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Two 10 minutes later—

The sound of splashing water came from the bathroom, which became the only sound in this apartment.Mu Ziyang sat on the bed with a half-lit cigarette between his slender fingers, and white mist fell from his deep eyes. At this time before, Yaqi always called him "cataract".

... Before the cigarette was finished, Yun Xi had already come out of the bathroom, her brown hair was dripping with water, and she slid down her neck along her curvy cheeks to outline a sexy and enchanting curve.Pure obsidian-like pupils fell on Mu Ziyang's body, blinked, and then settled on the smoke in his hand.It was too late to extinguish it, so Ziyang simply gave up the idea of ​​extinguishing the smoke, took a puff, and exhaled a white smoke ring.

Instead of the expected disgust, Yun Xi walked to the bed and sat down as usual, wiping her dripping hair.asked him suspiciously,

"Don't you hate the smell of cigarettes?"

"I'm okay, what's the matter? Did I say I hate the smell of cigarettes?" Asked by Ziyang, Yun Xi felt strange instead.

"..." Yes, Yun Xi did not tell him that he hated the smell of cigarettes, it wasn't Yun Xi, Yaqi was the only one who hated the smell of cigarettes from the beginning to the end.

Unable to understand Zi Yang's sudden question and sudden pause, Yun Xi turned on the TV, without looking at him, moved her lips,

"You'd better smoke less, it's not good for your throat."

"En" responded softly, Ziyang didn't put out the smoke in his hand, his eyes were fixed on the white smoke rising slowly, and then dissipating in the air...

It's been a long time... Ziyang's cigarettes have already been burned out, and Yunxi can't stop laughing while watching Japanese cartoons that he can't understand at all, her hair is loose and her head is stuck on a hedgehog's head.Sitting cross-legged on the bed, he didn't care about the silent person next to him.

This time it was the person next to him who broke the silence first and asked him, "You don't even understand, what's so funny."

"Look, this is the original Japanese version of Crayon Shin-chan, how funny." Yun Xi still smiled brightly like the sun.Innocent as a child.

Don't want to pay attention to Crayon Shin-chan or Doraemon, Ziyang really doesn't understand why this is so funny?Is it possible to be so funny just watching the picture on TV that you don’t understand?

"Yunxi..."

The laughter continued, but the man didn't seem to hear it.

"Yunxi." Another sound.

But he couldn't stop laughing.When his patience reached the limit, he couldn't believe how funny the TV could be, so he walked over and turned it off.Standing in front of him and looking down at the person sitting on the bed.

Suddenly the TV was turned off inexplicably, Yun Xi raised her chin in wonder and looked at the angry man above her head,

"What are you doing? Why did you turn off the TV?"

"stop looking."

"Why? You don't like it?"

No, no, but for a while, Ziyang really couldn't find a convincing reason.Seeing that he didn't speak, Yun Xi was about to turn on the TV, "Then I won't watch the head office."

As soon as his hand touched the remote control, he was hit hard by a hand, and at the same time there was an accusation that was almost reprimanded, "I even said don't look at it! Did you hear that!"

Looking at him suspiciously, "What's wrong with you, Ziyang?"

Heh, that's what he wanted to ask, why did he steal the lines.Looking at him, "You...do you have nothing to say to me?" He had said the same thing an hour ago.

She also shook her head and smiled at him, "I said that there is no more, should I say something? Why?" In fact, Yun Xi knew it in her heart.

"...you..." hesitating, Ziyang was choked up by Yun Xi's question, he didn't know what happened, it seemed that he was always powerless in front of Yun Xi tonight, and his thinking became much slower.

"Would you like to hear me tell you how I've been out there by myself?"

Why?Unexpectedly, Yunxi would say this, Ziyang's heart was slightly touched, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were faintly stirring, Yunxi continued to look up at him, "I still want to hear it, it's because of you, so how much I love you Pitiful?"

No, no, he didn't want to hear that at all.But the corners of his mouth moved, but he couldn't say a single word. It was the first time he saw Yunxi like this, his dark pupils couldn't see any emotion, it was so empty that it seemed to penetrate everything, even though he was looking at him, he couldn't feel it at all. his heart.This kind of Yunxi made him afraid, but also made him feel distressed.

"Yunxi..."

"Why are you looking at me like this, as if you were the one who was thrown away." Laughing, he was still laughing.While saying sad words, there was a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth, and his voice was as clear as a bell.This is Yun Xi, who was used by him as an experiment.

