light lemongrass

It was already late at night.Xiao Chen originally wanted Yun Xi to move to live with him.But Yun Xi vetoed it outright.His insistence forced Xiao Chen to compromise.

Standing at the door, Yun Xi's hand was hanging in the air, and she didn't dare to put it down and twist the door valve.It seems like history is repeating itself.After a pause, he took a deep breath and opened the door.

Walking into the room, Ziyang was leisurely watching Japanese TV that he could not understand as if nothing had happened.Didn't notice him coming in at all.Yun Xi's heart tightened, he had never been so afraid of the man in front of him like now.Pursing his lips and hanging his head, he wanted to go to the bathroom as soon as possible, even though he was so scared, he still hoped that Ziyang could call his name at this time, and even say an apology against his will.As long as it was an apology, even if it was fake, he would believe it.No, or just a simple answer, that's all.

But the facts always backfire.

Ziyang didn't say a word, didn't even look at him.Yun Xi knew that Zi Yang must be angry.It must be because he mentioned Yaqi just now.Every time Yaqi was mentioned, he would be very nervous, and this level of tension left the best evidence on Yunxi's face.

This night, Yun Xi completely suffered from insomnia, and ran to sit on the beach alone in the middle of the night.

The shooting work on the second day was quite smooth, and the task was completed in less than an hour.The director said that during the free break, KIM and other female colleagues of course took advantage of this free time to go shopping.Xiao Chen and the others played volleyball on the beach.It's lively enough.

Ziyang and the director were discussing the shooting just now, and there was only one person standing quietly on a distant beach, enjoying the summer sea breeze wantonly.

Many times, Yun Xi thought that he could forget all the past, and he told himself many times that he was not alone.He has his God—Ziyang, this stranger gave him hope when he was most desperate, making him feel that there are people in the world who care about him besides grandma.In the past few months, Yunxi has placed Ziyang in the most important position in his heart, and the desire to stay by his side gradually fills his entire being, even he himself can't explain his unclear feelings, it's ridiculous and unbelievable .Until yesterday——Ziyang woke him up severely.Everything seems to be a wonderful dream.When I wake up from the dream, there is only the cruel reality and the tomorrow I have to face.

"At the end of the day, I'm still alone."

Yun Xi walked into the sea, letting the sea water cover his insteps and wet his trouser legs, irritating his skin until it seeped into the bone marrow, it was bone-chillingly cold.It made him shiver all over.He insisted on letting this kind of coldness stimulate his heart that was about to die of pain, and then go on, go on...

Until the sea has flooded his knees, what a powerless compromise, what a desolate oblivion.Suddenly a prodigal son called, Yun Xi wobbled on his heels and fell into the sea water, his only light blue coat was wetted by the water all over his body, water dripped from his brown hair, flowing down his pale cheeks to his chin Then return to the sea.

"Woo~`"

Yun Xi's vision was hazy, he couldn't tell whether these water molecules were his tears or sea water, he wanted to stand up, because there would be another prodigal son calling him soon, just as he got up, another prodigal son came inoculated,

"Ah!" He fell into the water again.

Yun Xi felt that she was extremely useless, and slapped the sea water in despair, it's abominable!Why!Why!Even the sea can bully him.

At this moment, a pair of warm big hands grabbed Yun Xi's delicate arms and pulled him up.Then, before he had time to think, he was thrown to the beach abruptly.The whole body was tossed and tossed like this, Yun Xi couldn't stand the pain and cried out,

"pain!"

"Pain!? Aren't you going to die? Why are you still afraid of pain!" Hearing the familiar reprimand, Yun Xi tried hard to open her eyes soaked in water to carefully confirm whether this person was him.

"Talk! Why don't you talk! Huh?"

Yes, that's right, it's Ziyang, that's him.He always appeared when he was at his worst, but why was he so angry? Could it be that he wanted to avoid him on purpose, and had to disappear in front of him?Moreover, he kept saying that he was going to die?Who is going to die?

"Ziyang..."

"I hate people who are on the verge of death and life the most, damn it!" Zi Yang looked down at Yun Xi, "If you want to die in the future, find a place farther away, and don't let me see it!" After finishing speaking, he turned to leave, Yun Xi hurriedly shouted, but unexpectedly a series of coughs blurted out and drowned the tide,

"No! I... Cough! Cough!..." also stopped Ziyang's progress, stopped, and turned his head. It may be because of entering the sea water just now, Yun Xi arched her back and coughed continuously, The wet clothes dusted off his emaciated shoulders, and he shivered.Ziyang walked over without any movement.

Yun Xi raised her head and explained to him with a trembling voice,

"That's not the case, cough! Cough..." He wasn't going to commit suicide, he just wanted to go to the beach in a bad mood, yes, that's all.Yun Xi coughed so badly that he was out of breath and couldn't even speak clearly.

"Okay, stop talking." Zi Yang frowned, and supported Yun Xi with one hand, making him stand up.

Relying on Ziyang, Yun Xi could barely stand up, but there was still a sip of water in her throat, and she coughed continuously.I felt Ziyang's hand patting on my back, as if I was back in the company before, maybe he was not angry with me anymore.

"I, I... Really, no... Cough! Cough! Cough!... I'm going to commit suicide, I... just go to the beach..."

"Why did you tell me?"

In the end, Ziyang's indifferent answer was obtained, and Yun Xi's body was gradually losing temperature, which was not as cool as her heart.Maybe it's better if I was swept away by the waves just now.Anyway, Ziyang won't care about him anymore, Yun Xi is more afraid of his indifference than Ziyang's disgust.It was too cruel for him.

"sorry for bothering you."

This is the last sentence Yun Xi said.Let go of Ziyang's hand on his arm, and walk in another direction with his weak body supported.

Looking at Yun Xi's back, Ziyang felt a feeling that even he couldn't deceive, but in the end he just stood there, watching that shallow back limping away into the horizon...