Nashan Nahe

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Although I am praised every time, I know that my culinary skills are far inferior to those of Fuwei.Why not, the dinner table is much quieter, I don't like this kind of quietness, and they will often ask me, why don't you come back?No student has ever called her teacher, or sister or aunt, and they all call her by her first name, but I like it, this seemingly disrespectful intimacy!I can only answer them, why don't you come back soon...

In March, the government established the Bureau of Investigation and Statistics of the Central Executive Committee of China, the National People’s Republic of China, the People’s Republic of China, the Central Committee of the Communist Party of China (Central Union), and his father was transferred to the Central Committee as the second director. He was a little unacceptable to such a personnel transfer. Yes, he never thought about doing intelligence work, because he felt that he was not good at it. Secondly, although he belonged to the Guo Ming Party, he did not want to fight against the Communist Party, let alone hunt and kill his own people. Generally, the Communist Party is tyrannical and extreme, but arresting the Communist Party is indeed one of the daily tasks.

After my father sent us to Hunan, he returned to Wuhan. Now, Wuhan is the center of the Anti-Japanese War. The government has not completely withdrawn. My father has to go back to continue working. I got a journal from my father, which contains the war situation at home and abroad. After the promulgation of the "Nuremberg Act", which violates human nature and conscience, Hitler began to "legally" persecute the Jews. Krakow, the capital of Poland (after the end of World War II, moved to Warsaw), this beautiful city I heard about from my father when I was a child, Now it has become a slaughterhouse for the Jews. There are no photos, just a few paragraphs of text, enough to let me imagine how it was staged there day and night, and the tragedy when Nanjing fell!

She closed her eyes and flipped through a few pages in a hurry. The photos were taken by Why not Wei. In her column, there were only large photos, some of which were fighting and killing the enemy, some were bleeding and sacrificed, some were about the panic of the Japanese army fleeing in defeat, and some were about the night sky going down the Huai River bank. A touch of bright color in the bloody side, under each photo, there is a description in a few words, every sentence is true, and every word is pearls!

The priest of the church is a German. He has been in China for more than ten years. He speaks Chinese well. He also has a Chinese name called Li Yuanshi. I asked him who gave it to him?He said, it was a Chinese girl, I want to ask him again, what is the story with that girl?Why did you choose such a name that looks a bit like a monk?But I didn't. It's very rude to inquire into other people's private affairs at will, so even though I really want to know, I still hold back.

He seems to have nothing to do every day, and he is not quite the same as the priest I imagined. He is lazy all day long. Most of the time, he sits in the yard and basks in the sun, including every time he sings. He also likes to drink. He made some wine and plum wine by himself. Later, he thought it was not enough to drink, so he added white wine to it. I was horrified to see that. I think, if why not start drinking someday, I will definitely kill her bad "hobby" immediately!

One day, a boy from the junior high school department ran up to me and told me

"Mr. Han, that, that old Li is a German!" When he said this, he was a little surprised and angry

"Yes what's the matter?"

"The Germans are all devils. They kill Jews, don't they?"

"..." I couldn't answer this question, and I was stunned for a long time

"No, not everyone, all, are what you think" I felt like I was stuttering

"Why not? Killing people is wrong, killing people is a devil!"

"I know it's wrong, but he didn't kill someone"

"Then, then, if there is a Japanese standing in front of you now, what are you going to do?" He seemed to be arguing with me, and he looked like he was trying to argue

"If, he is Hiragana, if he has not shot at a Chinese, I will treat that person like you!"

"Really?"

"certainly"

He stood there and thought for a while, then turned around and ran away. In fact... I was a little guilty when I said those words. Can I do it?After the Japanese returned our country to ruin, can I really not hate?Even in the face of a good person?A nice guy from Japan?

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After grasping the evidence, Qin Yuan entrusted someone to secretly send a letter to the police, telling him how the frontline soldiers were bleeding, and the rear was in a state of nothing to do with him.

Jiang ordered people to thoroughly investigate the matter and found that what Qin Yuan said was true. After shooting many people, he adjusted the rear organization and transferred Qin Yuan back to the army. Jiang knew that Qin Yuan Yuan is not a very brave person, but he is a calm and usable person. If Nanjing fell, if it weren't for the boiling of public dissatisfaction, I am afraid that no one would be punished, because he himself is mostly responsible. The first to be shot should be Chiang Kai-shek and Shi.

