light lemongrass

The days that followed were cloudy and foggy, with dreams and illusions.Chu Mu recovered quickly from his injuries, Ziyang replaced the security door in the apartment, and the security guard apologized repeatedly and almost knelt down to intercede.Only Yun Xi has no sense of steadfastness so far, and her mind-wandering is still going on... The picture in her head repeatedly replays Zi Yang's gentle kiss at that moment, as if there is still lingering warmth from his kiss on her mouth.At that moment, he thought Ziyang was back.Ziyang, who he loves the most, thinks of him? ... Although he has such a dream every day, when he wakes up, it is still a dream.

At this time, a big hand covered the top of the head,

"What is the little white mouse thinking?"

With such a name, you don't need to guess who it is.With this action, Yun Xi is used to being pampered by this person like a younger brother.The corners of his mouth moved, and he spit out a few words weakly,

"nothing.

"Really? Lying children are not cute at all."

Such words are completely unconvincing, even Yun Xi herself doesn't believe it.Pursing his dry lips, he opened his mouth and said,

"Well... I don't know what I'm thinking." It seems that I really don't know what I'm thinking, what's bothering me, anyway, I'm thinking about something, but it's an abstract painting that is vague and difficult to understand.Yun Xi felt that she could not describe her current feelings to Xiao Chen in words.

It's not that Xiao Chen doesn't understand, from before to now, there is only one person who can make Yun Xi wander, Mu Ziyang.It seems that this time is the same.Rubbing that little black head,

"Why don't we just find out the root cause, shall we?"

"Huh? Yuan Yuan? Yun Xi raised her head and looked at Xiao Chen suspiciously.

Xiao Chen nodded, his eyes were firm, "It's the root, go quickly, only you can find it."

"Now? I..." Before Yun Xi could finish speaking, Xiao Chen dragged her out of the office, pushed her into the corridor, and said generously while pushing,

"Go, go, just go."

"But... brother... I..." Yun Xi came back to her senses, Xiao Chen ran faster than a rabbit, leaving Yun Xi alone in the company corridor.Sighed,

"But...where should I find it..."

Can he find the person he wants to find? ... On God's chessboard, when can black and white be subverted.Re-align the messy ending.

……

……

Yun Xi buried her head and wandered wantonly along with her thoughts, not knowing where she went, nor how many turns she turned, Yun Xi just walked unknowingly like this, when she stopped again and raised her eyes, the image that appeared in her eyes It turned out to be the three characters of "recording studio".

Heh... just like the palm of Tathagata, no matter how you go, you will come back here again.

Yun Xi thought to herself, this is the place Xiao Chen said he was looking for.Slowly stepping forward, this short distance of one meter turned out to be so long.Whether there is the answer he is looking for in it, or whether there is no answer at all, everything is just letting nature take its course.I don't know, confused, Yun Xi has already stepped into the door of the recording studio...

The light inside was a bit dim, and the deliberately created atmosphere made Yun Xi at a loss.His sensitivity to black made him feel uneasy instinctively.whispered softly,

"Ziyang? Are you there?"

...there is no sound...

"Ziyang?" Taking a step forward cautiously, he called the man's name again, "Ziyang..."

"...What's the matter..." At this moment, a deep magnetic voice came from the other end of the room, which made Yun Xi's restless heart settle down.Although the voice sounded flat and indifferent.He walked towards the source of the sound, and because he couldn't see it, he approached him with great urgency.

"Ziyang, so you are here."

"En." Another short answer.Yunxi was a little embarrassed.Forced to see the familiar face clearly, he remained silent for a while.The room remained extremely quiet, as if even the air was about to condense.

Until Yun Xi saw clearly the cheek that made his heart flutter in the dim room.

"Ziyang." There was a little doubt and timidity in the soft voice.The quiet, sculpture-like man in front of him seemed as far away as a world away.A little uncertain, a little scared, a little excited, he saw him again.Such a good-looking person.

"Why are you here? By the way?" This is the sentence he said to him the most today.But it left him speechless.Hesitating and talking nonsense, "Well, I, yes, I'm on the way, no no...not on the way...I..." At the end, I didn't even know what I was talking about, my cheeks were flushed, but fortunately the light was enough In the dark, no one would notice his flustered heartbeat at the moment.Fingers tangled in the corners of the clothes,

"I, I don't know how I got here." "...En..." He replied lightly, still repulsively cold.The cold Yun Xi's fingers became cold.

"Ziyang, did I disturb you?"

"..."

Yun Xi, who was already restless, didn't hear Zi Yang's answer again, and was even more sure that she came at the wrong time. A little bit of sourness mixed with self-blame and loss quickly spread, her thin lips parted slightly,

"Then I'm going back."

Then he turned around and walked towards the place where there was light by the door, with his head hanging down, looking devastated.The thin figure was stretched extraordinarily slender by the dim light.

"Wait!" The voice behind him stopped Yun Xi's footsteps.

Stopped, turned around and looked at the figure submerged in the darkness.

"Make me a cup of coffee, can you?"

The polite tone made Yun Xi feel unfamiliar, but she couldn't refuse.Nodded, "OK."

Then he walked to his place. Yun Xi, who had slight night blindness, was extremely unaccustomed to walking in such darkness, but the man's orders made him obediently obey them like a demon.Groping through the room, totally unaware that the table was not far from him in Qianmian, he walked straight forward without hesitation, Yunxi was all about finding the place for coffee as soon as possible, and then helping Ziyang make the coffee, which is the only thing he has now. want to do.

