After reading the mind, I found that the master's character was broken

◎Is Master better now? ◎

Warm light pours from the window, and a few touches are printed on the screen painted with green mountains and green waters, adding vitality to the tranquil scene.

Zhao Yu glanced across the screen and turned to the burnt candle.

The night passed quickly.

Zhao Yu estimated that it should be almost noon now.

Looking down, one can see a peaceful sleeping face.

It is a familiar cool line.

The corners of Zhao Yu's lips raised slightly, and he gently raised his hand to touch the red mole at the end of his eye.He clearly remembered this beauty that was red and stained with tears.

Yunlai's complexion is extremely fair, and the color of the red mole is particularly obvious.

But his expression is usually indifferent, and his temperament is extremely cold, no one notices this redness.

Just like Zhao Yu who had never imagined a person who was as cold as a cloud before this serious injury, he also had a vulnerable and helpless side.

But without imagining, never noticing, that is also there.

Just like...

Scratching the red mole slightly with the fingertips, the white skin around it was dyed red, making it even more cowardly.

The owner of the red mole didn't seem to feel it at all, and was still sleeping quietly and obediently in Zhao Yu's arms.

Like.

Zhao Yu never imagined that Yunlai's body fits so well with his embrace.

Also like, Zhao Yu never thought that in his respect and love for Yunlai, more of it was love, not respect.

But what about Yunlai?

Zhao Yu couldn't help but lowered his hand and grabbed Yun Lai's wrist, as if he could have him completely by doing so.

But what about Yunlai?

He had read his name in his heart last night, but the person who really lived in his heart was Mo Wen or...?

The corners of the slightly raised lips were flattened.

Zhao Yu stared at Yunlai's face absent-mindedly, feeling empty in his heart.Complicated thoughts invaded his mind.Never noticed Yunlai's slightly trembling eyelashes.

It wasn't until a low and familiar voice came to Zhao Yu's ears that he seemed to wake up with a start. His eyes became focused and he saw Yun Lai's slightly parted lips.

"Well……"

Another sound.

Zhao Yu lowered his head, his voice was hoarse after a sleepless night: "Master?"

The timbre belonging to the apprentice pierced into Yunlai's ears, the trembling eyelashes opened instantly, and a pair of black pupils met a concerned look.

In the next moment, the black pupils were tightly closed.

Zhao Yu lowered his head, and the line of his lips almost touched Yunlai's hair.He asked with concern: "Master, are you feeling better now?"

While staring at Yunlai's lips, he paid attention to the sea of ​​consciousness, expecting to hear Yunlai's inner voice... but not really hoping to hear it.

According to the previous experience, if he can't hear, it proves that Yunlai's cold and thirsty disease has been temporarily relieved.

If he could hear, Yunlai would still suffer from thirst and cold.

It's good to hear Yunlai's heartfelt voice, but...

Thinking of this, Zhao Yu asked again in a low voice: "Is it better?"

Is it better?

Are you ready?

These words drilled into Yunlai's brain, and every word hit his shameful heart.What good!He feels terrible now!

The first time was a coincidence, the second time was a mistake, and the third time...!

He did!

Once again, he did such an abominable thing to his own disciple!

Yun Lai unconsciously bit her lips, regretful in her heart.

Zhao Yu couldn't see him biting himself, so he subconsciously raised his hand and gently pinched Yunlai's cheek, coaxing: "Master, stop biting. The wound will heal."

The feeling of warm fingertips pressing against the skin was exceptionally clear, pushing Yun Lai's sense of shame to the climax.He closed his eyes tightly, his limbs were stiff, and he wished he could die like this.

How should I face Zhao Yu?

How should he explain it?

The teeth biting the lip not only did not loosen, but tightened even more.

Zhao Yu was worried that he would bleed from biting again, so he quickly put his arms around the man and changed his position, raised his hand and exerted a little force, forcing him to loosen his teeth.

"Master, are you angry? If you are angry, just hit me. Don't hurt yourself again, okay?"

It was only after he changed Yunlai's posture that he realized what the current comfort was made of.He was actually embedded in Zhao Yu's arms!

He hurriedly opened his eyes, a trace of annoyance flashed in his ink pupils, he broke free from Zhao Yu's shackles with his hands, and then he tried to get up with a random push, but unexpectedly, his palms were pressing on something, warm and firm.

Accompanied by a muffled groan from the person behind him: "Ugh..."