Whether he returns to the army or stays in the rear, or even becomes an ordinary soldier, it doesn't make any difference to Qin Yuan. He is no longer the young man who was eager for quick success. Willing to do anything!

The dust is everywhere outside, and the soldiers are building fortifications. Why not organize the materials and give them to the correspondent to take back to Wuhan, write another letter, send it to Hunan, pack up the backpack and camera, come out with a broken shovel, and go together Following the digging of trenches, Sun Lianzhong (Commander of the 2nd Army)'s adjutant saw her and hurried forward to stop her. Her feet were covered with blood blisters due to long-term walking, and she was accidentally scratched by a bayonet while running. It's starting to fester now.

Later, I found a pair of boots for her to wear, but the condition of her feet was rotten and swollen, and she couldn't cover them at all. In the end, I had to find another pair of cloth shoes for her to wear on her heels. Gauze, no medicine, why not just wrap the feet with a rag, when itches, I tear off the cloth and wash my feet by the river.She was afraid of being left behind, and also afraid that her injury would cause trouble to others, so she could only grit her teeth and endure the pain in her feet, and followed the troops closely, leaving Teng County. I'm afraid I won't be able to persist there, and later I went to the division headquarters of the 2nd Army in charge of defense.

Because Wang Mingzhang defended Teng County, he won nearly a week for the large army.As of the 23rd, Sun Lianzhong's 2st Artillery Battalion of the 31st Division of the 1nd Group City had been ordered to set up defenses on the north bank of the Taierzhuang Canal, build fortifications, hold positions, and defend against the enemy going south.Taking advantage of this time, why don't you want to rest for the first time, but seeing people outside, after traveling day and night, they don't have time to rest, so they start to build fortifications. She doesn't want to treat herself as a wounded person, so she follows along, and the situation gets worse and worse !

On March 3, more than a thousand people from the Jigu Division concentrated in Yi County, under the cover of 23 heavy artillery and 10 tanks, launched an attack on Taierzhuang.However, after this arrogant and rushing enemy was severely beaten by the defenders, more than 8 people remained and rushed to Beiluo.

On the 28th, the Japanese army invaded the northwest corner of Taierzhuang in an attempt to capture the west gate and cut off the connection between Chifengcheng Division Headquarters and the village.Chi Fengcheng commanded artillery fire to suppress the Japanese army and organized dozens of death squads to fight the Japanese army. On the 29th, the Seya detachment of the Japanese army sent reinforcements and occupied the eastern half of Taierzhuang.

At this time, Tang Enbo's army, which was in charge of the northern defense of Taierzhuang's central defense line, fought with the Japanese army in Fengshan and Zaozhuang for several days. Regardless of the danger in Taierzhuang, they moved to Gupo mountain area and hid.Li Zongren strictly ordered Tang Enbo to go south quickly, and cooperated with Sun Lianzhong to attack the Japanese army in front of Taierzhuang.In order to preserve his strength, Tang Enbo hesitated to enter Aunt Mountain regardless of military orders.

Qin Yuan came back from Guangdong and served as the commander of the 3th Division in the 37rd theater. As soon as he arrived in Wuhan, he had a quick meeting with Mr. Jiang, and then led his troops to Zaozhuang to join the battle of Tang Boen's 20th Army. After leaving the Zaozhuang battlefield, he went to the mountains with Tang Boen Now Li Zongren made repeated orders, asking Tang Boen to go to support Sun Lianzhong, but he turned a deaf ear and remained unmoved. Qin Yuan met him twice many years ago, and he knew that he had always believed that he was the direct descendant of Chiang Kai-shek. It was Li Zongren, and he didn't dare to offend him easily. He didn't even say hello to him when he came to Tang Boen's military headquarters. No more Tang Enbo.

While the battle was raging and fierce, while raising troops to wait and see, Qin Yuan, who was indifferent, angry and anxious, even wanted to take the troops and go straight to Taierzhuang, but... the battle of Zaozhuang, the troops suffered a lot of casualties, most of them were wounded. For the rest of the fighters, if they were alone, they might not dare to go with them!

Immediately, Li Zongren called Tang Boen again, "If you don't send troops, you will be dealt with by military law, and you will end up the same as Han Fuju." Hearing the military order, Tang Boen reluctantly led his troops to Taierzhuang. run!

