisingly, he was well dressed.Not only is he dressed well, but he also likes it more and more. Sometimes he even walks around in his pajamas in the apartment, shaking him dizzy.

"What a fool." There was an unconscious smile on the corner of his mouth, but no one saw it.

Looking up, there was a huge poster on the front wall, no need to guess, Ziyang knew it was himself at a glance.When was this posted?he pondered.Oh, it turns out that the little idiot did some unknown things when he didn't know it.

Sitting on the bed where he once slept, the place is already filled with his breath, the faint fragrance is better than any kind of famous brand perfume.There was a flashlight on the cabinet beside the bed, Ziyang remembered that Yun Xi was actually a very timid person, afraid of thunder and darkness, and when going to the toilet at night, he was afraid that turning on the light would affect him, so he used the flashlight often.In fact, several times he discovered that Yunxi was a typical "night blindness" patient.As soon as it gets dark, he will fall into short-term blindness, stumble while walking, touch the coffee table for a while, and bump into the sofa for a while. I thought to tell him to turn on the light when he couldn't see, but he forgot.Next time, he must remember to tell him.

Next time... When will it be, Ziyang himself doesn't know.

the other side--

It has been half a month since I left Ziyang's apartment, and the days are as ordinary as plain boiled water. Most people in the company are busy with Ziyang's next album, and things in the design team will not be easy. I started to repeat the busy drafting and drawing every day.

Sometimes when returning from the warehouse and passing the dance practice room, Yun Xi would stop unconsciously, lean against the door and secretly peek inside with half of her head exposed, to see if he was there, that's all.Although he knew it was worthless, he just couldn't control his beating heart. "For a little while, just for a little while" tell yourself.

In this way, he has the motivation to work, and he can greet everyone who comes to him with a smile on his face.

I remembered that Xiao Chen scolded him on the phone that day, like he ran away from home without saying a word... Then he asked him for his address, phone number, and even his email address.Like terrified he'd disappear.How is it possible, as long as there is Mu Ziyang on this earth, he will not disappear, but just hide from a distance and look up to his god, never being able to get close to him.

"Is it okay to live there?" Kim asked him while sorting the magazines on the table.

"Well, that house is really nice." I never dreamed that I would live alone in such a big apartment, with a separate bathroom and a separate bedroom. If grandma was here, they could still share a room.But when I come back to a person again, I will feel more empty and deserted in the room, even when the air conditioner is turned on, I will feel cold.Turn on all the lights at night, afraid of the dark and lonely.

"That's good, but have you been eating well recently? Why have you lost so much weight? Is it because you are too busy at work." KIM pinched his face, and KIM felt distressed that the cheeks that were originally pink were now sunken.

"Is there? How can I? I eat a lot." Lie.These days, when I’m alone, I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to move, I fall asleep when I get back, I watch TV all night when I can’t fall asleep, and I make instant noodles when I’m hungry.No wonder it's not thin.

Looking at this stubborn child, KIM felt distressed, "If you need anything, you can tell me, even with Xiao Chen."

"Well, I will." With a smile, the sun was shining brightly.

Yun Xi doesn't want to go back to the beginning and walk the path he should walk.If it wasn't for the encounter at that moment, he wouldn't be so doomed to be alone, to walk the road he hasn't finished.Tightening the corners of her lips, she raised her face to face the approaching golden beam of light from the window. It seemed that her hair had grown a lot, and she could barely see the road ahead...

"I don't know what Yunxi is doing?" Xiao Chen propped his head while muttering while looking at the reactions of the people next to him.

"..." Pretending not to hear, the score in Mu Ziyang's hand was not pleasing to the eye.

"Hey... I haven't seen him recently. KIM said he lost weight again, and I don't know how to live alone." He said to himself, and also told the people around him.

"Gudong" the heart skipped a beat, thinking of his face that was already as big as a palm, who was always healthy and bruised by his tossing, lost weight?Didn't you have a good meal?He is still too busy with work. I remember that he has always been a desperate workaholic and has no concept of time.As long as someone asks him, he will not stop working without eating or drinking for three days.Only when she had to scold him on the head and coerce and lure him would she persuade him to take a rest.

The uneasiness in my heart has long been surging, but my face is still calm,

"You didn't go to see him?"

"I wanted to, but I've been too busy recently, you have announcements all day long, how can I get there?" Complaining, Xiao Chen spoke the truth.Thinking of something, she took out a piece of paper from her bag and handed it to Ziyang, "This is for you, it's where Yun Xi lives now, and the phone is also on it."

Catching the piece of paper, Ziyang didn't ask him why he told him this, but just stared at the address on the white paper in a daze...why he's been in a daze lately.

"Hey... without Yunxi, it's so boring. Boring..." Xiao Chen stood up and stretched his waist. He was already used to seeing a bright and eye-catching follower behind Ziyang, always smiling brightly with a sunny face. The nice kind.