"I'm sorry." What to say, there are too many words, and in the end there are only these three words.

"Why do you say I'm sorry, you didn't apologize to me, you treated me very well. It's too late for me to thank you." Yun Xi felt that at this moment he was crazy like a careless child, the smile on the corner of his mouth was so painful, but so happy .Because in Ziyang's eyes, he can clearly see his own shadow, only at this moment, he is the only one in his heart and eyes.

"Don't be like this, Yun Xi, you don't need to be like this." At this time, if Yun Xi was crying and scolding himself, complaining about himself, he might think it was justified.However, the current Yunxi has completely deprived him of the last remaining reserve. No memories, no promises, no unchanging love, can't compare to Yunxi's tearful smile, and those who shouldn't follow him Words of heartache come out of my mouth.

"What's wrong with me like this?" Without any expression, the end of the smile is gray, "Is it not good for me? Am I not good for laughing?"

"Yun Xi." It can't go on like this, Zi Yang hugged Yun Xi's shoulder to stop him.But Yun Xi broke free from his hands like a deer, ran out of bed and walked to the window, the moonlight penetrated his thin pajamas and reflected his emaciated bones,

"Ziyang, you are always like this. What do you think I am? Your pet?" When she said this, Yun Xi felt like a strong man who was determined to die, saying something that he never dared to say before his death In fact, the awe-inspiring righteousness is so tragic-"I was hit by you, and if you give me another candy, I will stop crying and continue to smile at you."

With his head completely stopped, Ziyang stood there motionless, as still as a delicate sculpture.

"Actually, you picked me up in the first place. If you're happy, you don't even have to give me candies, but that's even better. At least you won't know how sweet and delicious candies are..." Not wanting to look at him, Yun Xi turned his back and faced out the window, no one knew how happy he was at this moment, so happy that he wanted to cry.That's it, completely, give up on him, give up on his god... "...Ziyang...do you want me to complain about my master? Aren't you too cruel?" I like you so much , Because I like it, I never know whether it will be rewarded if I give it.It doesn't matter if you hurt me all over the body, as long as you can still smile at me, and call my name gently, don't care if the reflection in your eyes is another her when you look at me, don't care if you are in your memory I can tolerate anyone, even if I don't care about being her substitute, I don't care at all, I can bear it, as long as you don't throw me away, like a waste somewhere in the city, then I will always follow, die I will follow you too.But this time, you really lost me, so completely.

With lowered eyes, the dark shadows cast by eyelashes are deep.

I don't like him turning his back to me, I can't guess what kind of expression will be on that face, the moonlight is so faint, his back is so thin and fragile, there are broken voices floating in the air, full of suffocating sadness and tingling.No, you can't do this, walk over, take his arm, face yourself, see this pale but extremely beautiful face clearly, hug him——deeply hug him into your arms.His fingers can touch the abrupt shoulder blades behind him through the thin shirt, and the wet hair makes the roots of his ears soft. Their past has no focus, and they will not be able to see the ending in the future. Only at this moment, he just wants to embrace Watch him forever.

"No, you can't,..." After a pause for a few seconds, the person in his arms began to struggle to leave, trying to shake off the embrace that he had been attached to for a long time, "Don't do this, Ziyang!"

I didn't know that his reaction would be so intense. With his red eyes open, tears stubbornly swirled in his eye sockets and refused to flow down.Okay, okay, just stand like this, do nothing, in order not to hurt him again.

"Are you pitying me? Do you sympathize with me?" Stepping back a few steps, Yun Xi barely managed to stand still, looking at Ziyang, her vision was blurred but she refused to blink, fearing that the tears would disappear if she blinked. Embarrassed out of the eyes.

"..." No, no... Really not...?

Does silence mean acquiescence?Sure enough, it was like this, fortunately, I escaped quickly, and completely ended all of this before I could be moved, otherwise the dream would be broken after the dream.There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked at Ziyang but could no longer see his appearance clearly, "You are such a bad person, Ziyang..."

The hands hanging by his side clenched into fists, the joints were pale and abrupt, Ziyang wanted to explain something, and also wanted to do something for him, something that could prove that he was not a bad person, and what could he explain and do to prove it Isn't he the "bad guy" he said?In the end, he had no choice but to let him sit on the ground laughing and weeping indifferently.

Ziyang has seen the most beautiful tears, those are Yaqi's tears of happiness.

The saddest smile I saw now was Yun Xi's tearful smile.