The army doctor took off the rags on her feet, disinfected and cleaned her festered feet, applied medicine, bandaged them carefully, and told her that if possible, it is better to go back to rest. Her feet look like this, It won't get better for a while, so why not be afraid that he will really drive me away, just smile, and rush into the line of fire again in a flash!

Since the 27th, the enemy and us have been engaged in a tug-of-war in Taierzhuang. The battle was brutal. The Japanese army attacked the North Gate and occupied the northeast corner. Then from the 28th, the enemy and us fought fiercely near Taierzhuang and Liujiahu.Japanese aircraft and artillery bombed day and night, and Taierzhuang Station and the coal factory were turned into ruins.The 2nd Army engaged in close combat and hand-to-hand combat with the Japanese army, making its chariots and tanks lose their power. She would still step back. After a long time, I don't know if she was bold or she was used to it, but she just wiped it away...

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Why don't you stay up all night, just waiting to go into battle with the Death Squad, see this scene, Sun Lianzhong personally caught her back, she has wounds on her feet, the gun has no eyes, when the time comes, don't talk about running, just fly I'm afraid it will be too late, so why not just say yes, but when Sun Lianzhong didn't pay attention, he still ran to the east corner of the village.

Hundreds of people from the Pioneer Death Squad attacked the Japanese army in groups and killed the enemy.The death squads fought on their own, and the Japanese army was exhausted after nearly 10 days of bloody battles.Unexpectedly, in the last 5 minutes of the battle, the Chinese army still had the strength to attack by night.The Japanese army responded hastily and made a mess. The death squads regained three-quarters of their positions in one fell swoop and killed countless enemies.The Japanese army retreated to the north gate and fought fiercely with our army!

The soldiers of the Japanese army saw He Buwei who was unarmed in the distance, and when they picked up their rifles and were about to shoot, what they didn't expect was that He Buwei was holding a big knife and slashed at him first.Why not kill a person for the first time, a person who had to be killed, but if she really cut it down, she really saw the other person died in her hands, she was not afraid anymore, there was a group of swords and swords around, Chinese soldiers who had run out of bullets, picked up the big knife , Face to face with the Japanese army, why not just hang the camera behind your back, carry a big knife, and rush into the Japanese camp together...

At dawn on the 6th, the sound of guns in the north of Taierzhuang gradually increased, and Tang Enbo's army had already opened fire on the Japanese army.The Japanese army was unable to retreat in time and fell into a tight siege.That night, Li Zongren was dressed in military uniform and commanded the defenders to attack across the board.Sun Lianzhong's army had been attacked for so many days, and when he heard the counterattack, his spirits were refreshed, and the killing sound shook the sky.

Qin Yuan led the division, and Tang Enbo and Sun Lianzhong attacked outside the village. The Japanese army was at the end of the battle, ammunition and gasoline were used up, and many motor vehicles were destroyed.Li Zongren ordered a fierce pursuit, and the corpses of the Japanese army were scattered all over the field, and the luggage was scattered everywhere.

One month, two months, three months, and nine months passed. The Japanese army who once threatened to invade and occupy the whole of China within three months, after nine months, not only failed to fulfill their wish, but tasted China again and again. The army is invincible and invincible!

The Battle of Taierzhuang ended with the victory of the Chinese army!

Why not sit next to the position where the gunpowder smoke is still rising, covered in blood, holding both feet with both hands, with a painful expression on his face

"Why not?"

"Huh?...Qin Yuan!" Why didn't he look up and see that it was Qin Yuan, he was so excited, he forgot his foot injury, and jumped up all of a sudden, a few years later, he has matured a lot, and he is no longer the same as before Young and aggressive, his eyes are full of calmness and wisdom, and he has a mustache, but Qin Yuan seems to be very calm when he sees why not

"Are you here as a military reporter?"

"Yes, what about you? Which military department are you in?"

"I am in the third theater and now lead the 37th division"

"...Oh, you are the teacher now." Why not look at Qin Yuan's epaulets and be really happy for him

"Where's Ling Ping?" Qin Yuan casually exchanged greetings, directly throwing out the main point, his tone was indifferent, but questioning

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"Who did she stay in Beiping because of? Why didn't you take her when you went to Wuhan?"

"..." Qin Yuan's several questions left him speechless

"I've been looking for her for a long time, but I can't find her"

"She, she, I..."