The sound was very close, and the scorching breath seemed to be right at the back of his neck, making his skin itchy strangely.

Yun Lai paused, could it be that his inner demons are about to flare up again?

Why are the demons happening so frequently these days?

He didn't have time to think about the weirdness, his lowered eyes had already seen clearly where the palm touched, and a cloud of powder flew up on his cheeks, he hurriedly moved his hand away, but was held tightly by a strong force, and his whole body returned to the previous position. posture.

Yun Lai's cultivation base is higher than Zhao Yu's, but he can't remember this fact at this moment, he feels ashamed and flustered in his heart, he really wishes he could close himself up right away and let nothing happen.

And the "culprit" who caused his complicated mood hugged him back into his arms forcefully, and asked with great concern, "Is there any other discomfort?"

Yun Lai closed his eyes tightly, and the pounding heartbeat behind him made him even more irritable.

Before breaking the road, he had never been so bored.

In fact, even if Zhao Yu wasn't by his side, the few times when his inner demons broke out, he wasn't so bothered.

It feels like a dark fire is burning in my heart, is it annoying?

Yunlai thought inexplicably.

Suddenly, the voice of inquiry sounded behind his ears along with the scorching breath, like an undercurrent surging river crashing into a boulder, breaking his messy thoughts.

"Master, you are silent, are you angry with me?"

The tone was low, mixed with a sense of pity.

Yun Lai frowned slightly, and subconsciously denied it: "No."

Zhao Yu's expression slowed down, and he asked again: "But you don't open your eyes either. Do you want to see me?"

"..."

Yun Lai curled her fingers slightly, her eyelashes trembled, and after a few breaths, she finally opened them, revealing a pair of black and white pupils that were hidden. "I……"

His lips moved slightly, trying to explain, but when his eyes met Zhao Yu's light-colored pupils, he lost his words.

Such a simple, upright, and prudent apprentice, but he made those disrespectful actions three times.His master... what face does he have in this world?

What words in this world can cover up the fact that he is a false teacher?

What rhetorical and unconvincing explanation can he have?

Yun Lai frowned even tighter, her cheeks, which were originally pinkish, were pale.

He closed his eyes, and in the end he only said: "Zhao Yu, from now on you...go to the head seat."

Zhao Yu's eyebrows were pressed down, and his face sank visibly, without the calm and generous appearance he usually showed.

The Adam's apple rolled rapidly, and the hands holding Yunlai's arms unconsciously tightened.

Countless words flooded into my mind in an instant, but only one word came out of my mouth: "No!"

Yun Lai's mind was imprisoned by guilt and shame, and he didn't care about the posture of being hugged for a moment, and responded embarrassingly: "I... I am a teacher."

He lowered his head, as if he was immersed in water ten thousand times colder than the cold pool.

Painful, breathless.

But that coldness lasted only for a moment.Because in the next second, he felt his body lighten, and the picture in front of him was blurred. When it was clear again, he had already changed into a posture of sitting on the head of the bed.

And Zhao Yu, who was still hugging him just now, knelt on one knee beside the bed.

Yunlai's pupils shrank suddenly, and his tone was a little anxious: "What are you doing?"

Zhao Yu looked up at him: "Master, why did you pretend to be a teacher?"

"it's me……"

"I pretended to be a disciple."

When Mingming started, he swore to follow Yunlai all his life and regard Yunlai as his teacher.

Unknowingly, however, he had possessive thoughts.

Unwilling and unable to accept the fact that Yun Lai is emotionally breaking the Tao for others, and it is also unbearable that there is someone standing beside Yun Lai in the name of a Taoist companion.

Zhao Yu looked at Yunlai's frowning brows and pale face.

Yun Lai said that he was a teacher, how could he not be a disciple?

"Master."

Zhao Yu looked sad, "If you are angry, punish me. But don't abandon me, okay?"

He had ten thousand euphemistic words that could coax Yunlai to let him stay, but when the words came to his lips, he could only utter a straightforward request.

Yun Lai didn't know that his fingers had wrinkled his robe so badly, he also didn't know how inappropriate his loose skirt and messy hair were, he only noticed Zhao Yu's words and his depressed expression.

His heart throbbed inexplicably for a moment, followed by a sense of suffocation.

He frowned, skipped the last request, and only said: "I have never been angry with you."

"Master wants to drive me away..." Zhao Yu looked at his face without blinking, "If I hadn't done something wrong, why would Master treat me like this?"