Suddenly, a big warm hand hugged the back of the waist, and her body fell into the arms of the man. Yun Xi, who had no time to react, screamed out in fright, and at the same time, pop! ...the room lit up.The glaring light made his eyes sore, he blinked, and saw vaguely the snow-white wall and the table in front of him.It turned out that if he took another step, he would run into him. It was the owner of these hands who saved him...

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Looking at the little guy who was still a little dazed in front of him, Ziyang frowned slightly, and there was no tendency to let go of his arms.

"Are you stupid?"

"Ah?" Hearing the kind words, Yun Xi came back to her senses, and stared at Zi Yang suspiciously with her round eyes.

Let go of him, although he was very reluctant, Mu Ziyang curled his lips, "If I don't turn on the light, won't you turn it on yourself? You are a fool!"

"Oh, I thought, you don't like turning on the lights so there's no..."

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Ziyang stopped talking about him.The deliberate indifference just now had already made this simple little idiot as lost as a lost lamb.It wasn't that he was about to get in close contact with the table, he originally wanted to continue this drama.

"Okay, now you can see it."

"En." Yun Xi nodded vigorously, with a cute little hook on the corner of her mouth.Now I see it, I see everything, I see the table, I see the coffee, I see... Ziyang.

After a while, Yun Xi came in with coffee.Handed it to Ziyang, and sat down beside him.

The coffee is warm in the palm of the hand, and it smells delicious when it is steaming white.This is the first time in a long time to drink the coffee made by Yun Xi.Ziyang looked at the coffee in his hand and was a little absent-minded, but Yunxi who was beside him touched his elbow with obvious excitement,

"Drink, Ziyang."

"Oh, yes." Ziyang took a sip mechanically.

"How is it? Is it delicious?"

"..." This taste... the sweetness permeates the strong aroma of milk, without the bitterness of coffee, exactly the same taste as that time, the same taste as before...

Yun Xi lowered her head and rubbed her fingers, so that she missed the change on Zi Yang's face.muttering,

"I figured it out, Ziyang. Actually, you don't have to remember me..."

'Click'.Ziyang's heart skipped a beat.What's wrong with this guy, what's the point.Is he crazy or stupid, doesn't he like himself?Don't you dream that you can remember him?What's going on now, what does it mean to figure it out?Figured out what? !Figured to give up yet? ...Zi Yang looked at Yun Xi beside him, his heart was going up and down one after another.

"If it pains you to think about me, I don't want you to. It's okay, it's fine now that you don't hate me anymore."

Ziyang looked at his side face and listened to him quietly, "Those memories belong to me, so I want you to remember them too. It's all right now... I understand it. Really, it doesn't matter, I'm the only one in those memories It’s enough to keep it alone, those are all luxuries for me.” After all, without me, you won’t lose your memory, get hurt, or experience such pain.

"Really? Have you really figured it out?"

"En." Nodding her head while pursing her lips, Yun Xi didn't dare to look into Zi Yang's eyes, and just nodded blindly.

"Is it okay that I never remember?"

"kindness."

"It doesn't matter if you are the only one who remembers? You don't mind if no one knows about the past?"

"En." Nodding heavily, Yun Xi was afraid of being pressed by Zi Yang again, the preparations made earlier would be in vain.Fear that that fragile bottom line will collapse completely.The wet liquid swirls in the eye sockets, and the sourness in the chest rolls violently. I still have to nod, just nod.

"do you like me?"

"kindness."

"Will you forget me?"

"No." The only time she shook her head, but she couldn't control the tears that welled up in her eyes.He buried his head so that he would not see it.How sad and helpless that must be.Love him, love him so much, that's why I decided...

She hugged his thin and trembling shoulders and let him lean into her arms, and tenderly rubbed the slightly swollen lips with bite marks with her fingers, and she knew that her face was covered with tears without even looking.He's always like this, and can't stop crying.He was always like this, and when he cried, his whole world was wet.

"Fool... I like you too."

Why?Yun Xi thought she had heard wrong.What is Ziyang talking about?Looking at him blankly, he couldn't control the tears pouring out at the moment, he just wanted to hear that sentence again, "Ziyang, what are you talking about?"

With a gentle smile on the corner of Ziyang's mouth, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said again, "I like you."

"You said you like me?? Really?" I can't believe my ears, I can't believe my eyes, I can't believe that all this is real, is it a dream?If it was a dream, why would the heartbeat be so clear. "You really like me? Han Yunxi? Me?"

"It's you, I'm sure." Ziyang nodded, noncommittal.I should have said that a long time ago, but I didn't expect it to take so long.Should have said it months ago. "Didn't you ask me if I liked you back then, I didn't expect that I didn't say this until now."

"At that time?..." Yun Xi was stunned for a moment, then covered her mouth in surprise, "Zi Yang! You recovered your memory!!"

Ziyang smiled at him, acquiescing.Recovered long ago, dull fool.

"Great! Great! Ziyang!" Yun Xi threw herself into Ziyang's arms, and slid into his arms like a kitten. His Ziyang is back, really back!Holding Ziyang tightly with both hands, as if he would disappear in the next second, "Great! Ziyang! Great!!"

Mu Ziyang hugged the excited little guy back in his arms, his eyes were sore and he didn't dare to blink, Yun Xi's exclamation was heard over and over again, he knew how much he was looking forward to this day, he knew, he was for this day How many times did he pray, he knew, how much it hurt him during that time.he knows everything...

Fortunately, this simple person persisted until he remembered everything, persisted until he was not hurt by himself.Fortunately, his little idiot still likes him, thank goodness.

"Let me love you, Yunxi." Use the remaining enzymes every minute...

"kindness."