"If Ling Ping can be found and she is safe and sound, then that's all. If she can't be found, if there are any troubles, why not do it, I will kill you first!" Qin Yuan's voice was not loud, but he spoke ruthlessly. Well, why not look at it, turn around and leave

Why not stand still in place, recalling Qin Yuan's sarcasm, recalling Qin Yuan's distant and suspicious eyes, three good things and two bad things? !Before they were separated, Ling Ping had already encountered such an accident!Kill yourself? !He didn't protect Ling Ping well, let her suffer such humiliation, and was almost arrested because of his own newspaper, and finally left Beiping, but separated on the way, hey... According to Qin Yuan's statement, he should have died a long time ago!

Qin Yuan was not really angry, why not do it, but he couldn't get back his energy, if he had to say he was angry, why not do it at first, but later, he was so angry that it was himself, he should have gone to Ling Ping to make it clear, She should have married Ling Ping a long time ago, or should have taken Ling Ping away from Beiping long ago. There are so many shoulds, but because of her own foresight, now, she has become a wrong!

The news of Taierzhuang's great victory spread from all directions on the radio, and the whole country was ecstatic. Under the Japanese army's butcher's knife, the Chinese people lived in fear and repression for a long time.

But as far as the Battle of Taierzhuang itself is concerned, although nearly 2 enemies were wiped out, there were more than [-] casualties.

The Taierzhuang victory made Chiang, Jie, and Shi, hot-headed, complacent, intending to expand the results of the Taierzhuang victory, and mobilized 60 troops to gather in Xuzhou, the Great Plains. It was really overcrowded. Li Zongren couldn't help but cry. , was ordered to defend Taierzhuang in the face of danger, and now the war opportunity has passed, and he was dazzled by partial victories. The 60 elite soldiers placed in Xuzhou are equivalent to giving to the powerful Japanese mechanized troops!

Why not, who wanted to go to Xuzhou again, has now been sent to the rear ambulance team. Before that, the gauze on her feet had "grown" on her like a plaster because of the festering and bleeding of her feet, and she hadn't changed the dressing in time. on the feet.It used to be painful, but later it was itchy and painful. She was often tortured and couldn’t sleep at night, and couldn’t eat during the day. A soldier used a bayonet to pick up the gauze for her. Why didn’t she almost tear off the skin and the color could not be seen? It was only then that she realized that there... maggots had already grown in it, no wonder it was so painful and itchy. The maggots kept multiplying in her wound, gnawing at her flesh and blood.

"Miss He, I haven't seen you for a few days, you don't look very well."

"Is there? That's really embarrassing, maybe I haven't had a good rest"

"Speaking of...it's strange, your husband's tea house is also in Shanghai, not far away, but you don't seem to live together? Ladies, it's better to have a man by your side to take care of you."

Ling Ping was a little caught off guard by the question suddenly thrown by the other party. Few people knew that she was married, so how could this Japanese know?She subconsciously wanted to cover it up, but she held back, she just looked at the other person lightly, trying to make herself behave more naturally

"Hehe, my husband is very busy on weekdays, and basically has no time to go home."

"Oh? I also think that the business in that tea house seems to be very good." The other party said, sipping his coffee, and looked at Ling Ping with appraising eyes. Ling Ping didn't speak, but just looked at him and smiled.

"I've known Ms. He for a while, but I never knew that you were married, haha"

"Mr. Tanaka, this is my private matter. I don't think I need to tell anyone. A well-bred gentleman like you wouldn't pry into other people's privacy at will." Ling Ping said with a smile on her face, calmly and elegantly.

"...Well, that's natural." The other party smiled playfully, unwilling to make further entanglements, Ling Ping left with an excuse

This Tanaka was known through Wang Kemin's cronies. He was the staff officer of the 21st Group Army of the Japanese Army in the North China Theater. The paradise that can satisfy any of their desires, from the very beginning of their acquaintance, Tanaka has been eyeing Ling Ping, but it is a pity that Ling Ping always has a way to deal with several men with ease, so he asked someone to investigate Ling Ping, in addition to finding out that she Marriage, nothing else.

Back home, Ling Ping leaned on the recliner, guessing how much the other party has mastered, and whether she has been exposed?Now, in addition to collecting all kinds of information, she also has to guard against the Japanese and the Guo Ming Party all the time, and the so-called "bad complexion" is just because she is pregnant.