Yunlai closed her eyes, "I..."

He was silent.

Zhao Yu looked at him and said nothing.

He was very confused, and intuitively felt that Yunlai had something to hide from him, so he chose to wait quietly for Yunlai's next words.

The weather in Xuefeng has always been strange.

It snowed last night, and the sky was clear during the day, making people dizzy with heat.

The temperature in the room continued to rise slowly.

The atmosphere between Zhao Yu and Yun Lai was strangely cold.

Finally, Yun Lai spoke again, breaking the ice: "Zhao Yu. Last night, you saw my... appearance. I don't need to hide it from you, it was brought by Po Dao."

"It's a demon."

Seeing his indifferent expression, Zhao Yu's heart was tense, and he hurriedly said: "The demon of the heart can be broken. Master, I will find a way to break the demon of the heart!"

Yun Lai lowered her eyes and shook her head very slightly.

If breaking the heart demon was that simple, there wouldn't be so many monks in this world who went crazy because of the heart demon or even switched to the way of magic.

He sighed softly and continued: "I'm sorry for you. One is..."

Yun Lai suddenly raised his eyes to look at the screen that was beautifully illuminated by the warm light, and felt like he was being scorched by the light as if there were mountains and rivers in the screen.

He gritted his teeth, and faded away the shame to cover up his self-blame in front of his only apprentice like giving up: "I did those things to you. I am not worthy of..."

Before he finished speaking, he was robbed by Zhao Yu: "No!"

Yun Lai was stunned, looking down at his already mature face and the resolute facial lines, inexplicably forgot to speak.

Zhao Yu clenched his fingers into fists.

Why hadn't he thought that a simple touch would be too much for Yun Lai, a man of abstinence.Moreover, it was his disciple who came into contact with him, so it should be even more difficult for him to accept.

His lips pressed down uncontrollably. His thoughts were too chaotic, but he ignored the most crucial point.

Yun Lai must be suffering in his heart right now...

Zhao Yu hurriedly confessed: "Master, no matter what happened in Hanchi Cave last night or a few days ago... I did it voluntarily."

"Master, you have never done anything inappropriate, and it was all led by me. If you say you are unworthy, it should be me..."

Yun Lai clenched his fingers even tighter, and his robe was wrinkled, like his complicated emotions.

"If it wasn't for me..."

He got up suddenly, and walked a few steps in a chaotic pace. It was really difficult to utter words such as entanglement with the other party, so he walked over and continued, "How can there be anything later?"

Zhao Yu: "No. Master, have you forgotten?"

He got up slowly, walked to Yunlai's side, and whispered, "You let me go, I went against your will. Everything is my fault."

Yunlai couldn't remember what happened at that time, his consciousness was too chaotic.But he knew how terrible his inner demons would become, and he knew that he might not be able to suppress his desire and entangle others...

What Zhao Yu said, he believed but not all.

If he sincerely let Zhao Yu go, with his cultivation level, it is impossible for Zhao Yu to stay.

He is guilty, heinous.

And his apprentice, a victim, still defends him to this day.

How can he be?

Yun Lai lowered his eyes, his heart sank into the ice cellar.It was difficult for him to stand here and face Zhao Yu again.Just looking at it made him feel guilty.

With his lips parted slightly, he silently recited the formula, and the spiritual domain belonging to Mahayana monks quietly unfolded, covering the courtyard.

The moment the formula was completed, he looked sideways at Zhao Yu: "I owe you."

Zhao Yu stared at him intently, and suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart, a sudden feeling of losing the most important person or thing.

He opened his mouth, wanting to say no, but found that Yunlai's figure instantly became transparent.

His hands subconsciously reached out, but he didn't feel anything.

Yunlai left.

It disappeared before his eyes.

Only a cold tone echoed in the small room: "In a moment, you will be able to leave this courtyard."

Zhao Yu's jaw tightened suddenly, his mind went blank, he turned around and ran out, to the gate of the courtyard, he could detect an invisible barrier without having to probe himself.

It is full of spiritual power belonging to Yunlai.

Cold, like snow.

Zhao Yu slowly raised his hand to touch it, only to be met with a piercing cold.It was the hands that were cold, but it made his heart fall into an unfathomable cold pool.

His fingertips were trembling uncontrollably, his face was gloomy, and he stood upright at the courtyard gate.

After standing for a long time, the teeth slowly grind out a name,

"Yunlai!"

The author says:

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