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There was a photo in the magazine of Why Buwei, which showed Chiang Kai-shek, Shi and Bai Chongxi in person at the Taierzhuang battlefield, encouraging the soldiers. Why not write in the description below the picture, "Before leaving, I left "Little Zhuge" Bai Chongxi to Li Zongren to coordinate the command of the battle." Although it is true, I always feel too happy when she said this !

When she was in Taierzhuang, she sent a text message, saying that the army took good care of her and that she was fine, so I should not reply to the letter, nor miss her. She also said that she wanted to eat stinky tofu from Hunan. Auntie, I learned how to make stinky tofu, but after it was done, no one dared to try it, because...it was so smelly. I held my nose and swallowed a small mouthful. After a long time, I dared to let go of my nose. In the end, I almost didn't pass it, it was really really smelly, a bowl full of stinky tofu was given to the aunt next door, but after she ate it, she said that I made it very successfully!

Because of a bowl of stinky tofu, I became excited and couldn't sleep for a few nights. Even the local aunt said that the food I cooked was delicious. Why not, she would definitely like it. I hope she can come back soon!

Since that conversation with the students, I no longer go to church often, just sit outside the church and listen to the singing of the choir. I don’t know why I don’t want to go to church anymore. Perhaps, in my subconscious, Also despised all Germans?

At noon this day, "Old Li" leaned crookedly on his old rattan chair to bask in the sun and dozed off. I passed by and looked at him. I might feel that he was not sleeping well, so I moved from side to side. I took out the Bible from the robe and put it under my head. After a while, I started snoring again. I was stunned...

I feel that he may be a priest just to make a living. Maybe he is not a Christian at all. Although I have no religious beliefs, I know the sanctity of religions. He behaves like this every day, and he is still a fake Spreading teachings and explaining the Bible to people like a fool is a blasphemy against Jesus. Thinking of this, my contempt and disgust for him has increased a little bit!

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I was preparing lunch for the students in the school kitchen, when I heard a group of children jumping for joy outside, I came out to see why not, she was talking with some teachers at the door of the classroom, the students surrounded her, I decided Ding looked at her and walked back to the kitchen.

"What are you cooking today?"

"Well, I've been doing it for the past few days." I cut the vegetables without looking up

"I'll do it," she said, taking the knife

"Well, when did you come back? I haven't heard from you before." I gave way, turned around and changed the water for the half-washed vegetables in the basin

"I came back with Mr. Han, Mr. Han is at home, maybe I have to leave again in two days"

"Well, you also came back from Wuhan?"

"Yes." She looked up and smiled at me, and continued to cut vegetables

At lunch, the classroom entrance was lively, why not become the focus of everyone again, chatting and laughing with a group of students, until the class, these children left unsatisfied, why not stay in school and prepare dinner, and then come with me go home.

When I got home, my father said, why don't you stop being a military reporter for the time being when you are stationed in Shanghai?

"No, why did Dad suddenly ask you to station in Shanghai?" I fetched a pot of hot water and brought it in.

"Maybe... there are not enough people there, and Shanghai is relatively peaceful, and there are a lot of circulation there."

"Well, that's fine" Indeed, anyway, I think, as long as you don't go to the front line

"You wash first, I'll wash later"

"Why wait until later, you don't want to wash your feet?"

"Why, I love clean people so much, but I think the basin is too small"

"Love cleanliness? Love cleanliness, then come and wash first" I said as I stepped forward to take off her shoes, she stood up at once

"Okay, okay, I'll wash first, I'll do it myself"

"It's just taking off your shoes, why is there such a big reaction?" I smiled, am I embarrassed?With her back to me, she was sitting on a small bench, rolled up her trouser legs, bent over to wash, I stepped forward and squatted down, and took her hand away

"I'm here for you...you, what's wrong with your feet?" As soon as I held her feet, I felt that there were many "holes" on them. The light in the room was a little dark, so I took the oil lamp and put Beside

"Come on, show me"

"It's nothing to look at, it's just a little bit of skin, and it's fine now." She stepped on the basin tightly, but didn't lift her foot

"It's nothing, just lift it up and show me"

"Really not..."

"Why not?" Seeing her stubbornness, I got a little annoyed, and called her by name. She looked at me and stopped making a sound. I held her feet and saw that they were covered with large and small potholes. And rough dark spots, especially on the left foot, except for the toes, the whole foot extends to the ankle, without a piece of clean skin, even to the point of being ugly and terrifying, I stared blankly, for a moment, I heard the sound

"It's all good, it's just... a bit ugly, you won't dislike me, besides, after all, it's the feet, not the face, hehe"

"How could it be like this?" I felt my voice was a little low

"Uh... it's blistered with blood, so it will leave a scar after it breaks."

"It's just because of the blood bubbles?"

"Yes"

"Why not, what's going on?" I didn't want to hear her talk anymore, I raised my head and stared at her

"I, I, okay, don't cry, I say I say" she bent over and wiped my face

"Well... my shoes were worn out, and then I couldn't find suitable shoes to wear, so I wore straw sandals. Later, I got some blisters and was cut by a bayonet knife. After bandaging, I didn't change the dressing. I got worms, and then...after I left Taierzhuang, I was sent to the ambulance team, but I didn’t go to Xuzhou. In the end, Teacher Han sent me to Wuhan, and my feet were almost fine, so I came back first.”

"You mean, you, your feet... yes, bugs..."

"Yeah," she replied, looking down at the basin, I looked up at her, wiped my face with the back of my hand, and continued to wash her, for a moment, I heard my sobbing

"Jiayu, Jiayu? Okay, don't cry anymore, the bug bite, not the wolf, tiger or leopard bite, it doesn't hurt that much"

The more she said that, the sadder I became, I couldn't stop crying, tears kept dripping in the basin of my foot, I couldn't imagine what it was like to be eaten away by ants, and how she endured it

"Sister, sister" it was Jiaqi at the door, I wiped He Buwei's feet, wiped the tears from his face, and opened the door

"what happened?"

"You, what's the matter with you, are you okay?" Jiaqi stood at the door, looked at me, and looked at why not

"It's okay, why aren't you sleeping?"

"It's okay? It's okay, why are you crying?" Jiaqi muttered in a low voice, glanced at He Buwei's feet, as if frightened, and stared at me with her mouth covered

"Sister, eldest sister's, she..."

"I'm fine, why not, it's fine, you go to sleep." I turned around, picked up the basin, and walked out, Jiaqi hurriedly gave way, stood for a while, and went back to the room

Putting the pots away, I stood at the door of the kitchen, and I let out a long sigh. All the lights in the house were turned off, and the yard was silent. The seedlings that Jiaqi had planted before were shivering under the ambiguous moonlight, just as I am now. I don’t know how I feel now, not only the distress for why not, but also many, many emotions, complex emotions that are hard to describe, contradictions, anger, sadness, sadness, sadness, helplessness, desolation , with mixed feelings...

Standing for a long time, until the slight coolness in the night woke me up, back to the room, why not lean on the head of the bed, flip through my little book for lesson preparation, see me coming in, smile at me, close the door, I sit bedside

"I see your feet"

"Uh...no, there's nothing to see." She hesitated, and moved into the bed

"There's nothing to be afraid of." I didn't know why, and my tone was a little aggressive. I reached into the quilt with my hands and pulled out her feet.

"Hey... is it completely done? Will there be any sequelae, did you hurt your bones?"

"Hmm... no, it's not hurt, it's just flesh and blood, it's completely healed"

"Don't... don't go anywhere, just be your teacher with me." I held her feet, looked at her and said

"..." She stared at me for a while, lowered her head and said nothing, hey... If she didn't say anything, I could guess that if she was asked to give up at this time, it would be very difficult for her. That's all, that's all...

I found a chance to make stinky tofu once. I was afraid that the taste would not be enough. This time I covered it for a few more days. When the tofu was brought to the dinner table, Jiaqi and her two younger brothers covered their noses and ran away before finishing the meal. The younger brother said , This is the smelliest thing he has ever smelled in his life. Hearing this, I really don't know whether to be happy or sad, smelly, it means... well done?

"You made it?" Why didn't you hold the bowl, looked carefully, and asked me in disbelief

"Yeah" I couldn't bear the taste, I held my breath, and could only answer word by word

"You know how to make stinky tofu? When did you learn it?"

"Before"

"I ate it once in Hubei earlier. They told me that the stinky tofu made by Hunanese is more delicious. Who did you learn it from? Did you learn it from the locals?"

"Um"

"Oh, that should be authentic"

I complained in my heart. I stayed here just to see how she would behave and evaluate after eating the stinky tofu I made. In the end, she said so much, but she still didn’t take a bite.

"No, don't talk about it, let's taste it first." Why don't you smell it again and again, dip it in millet pepper, and take a big mouthful. A big mouthful?Also, I don't know, how will you evaluate my craftsmanship?

"Is it delicious?"

"Hmm... um... Sure enough, it's delicious, it's delicious, Jiayu, you're just... so good, so good, not only can you recite poems, you can write essays, you can write beautifully, and the dishes are delicious" Why don't you take another big mouthful while talking, and talk while eating, talking endlessly

"Hehe, why are you so glib? Is it really delicious? It's fine if it's delicious." I put down the hand that was covering my nose before, and when I said this, it didn't smell bad?

Why don't you seem to get along very well with Lao Li, usually when you come to school, you can enjoy the sun and chat with Lao Li when you have time, and Lao Li even invited her to "taste wine" together, why not drink two glasses Wine, dizzy, ran into the classroom and fell asleep. In the end, a teacher and I helped her home. I didn’t like why I was so close to him, especially after she was drunk that time. Say Lao Li is a kind and open-minded person, let me not have any prejudice against him, I have no prejudice against Lao Li, I just think this person is a bit hypocritical!

Before the fire in Changsha, our situation was getting more and more difficult, but why not come back, let me make these months in Changsha the happiest months during the Anti-Japanese War. I know that compared to her craftsmanship, what I did I can’t handle other dishes, but I can make stinky tofu now. More importantly, why not love it? She bought tofu every now and then and asked me to make it for her. I was naive and proud of stinky tofu. The good times don't last long.

On June 6, the Japanese army captured Anqing, and the Battle of Wuhan began. On June 12, the Japanese base camp issued Order No. 6 to implement the Hankou Operation. One of the purposes of the "Hankou Operation" was to capture Wuhan, the center of the Chinese War of Resistance, and destroy the Chinese people's war of resistance. will. In mid-October, the national government abandoned Wuhan and implemented a strategic shift. On October 18, the Japanese army captured Yueyang.Chiang Kai-shek and Shi Dian ordered Hunan Province to set fire to the city when the Japanese army attacked Changsha and carry out the scorched-earth war of resistance.

We started fleeing again. Half a month before this, why not be arranged by my father to go to Shanghai Railway Station. Before she left, I tied the red-headed rope that she bought many years ago when she fought with the boss in the street to her ankle. , When she saw that headband, she was both surprised and happy. I kept this hairband all the time, and never used it. Why not give it to her, I hope to bless her!

More than a thousand teachers and students in the whole school moved to Yunnan together with the temporary university. When I left, I went to visit Lao Li. I have been here for such a long time. Since I am leaving, I always come to say hello. A teacher and I went to see him. He just came out after changing his clothes. He was wearing a gray suit and a top hat, carrying a small suitcase, with his black robe on his arm and a Bible in his hand.

"Are you leaving?" I asked him

"Yes, don't you want to go too?"

"Well, we're here to thank you for taking care of us all these times"

"You're welcome, I didn't do anything," he said, throwing the black robe and the Bible together on the grass in front of the church

"Soon, this place will be set on fire. Why did you throw these away? You, aren't you a priest anymore?" I asked him in surprise

"God can't wash away the crimes of the Germans, God can't save the Jews, God can't stop the atrocities of the Japanese, God can't save the Chinese, God, can't save us at all"

He looked into my eyes and finished speaking in a serious tone never before, without turning his head, and walked away quickly. I stared blankly at the Bible on the grass, and when I turned around, there was the open door of the church, and there was still light inside. Solemn and solemn, the sun shines on the red benches along the tall arched windows, and... the Jesus who was nailed to the cross and stands high above...

We never met again, I still don't understand his story, I still don't know how he got his name, but I said to Lao Li in my heart, "I'm sorry!"

Whether it is aggression or being invaded, God can never save anyone...

One month after we left, Changsha was burned to the ground in the two days and two nights of fire, and [-] people died together with him. Most destroyed city.

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From Hunan to Yunnan, it is another 2000-kilometer journey. This time, the students did not have the excitement of going from Wuhan to Changsha. Along the way, they lived in the wind and slept in the open, despite the wind and rain. Most of the southwest is mountains. The mountain road can't be seen at a glance, not only the road, but also the crowds of people, the army of refugees, the students in exile, absenteeism, military dependents, supporting the old and the young, and dragging the family.